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Know it is always a pleasure and one accepted with glad so long as it helps in some small way.Thanks for listening to mine even if it's just for a little while.
Know it is always a pleasure and one accepted with glad so long as it helps in some small way.Thanks for listening to mine even if it's just for a little while.
A trouble shared is a trouble halved, and a joy shared is a joy doubled. Much better that you tell someone about this, than keep it bottled up until it burns you down from the inside.
If this was a non-QM author starting a Patreon, I would congratulate them, but then I would have stopped paying attention, because the exchange rate is not favorable for sending money from Korea.
So I took to the streets. To the sidewalks. Pacing, pacing, walking, hours and hours, because to be in the house suddenly felt awful. Acidic, even. Like I was drowning. I came back to make food for the parent, for the exchanges, but aside from that literally just sitting in my room I felt like my heart was going to tear its way out of my chest, my lungs were collapsing, and I just had to get out, and get moving, and stay that way. Blisters bloomed on my feet, and I broke them as I kept going, until they reformed, again and again until I've gained some brand new calluses. My hands have rough red scaly patches on them now which I'm reasonably sure are exposure issues from the cold - it's been 30ish out here for a while now, colder and worse with the wind in the early morning and evenings. Just trying to process, or no, not process. To drown it out, all the fear and the childish internal wail of not wanting a parent to leave, to confused and distressed animal of routine who felt the danger of disruption looming more than ever before. The absolute rage that I can't stop a disease or disability. That the doctors, so many doctors, can't either. Stopped eating almost entirely, still haven't really recovered an appetite.
As such, I've been thinking about opening up a Patreon. Not entirely sure how it would work, other than as just general support for a writer ya'll like. Might look into doing commissions, as well as other fiction writing. Some of it purely original, some of it perhaps not, but stuff that I could reasonably point to and say, hey, look, early access to a chapter here and there. Because part of the issue between quest writing and non-quest writing is the fact that for the former I can't just plot out something and write thanks to the dice. Haven't actually set it up yet, I'm just letting you all know that I'm going to be.
@My only fear is that you'll feel people freely giving out of a desire to support creates an obligation that causes you anxiety when you feel you aren't living up to it. Please don't feel that way.