The gardens around the observatory were certainly impressive, considering how 'young' they were. Water trickled through curving channels carved in the earth, clear burbling streams that fell musically down the organically shaped 'steps of water smoothed rocks, until they vanished under the earth. She had some notion of the subtle artifice that lay under their feet, pumping the water back to higher elevation to begin again. But it was well hidden and subtle. And between the flowing waters was an expanse of soft, cool colors in the petals of the flowers and the leaves and bark of trees. Greens, blues, soft purples and blacks.
It was a restful place, the drifting mist that rose from the waters rising no higher than the ankles. The air was serene, and even with the sun sinking casting the shadows long, little pale blue sparks of light drifted, giving light. They were less than even fairies, mere motes of yin aspected qi drifting and rising from the black earth which had been shaped over the barren carved rock of the new plateau.
She sat with Meng Dan at a polished stone table built in the core of the garden. Surrounded by polished circular benches of wood and soft silk cushion, it was minimalist, but no less rich for it. Such sites were scattered through the garden. Even now she could, if she strained her ears hear garden workers and others moving through the quiet paths. That was still comforting to her, for all that she didn't feel the panicked anxiety that she might have but a few months ago.
"Your family does superb work. Zhengui and I have been working on gardens a little, but our efforts feel a little crude compared to this."
"I have no doubt that your Xuan Wu will surpass many of our artisans in time," Meng Dan said. "Given his natural ability."
She hummed to herself. The flow of energy was so smooth here, almost a minor cultivation site in its own right. All made in a matter of months atop this unnaturally cut mountain. That was the expertise of an ancient clan steeped in the traditions of the old Weilu though, she supposed.
Set out on the table before them was a dinner set of finely made porcelain chased with silver. The pot containing the tea at the center was steaming and full but the food set out on the dishes were in minimal portions. Both of them were cultivators of course. Eating was primarily for the flavor of it or cultivation benefits.
"Well, I'll convey him the praise, hopefully your geomancer won;t be offended when the time comes to teach," Ling Qi said.
"My Aunt has been sure to pick one of our more open minded experts for the duty," meng Dan said. "How are things coming along on that front?"
"I think we will be ready for him within the year. We'll at least be selecting the site for more permanent construction soon," Ling Qi said.
"I do hope I can find the time to visit someday. It must be fascinating to observe a new settlement grow from nothing."
"It's a slightly unreal feeling," Ling Qi admitted. "Lady Cai thinks of it more, but its hard not to get swept up when she starts talking about her plans."
It was easy to picture it, when her liege spoke, of a city sprouting up on the lakeside, growing and filling with people.
"To prosperity, then," Meng Dan said, raising his cup.
She nodded, raising her own. Despite everything, she still felt a little stiff. Sitting rigidly in her chair despite the fact that they were doing nothing but chatting, picking at appetizers. "So how did the discussion with your Uncle go?"
"I believe I can talk him around. His own curiosity as a scholar is doing some work. We'll need to negotiate something that my family can consider a fair price, but I am confident that the observatory is upon the bargaining table, so to speak. What of you, how have your discussions and investigations gone?"
Ling Qi let out a long sigh.
Meng Dan gave her a nod. "I have not heard anything bad, for what it is worth?"
"I've managed everything but… people are so difficult," Ling Qi said. "I am really looking forward to visiting my family before the negotiation proper starts."
"We all need our moments of respite," Meng Dan agreed. "Do you have any particular plans?"
"Well there has been some cultivation success in the household, so I want to congratulate the ones on track to awaken," Ling Qi said, mind wandering to the times ahead. "Then there is talking to mother about preparing to receive noble guests in the future, but… mostly I just want to spend time with my Mother and Sister, to introduce them to Sixiang properly, to just be with my family for a little."
There was so much pressure and formality on her at all times here, she felt like it might crush her.
"I see, I hope you find the solace you're looking for," Meng Dan said. "Ah, for my part, I am looking forward to settling into the Argent Sect library for a week or so."
"I hope you have fun," Ling Qi said, a little amused. She considered him for a moment. "Meng Dan what is your family like?"
"We've discussed my clan at length haven't we?"
"That's not what I mean," Ling Qi said. "You're re- close family, I mean."
Cai Reniang's family was… without compare in many ways, Bai Meizhen didn't care to talk about such things. She had never really gotten a noble acquaintance to talk about it. What were noble families actually like?"
Meng Dan went silent for a moment.
"I apologize if it is a rude question," Ling Qi said.
"If we were less acquainted, it might be," Meng Dan said, giving her a considering look. "I have three siblings, though the youngest is sixty years my elder. We are not especially close, as they all have their own careers and interests."
It felt strange, those gulfs of time. Gu Xiulan had said something similar.
"My mother and father though… Mother is a talented weapon smith from one of our viscounts who married into the clan. Father is the undersecretary of the Minister of Law for our region," Meng Dan said. "I saw them last year at the clan's new years celebration and both seemed in good health and humor."
"I see," Ling Qi said. She didn't let herself frown, but there was a sterility in his description. Like She'd asked him about the condition of the roads in the west. Meng Dan was much more passionate about his work.
"But, and I say this with some trust in your silence, I do still trade some letters and visitation with my youth tutors, who might be closer to what Miss Ling was asking after?" he added blithely.
"Maybe."
"I admit, I'm curious. What drives your question? I am sure you are not simply asking after what connections I have no offer," Meng Dan asked curiously.
"I suppose that would be a more normal pre-courting sort of question," Ling Qi said dryly.
His eyebrows climbed. "Ah- I am sorry, I didn't mean to imply…"
"It's fine, though I won't pretend to understand your interest," Ling Qi said with a wan smile.
"You are fascinating," Meng Dan said.
She blinked, words dying.
"Curious, determined, and irrepressible. Secret paths seem to open readily for you, and you do not fear to tread them. Nor can I easily guess what is going on behind your eyes, the way I can with most. I won't say I am smitten but… I have never met a woman of my age who is quite like you."
Ling Qi did not gape, or flush or do anything silly. She did swallow though. "I'm not so unique. There must be many scholars better than I just at blue mountain."
"There are many better academics, but that is not the same thing," Meng Dan said, smiling cheekily. "But, my question?"
"You're the one who went off on a tangent," Ling Qi muttered grumpily into her cup.
"My apologies."
She forced her thoughts back on track. "Honestly. I suppose I am still putting together what a family is supposed to be like. Things were difficult for me, for us. I really don't think my family situation is any kind of normal. But I want a close knit clan… family. I just don't know how to do that. I was hoping for an example I suppose. You always seemed well adjusted."
"I see, I wish I could be more help," Meng Dan said, pausing thoughtfully. "I don't quite know what you mean, if I am honest. I apologize if I gave the wrong impression, but my family and I are cordial."
"Just cordial though," Ling Qi said. "You yourself admitted you were closer to your tutors."
"Yes," Meng Dan said. "Of course. My interests are not in law or smithery. I cannot follow my parents' ways. I am very thankful to them for providing me with teachers who could guide me to my own path."
It did make sense, she supposed, from a noble cultivator's point of view. As one rose, their views and interests became ever more narrowly focused. A 'good' parent then was one who put more appropriate teachers in place for their children.
"I understand that. I'm sorry if it seems a little strange," Ling Qi said.
"I think I understand the source of your distress at least. You're looking at something like the ideal filial arrangements of the classics and comparing yourself unfavorably?" Meng Dan offered, looking a little less mystified.
"I only have the vaguest idea of what that is from mining scholar Kong's works for quotes to needle Lady Cai with when she is being stubborn."
He blinked. "Does that work?"
"Only sometimes, when she's too stressed to drill down on my understanding of the words."
He shook his head and laughed. "Shameless of you. But… does that not make it worse, you do not even have a clear example you are comparing yourself too."
She grimaced. That was true, and cut past a great deal of her mental tangents on the subject.
"It is. And I really don't mean to imply that there is something wrong with the way your family does things."
"I do understand that," Meng Dan said, considering. "In this I do not think there is a universal solution. As cultivators, what we each are suited for can be too different for that."
She nodded, turning her head to look out over the rippling stream flowing past. "I think there is something universal. People need to build connections, communities to stay… functional. I feel like family is foundational to that. But I am sorry for going off on such a serious topic."
"It's an interesting subject," Meng Dan mused. "If you'd like I could collect some texts on clan practices and relations from across the Empire? You can cobble something together, and surely offend everyone whose practices you borrow from, I am sure."
"Meng Dan, are you asking to plan a family with me?"
It felt strange, to joke like that, but also freeing. She was fine. Neither of them were… jockeying for influence, or trying to control the other. He apparently liked her penchant for finding trouble is all. She didn't really know how she felt. He was a bit feminine in looks for her, but he was amusing and considerate? Surprisingly straightforward too, when it came down to it.
Gods, Sixiang was going to be cackling at her on the flight home.
He raised an eyebrow. "Miss Ling moves far too fast. I think we both have quite a bit of career interests to see too first."
"That wasn't a no."
"As you like," Meng Dan said. He glanced over his shoulder. "Ah, I do believe the main dish is on its way. Shall we return to work topics for now?"
Ling Qi inclined her head. "Yes, I think so."
She was silent for a moment after that as the dishes were brought out to them and set out by servants. "Though… in the future, I may have some topics to share. If you enjoy walking hidden paths, I may as well take advantage of your expertise. I hope you might join me for a walk sometime."
It had a certain way of helping her get to know people, for all the peril.
"Miss Ling is cruel with her enticements," Meng Dan chuckled. "How am I to concentrate on work when you make such mysterious offers?"
"By preparing for them too," Ling Qi said, tilting her head. "I… don't know what I'm looking for, yet. But I know they will need to be able to keep up. I won't stop."
It was far too late for that, one way or the other.
"Interesting. So very… interesting. Your ambitions are great, for all their oddity," Meng Dan said. "If nothing else I think I might like to chronicle their ends, for you and Lady Cai."
She inclined her head, and set about her meal, and the discussion of the observatory and the Meng's demands for its use as a bargaining chip.
She had one last moment to rest. Meng Dan was right about one thing for certain. She didn't need to stress herself about doing things 'right' just now. Her family was her family,
For now, spending time with them, and catching up on their lives would be enough.