Huh...you know, if you combine Homurderface and Madoka, you basically get Magical Girl Kiritsugu.
Time Magus with a will of steel and cold demeanour, who really just wishes she could save everyone.
This makes me ask two questions:
1: Does that make Shirou Madoka and Homura's grandson/Sabrina's nephew?
2: Who's kid is Kotomine?
(Going by the thread jokes, Gilgamesh, of course, could only ever be us.)
As I said when we discussed this earlier: I don't see any evidence that Mitakihara and the girls there have a higher potential in this timeline than they do normally. Other than Sayaka, whose emotional focus was changed due to events and made a very different wish, the girls don't really appear to be any more powerful than normal.
This isn't something I think would be super huge or fast.
It took ten years and around a hundred loops for Madoka to gain the amount of potential she did, and she was the direct focus of Homura's wish. Even with the power of a god behind a similar wish, what we'd be seeing in the way of karma incrementing here would be less direct
recoil from the wish and far closer to cosmic sideblast. (Which could potentially be quite strong for those close to the epicenter, but they're not the focus)
What will
almost certainly be showing up are errant memories. My basis in looking for
that is not only what we see of Madoka's past-life memories in PMMM, but also this little bit of invisitext in Unforseen Consequences 12:
"I, ah," your eyes dart between Mami and Homura as you take a slow step forward to interpose yourself between them. Behind Mami, Madoka slowly wilts in on herself, now just clutching her hands to her chest. She's staring at you, hoping you'll be able to resolve this entire situation. Why?
Oddly, were it not for that invisitext I'd say the situation itself is innocuous enough to gloss over: In the scenario there it's easy to say she's turning to us because her friends are decided on whether we stay with Homura or Mami but the author specifically inserting that question makes it strange, and afterwards Madoka frequently turns to us in that manner when Homura verbally feuding with her friends.
With the invisitext however, combined with later info on Madoka's wish to fix everything and it's possible role in our appearance, it reads like we're being asked to consider the role past life memories play in people's decision making.
[Also, a fun fact gleaned during reading Chapter 1-11 for info on context: Sayaka doesn't directly call Homura a vampire the first time. She says that Homura probably "lives in a crypt,
like some kind of vampire."]
Regardless, if Homura is filled in on the potentialbomb, checking won't be that hard. It just requires moments that appear in anomalous timelines but not the loops, Rebellion being first and foremost of those.
For instance, it might be worth checking up on whether Mami ever showed off a chibi-Mami in past timelines. After all, she said she got it from an idea she had for a combat backup body and that's something that doesn't appear in canon, but
does show up in Rebellion.
Other things I'm looking for include comparisons between Oriko's powers as of her canonical manga and PMAS. Extra Story is probably an anomalous timeline but Oriko does show a fair degree of power problems there.
And as long as I'm in full theory mode [customer's warning, full theory mode may take 1-5 business days], at this point I should probably assemble my notes and thoughts so far from my third read-through, as pertains to Homura, the potentialbomb, and Rebellion.
The first and most relevant to now is an odd little look at the moment we learned that Homura didn't know the potentialbomb itself:
"So. Homura's out of earshot, now," you snap at her. "What's so earthshattering that you can't let Homura hear it, then?"
Oriko takes a shuddering breath, closing her eyes before looking at you again. "She's making things
worse," she says in a low voice. "Kyuubey already knows, and if he tells her that, she will despair. You have to stop that from happening."
It's your turn to laugh. Loudly, and in her face. "That's
news, Oriko? That's your great secret?
That's what you did all this for?" you say when the laughter subsides. "You... megalomaniacal, delu-"
Oriko makes a cutting gesture with her hand. "That's not why I'm doing this - it's what
you need to know," she says, fast and low.
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You've done well, Akemi Homura. You've raised Kaname Madoka to be the most powerful Witch that will ever exist.
This entire setup is massively ambiguous. Note that Oriko never actually says anything about the potentialbomb. All the allusion to it comes from
Sabrina and Firn. Our only link is that Kyubey knows what's up already and that if he tells Homura she'll break. I'll be getting to
that moment later.
Your hands twitch, and you barely restrain yourself from doing something rather precipitous. "Homura can't hear us. No more secrets, Oriko," you snap. "Each loop makes things worse. I know, she doesn't. So?"
You lean closer to Oriko. "What else, Oriko. Is it linked to what happened last loop?"
"I don't know." A faint crease appears on Oriko's forehead, and then her eyes widen slightly. "I don't always see the entirety of events, just enough."
"That's awfully convenient for you." You glare at her. Is she lying? You're not entirely sure, though you don't think so.
She shrugs. "There is no way I can prove it to you. The feathers annoy me too."
"Ugh," you grunt at the nonsequitur.
And this is the start of the very next post: It's interesting because it reads as though Oriko realized we didn't catch her meaning last time ("A faint crease appears on Oriko's forehead, and then her eyes widen slightly.") and then tried that non-sequitur to see what
we knew.
Because, frankly, if Homura knew she became a devil, and knew what she'd done to Madoka, I think there's a chance that would drive her to despair just as much as the potentialbomb. If not more.
Which brings me too... Surface Tension 13-16, 25, 29, and 30. I'll be looking at these through the lens that Homura just remembered she was Homucifer, after hiding the fact from herself with memory manipulation, for reasons that should become clear as I pick them apart.
Homura, by contrast, is still hesitating. "Come on, Homura! We talked about this!" you say to her.
The time traveller abruptly pushes her half eaten lunch over to Madoka's lap, and snatches up the binoculars. "My apologies, I've just remembered something else I have to do," she murmurs, rising to her feet.
Homura turns in a swirl of black hair, and stalks off back into the school building proper.
"H-Homura?" Madoka calls tremulously, as you blink at her retreating back. The time traveller slows, but resolutely continues forward, shoes clicking against the tile.
Homura suddenly leaves and her excuse is that she
remembers something. It's far from conclusive but I get the feeling that she'd use something mostly truthful as an excuse, rather than a lie cut from whole cloth.
You sigh. "How are you feeling right now?" you ask gently.
"I'm fine," she bites out.
"Homura, please let me help you," you plead. It's like pulling teeth, getting anything from the girl. "I... you can't just go on like this, pushing everyone away. This was... too far, and I'm sorry, but... please, Homura, tell me what's wrong."
She struggles with herself, expressions crossing her face lightning-quick - dismay, annoyance, fear, longing, and more you can't even begin to guess at. Finally, finally, she begins speaking, a quiet whisper. "I'm scared." Her hands are trembling, the slightest, barely visible quiver.
And maybe you can guess a little at that, from what she's said before.
It's the emotions on her face that are the notable thing here.
Longing stands out, and it's deliberately written to stand out. And if you've read Wraith Arc, it also stands out as the source of her second wish: Her longing to see Madoka again as they were together in timeless space created her wish, and was the source of the Clara doll Ai, who, depending on the materials you read and what you imply into them, is responsible for Homura becoming the devil. (specifically looking at translations on the Clara Dolls from the artbook.)
She shivers, a whole body quiver. "It's early yet," she says, voice low and choked. "I don't know what's coming. Whether she- what I've done-"
Homura makes that little gesture you've seen just once, that half aborted grasp at something just out of her reach.
"She's making things
worse, and if she learns, she will despair."
"'If someone tells me that it's wrong to hope, I'll tell them they're wrong every time,'" you quote, smiling whimsically. "Once upon a never, Madoka said that. And you know, she's right. Wise girl, that one. Wise words."
Homura shudders.
You shrug. "Once upon a never... Constantly hurtling into the unknown. But y'know, that's how most of us work. You may not know if we can win, going down this new path-" you stress that 'we', "-and you may not know if Madoka can accept everything you've done."
As you speak, Homura seems to collapse in on herself. "But you know what? If you don't at least try, then you're going to fail by default. Reach for the heavens, or you'll banish yourself to hell without even hearing the judgement."
Homura shudders, still hugging her knees.
All of Surface tension 16 is worth going over but this in particular is a
really interesting exchange.
Because the first quote is from Madoka in episode 12, and the second alludes to Rebellion, and Homura shudders at
both of them.
Let's skip ahead a moment, to 25, 29 and 30
"May I have a cleanse?" Homura asks.
"You don't even need to ask," you say, echoing Mami's earlier words with a grin and a wink at the blonde, who smiles in amusement. Homura nods, and produces her Soul Gem, filmy with corruption. A casual wave of your hand has the Grief floating free into the air, and you compact it into your Grief marbles.
There is somewhat more Grief than what you'd expect of day to day living, and you give Homura a questioning look, which she meets with her usual poker face. "Thank you," she allows as she reforms her Soul Gem ring.
"Anyway, a cleanse?" you suggest, looking at Mami and Homura both.
Mami smiles, reaching up for her hair pin to detach her Soul Gem and present it to you. Homura holds up her left hand, similarly displaying her Soul Gem.
With a careless wave of your hand, you cleanse their Soul Gems. Again, Homura's Soul Gem is a little darker than you'd expected, given the last time you'd cleansed her.
"Homura," you call as you follow behind the blonde.
"Yes?" the response is quick.
"I noticed your Gem was rather dark," you say.
"Ah." Homura says, pausing for a moment. "I... took the opportunity to kill a Witch. And checked on Madoka."
"Oh, I see," you say. You get the impression she's not telling you everything she did, though.
Between all of these we have the impression that Homura used some extra power for
something and it wasn't just hunting a witch. Which means that memory manipulation is on the table as something she did there.
Which brings us back to 16:
She takes your hand, and you pull her to her feet. You clap her on the shoulder, and then wave back at the door to the rooftop, sunlight still shining merrily through.
She takes a hesitant step forward. "Go on," you prompt.
She goes, back straightening and moving with more confidence as she walks out into the sunlight.
There's probably something terribly symbolic and all about that, you reflect as you follow her out, blinking in the sudden brightness of the sunlight compared to the relative dimness of the corridor. The wind blows as if to punctuate this, setting both yours and Homura's hair streaming out dramatically.
[snip]
Homura nods. Madoka beams, and passes the lunchbox back to Homura. "I'm glad you came back. You should eat up, Homura!" The black haired girl accepts the lunchbox with a quiet, "Thank you."
You smile and dig in to your lunch again. It's cold by now, but the warm glow of satisfaction is well and away better than the food, in any case. Mami nudges you, and opens her own lunch box with a snap of the hinges. "Here, I saved some salmon for you."
You blink at her in surprise, as she plucks the slice of fish up with her chopsticks and drops it into your bento. "Store bought food is never as good as homemade," she admonishes with a small smile. You return the smile, and return to your eating.
Homura eats quietly, with Madoka watching her with an anxious smile. "Homura?"
"Yes, Madoka?" Homura asks quietly.
"I didn't upset you, did I?" the pinkette asks.
"No, of course not!" Homura says, looking up in slight shock.
"Oh, that's good," Madoka says, smiling in relief, twiddling her fingers a bit. "Don't... don't run away, please?"
"I..." Homura opens her mouth, and then shuts it again. "OK."
You exchange a glance with Mami, both of you with raised eyebrows. "
Hmmm?"
"
Maybe," she agrees.
[snip]
"Bye, Sabrina!" Madoka calls as she turns to go. "See you after school!"
"See you later," Mami says warmly.
Homura... Homura nods at you. "
Thank you."
"
No need," you reply.
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That went well.
Even accepting the theory, It's iffy, but Homura taking some of her own memories to get that sudden burst of confidence in section 1 might explain her shock in section 2 ... of course, that kind of clashes with section three. (maybe she only took just enough to get by?) Regardless, any memory erasure could easily have happened later. Still, it's worth pondering so I brought it up.
(Incidentally, I've never gotten why we think Sabrina is bad at Social. I mean, if this interpretation is correct we
did talk down Akuma!Homura without even realizing it.)
Well, regardless, the elephant in the room for any Homucifer theory is the Barrier Incident.
...And as it so happens, I think I have an explanation.
I've mentioned that Homura has memory manipulation, and we see in Wraith arc that Homura can and will mess with her own memory, including her ability to use her powers. So let's further make another assumption: Homura didn't get rid of her memory permanently, but rather she left herself some trigger to remember.
I'd guess that an emotion of love, loss, and longing might fit the bill, since it's what her second wish was born from in the first place, but it's not really necessary.
Regardless, on the day of the barrier incident she's planning to call us and talk about the Yakuza visit that day. And we're in the barrier, in that trance, for a while. More than that, as we leave off, just before conducting the experiment, we specifically tell her to call us when she was ready.
So let's imagine Homura calls us, saying she's ready. Only... we never respond. Well we were with Mami right? Perhaps she calls Mami and Mami is
scared to death. Perhaps she simply goes in on her own. Either way there's no time, so she makes it, she finds us... and instead of us she finds a
barrier.
The conclusion is obvious: We witched. But maybe there's something Homura can do. She knows it, and she reaches, and she remembers.
And power in hand she goes to save us and... we're fine. Completely okay and unharmed. Just, sitting in a barrier of our own making, apparently completely unresponsive, with Mami panic stricken by our side.
But she remembers what's been going on, and while we're fine, things are
off. So... she makes some corrections. But not before she sheds a feather, and when the barrier collapses, the feather is pushed out.
It's an old theory, and one I've long had a problem with: We don't see evidence of any extra power use. But then, if she remembers the events of last Thursday (Surface Tension) and what happened after last time she appeared, she knows that we
have confronted her about her soul gem after the previous memory manipulation. As a result, she might well have hidden that power use by using one of her grief seeds.