Yeah, sorry, I've just had an epiphany that I'm projecting some unresolved issues pretty hard onto Eike.
I did an apprenticeship myself, and they promised me in the job interview that I would develop my skills on actual projects. Instead, they isolated me from any work of real importance, treated me as unskilled labour, and sent me on pointless theory courses that taught me nothing.
I became so depressed that I became suicidal.
I'm sorry, I thought I was over it, especially since I'm in a much healthier and more secure place in my life now, but I ended up flying off the handle at everybody instead. Just the mere thought of Eike ending up in an analogous position made me lose control, and I feel awful that I allowed myself to act like that.