Confrontation
No matter how much you think you've prepared for something, it might never be enough when faced with the real thing.
That was the first thought Panoramia had to deal with when confronted with her mother.
It was more than a decade since she last saw her. Many things about her had changed, and yet there were others that stayed the same. For one, she still towered over Panoramia, more than a foot taller and considerably… fuller. It inspired jealousy in a younger Panoramia, but now it only brought her comfort that she resembled her father more than her mother.
On the other hand, her mother had clearly grown more in tune with Ghyran than she remembered. Panoramia heard that her mother had ascended the ranks to become a Lady Magister. She didn't consider what that meant exactly; after all, she wasn't all that eager to keep up with her mother's advancements. Until she was confronted with it at least.
Her mother clearly possessed more Arcane Marks than she used to have. Her long curly black hair was still threaded with the roses and vines they were always coated with, her eyes still shined with an emerald glow, and her skin was as green as ever. Now, Panoramia could feel the plants around her growing and revitalising themselves in a rapid pace. She had clearly grown in strength, another byproduct of her mother's obsession with Ghyran. She always saw the process of spellcasting as a form of worship, communing with the "Mother" and becoming one with nature, as her own mother and mother's mother and beyond once did. The natural conclusion was a body chock full of Ghyran to an extent that even her own soul shied away from it.
"Welcome home dear. Nice of you to finally join us" Her mother's voice was full of venom and thinly concealed disapproval.
"I've decided to stop running. I'm here to accept my sickle, nothing more"
Her mother's face crinkled in amusement.
"So you believe. I have…many things planned for you. I hope you can at least keep up. Wouldn't want my precious daughter to fail me now would I?"
Panoramia knew she would have to confront her mother one day, but it was as hard as ever to keep up with the sheer presence she exuded. Her mother was larger than life in many ways, and she spent her whole childhood looking up to her. To be faced with such clear disappointment was something that the child in her could only shy away from.
She was no longer a child. She was her own person. And she had prepared a souvenir for her mother.
"Oh, that reminds me. I have a gift for you. It's a paper I wrote, one with contributions from respected peers. I hope you'll enjoy"
Her mother seemed a bit surprised at the response. She hesitantly took the paper she had passed over, and her eyes quickly glanced over the title. Her mother's fingers tightly gripped the paper as she quickly skimmed over its contents faster and faster.
Her mother's face twisted in a rage she had only seen twice in her life. Panoramia stood her ground as the paper she gave over began darkening and eventually crumbled to dust in her mother's grasp.
"You petulant, insolent girl." The sheer vitriol dripping from her mouth was enough for Panoramia to almost regret doing that.
Almost.
"Rosetta!"
Paranoth's voice broke the tension between them. Her mother turned over to look in the man's direction.
"It's time for us to convene. Leave the candidate alone, she must prepare for the trial on her lonesome"
Her mother looked back at her.
"We're not done here" was her mother's last words to her before she walked off, flowers springing up beneath her feet before quickly wilting and returning to the earth without her presence.
Panoramia waited until her mother was out of sight and earshot before she let out a deep sigh and let herself relax.
She hoped that when the day was over, she could cuddle with her beloved and drink a nice hot cup of tea with her. She needed Mathilde's presence right about now, but she unfortunately had to wait.
It probably wouldn't be a good idea to have Mathilde meet her mother. The two were so headstrong she had a feeling an earthquake would terrorise the city if they did.
Author's Note: I had to take a lot of creative liberties here. I tried my best not to use Pan's mother's name until I had to at the end. She's Rosetta, as in the Rosetta stone. I might change it if we ever get her real name. I also struggle with dialogue, so I hope I managed to do a good job here. This is sort of like the opposite side of my previous omake about positive parenthood.