More selfishly, dicking him over strips away our prep versus Renshu, since Fu Xiang sure as hell won't be giving us that intel we bought. Plus, having an enemy spymaster who can remotely whisper in anyone's ear in the outer sect isn't something I relish.
Her wanting us as a vassal is unlikely to do much at all, either. Letting us get away with an abuse of her authority for the sake of retaining us to act under her authority is self-defeating foolishness. She expects us to fall in line behind her vision. If we won't, she has no use for us. She's not going to hold back because of her designs for us, because if we're put off by her concept of a just punishment, then it only proves we weren't really what she was looking for.
Edit: I guess my point is this. If someone actually has respect for Cai's vision, then voting to admit our crimes would be out of genuine contriteness and, at most, a desire to test that Cai actually sticks to her convictions. If you are voting to spill the beans to test her, and you think a positive outcome is her taking it easy on Ling Qi, then you do not want to be Cai's vassal. You want to be the vassal of a Cai-shaped fraud.
It's worth pointing out that we don't have any real excuse for what we did. Like, at all. What excuse do you feel we have that would soften the blow? Keep in mind Ji Rong got a month of imprisonment for pocketing fines. Our part on a conspiracy to frame a 3rd party for 2 personal crimes, leveraging the very authority she lent out to investigate those crimes is not, uh, less of a crime. It is significantly more of a crime. And our excuse is, what, we felt indebted to our co-conspirator? That doesn't even begin to justify our actions.Like I said, the chief problem here is that there's too many variables that aren't really knowable to make a reasonable choice... Well, reasonable.
So what we can consider comes down to a characterization vote--for both of us. If she wants us to be her Retainer, she has to take the good with the bad--the good in that we can be discreet and keep her in the loop. The bad in that we lack the resources to be able to afford to just gracefully accept aid given in a time of need.
Yeah, we could try to bury it--it might even work, but this is chinese fantasy land and people bringing out your dirty laundry can't be avoided indefinitely. Like, no matter how perfectly you think you buried a secret--eventually, it'll come out in the open, probably at the worst possible time. It's almost as much a part of the genre as the constant murderhoboing and the supernatural, world shaping powers.
Everything else is just... It's too unknowable. "Will she crush us without mercy? Will she have us make amends discreetly?" We don't know because we've never seen her privately deal with an issue.
She seeks Justice, and Gan Guangli strongly believes it's actual Justice, and not just tyranny. Or he wouldn't be so loyal--after all, if his father being crippled and everything going to pot for him because it was perceived as his "Failure" was somehow made good by Renxiang. And he wasn't comfortable talking about the details--which suggests it was something privately handled.
But we have nothing rock solid on Renxiang herself, which is what makes this such a leap of faith.
Her wanting us as a vassal is unlikely to do much at all, either. Letting us get away with an abuse of her authority for the sake of retaining us to act under her authority is self-defeating foolishness. She expects us to fall in line behind her vision. If we won't, she has no use for us. She's not going to hold back because of her designs for us, because if we're put off by her concept of a just punishment, then it only proves we weren't really what she was looking for.
Edit: I guess my point is this. If someone actually has respect for Cai's vision, then voting to admit our crimes would be out of genuine contriteness and, at most, a desire to test that Cai actually sticks to her convictions. If you are voting to spill the beans to test her, and you think a positive outcome is her taking it easy on Ling Qi, then you do not want to be Cai's vassal. You want to be the vassal of a Cai-shaped fraud.
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