Especially when, as one poster put it, you are totally the sort of person to go from "The identity of the Grey College Patriarch is a secret" to "Of course everybody knows who it is. And he has an open door policy." without passing the intermediate and without thinking to yourself "Wait, how the fuck did I now know this?"
That's a load of bullshit. Several seperate loads, actually.
First, "everybody" who knows who the Grey Patriarch is are full magisters of the order
Hmm, I misremembered or paraphrased those posts badly.
I find the self-editing funny.
That is, earlier in the story she thought someone taking the name Grey sounded tryhard, and later on she expounded on the whole "Grey wizards who pick up too much heat take the name Grey and stay at the colleges", but at no point does her inner thoughts (in-story) ever go "Huh, I didn't know that, makes sense now".
Yeah, Mathilde does not gracefully admit ignorance - she goes straight from "the identity of the Grey Patriarch is a closely kept secret that few know" to "well obviously Algard is the Grey Patriarch and everyone with a modicum of trust knows it", for example.
Which is, to be fair, a very appropriate kind of doublethink for a Wizard in general (and a Wizard of secrets in particular) to have, but it's important to keep in mind that Mathilde is kind of a little shit and not particularly honest even to herself.
They mentioned
not gracefully admitting ignorance rather than 'Wait how did I not know this?' Which, still sort of related, in that she never thinks/acknowledged to herself that 'If only the trusted know, and I didn't know, then QED that means I was not trusted, duh.'
As for the rest of my post that you quoted though... That was just pure speculation, yeah. I was thinking about the possibility/probability that... potentially Mathilde
could have found out. And not by reaching sufficient trustworthiness. But by just being good enough at intrigue and diplomacy to pick it up from people at the college, or getting enough contacts there. But she wasn't the most socially adept person, and kind of stuck out due to... being younger than... Actually, that's weird now that I think about it. We're told the Grey Order likes to recruit young, but then we're also told that people usually manifest magic at 15-20 (IIRC right?) so what gives? Does the Grey Order just recruit a lot of people to train as spies, and hope that
some of them will eventually show the spark of magic? That seems highly inefficient and labor-intensive...
We've run out of conventional things to learn under the Collegiate paradigm. We need to start branching out. Aonoquean and Arcane Khazalid are ways to start doing that, taking whatever insights from them that we can.
Lingua Praestina is a bastardised grandchild of Aonquean anyway, cut down in scope and depth to make it easier for beginner human wizards to learn.
I feel like this point was raised before, and met with a "What would Anoqeyan add? Nothing much/nothing useful, really." response. Can't remember if it was from the GM himself or not though. Possibly just people.
That said though, I don't think the "need new sources of knowledge" is about stuff like languages like Anoqeyan; but rather about
secrets that are held by other magical traditions. So... Yeah, there's tons more to learn. But the "stuff to learn" is stuff that is passed on in non-Collegiate traditions, rather than stuff like Anoqeyan.
... Though, also, I highly doubt that Mathilde has run out of things to learn about Grey Magic from the Colleges. For instance, she can't pull off any of Algard's or Melkoth's tricks with time or dimensions. That's an entire facet of ways of using, and looking at, Ulgu that she kind of can't/doesn't really easily have access to. So given that, how can one easily say that Mathilde's learned all that the Colleges have to teach?
Unless it was just "Mathilde has learned all that the Colleges have to teach
about Waystones/multi-wind-enchanting/specific topic". Which may or may not be correct, dunno.