USS Courageous, Personal Log, Lieutenant Commander Helena L'Amour, CMO
Excalibur.
A mystery from the last generation. Our adrift ghost-ship had been lost placing probes in the Byssan gulf near the Romulan border nearly thirty years ago. Her loss had been a blow to the Starfleet of the time and had long remained on the minds of those given to conspiracy theorizing and speculation.
What had happened to her and her crew? How did she arrive at this far off place? And where had she been in the long years of her occlusion? Such questions consumed the thoughts of Courageous' entire crew and, most of all I think, Captain Ka'Athnon herself.
It was the work of not even an hour to bring our lost sister under tow. Our tactical officer and chief engineer steadied her tumble into the void with a few gentle tugs of our tractor beam, themselves taking care not to damage her further. While Ka'Athnon was reputed to be bold, even, some have whispered, reckless at times in her pursuit of the queer and unknown; she was not totally without sense. On her orders, we first attempted a data dump of Excalibur's logs into the quarantined and airgapped computers of one of Courageous's white hulled shuttles. The logs revealed little, data corruption being severe, possibly due to Exacalibur's comm system having been badly damaged.
The Captain was not deterred though. We would investigate in person, armed with antiquated access codes, personal equipment undreamed of a generation ago, and a greater knowledge of the secrets - or so I once thought - of the universe than those Excalibur's crew had possessed.
Captain Ka'Athnon, of course, led our team. While nothing known to organic sentience could have held her back from pursuing this mystery, in all practicality she had command level access codes that would grant her greater access to Excalibur's logs and computers than anyone else from amongst the crew.
I will never forget, cannot forget, no matter how much I try, the dark and oppressive corridors of that haunted derelict. We transported aboard her bridge and were instantly plunged into a stygian darkness when the crackling blue of our transporter field faded.
There were eleven of us on that away team. The Captain, of course, myself in my position as her Chief Medical officer along with two of my subordinates, an Engineering Lieutenant named Linnnaiss and two of his technicians, and a stout trio from the security department under their head; Commander Valentine.
We spread out across the tarry blackness of that bridge with only the crisscrossing beams of our torches providing any light in that damnable place. There was little to discover on the bridge when we first arrived. Our lights revealed stations that were as pristine as if Excalibur had been placed lovingly into storage rather than left to drift unattended across the decades. A brief search revealed that this command deck had been locked down, with manual and computerised seals put into place. The Captain wondered aloud if this measure had been to keep something out - or to keep something in.
Interrogation of the command consoles using the engineer's man-portable power generators revealed that the main data backups were cut off from the bridge. In fact, they reported shortly, the entire ship's systems had been severed from the bridge! The only other information that Excalibur bridge consoles revealed to us was that she had been en route to the Romulan outpost at Beta Sevulai when she lost power.
It became clear that in order to access any useful logs from this ship we would need access the main databanks directly. I made my case for a direct site to site transport, as I was becoming rapidly unnerved by the ship's interior. That primordial lizard-brained part of me that warns of dangers unseen by mere senses was becoming convinced that Excalibur was no longer a starship but a tomb, and that we should not disturb her rest.
The Captain had a different opinion: she ordered that we travel deck to deck to reach the databanks; curious, as she was, to see more of this life-forsaken tomb-ship. My sense of dread was also overridden by my Captain. Her boundless enthusiasm for our endeavour and optimism that Excalibur's crew could merely be around the next corner had taken hold in our small group and I dismissed my worries as childish phantasms - I was a Starfleet officer after all! Investigation of the unknown is our mission.
I chided myself for my primitive fears as I floated over the newly cut holes in the turbolift doors and followed one of the security men down the ladder of that shaft.
That enthusiasm began to waver as we proceeded through the ship, the engineers at times cutting through hatches, and we were exposed to many curious sights.
We still had not yet seen any trace of Excalibur's crew, but evidence of their passing was everywhere.
Large sections of the ship were normal except for the oppressive darkness, as pristine as the Bridge had been.
But other sections had evidence of violent struggle. We had to bypass a section of crew quarters that were slagged to a degree that I had only ever seen when Courageous herself had surfed the shockwave of the Licori Nova at Agamede.
Not one of us could determine a cause or reason for the slagged and sagging deck; our leader suggested that it would be mystery for a repair crew to solve. She cheerily suggested that the mystery was a way to let the yard crews participate in our voyage of discovery.
As we closed on the computer core we discovered that the entirety of deck twelve was covered on the scoring from a running phaser battle that Commander Valentine deduced was between dozens of individuals.
The less said about the deck below the better.
The infinite shadows of the decks took on increasingly malicious aspects as it became clear to me that whatever the event that had left Excalibur missing and adrift in these unfamiliar stars was, it was clearly an act of deliberate malevolence.
To my surprise, Ka'Athnon cheerily agreed with me. Her eagerness was clearly undamaged by the leaping and flickering shadows of these corridors bathed in obsidian stillness.
Our trek ended shortly thereafter, though it did not end at the computer core as we had intended, but instead at a science lab.
It was not our intention to stop at that damnable lab, but it became our destination when we noticed a humming light beginning to form around us.
Gentle and malevolent, the blue and unnaturally hazelike light emanated from inside the open doors of the number three lab and spilled out throughout deck fifteen. It flowed down the deck and towards our surprised, and foolishly relieved, eyes in an unending stream to pool around us.
"Some sort of Minovsky particle effect?" guessed the Captain, as she approached the lab, tricorder in her hand, leading her path like the prow of an ocean-going vessel, "Odd pattern. Leakage from a T'Vek-style containment cage?"
I followed the captain and the others after only a moment's hesitation, not wanting to be left alone, the light beckoning us forward.
And that's when I first laid eyes on "it". That hateful statue with its baleful and wicked eyes.
The statue was in the middle of the lab, contained within a forcefield that drew power from what Linnnaiss claimed was the remains of a shuttle warp reactor, the forcefield projected from a confused and razorwire-like labyrinth of silver and gold.
I tried to stay as far away from the small statue as I could. But I was drawn, as if against my will, to it's eyes. Not wanting to seem as frozen in terror as I truly was, I made a show of analysing the statue in an attempt to identify species depicted. Though there were none like it in my database, I suspected that this statue must depict an example of living being, the artistry was too precise, too lifelike, to be fictional or mythical.
I still do not know what caused the true horror to begin; for I had not run active scans, and neither had any of the others. Even the Captain was still limiting herself to speculation as to why one would need to build an electromagnetic and subspace field blocker around a statue.
More light began to flood the room. But no longer from the lattice surrounding the statue, but from the object itself.
It happened fast enough to process but far too quickly for any of us to react. An indescribable light possessing a quality that made me blind to its glow surrounded us, came from within us.
I still remember the intense pain of that moment before I vanished into myself.