"I will turn the question. How would you describe your method?" Luo Yaling said, gesturing to them to follow. By the direction of her steps, it seemed she wanted a drink. "Not to be obnoxious, but to know what… metaphor you use to describe the experience."
Ling Qi hummed, following her; she fell in beside Meng Dan, letting the back of her hand brush against his. "You spoke of dancing earlier, so I know there's common ground. I began with darkness. In learning motion without moving. This allowed me to think in more directions. To me, it is a matter of finding the right rhythm: I dance, I turn, and I step in a direction that is not up or down, left or right, or anything in between."
Luo Yaling nodded thoughtfully, grabbing up a prepared cup of rich spiced cider from a passing server's tray. It looked like glittering liquid amber. "I see, I see. Well, we at least use the same metaphor of movement, of a motion that allows you to transcend the material world. For me, it is running. Speed. The roar of the wind in my ears. Until the details blur away until there is no difference between the wind in my hair and the earth passing under my feet, everything that exists is moving, no matter how still it seems to us; nothing is truly solid, so it is not so hard to pass through when you learn that the barrier is but an illusion."
Ling Qi listened; it was not her way, but… she could understand it; it brought her back to the memory of letting herself fall from the tower without Qiyi, only the wind to catch her, untethered and without concerns beyond the very next moment.
It was very much what one would expect from one wholly dedicated to the Grinning Moon.
"How do you solve the problem of identity bleed?" Ling Qi asked curiously. "I had the benefit of my muse, Sixiang, helping reinforce my mind and self. For me, it's a meditation on boundaries and patterns."
"I didn't at first," Luo Yaling said, sipping from her cup. "When I returned from my first real run, I did not even remember my mother's face, the memories of what I was told was my favorite hound or half of my formal education. I had picked up a great many tricks and valuable but disjointed skills and bits of spiritual ecology in their place, though. My cultivation was disordered for months!"
Meng Dan glanced at her, and she knew she was staring. She had always known, intellectually that she was on a dangerous path, but it had never been so starkly laid out.
"Ha! You are looking at me as if I had admitted to having an arm lopped off!" Luo Yaling laughed. "Well, that fits around what Sir Meng has said about you, too. These things are all replaceable, you know?"
No, they really, really weren't.
She didn't say that out loud, but something in Luo Yaling's eyes told her the other girl recognized the thought.
"You can't be the only one who gets to peek behind the covers a bit," Sixiang said.
"Well, its mostly in your eyes in this case."
"Ah, ah, no pity. I shan't say my thoughts on one who had the cusp of freedom in their hands only to take back their chains willingly, and you shant go thinking me a sad and lonely thing for running free, neh?" Luo Yaling scolded.
"My apologies, Lady Luo," Ling Qi said. "I meant no offense."
"And I'll take none the first time. I dislike being looked at with such eyes, is all," Luo Yaling said. "Hoh, you should try this cider!"
Ling Qi blinked slowly, taking a moment to collect a cup herself. That had been a profound irritation in one moment and it was gone in the next. She'd thought she'd sincerely offended Luo Yaling for a moment there.
And she supposed she had. She had just met someone even better at letting go of grudges than she.
"You've balanced yourself pretty well on three phases; you got a good tug of war between hoarding secrets and carefree curiosity, ya know?" Sixiang said.
"Like you gotta stop and think about how weird ya are sometimes Qi."
She would take that as a compliment
"But, to get back to your question, for me, keeping myself, or at least the parts of myself that are important, safe…"
"You did not forget our expedition start date because of your runs; you are simply scatterbrained. I could
see that you remembered after I reminded you," Meng Dan said into his cup.
"...It is a matter of choosing what to let go and what to let in! The wind ebbs and flows, but where it carries me and where I channel it is my choice!" Luo Yaling said loudly, pointedly ignoring his words.
"...I see. You control what bleeds and what is let in more by… prioritizing the core than outright stopping it?" Ling Qi said slowly, letting the byplay pass her by.
"There is the point you are seeking. How you get there, the path, the costs, these things you can choose from moment to moment, the distant goal is the core; wrap yourself around it and hold onto what is vital for the striving," Luo Yaling said agreeably.
Ling Qi… could never countenance such a method. She was simply too greedy; she valued too much. But She supposed there was something to be said for studying how her steps could be made a little faster, how she could make herself lighter, without losing anything important, to fly where the wind guided.
She wondered if that was what she had been missing, why she had stagnated a bit with her understanding of the art of the Wind Thief. Lately she had been giving far more attention to her bonds than her wings.
…It was something she was going to have to address soon, she supposed.
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"Thank you for sharing your insights," Ling Qi said. "It has been some time since I really focused on my cultivation of the wind, and the grasping hand of its thief."
"Hoh, now there is quite a little name to drop," Luo Yaling laughed. "You'll make our friend swoon, hinting at ancient history like that!"
"I have no doubt Lady Ling will share her stories in time," Meng Dan said dryly. "And honestly, I do have an inkling of that one; it is a bit too far back to seriously describe as 'history."
"I appreciate the warning, though it is good to see you recognize the words. Do you practice it as well?"
"I do not; the Wind Thief is more a central valley and hilltop tale," Luo Yaling said. "I practice in the tradition of the Gale Princess, who freed the headwaters of the river Jing from the old gods and carved its route north in her flight to freedom. I will probably be questing into the mountains myself in the future!"
Ling Qi nodded. She wasn't too familiar with the tale but… "Thou canst not bind me, with iron collar, with driven nail, with woven words. O frozen god, oh god of trapped waters, for thee this songbird shall never sing."
"I cast off my pierced hands; I cast off my crushed feet; I cast off my soiled heart. Formless in the way of Father, I shall ever be, and never again shall I bear unwanted touch. My wings be my blade, perish o Keeper of Chains!" Luo Yaling finished for her. "Haha, I did see that play too; it is not so bad, though I think the writer is of Xiangmen, it is a bit too clean for my tastes and places too much emphasis on her role as the Mother of the River Jing, when his birth was incidental to things."
"That is a matter of some debate; depending on the region in question, the sources are unclear which version came…"
She waved Meng Dan off. "Nope. they are wrong."
He gave a put-upon sigh.
Ling Qi gave him a comforting pat on the shoulder, only to almost pause awkwardly when she realized what she had done, but she completed the motion with only a split-second hesitation.
"Totally smooth Qi."
She
knew Sixiang could sound more convincing if they wanted.
"Sure could."
"Something else to chat about," Ling Qi said. "Do you write letters?"
"From time to time," Luo Yaling said, "I shall see if I can remember to write you one. But we should probably stop ignoring your guest."
They had all felt them in the last minute or so, Ling Qi was sure. No one else in the garden did. But she had seen Meng Dan's eye twitch, saw Luo Yaling's stance stiffen. She had no such reaction herself. After all, appearing behind was just what Shu Yue did.
"Teacher. Is it time already?"
"It is," Shu Yue said.
They loomed behind, compressed down to their most human, their pale round face framed by long dark hair that hung loose past their slightly stooped shoulders, their hands hidden the depths of voluminous sleeves.
"Thank you for the company tonight, Meng Dan; I have to take my leave from the reception now, though," Ling Qi said, bowing to her companions.
"Of course. I enjoyed the night greatly. I wish you well. Master Shu, I hope you have also found the night agreeable."
"It has been, though it grows too noisy for this one to enjoy," Shu Yue said, amused. Their eyes fell on Luo Yaling.
The girl stared at Shu Yue like a smaller hound, cautiously inspecting one twice its size. "First apprentice, I am pleased to meet you."
It was said after a long pause, and Shu Yue tilted their head.
"Young miss Luo. I am pleased as well. The both of you have a pleasant night."
Ling Qi bowed once more and then turned to follow Shu Yue, hurrying in the wake of their long stride. She didn't miss the way the crowd opened for them, without ever seeming to so much as notice their passage, even as they passed beyond the center of the well-lit fields, as they passed beyond the quiet perimeter of security…
They took a step, passing through the palace and all its defenses. She could only sense the slight flicker of Shu Yue's qi rippling outward to meet the vast and ancient array's attention.
On the next step, they stood beside the yawning entrance down into the trunk district, the lights of the Cloud District glittering behind them.
Ling Qi took a deep breath, glancing back toward the palace.
"Do you feel any regret for your choice?" Shu Yue asked conversationally.
Ling Qi considered the ugliness she had seen in the vase, the no doubt vile things she would feel as they immersed themselves in the lesson below.
"I might have enjoyed spending the rest of the night at the reception," Ling Qi said. "But, no. Let's begin, teacher."
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