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Ah yes. I wondered when Homura would start feeling this.
... Start?
"We have allies," Homura whispers with a convulsive swallow. "It's early, but we have allies. They know about Walpurgisnacht."
"Yeah," you say, grinning at Homura.
"I've- this never worked," she whispers, and there's stark, raw pain in her voice, her shoulders hunched against a blow she's endured over and over and over again. "It never worked before."
"I won't let Oriko interfere-"
"It doesn't have to be her," Homura whispers, shaking her head. "It- all this works. For you."
So why does it work for us but not for Homura? And how do we share that without crushing Homura further?
even if this was a competition there would be no shame in loss.
Yeah, we specifically have Kazumi being a bit erratic like her berserker clones and Niko is doing research without the full impetus we knew spawned it.Madoka's wish, almost certainly.
We've already noticed a ton of places where the timelines have been shifted around enough to give us time to change things for the better (most notably with Nagisa), and @The Phoenixian has a whole list of places where Sayaka's apparently innocuous and unaware actions would have headed off trouble that occured in canon. Note also how Kirika made her contract while already aware of witches and already accepted by Oriko (so it's less mind screwy) and how the PMKM timeline got shuffled around. And how PMSM has't started yet, so we can save Tsubaki Mikoto.
All this, plus the more general shift from a author who revels in suffering (Urobuchi) to one that presumably wants us to succeed and likes fluff (Firn) is probably occuring in-universe because of Madoka's wish. Everything can be fixed.
'How the fuck did you get me to agree with mermaid-chan that doesn't make any fucking sense-'Homura doesn't meet your eyes, either, her gaze skittering off to look past you. At Sayaka,
'-STILL ALIVE. HOW?'
'Shit.'and you can feel her hand trembling ever so slightly under yours. It's not a thousand-yard stare, not really, but that's all you can liken it to. You're just about to speak again when she beats you to it.
"You're getting results," she says. "I don't-"
'FUCK!'She bites the sentence off, jaw working silently.
"This isn't-" she tries again, before cutting herself off.
'WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T I KILL HER FIRST THING?'"Are you truly OK with this Oriko thing?" you ask carefully. "I know I've been pushing hard on it, and... I hate that I've upset you with the topic."
"She's dangerous," Homura whispers. "She-"
'Like, I knew she was trouble. Sabrina told us about Oriko yet I sat around and waited, what the fuck, why didn't I timestop and combed the city until I found her and shot her Soul Gem and what were we talking about?'
'Oh right guilt.'Deep down inside Homura, that scared girl who looked out onto a world and knew that here be monsters is still there. She never went away, just built layers of armour to protect herself. "I know she is-"
'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...'"We have allies," Homura whispers with a convulsive swallow. "It's early, but we have allies. They know about Walpurgisnacht."
"Yeah," you say, grinning at Homura.
"I've- this never worked," she whispers, and there's stark, raw pain in her voice, her shoulders hunched against a blow she's endured over and over and over again. "It never worked before."
"I won't let Oriko interfere-"
"It doesn't have to be her," Homura whispers, shaking her head. "It- all this works. For you."
I am now very seriously considering the merits of telling Homura about stuff like the PSP golden timeline. Because we don't just do this well out of sheer competence, we also have a map for things that do work and the moments that shape the people we face.