I liked this update
@yrsillar. It was a poignant example of what happens when vengeance is pursued for the sake of vengeance, and the arc also reveals to Ling Qi that she has some major problems that she needs to work on.
I see two things that Ling Qi needs to work on in order to resolve her being shaken by this.
- Needs to confront the fact that she is weak but wants to protect her friends and family. How will she do that, and what lengths will she go for that? All the way to death? And Who classifies as a friend or family?
- Needs to confront the emotional trauma she suffered as part of this. This was very traumatic for her.
All in all, we need to confront the events in the dream and forge a lesson from them. Simply because there was no inherent lesson to be taught, doesn't mean that a lesson can't be forged out of the events that transpired in the dream. And if Ling Qi wants to progress through this trauma, she needs to come to terms with it and learn from it.
The Bloody Moon might not give an inherent lesson for us, but that just leaves us the room to craft one ourselves. And an individualized lesson is going to be more potent for us at this time then what lesson the Bloody Moon might have given. Ling Qi needs, and deserves, some serious self-reflection. It's a good thing, then, that she has Sixiang, Cai, and Meizhen to help her walk through this.
Ling Qi should probably talk to Meizhen about her fears of sliding back to who she was in the street and how she wants to change and move past that. To talk about whether she really has changed, or if her resolve has not really been tested before. There is not much Meizhen can do but be a solid support structure, but this would probably still be a good conversation to have with her.
Cai would be a good person to talk to about what justice means, and what role vengeance has in the pursuit of justice. We might not agree fully on some of the nuances, but having a mind to bounce ideas and concerns off of would be great, and providing Cai a way to further develop her concept of Justice would probably help her as well.
Sixiang is probably a good person to talk to about the relationships between the phases of the moon and the lessons to be learned from this. While Sixiang doesn't believe there was a lesson, Sixiang is from a phase of the moon that is about creativity and inspiration. She might have some ideas on how to wrestle with some of our inherent demons and traumas in order to come out of this stronger than before.
There is a lot of work to be done in the next month or so. A lot of talking, crying, and struggling with who Ling Qi is and who she wants to be. However, I feel that the lessons we create from these events will serve to propel ourselves forward in gaining strength and resolve to commit to our convictions and goals. I'm happy with this update, sad that Ling Qi suffered through the trauma, and hopeful that Ling Qi can learn from this and gather the strength and conviction to avoid this type of situation in the real world.