Your arm is already around Mami's shoulders, but you pull her into a full hug. She stiffens in your arms. Not really what you'd been hoping for, but you just hold her for a moment.
"It's not about hunting her, really," you say contemplatively. "It's more... we
need to find out why she's doing these things, and stopping her from doing more. The timestop is just the best way of doing it."
Mami sighs. "It still doesn't feel
right." She pushes herself up from your hug, and you let her, though one arm still remains around her. "It- I... what do we
do when we find her?"
You shake your head. "I don't know, Mami. But I
do know that it doesn't
have to end in killing if we find her, between the three of us. We've got Homura's timestop, I can cleanse for as long as we need it, and more importantly-" you give her a little shake "-we've got
Mami Tomoe. We can find another way."
"You- I-" Mami slumps, head dipping almost to her chest. "You... I'm not- I don't
deserve your trust, Sabrina. I don't think- I c-could
kill a-anyone, but I- Just
thinking about Oriko, what she's
done, I want her
gone, and-" she breaks off with a wordless noise that's half sob and half snarl, clutching at the air in front of her as if wringing someone's neck. "I- I don't trust
myself. And it
scares me."
You pull her into a hug again, and this time, she accepts, collapsing bonelessly against you, tears silently rolling down her face. "It's OK, Mami," you soothe, rubbing her on her back gently. "Whatever happens, I'll still be here to help. Always, Mami."
She speaks through her tears, mumbling into your shoulder. "I- I don't
deserve you, Sabrina."
You let her cry herself out in little sobbing heaves. Out of the corner of your eye, you can see her Soul Gem- it's perhaps a little tarnished, but nowhere near enough for it to matter yet.
Eventually, her quiet sobs fade away. You idly draw the corruption from her Soul Gem, and pack it away as marbles in your pocket.
She draws back from the hug, and simply looks at you for a long moment with a wan smile on her face.
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Heat of the moment. Fury. Incoherency? Oh yes.
Read between the lines. Metaphorically speaking.