Sabrina: "Today's been tiring, time to sleep. Yes Mami, we can sleep in the same room, just don't 'fall off' the bed this time, OK? Go ahead, I need to write down my thoughts."
*Sits on the floor, stares blankly into space*
Sabrina: "Dear diar... Forum: I think I might be a bad friend. Today I reflected on how I've been treating Mami and can't help but think that I've only managed to exacerbate her issues. I'm withholding things from her and I'm making her very dependant on me to the point that we both know she can't oppose my whims if I press her even a little. I've been making plans to help her get into a better state of mind by having her make friends, but that just makes me feel more manipulative. I say my methods are right because my cause is just, but am I really right? Even if I am, doesn't that make me the same as Oriko? What right did I have to beat her and dictate my terms to her when I could end up doing the same things as her?
I don't know. But I hope Mami can make it through all this OK. I hope everyone does. It's never wrong to hope, right?
PS: I also got in a fight and got to slam puny Akiko against the floor a couple of times. That was fun.
"OK, NOW time to sleep... Mami? How did you manage to fall sleep hugging me like that? I didn't even notice! I wasn't that much out of it was I?"