@torroar After reading your message. I am going to give you a bit of advice here, wanted or unwanted. I have been in this situation before, as one example Ibmaian left the forums after having almost this exact situation happen to him. He was so focused on his side work on Star Trek: To Boldly go that it was seriously impacting his life and health. so, he decided to stop with the forums and get his life back in order. I hate to say it but, you might want to very seriously consider putting this quest and any others your part of or doing to the side for a while and come back later. Your focus needs to be on your health not this quest or any of the others.