Changing Destiny (Kancolle)

Chapter 49
Chapter 49

The SBD Dauntless was an excellent plane. Fairly fast and agile for a dive bomber, with a heavy bomb load and enough armor to come back missing a wing. It had the range to scout the enemy, and still have enough to attack at the end. It could put its payload down on a pickle barrel. And it was a joy to fly. It was, in a word, the perfect dive bomber.

Or so Ensign Manuel Lawrence told himself, to take his mind off what had gone over the radio. He never wanted to hear that scream ever, ever again.

"We're going to hit the Japs with everything we've got, ya hear?" His commanding officer had ground out, when the scream stopped.

Lawrence had no desire to dispute the point. As strange as it had been to see that tall woman with blue hair walk in with the Admiral? Everyone aboard Saratoga had quickly become attached to their ship. The old girl never let them down.

And none of them would let her down, after hearing the anguish in her voice. They couldn't.

"I think I see something at two o'clock, sir!" That was the designated scout, the man with the best eyesight in the entire squadron. And those eyes had been looking almost religiously for any sign of Japanese warships. "Make it...at least one carrier and escorts."

Straining his own gaze down towards the ocean, far below, Lawrence let out a soft whistle. A Jap flattop was clearly visible. Boxy and fat, the ship was steaming along in formation with several destroyers. He couldn't see any smoke, but then, the Japanese had that idiotic downward facing exhaust. According to his identification book, anyway, that he had turned his eyes towards and was frantically paging through.

Not Akagi. Not Soryuu. Kaga?

Glancing back down at the carrier, blissfully unaware of the Americans rapidly approaching, the Ensign clicked his tongue. It was certainly ungainly enough to be Kaga. Right.

This is going to be exciting. Training can only do so much.

"You alright back there?" Lawrence spared a glance over his shoulder, shouting back at his gunner.

A slam into his seat answered him, and a grin he couldn't see. "Of course! I'd pay good money for a chance to get some back for Pearl!"

Grinning himself, Lawrence returned his attention to his wingmates. Sunlight glinted off the wings of the Dauntlesses, and the handful of Wildcats escorting them. Far below, he knew that the same light shone on Devastators. He was glad he wasn't in that deathtrap. It took a special kind of person to go into battle in a Devastator.

He wasn't that kind of person.

Regardless, those planes were still important. Admiral Thompson and Admiral Halsey had come up, jointly, with the new 'hammer and anvil' approach to bombing. The torpedo and dive bombers would coordinate their attacks as one group. The Japs wouldn't know where to send their fighters, and at least some of the weapons would get through. The divebombers were the hammer and the Devastators the anvil.

"The Japs are going to come down on them like an anvil."

Muttering to himself, the young American goosed his throttle a bit, pulling in behind his wingman. As the sunlight grew ever brighter, the Dauntlesses began to line up for their dive. It was now or never, and they wouldn't get another chance to hit the Japs like this again.

"Alright, everyone, let's show the Japs what it means to fight the United States Navy!"

With a chorus of cheers answering him, the Commander winged over first. And the rest of the squadron followed him, angling down on Kaga.

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To the perspective of the Japanese, the Americans had come out of nowhere. Only a handful of Reisen fighters had been left behind in the attack, too few remaining from the raid on Pearl Harbor. That bare handful of A6Ms had been caught off-guard, when American torpedo bombers came into sight of the lookouts aboard Kaga and Hiryuu. With little to no forewarning, the fighters set to their duty. Silver wings glinted, as they twisted out of patrol formation and down to attack the Americans. No plane in the world could match the A6M's agility and they proved it.

Within seconds of sighting the Devastators, Reisen pilots were already looming out of the blue. With radial engines roaring in their ears, the Japanese pilots dove down on the hapless Americans. To their credit, the torpedo bombers did not deviate from their courses. Even the Japanese pilots felt a tinge of respect for that.

Gaijin fools the Americans may be, they did not lack for bravery. Even as twenty millimeter shells lanced into the fuselages of their planes, the Americans kept going. One, two, three of the planes crashed into the water in flames. The Reisen, shells expended, had to pull off as fire broke out from Kaga. The Americans didn't even hesitate and dove right into the anti-aircraft fire.

Kaga was not refit to modern standards. Her defensive suite was adequate at best. Yet, the Devastators died. What else could they do? They had to fly low and slow to drop their payload, and a blind monkey could hardly fail to hit a plane such as that. The gunners aboard Kaga were no such thing. Grimly setting to their tasks, orders were barked out and men rushed forward with ammunition. It was a well oiled machine that could not fail to do its job.

The clatter of twenty-five millimeter guns was only matched by the shrill shouts of gun commanders and the thud of ammunition boxes being pulled off mounts.

Americans flew into this fusillade of defensive fire. They died.

And yet, they kept coming with a dogged determination that was almost Samurai. Inside Kaga's fighters, the pilots who had pulled off could only watch. Despite flames licking their fuselages, the Americans threw themselves into the fray. Not a single one of their planes pulled off and away, until it had released its torpedo.

I almost envy these Americans. They are fighting with more honor than many men I have seen.

Sitting secure in his Reisen, a young Japanese pilot shook his head. The Americans missed their strike on Kaga, he could see it. For all the futility of their attack, these men were worthy of respect. They deserved that much.

A soft sigh came from the young man's lips. His head turned towards the sun, as he prepared to move towards the heavens again. The Americans were all dead or retreating, and he must return to his...his...

What is that?

Grey specks were visible towards the sun. Little more than dots in his vision that could be explained away as sunspots. Yet, there were too many for that. They were moving too fast as well. It couldn't--they wouldn't--not even--

"American dive bombers!" The young pilot screamed into his radio, pulling harshly on his control stick. The force of his sudden maneuver pushed him back into his seat. His body screamed back at him, protesting his actions. He didn't even notice. "The Americans are coming from the sun!"

Around him, the other Reisen pilots were quick to turn up. Kaga's pilots were some of the most experienced in the entire Imperial Navy, and her A6M pilots were chosen for their immense skill and experience on top of that. It was a lucky man who flew a Reisen.

None of these men felt lucky now. Their beautiful fighters struggled to climb into the air, as the grey specks quickly coalesced into American planes. The roundel, a star, only drove that point home. Like shooting stars they dove down in perfect formation, one plane after another. Their gull-wings scythed through the air, while the planes went into as steep a dive as physically possible.

Beneath them, Kaga frantically pulled into a starboard turn. Even as she made that turn, forcing her escorts to do the same, a massive explosion rocked the destroyer Arare. Flames and water shot into the sky. With a tortured groan of crumpled steel, Arare began to settle into the water.

One of the American torpedoes, having overshot Kaga, impacted the destroyer. A few men cried out in a blind rage at the sight. The destroyer came to a rapid halt, listing sharply. Her crew could spare no attention for Kaga, wrapped up as they were in trying to save their own ship. Nor could the crew of Kaga provide aid to their escort.

For the American planes, screaming from the heavens, would give no time to think. Kaga's sharp turn had succeeded in throwing off the aim of the first American planes. Bombs dropped from those aircraft impacted the water on her port flank, popping rivets and buckling hull plates. However, they caused no severe damage. Men who knew what to listen for may have heard a stifled cry of pain, echoing over the thud thud thud of heavy guns joined by the clatter of machine cannons. Her crew continued to fire, the Reisen pilots ignoring the fire and charging at the Americans in their desperation to save their home.

It would not be enough.

Not every American would miss, of course. Adjusting their trajectory to compensate for the turn, the second wave of bombers was deadly accurate. Fat black bombs, larger than any Japanese weapon, fell from the centerline of each plane. Kaga, as a legacy of her battleship hull, could not turn hard or fast enough to evade them. Three bombs hit home in rapid succession. Each impact rattled the carrier and threw men to her deck. Fireballs reached into the sky, smoke and debris flying away from the carrier.

The explosions flung some men onto the decks of the nearby destroyers, and the crippled Arare was hit by a piece of Kaga's deck. A deck that had been shattered by the rapid explosions. Each bomb was enough to cripple a smaller warship, and the old carrier had taken three of them. It was a testament to her crew that she did not stop, dead in the water, despite the ruined flight deck and fires raging in her hangar.

With flames wracking her from the bombs, Kaga turned away from the battle at Wake. Her escort fighters gave up chasing the fleeing American dive bombers, returning like a flock of birds defending their nest. Each pilot felt suitably chastened for focusing on the torpedo bombers instead of watching, despite knowing that there were too few of them to cover every approach. Despite the crippled Arare serving as an example of what ignoring the torpedoes could have done.

These men would never forget the sight of Dauntless bombers coming out of the sun.


Far away from the flaming wrecks of Kaga and Arare, or even the smoldering Saratoga, another battle was being waged. With Japanese cruisers withdrawing to support their flagships, the Marines on Wake were given a respite from the gunfire. No silver Japanese planes flew in their skies any longer. This would be a cause for celebration.

Were these men not engaged in a battle to the death with hardened Japanese Special Naval Landing Forces.

With a savage jerk of his wrists, Corporal Steven Miller pulled his rifle from the chest of one such man. The Japanese soldier fell, clutching at his heart. Miller paid him no more mind than a butchered cow already turning to parry a bayonet from another Jap. After the destroyers and cruisers had left, these men seemed to have lost all sense of self-preservation. With calls of Banzai ringing, they had charged right into the guns of the Marines. And, in more than a few cases, into foxholes.

Goddamnit!

Grunting with exertion, Miller pushed up and to the right. The smaller Japanese man, overbalanced by the movement, slipped on the blood coating the foxhole. His rifle flew past the Marine, and Miller didn't give him a chance to recover. His Springfield, bayonet stained red, stabbed into the SNLF man's side. A strangled gurgle came from bloodied lips, as the Jap tried to pry the blade out of his side.

Miller obliged.

"Take that, you goddamned asshole." The Marine spat out, pulling his bayonet free. Ignoring the pained cries of the soldier beneath him, the Marine scrambled up and out of his foxhole. All around him, the screams of dying men echoed through the air. His own comrade, his foxhole buddy, lay dead inside the hole with the two Japs.

Colonel Devereux had long since vanished. Either back to the command bunker or under a swarm of Japanese steel, Miller didn't know. All he did know, was that the chatter of a machine gun was firing at SNLF forces just ahead of him. Men who weren't looking in his direction.

Those bastards are going to pay!

Dropping to his stomach, the Marine pulled back the bolt on his Springfield and stuck a new stripper clip in. With a satisfying click, the old bolt was rammed home and he could do what Marines did best. Shoot better than any other man on the planet.

"This is for Davidson, you sons of bitches." Miller growled, his finger pulling the trigger on his antique rifle. Old it may have been, whoever was on the receiving end of a .30-06 didn't care how old the bullet or gun was. A Japanese marine fell, a strangled scream alerting his comrades to Miller. Who, without hesitation, pulled back his bolt and fired again.

Return fire forced him to roll into an empty foxhole, but he never once stopped shooting. Miller was a marine, through and through. It would take more than bullets pinging around his head to make him stop. His actions were almost mechanical. Training and a desire for revenge had taken over. He pulled his bolt back and rammed bullets home. He aimed and fired. Each bullet he shot found a target.

Screams of anger from the Japs rang in his ears, as Miller smiled grimly. His eyes had long since hardened to the death he was seeing. It almost didn't register, when his rifle found its mark. When an SNLF soldier fell back, his head vanishing in pink mist. He only felt the need to avenge every single American those bastards had killed. He would make them bleed. No matter what it took.

He would only duck down when a bullet ricocheted off his helmet and forced him down.

Groaning a bit as his head rang with the impact, Miller kept his head down until the firing stopped. All of the firing. Confusion warred with pain and caution, and won out. Sticking his head over the lip of the foxhole, the Marine's eyes scanned the horizon. The burning destroyers on the beach were still there. The SNLF men were still there.

Or, at least, their corpses. Miller could see more than a few men he had shot, laying on the ground. Dead or nearly there. Even more Japanese soldiers were piled at the foot of the machine gun nests, where they had finally been pushed back. He wasn't enough of a fool to think they were all dead. If nothing else, this was not the only beach that the Japs had landed on. But this little slice of Wake? It was as clear as it would ever be.

Corporal Miller didn't know what to feel, about that. On the one hand, the Japs were gone or dead. On the other, he wasn't able to kill any more of them.

Ah hell, at least we held the island. Now we need those navy bastards to get here and relieve us.

Letting out a tired sigh, the Marine propped his rifle against the side of the hole, and slid down. His hands shook as they pulled out a cigarette and a lighter. He knew it was likely he'd have to move to fight other parts of the island, but for now, he was going to take a smoke and rest. God knew he needed it.


When the last of the Japanese planes had vanished over the horizon, Sara picked herself up on the ruin of her bridge. Her entire body felt as if it was on fire, reflecting the blaze burning on her deck. Her bridge had been torn to pieces. The man who had come up from her damage control teams was dead. His body had been torn into pieces and scattered across the room. Sara couldn't bring herself to look at it for too long, her stomach churning and her heart aching.

A lot of the pain came from the fact she couldn't bring herself to care, not really, about a nameless officer she had never talked to. All her attention was on the silent man laying at her feet.

Admiral...

Thompson was covered in blood. Her own and his own. His head was cradled in her lap, as she sat in the flickering lights from what remained of her electric network up here. He was quiet in her lap and she had no idea what to do. She could try and use whatever she knew from her medical teams, but she had no supplies or experience in using them. So Sara did the only thing she could.

Hold him and gently run her hand over his pale face.

"Admiral...why didn't you go somewhere safe?" Sara whispered, her hand running along a gash over his eye. Her body had shielded him, but there was only so much she could cover.

No words answered her question, either. She hadn't really expected any.

"You never did care about yourself, did you? Just about the others. Just about me."

Tears pricked at her green eyes. Tears that Sara didn't wipe away. Faintly, she heard her pilots reporting that they had hit a Japanese carrier. Words that she knew would pain her Admiral, if he could hear them. He cared too much. She often wondered. If he could really put aside the girls he knew and realize they were not the ones that he would have to face in combat.

This wasn't the way she wanted to find that out.

Choking back a cry, the carrier turned her reddened eyes out of her shattered command center, and over to Enterprise. Little E was the lucky one. She hadn't been hit once in this battle, and was steaming along. Her decks were crowded with her own planes and Sara's. And her voice was begging a way in.

"Aunt Sara, what's going on over there! Please talk to me!" The panic in her voice was something that Sara hated. She was the older one. She was the one who should have to take on the load of this war, and keep her Little E innocent.

But if things went anything like they had, in her Admiral's past, she wouldn't be that lucky. None of them would.

"I--I'm alright, Little E." Despite the hitch in her voice, Sara couldn't let herself look weak. "I'm okay."

"What about Admiral Thompson, then?" Little E's words hit harder than she probably expected. "Da---Admiral Halsey needs to know if he's okay. Is he? You haven't said anything and I'm so worried and I need to know that he--"

Ordinarily, the rambling of her little niece would have brought a smile to Sara's face. Right now, it just pained her more than any fire or any number of explosions.

"He...he's hurt. Badly." Sara returned her eyes to her entirely-too-pale Admiral. Biting her lip, she turned off her connection to Enterprise, and tried to speak through her damaged hull. "If anyone can hear me, I need a corpsman on the bridge. Please hurry, the Admiral is---the Admiral--"

She couldn't finish the sentence.

"...Aunt Sara..." Little E restored the connection, without even a second to waste. Her voice was tiny and quiet. "I..."

A connection that was soon taken away from her. Bull Halsey's gruff voice replaced it, likely speaking directly through the TBS system. "Listen up over there. Saratoga, I know what happened, but I need you to stay focused you hear me? Don't forget what he would want you to do."

Sara had never forgotten what her Admiral wanted her to do. She couldn't.

"Right now, I need to know if you can get back to Pearl. Can you?"

Looking down at her blood covered hands, Sara sucked in a deep breath. It was difficult to breathe...the damage to her stack? She wasn't sure. But she could move under her own power. Not at full speed and she wouldn't want to make sudden turns if she could avoid it. However, she could still move.

"Yes. I think I can." Her response was as mechanical as her hull.

"Damn good news." Halsey grunted, even as he barked orders at his own crew. "Right, I'm detaching Northampton and a few destroyers to escort you back. Get that Admiral of yours back before he does some damn fool thing again, and get yourself fixed up. We're going to need every ship we can get out here."

"Please be careful, Aunt Sara!"
Little E managed to break in one more time, before the connection was cut entirely. Sara smiled, ever so slightly, before it faded away.

She could hear corpsman running towards her bridge, and she needed to be ready when they arrived. Her Admiral's soft breaths were too weak.

She would be damned before she let him die.



Very difficult. I think that's what I can say for this one.

Of course, after this, we're moving out of the battles and back to stuff I find easier to write. For example, Germany. Though that's a couple chapters away. Next chapter will wrap up Wake and after that, I'll probably cover a couple more chapters in the Pacific, though nothing as major as Second Wake.

Which I tried to meld Midway and Coral Sea here, to some extent.

Either way, next chapter shouldn't take near as long, I think. Holding the Line should also be updated soon to cover the after effects of this. Debating if that will be before or after the next mainline chapter.
 
Chapter 50
Chapter 50

"Goddamn, but am I tired."

Letting out a long, low groan of exhaustion, Corporal Miller planted his Springfield into the ground. The rifle's bayonet had long since turned brown with dried blood, and he had run out of bullets hours ago. It was hell on Earth, because those goddamn Japs were insane. Not a one surrendered. They launched suicidal charges. They hid in shell craters and ambushed Marines. They would hide grenades until the perfect moment, faking surrender to take a few more Americans down with them.

They would do everything but give up.

It had been a nightmare. Even for a self-proclaimed 'devil dog'. Miller doubted that he would ever forget some of the things he saw on this desolate little piece of coral.

"Corporal!"

Groaning again, Miller spun around. His boots crunched on the aforesaid coral, while his bloody hand snapped up in an instinctual salute. He was too damned tired to care about protocol now. Major Devereux didn't see fit to comment on it anyway, merely raising an eyebrow as he returned the gesture.

"You look like shit, Marine." Devereux's eyes ran up and down Miller's tired body, while a little smirk tugged at his lips.

Miller grunted in response, "With all due respect, sir...screw you."

While Devereux chuckled at that, Miller just glared at his commanding officer. While he was standing here, covered in cuts and things he would rather not think about, the Major was still in his immaculate uniform. Didn't even look like he'd left the bunker, since he had gone to the trenches earlier. Lucky bastard.

Or just an asshole who stayed in the rear instead of fighting.

Whatever. I'm too tired to give a shit anymore. My buddy's dead, half the others are dead or shot up, and the island is even more of a shithole than it was before.

Grumbling under his breath, the Marine tiredly reached out and pulled his Springfield back up. Cleanup duty was still a thing, and there may be a Jap or two hiding under a rock somewhere. He may get lucky and find an ammo dump that wasn't raided yet either. One could hope.

"Walk with me, Marine," Devereux seemed to have different ideas. He spoke up as if Miller wasn't even there, forcing the Corporal to look back over his shoulder.

Miller sighed in response. "Where to...sir?"

"To the docks." The Major replied, before nodding his head at the battle-scarred landscape. "And anywhere else along the way. I want to see how many men are still ready to fight."

"Like me?"

Devereux chuckled again, "Yes, like you. You can still fight, correct?"

Naturally, the annoyed Marine only pulled his rifle higher on his shoulder, before setting off. He'd probably catch hell for that later. He was surprised he wasn't right now. Yet, Devereux seemed content to let it slide. Either the man was just as tired, or he was waiting to comment on the borderline insubordination later.

Again, Miller couldn't really bring himself to care anyway.

Though...maybe Devereux just didn't want to drive Miller off before he was done interrogating him. A suspicion that would be proven rather accurate, with the next words from his mouth.

"I want your opinion on something, Marine." Devereux used his height advantage to move up beside Miller, and look at the younger man out of the corner of his eye.

"Corporal Miller, sir."

I'm getting tired of just getting called 'Marine'...

If the Major cared about that response, he certainly didn't care to show it. He just shrugged and nodded magnanimously. "Corporal Miller then. Are you going to answer my questions, Corporal?"

Miller was silent for a second. He didn't know what questions he was going to be asked. What the Major wanted out of him. Was he singled out? Or was he just the first Marine that the man had come across?

In the end, he sighed heavily.

"What do you want to know?"

Devereux smirked at the answer, and raised a hand to wave out at the ocean. "Tell me how the Japs fought. I want to know how they think, how they fight, and how to prepare if they decide to come and make a second go at us."

The Corporal fully turned to face his commander. He wasn't embarrassed to say that his mouth had dropped open a little. The Major...how the...if they...

"We're not leaving?!"

Years into the future, a retired Colonel Miller would wonder if he had been a bit drunk on exhaustion, when he had made that statement. Then-Corporal Miller didn't really think about that. He had assumed they would leave Wake, since the Japs would probably come back and in stronger force.

"Of course not!" Major Devereux just snapped at the younger Marine, his eyes narrowed into flints. It was the first time his affable facade had fallen. "Wake is the gateway to Hawaii. If we hold here, the Japs are never getting the drop on Pearl again. This island may be a shit naval base, but it can still be a good airbase."

Pointing a slim finger out at the smoking ruins of the Japanese landing craft, the Major continued with an ever rising voice. Anger and frustration mixing into a dangerous cocktail.

"The Japs will come back. And I'll be damned if my Marines aren't ready to meet them, right here, right now. They won't even make it off the beach."

For Corporal Miller, it was the final straw. He turned on his heel, and marched off towards where he saw the first transport arriving to unload supplies for the island. Maybe he could hitch a ride. Maybe he could find someone who had their head screwed on straight. Regardless of what he found, he knew one thing for damn sure.

I'm not dying on this lump of coral. No sir.



A victorious day for the Americans, was a solemn day for the Japanese Imperial Navy. Men who had been enthralled by reports of battleships blowing into pieces or American planes lined up like chickens to the slaughter, now had to look at the burnt husk of Kaga. These same men had dismissed the losses in the Pearl operation as acceptable and flukes. The Japanese soldier was superior to the American. They could never truly lose.

No one had believed that more than Hiryuu. The short-haired brunette had always believed that.

And now she had to watch as her hull pulled away from the flaming wreck of her senior. Destroyers circled Kaga, attempting to help deal with the fires. Perhaps they could even save her.

Kaga herself doubted it.

"You must leave, Hiryuu. No one can save me now."

Her voice had been labored and full of pain, yet, still stoic. Despite the immense stress she had to be feeling...Kaga never once lost her even and soft tone of voice.

"All I ask is that you remember, one single thing. Can you do that?"

Hiryuu wiped tears from her face. Her body stood, ramrod straight, as she looked out at the old carrier. She would not, could not, look away. It was true that she had not always agreed with Kaga. It was true that she thought the elder carrier was too cautious and soft. Yet, she respected Kaga all the same. She had built the Imperial Navy into what it was. She was the heart of the Kido Butai along with Akagi. And she was gone.

Or soon to be gone. With her final words echoing in Hiryuu's mind.

"Do not let revenge consume you. The Americans will continue to fight just as they have today. If you allow yourself to be blinded, you will die as I am. Do not allow that to happen. Promise me. Promise me that you will go to Akagi, and tell her the same."

The true reason that Hiryuu could not look away, was that she had no intention of honoring those words. Even as she watched the burning husk of her senior fade in the distance, a growing fire grew in her heart.

"We shouldn't retreat." Hiryuu muttered to herself. "We should fight. I should fight." With each word, her voice rose higher and higher, until- with a turn of her heel -she looked at her crew. "The Americans did this! They need to be killed for what they did to Kaga!"

If there was anything true to Hiryuu, in that single moment of primal rage, it was that simple fact. Americans needed to die to pay for what they had done. Kaga had been fine one moment.

The next, her deck was ruined and her body broken. One moment. One moment, and the pride of the Japanese Navy was gone.

It hardly mattered anymore that she had her arguments with Kaga. Hiryuu was angry.

"Tamon-maru," Hiryuu turned to look at her Admiral. She knew he couldn't see her...but it hardly mattered, did it? She was still going to talk to him like he could. "You always taught me that we should hit hard, and hit first. Devastating strikes before the enemy knows what hit them. Why are we running away?"

There was no answer to that question, of course. Admiral Yamaguchi, even were he able to hear her, was far too focused on his work.

"Have any aircraft that are too damaged to repair pushed over the side," he was ordering the crew of the carrier. Yamaguchi wasted no time in setting to work. "Do we know where the other American carrier is located?"

The younger man he was talking to, could only shake his head. "No."

Admiral Yamaguchi sighed deeply. "I see...then our only mission remains the same. Returning to Japan and retaining Hiryuu. We cannot afford to lose two carriers."

In another time, and another place, Admiral Yamaguchi would have done what Hiryuu was screaming at him.

"Fight them! Don't let the Americans just get away!"

In this time and place, he did not. He had fewer than thirty planes that could conceivably launch an attack. His men were exhausted after the raids on Wake and Pearl Harbor. The Americans had proven quite adept at combat, despite all odds.

And more importantly than anything else, Admiral Yamamoto had given strict orders to pull back to the Home Islands, in the event that it looked as if there would be greater losses. The loss of Kaga was regrettable, if they were unable to save her. The loss of Kaga and Hiryuu would be catastrophic to the plans in the East Indies. That, as ever, had to be the primary focus for the war effort.

Any delays were unacceptable.

"Damn it!" Hiryuu ground out, turning away from her Admiral. Souryuu would barely recognize her, as she walked to look out at the plume of smoke in the distance.

Her sister wasn't here to understand. She couldn't understand.

The pain and rage burning deep inside Hiryuu, as her hull pulled further and further away from Kaga and Wake Island. As she ran away from a battle against her will.

She would never forget this feeling.



"It's a goddamn shame." Admiral Halsey sighed dramatically, safely ensconced inside Enterprise's bridge. "That last bastard got away."

With darkness having fallen over the fleet, only dim electrical lighting illuminated his face. His craggy features were almost ghoulish, especially with the 'bloodthirsty grin' on his face. The Admiral was hungry for blood and had been denied his prize. Saratoga pilots had nabbed Kaga, but the other carrier had snuck away like a thief in the night. It wasn't fair.

It also was him playing things up for the crew. No one knew that better than Enterprise herself, currently sitting on a stool across from her father.

Though he would probably clarify 'father figure' if asked.

He's my father, though. I never had anyone else. I never wanted anyone else.

It was a sign of that fact, that the crew only rolled their eyes fondly when they saw her on that stool. Any other woman would have been told off. Not her. She was almost their mascot now.

"Admiral...what are we going to do now?"

A mascot that was currently looking at her Admiral with sad red eyes. She had been hit hard by what happened to her Aunt.

Halsey turned his head slightly, so he could look over at his trusted ship. "That depends. Wake is secure, and the Japs are running with their tail between their legs. I'm inclined to chase them and sink that last carrier."

"We're with you, one-hundred percent, Admiral!"

Neither Halsey or Enterprise knew who shouted that, but they didn't bother checking either. The Admiral and the Carrier just stared at each other. Halsey may not have appreciated 'dadmiral' jokes, yet, he still treated Enterprise like his own. And he was very much a 'sink or swim' parent.

He wanted her to speak her own mind.

"I don't think we should chase them, Admiral." Enterprise jumped to her feet, her long blonde hair swaying with the movement. Her face was scrunched up in thought, while she paced a little. "Can we even catch them if we did? I--I don't know?"

She really didn't. She knew her own capabilities- nervous stutter and all -but not what Hiryuu could do.

Halsey grunted, "We probably could. Lord knows how much I want to catch those rat bastards and feed them a torpedo or two."

"...Admiral?"

"Don't worry about it, Enterprise," Bull Halsey smirked this time, rolling his eyes at the confused expression his carrier wore. She may not get the metaphor. "At any rate, I want to hear it from you. Do you think we could catch them?"

It was a tough question. Her planes could catch them in the daylight. But Enterprise didn't know if she wanted to.

"I...I think so." She twisted her skirt a little, if only to keep her hands moving.

Realizing what she was doing, Enterprise forced her hands to stop. She needed to conquer her nervous habits. Aunt Sara was gone. She wasn't dead, but she was out of the war for however long it took to repair her. Hornet, the sister she had never met, would be here soon. Yorktown would join her. And she didn't want her big and little sister's to see a nervous girl.

She had to be strong.

I need to act like the Admiral. Father knows what he's doing! As she looked over at the chiseled features of her father, a little mental giggle broke the stress of the situation. Well, maybe not entirely like him.

"I still don't think we should. We need to keep Wake safe in case more enemies show up, don't we?" Enterprise stood as straight backed as she could, and stared her Admiral down. "If we leave, they only have the Marines. We haven't even transferred everyone over yet."

"Very good, Enterprise."

Even as he said that, Halsey placed a hand on his chin and rubbed it a little. Was he faking it for her benefit or actually thinking? Enterprise didn't know.

"Now, second question. If we did catch up to them, and the Japs didn't hit Wake while we did, could your pilots sink that bastard?" Here, he looked out the portholes, at the busy flight deck. Even at night, men worked double shifts to prepare for combat in the morning. Shouts rang out and lights flashed around the deck park.

"Those Jap assholes are tough. We lost most of the Devastators last time, so we can't even rely on that working a second time. Can you send them to hell anyway?"

Enterprise looked down at her feet, and sucked in a deep breath. He wasn't going to want to hear this.

"I don't think I can. Not alone." Looking up from under her eyebrows, she saw an inscrutable face staring at her. No answers there. Right. "I'm not ready yet...Aunt Sara was hurt because of me. If I were better, she'd be fine. I don't want to risk losing again..."

With no answer forthcoming, Enterprise continued to pour her heart out. This had started as a military question, but she needed to say this.

"I know what everyone expects me to do. But I can't. I can't be her." She knew that literally no one would get that reference. Yet, the 'Gray Ghost' of Admiral Thompson's stories hung over her head like an axe. It wasn't her. It wasn't her. "I don't want to try going after that last carrier alone, not yet. I know you do Admiral, but..."

Halsey held a hand up, and shook his head. "Enough, Enterprise. You've made your point."

The Admiral stepped forward and placed a hand on her shoulder, while he looked over at her crew. His sharp eyes dared any of them to comment. None did.

They trusted their ship. They wouldn't say anything about what her views were.

"Well, you all heard the lady. Get the planes fixed up and ready for the morning, but keep close to Wake. I'll be damned if they get the drop on us again." Halsey growled the last bit out, squeezing just a bit too tightly with the hand gripping Little E's shoulder. "As soon as the last supplies are off loaded, we're high tailing it back to Pearl. We'll meet up with Lexington, get resupplied, and keep hitting the Japs where it hurts. Understood?"

"Sir, yes sir!" A chorus of voices answered him, as the men set to their tasks.

As for Halsey? He turned to look back on Enterprise, leaning down to whisper in her ear. Just two statements.

"I'm proud of you for finally showing what you can do, Enterprise. I want you to keep that up." Before she could hope to reply, his voice turned deadly serious. His eyes stared into hers. "And I want to know exactly what you were talking about."

It didn't take a genius to know what he meant. Enterprise flushed...and decided she was fine with that. Admiral Thompson would forgive her, eventually. When he recovered.

If he recovered.

And she needed to do something to help Aunt Sara too. Even if it was only helping her Admiral. She had to make up for her failure here...she had to.



Sorry for the delay. Work is more draining than anticipated...may just write on my days off, to be honest. Either way, here we are. Once again, this isn't as long as I was expecting...but then, I'm still not used to writing what fits instead of going for an arbitrary word count to fluff things up.

Blame FFN for that being a thing for so long. :V


At any rate, yes, Hiryuu survives. This is not to 'balance the odds' or 'buff Japan' or anything like that. Japan loses in the end anyway, we all know that.

No.

That was entirely for character reasons. Both for Hiryuu and Enterprise. You're already seeing some of that. Enterprise, in particular, is going to be changing quite a bit in this war...especially with the specter of her alternate self hanging over her.
 
Chapter 51
Chapter 51

"Welcome back to the world of the living, James."

Admiral Thompson cracked an eye open, wincing at the sudden barrage of sunlight. Birds chirped and the faint sound of wind whistled in through an open window. Soft curtains shifted in the breeze, and in the distance, nurses bustled around. The Admiral, wincing with every movement, opened his eyes fully. A green gaze shifted over the room. Clearly a hospital. Smiling women carrying around supplies and dishes, whispering to men swaddled in blankets and bandages. More men than he would have expected.

Unless--

"You're in Pearl, Admiral." A much softer voice, in contrast to the gruff male one that spoke first, rang in his ears. A very familiar voice.

Twisting his head slightly, despite the protests his body screamed at him, Thompson blinked owlishly. Utah smiled at him, a hand idly twirling in her long grey hair. Equally grey eyes looked...less tired than before. Lines still crisscrossed her face and there was still a crease in her forehead. Even with that, though, the battleship looked far better than she had. The last time he had seen her--

Well.

At least she wasn't covered in soot and burns now.

"Utah?" Thompson croaked, painfully pulling himself up. His lips twitched into a pained scowl, even as he came to rest on his pillow. The Admiral looked down on himself, and grimaced deeply at what he saw. Bandages, some redder than others, covered his chest and arms. "What happened?"

The battleship gently reached a calloused hand out, setting it on Thompson's. "You don't remember, do you?"

Thompson closed his eyes, and leaned back. What was the last thing he remembered? They were fighting off Wake. He had been giving orders to his crew, to Sara. The Japanese were counterattacking, like they always did. Why couldn't he...

"Admiral, get down!"

Green eyes shot open, as that panicked, fearful, scream echoed in his ears. If he were in any condition to do it, he would have shot out of bed. Instead, he lurched forward---and fell back, only able to manage a pained whisper of, "Sara!"

Utah stared at him sadly, shaking her head slightly. Beside her, swimming into focus, was a more familiar face. Chiseled and grizzled, Richardson frowned down at the younger Admiral. It had been his gravelly voice that had first woken Thompson. And now, he was staring with a mix of pity and resignation in his expression. Not exactly something one wanted to see from a commanding officer. It was rather hard for Thompson to care at the moment though.

"What happened to her?" He ground out, fighting past the pain from--from--

Well, everything, really.

Richardson reached a hand up and pinched his brow, "Saratoga put into dock a few days ago. We patched up her stack and sent her on to Bremerton for a full refit. You're damn lucky that Jap wasn't carrying any bombs, you know."

"Bombs?"

A sigh answered that question, Richardson shaking his head. "She said you wouldn't remember that. A Jap decided he wanted to take a few of us with him. Rammed his plane right below the bridge. Saratoga is fairly convinced you would have died if she hadn't protected you."

Thompson frowned. He faintly, faintly, remembered Sara tackling him. Nothing more. Had he really survived a kamikaze? More importantly, though, Sara had survived. He wouldn't have wanted to live if she died. Utah may have been standing right there, proving that the girls could still come back. It didn't matter. If Sara died from his orders, under his command...no. He'd rather die himself.

I can't let her die.

"In any case, we have a lot to talk about." Richardson continued, waving a hand at Utah.

The battleship took that as a sign to take over, smiling apologetically at the Admiral. "Before I say anything else, promise me you won't be angry at Little E for this."

"Angry at Enterprise?" Thompson blinked, tilting his head to the side. That hurt less than actually shrugging. "Why in the world would I be angry at her?"

"...she told Halsey." Utah's smile turned frail and small, as her grey eyes looked resolutely forward. At the wall, not Thompson.

A man who had paled, blood fading from his face as his heart began to race a mile a minute. No no nononononononononono---

"I...she..."

Words failed him. Thompson vaguely felt that the doctors would be worried about the sudden spike in his pulse. He was far more worried about the sheepish look Utah was sending him. The stony and unreadable expression on Richardson's face. It was impossible to tell what he was thinking. Thompson didn't know what he himself was thinking. His mind raced a mile a minute, his eyes frantically scanned over the suddenly quiet room. Looking for exits. Even if he couldn't even move in his bed.

Not that there were any exits. There was merely one, large, doorway. And dozens of occupied beds, filled with wounded from Wake or Pearl. Even the open windows seemed to squeeze in on him now, an inescapable vice.

What am I going to do? I was starting to think...I was starting to think it never would get out. I could just live my life, without anyone but the girls knowing. I...I don't know what to do.

For the first time, he felt real fear. Even the Abyssals hadn't brought out this primal, terrifying, fear.

"Admiral...Admiral..." Utah was suddenly in his face, worry overtaking any other expression. The motherly battleship was shaking his shoulders gently, grey eyes wide. "Admiral!"

Behind her, Richardson pulled his glasses from his face, sighing deeply. "Well, if I had any doubts, that just took them away."

"Why did she do that?" It was all he could do, to ask that simple question. Green eyes bored into Utah's grey, desperately seeking an answer.

An answer the battleship couldn't give him. She could only shake her head, leaning back slightly. "Enterprise didn't say. I was under the impression that Admiral Halsey forced her to explain."

Thompson laughed. Weakly, and without any real humor. "That would be just like him, wouldn't it? What am I going to do now...? They'll throw me in a cell and throw away the key."

"Hardly." Richardson snorted, replacing his glasses. Behind them, his eyes were narrowed flints, all hardened steel. "If nothing else, I refuse to lose such a talented commander...and I know, better than anyone, that the girls don't trust anyone like they do you."

"What can you really do?" The younger Admiral couldn't meet those eyes. All he could do, was look down at his lap. Clench his hands, biting back a groan of pain. "At any rate, you probably think I'm crazy."

Richardson sat down, right next to Thompson's bed. The older man stared at the younger one, raising one single eyebrow. "Perhaps. However, you have yet to be wrong. It would be foolish of me to dismiss anything out of hand. After all---"

Here, he waved a hand at Utah. Who flushed pink, looking down at her grey dress. She smoothed it down, while Richardson turned his eyes back on Thompson.

"---our ships have spirits, of young women. Compared to that, whatever happened to you is...hardly a leap of faith." Lips twitching into a small smile, the old Admiral shook his head. He ran a hand through his thinning hair, and sighed softly. "At any rate, that is a discussion for another time. Too many prying eyes, right now."

Thompson looked past Richardson, and saw more than one man 'asleep' in their bed. Yeah, he could really do without the truth spreading more than it needed to. Loose lips sank ships.

Literally.

"As soon as you're recovered, we're going to have a long discussion, Admiral Thompson." Richardson climbed back to his feet, spinning around to leave the room. "I would also expect the President to have a lot of questions. After all, there is a lot you could tell him."

The Admiral swept out of the room, leaving Thompson alone with Utah.

...I just want to go back to sleep. Maybe this is all a bad dream?

"I am sorry, for all of this." Utah spoke up, looking at Thompson out of the corner of her eye. She looked genuinely apologetic. "After everything you've done for us..."

"It's not your fault." Thompson replied, voice dull and listless. "Was bound to come out eventually, yeah?"

Neither of them had any reply for that. They merely sat in silence, together, while Thompson wondered how his life would move forward. And Utah wondered how she could help him. This man had given her everything and she had a way to repay it now, if only she could figure it out...



While Thompson stewed in his worry, the battleship that had once felt something for him, sat at her mooring. Arizona blinked brown eyes, looking up at the sky. She was laid out atop her number two turret, idly twirling a lock of thick red hair. She could feel men inside her, hammering away at burst plates and bomb damage. Making her fit to sail back to the West Coast and a more permanent refit, just like Saratoga. At one point, she may have felt jealous of the carrier.

Now she just worried about her.

Though, that worry was subsumed under her own conflicting feelings.

I should be dead right now. That's a strange feeling.

Ari clenched her hand, holding it up above her eyes. A cloud lazily drifted by behind it, giving the appearance of her hand clenching it. A soft giggle escaped the battleship at the thought, even as she frowned slightly. It was difficult to explain. Admiral Thompson had told her she died, on December 7th, 1941. That day had come and gone.

So had the attack that killed her, but that at least felt different. Surviving an attack was one thing. Living past the day she should have 'died' was another entirely. It was...weird.

"I should be dead," Ari repeated aloud, letting her hand fall, as she rolled onto her side. Her eyes drifted over to where Cali lay at rest. The fires had long since gone out, leaving a burnt ruin, metal torn and twisted. Biting her lip, Ari felt a strange mix of sadness and relief in her heart. "Cali..."

California had taken her place, in more ways than one. She should feel bad about that, but part of her felt glad to be alive.

"Come on, keep at it! I want the repairs finished yesterday!"

"Yes sir!"

Even the shouts echoing up from the dry dock only served to make Ari frown a little. She hadn't even taken much damage in the grand scheme of things. A couple of relatively light bombs and a torpedo. It made her feel a bit guilty, when she let her eyes skip over Cali. Virginia was settled into the harbor, pounded into submission. Nevada had tried to escape, and nearly died because of it. Okie was hurt badly. Ari...felt guilty.

Guilty for being happy to live past her 'death date'.

Guilty for taking so little damage, when her cousins- sisters really -suffered so much.

Biting her lip, the battleship pulled herself to her feet. She still stumbled a little on the warm red metal, sending a baleful look down at her leg. Still covered in bruises and bandages, but at least not broken. Every painful hammer down in her hull made it a bit better. She didn't care to explain how that worked!

"Right...I need to take a walk!" Nodding to herself, hat sliding around on her head, Ari jumped off her turret. A fall that would have crippled a normal person, just sent a sharp jab up her injured leg. Leading to a wince of discomfort. "Right...don't do that again. Owwwww."

Sheepishly shaking her head at her silliness, Ari hobbled a bit while moving down her hull. Topside, she could almost convince herself she had never been attacked. Debris had long since been carried away, and damage patched. It was only below the waterline, that she still ached. And she wasn't about to go down there.

The dark didn't appeal to her, not right now. She liked the warm Hawaiian breeze on her face, and the sun shining down on her. Not to mention she had a destination in mind already.

A very specific anti-air mount. She could see it already, barrels lowered in rest and not a single man around it. She didn't know who would be taking over this mounting, or if it would even be there after her refit. From what Admiral Thompson had told her, it would probably be replaced by some sort of Swedish gun as soon as possible. As she walked up to it, she didn't know how to feel about that.

The new guns are nice, but I'm going to miss it. This is where I learned how to fight!

With a small smile crossing her youthful face, Ari reached out a hand. She gently ran it along one of the barrels of the gun. The metal was warm...but not the scalding it had been.

"Tommy, everyone, are you going to be alright?" Ari asked aloud, thinking about the Marines that had taught her to fight. Taught her that even she could do some good, if she just found a way to do it. It wasn't the gun she worried about losing. It was the men who had manned it. "I miss you..."

Crews came and went, it was a fact of life for a warship. Any ship, she imagined. Before Admiral Thompson had shown up, she hadn't really noticed. She was never that attached to anyone. Now? Ever since he had walked into her life, she became attached to more and more people. Her old Admiral. Thompson himself, though with a wan smile, she reflected that Sara had more of a claim there than she ever would. Her new Admiral and Captain, men who were like big brothers to her.

And Tommy, who had given her a purpose.

I hope he comes back, some day. I want to see him again!

Giving the gun a final, gentle, pat...Ari spun around, and leaned against the chair mounted to it. Her brown gaze swept over the harbor, looking at ships coming and going. Enterprise would return soon. And she would leave soon. Pearl was at war now, and no one stayed too long. She had been here longer than she should have been.

Ari knew she would probably never fight a proper battle. That didn't change the fact that she wanted to be out there, doing what she could. Even if it was only bombarding islands into rubble. She could do that, in memory of the her who wasn't here. Of Cali and all the others. Of the men and women who had given her a reason to live and fight.

"I need to talk to the Admiral." Mind settled, the battleship sprung up, and set out for her bridge.

She couldn't speed up the repairs, but she could at least let her officers know where the worst damage was and how to fix it. That was something!



Work has been utter hell, by the way. That is why I haven't updated anything really (Arcadia vanity project aside) since...god, the start of November. And why this took so long.

I also wanted this chapter to be longer, to make up for that, but it occurred to me that sticking Schreiber in after Ari would be...questionable pacing. Also, I try to avoid jumping around like that, nowadays. If the two scenes are related (see: Wake) that's one thing. There was no smooth transition back to Germany.

That said, it does mean I'm going to immediately, before anything else, switch over to writing our German friends. So that chapter should be up by the middle of next week at the latest. I'd love to do it today or tomorrow...but I doubt I'll be able to, with the amount I'm being slave-driven the next two days.

Regardless, I'm really sorry about how long this took. Work or no work.

(and in case the Ari bit wasn't obvious, I was really planning on putting this up on the 7th, ie, yesterday. Work was especially bad.)
 
Chapter 52
Chapter 52

"Sir,

It has been difficult to evade the Gestapo and SS, at least long enough to send this letter. I do not believe they know who I am, exactly. However, the area around Amsterdam is on lockdown. They are quite determined to catch whomever lead the Jews to safety. I am confident they don't know where the refugees are. His Highness still has enough influence for that, at least. It has done little to calm nerves. If anything, the way that I and the Jews vanished has only made them more angry. I have seen things done by my countrymen that I would not have thought possible. The sailors I remember would never condone this.

Has Germany truly changed, so drastically? Or is it me? Did I never truly know my comrades?

I--I won't worry you with my fears, sir. Suffice to say, I fully comprehend what we are doing now. These men are not worthy of Germany. They are not worth saving. Men who would stand over a child like, like...they aren't worth it. If we are to save Germany, we must cut this darkness out. There can be no compromise. The Germany I remember must return.

You understand that, don't you, sir? That is why you brought me here. Why we all are doing our best. We just need to--

...apologies, I hear men rustling around nearby. I will send another letter as soon as I am able to.

-your loyal subordinate, Frieda Hacke."



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Staring at the letter in his hands, Gustav Schreiber frowned softly. Rumors abounded about what had happened in Holland. Just because he lived in an age before the internet was a fever dream in the mind of science fiction authors, did not mean he could avoid rumors. If anything, it made the rumors wilder, as no one quite knew what had happened. Even in the vaguest terms.

The letter's from Hacke, as she insisted on calling herself, were the only recourse he had. Oster felt no need to tell him anything. Paranoia was strong in the German Resistance.

I suppose I can hardly complain. There are many things I have not told them.

First and foremost, as he looked over his shoulder at a sullen battleship, the existence of the ship spirits. "Bismarck? Is there something wrong?"

His hearing hadn't failed him yet. He had heard her come in, the moment he sat down to read the letter.

"You know exactly what's wrong," not that Bismarck even really attempted to be stealthy. She was crossing her arms and frowning unhappily, actually, with her heeled foot tapping the ground.

All Schreiber could do, was sigh heavily. He pulled himself to his feet, wincing a bit at the sudden cold snap. The depths of a Norwegian winter penetrated, even this deep in the battleship's grand superstructure. The kind of cold that made your bones ache and body not want to move. If he were in Japan...no. That was in the future. The past. He couldn't focus on that.

Instead, a part of his mind wondered, for a second, how the crew on Tirpitz had survived this so long. The thought flitted away as soon as it came. After all...

"Tirpitz will not stop arguing with me!"

...the aforementioned white haired battleship, was the problem. Bismarck tended to get flustered easily when the other girls didn't listen to her, something Blücher abused to no end. When her own sister did it, well, it exacerbated the issue.

"You are aware she just wants to help, yes?" Schreiber gently reminded the tall blonde, placing his hand on her arm. Bismarck huffed, but didn't move away. The Admiral smiled slightly, at that. "I am fairly certain that she'll stop, once we leave the fjord."

If there were ever a girl he met that was completely unlike the one he remembered, it was Tirpitz. He supposed it was inevitable. The Tirpitz he remembered was a quiet girl, who wanted to be left alone and tended to find spots that enabled her. It was a pain to drag her out for anything at all. Her time in Norway- the Lonely Queen of the North -probably caused that.

The Tirpitz here is...different.

Smiling slightly, Schreiber removed his hand and nodded at Bismarck. The battleship kept up her frown, even while she sighed in a mix of resignation and frustration.

"I know all of that, damnit." Bismarck grumbled, turning her intense blue gaze away from the Admiral. Her hands moved down to clench at her nonexistent skirt, while she swayed side to side. "I...Tirpitz is my sister. I should be able to understand her, but I can't. How does Blücher do it?"

Schreiber chuckled, "If I knew the answer to that, I would gladly tell you. I was an only child, I'm afraid."

While Bismarck continued to grumble ineffectually, Schreiber turned and gingerly placed the letter back inside his desk. It wouldn't do to have someone find that. Luckily, Bismarck knew where every member of her crew was, at all times. No one could sneak into this room.

He could still remember the time one of Himmler's plants attempted to look through his belongings, and ended up finding his head down a toilet for his troubles. Bismarck was every bit as vindictive as Blücher some times.

"You know, Admiral," the battleship spoke up, bringing the old man's attention back around. Bismarck looked at him, with an almost pensive expression gracing her classically Teutonic face. "If she can go out like that, what's stopping us? Blücher and I would be quite willing to leave."

That, well, that was a difficult question to answer. Schreiber had explained why, at multiple points. If absolutely nothing else, Bismarck and Blücher were still attached to their hulls. Short of sinking them, he knew of no way to change that. Being as he had absolutely no intention of sinking either of these girls, that was hardly an option. And since it wasn't an option, he had told them to stop pursuing it. Even if they could figure out a way to leave their ships behind, what could they do?

This is Nazi Germany. They will get nowhere, if they try to get close to anyone important.

"You already know my answer, Bismarck." Schreiber merely raised a hand to his brow, rubbing at it tiredly. "At any rate, you're needed here. As soon as Prinz Eugen returns, we are likely to sortie again."

"The Russians," Bismarck practically spat the word, and Schreiber felt a pang of guilt run down his spine.

As much as he loathed the Soviet Union, and what they had done to his family, he still regretted what he had done. He had comprehensively turned Bismarck and Blücher alike, against the Soviets. He didn't want to think how Blücher would react to seeing her sister in Russian service. At least they saw it as harming the Soviets, and not the British.

Lord only knew how many British sailors would die in the cold North, before this was done.

"Indeed," burying whatever guilt he felt deep, deep down...Schreiber looked directly into Bismarck's eyes. "And that, my friend, is why it is so important to Tirpitz that you let her help. She saw what happened the last time you came back from battle."

His eyes, and Bismarck's hand, drifted down to a scar hidden by her overcoat. A web of silvery lines across her stomach, where fifteen-inch shells had cratered her belt. No amount of repairs would ever make that mark go away.

"...I don't want her to get hurt," Bismarck almost whispered, her hand unconsciously rubbing along her hidden scar. Aha. There was the real problem.

Turning away from Bismarck, Schreiber looked out his fogged over porthole. Muggy grey clouds hung low in the sky, covering any sign of the sun. He knew, that if he looked a bit further, he might see part of Tirpitz. The two identical sisters were moored close to each other, for mutual defense. He was also aware that, further out in the harbor, destroyers patrolled. Not far away, Hipper lay waiting for Prinz Eugen to arrive. It was about as strong a battlegroup as Germany could manage, now. Only missing Scharnhorst.

And he knew it would never win a pitched naval battle.

"I can't promise you that, you know." The Admiral continued to stare at the dull sky, whispering himself. Bismarck would hear every word.

"As long as you try, Admiral. That's all I can ask."

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With his hands firmly shoved inside a thick overcoat, Admiral Schreiber stood upon Bismarck's bridge. Rather, upon the bridge wing, looking out over the isolated fjord. There wasn't much to look at. Hastily erected buildings and docks, to support the fleet. Endless mountains set in a grey sky. Forests of trees being lopped down, to cover up the massive forms of the battleships. While a part of him knew that Trondheim was nearby, the rest of him reflected on how isolated he was now.

In more ways than one.

"I can't do anything back home," Schreiber mused, as his breath misted before his face. On the one hand, it showed how much Hitler trusted him. A thought that disgusted him.

On the other hand, it also showed how much the rest of the party leadership didn't. Oh sure, it was an honor higher than most. Commanding the best fleet Germany had. And yet, it was also a punishment. In these days, before easy and secure communication, he was unable to work with the Resistance. Everything was up to what he had left behind, and he knew that. He imagined Himmler did too. Schreiber was not so arrogant to think that he was squeaky clean to the Party.

"Admiral?"

It didn't help that the one man who could help him, was kept in the dark. Schreiber had yet to truly trust Lindemann, as the Captain walked towards him. Curiosity in the man's stormy eyes had the Admiral wincing slightly. That was never a good sign.

"Yes, Captain?" Schreiber maintained military discipline, continuing to scan the horizon. Even as his subordinate walked up beside him. "I rather doubt this is a courtesy call."

Lindemann smiled, a small and brittle thing. "Hardly. I have reports from back home, in fact."

That brought Schreiber around, a raised eyebrow crossing his lined face. "Oh? And what does the Fatherland ask of us now?"

In response, the Captain pulled out a stack of decrypted Enigma papers, and handed them over. His face studiously blank, beyond the lingering curiosity in his eyes.

Hm. There is something going on here, isn't there?

Taking the documents, Schreiber began to look them over. At first, it was merely the kind of routine dispatches one could expect. Supply manifests, requests for transfers, reports on progress. Nothing out of the ordinary. In fact, it was so mundane, that he wondered why Lindemann had brought them. This was all stuff that the Captains of the ships could handle, and not by any means something requiring him.

That was, until he reached a much more formal paper. One with the signature of Raeder.

"Sortie will be postponed. Upon arrival of Prinz Eugen, continue training exercises. Do not attempt attack." Schreiber read aloud, looking over at Lindemann. No real reaction. "I wonder if this was the Führer? He does like avoiding risk, when it comes to the Navy."

It was as much a test as a stray comment. Lindemann didn't rise to the occasion.

"It was more likely Admiral Raeder himself, sir." The Captain shrugged slightly, and raised a hand to gesture at the papers. "That wasn't what I brought these for. I'm not pleased by the idea of letting the British supply the Bolsheviks, but it isn't important. Not right now."

Schreiber frowned, and turned back to his reading. What spooked his Captain so badly? Because he was beginning to get the feeling it was more than just curiosity, hiding behind that implacable face. It was with a mounting sense of dread, that the Admiral pulled out the last of the papers. This one was much simpler.

While he had summarized the last one, there was no need to summarize this one. It was a very simple message.

One that had his hands turn white as he read. "Admiral Gustav Schreiber, recalled to Berlin at once. To meet with a representative of the Regia Marina."

"That would be what I was curious about, Admiral." Lindemann's voice was only slightly warmer than the winter air, as he looked over at the Admiral. "Why would command want you in Berlin? To meet with the Italians of all people?"

The Admiral didn't respond. Something that he knew the Captain missed, was printed at the bottom. A picture of the dignitary he was supposed to meet. Perhaps Lindemann had simply not cared about it. Perhaps, he had missed it. Or he brushed it off as a picture taken of a man and his daughter, instead of what Schreiber knew it to be. It was even possible the man who took the picture didn't know.

That was not the case for the man from the future. Even in black and white, with no colors of hair or uniform to work with, he recognized the girl. He didn't recognize the apparent Captain in the picture, but that didn't really mean much. He wasn't Italian.

The girl was. An impossible girl, wearing a very heavily customized version of an Italian naval uniform. She was young, perhaps barely into her teens. A girl who shouldn't be near the military. Unless...unless she were not human at all. Or, at least, not a normal girl.

An Italian destroyer. Impossible.

"Ah...I suppose, it is probably to discuss joint naval actions." Schreiber covered whatever he felt, his roiling emotions subsumed under the mask that had fooled Hitler. "I imagine they want to learn from the man who has actually fought the British and lived to tell the tale."

Lindemann actually chuckled a bit, "You're more famous than you realize, Admiral."

"I am fully aware of that, I assure you." Schreiber continued, carefully pocketing the papers. This was...he needed to let Bismarck know, so she could tell the others. Perhaps he would see Blücher and warn her as well. "In any case, I should probably prepare. Are all the other Captains aware of this?"

"They were informed before I came to see you, sir." The younger man bowed his head slightly, his cap covering his eyes.

Schreiber found it hard to care, "Good...good. I do intend to return, as soon as I am able."

Though, as he left the Captain behind, the time-traveler could only reflect that 'soon' may not be what it seemed. He knew that no one who would betray him knew his secrets. Or of Bismarck, Blücher and the rest. He could only assume that the Party wanted him back, since he was the most successful commander they had. That had to be the reason.

Why else would they want him to talk to an impossible girl?



Still not horribly long, but I'm having to hammer my muse into cooperating on some level >.>

At any rate, no, I did not forget about Turbine. I already said that, but it bears repeating. Fun times ahead for everyone involved. I long ago decided that around chapter 50 would be when things came to a head for both Thompson and Schreiber, and this is what we get. Across the Atlantic, a time traveler revealed.

In Germany, ship girls are more than just a rumor from Pearl now.

Also, since Thompson needs to recover from his wounds, we'll be in Germany for the next little bit again. It won't just be politicking, but that will be a lot of what Schreiber is doing.

Hopefully the chapter at least works out well enough. Not entirely satisfied with it, myself <.<
 
Chapter 53
Chapter 53
Drip. Drip. Drip.

Bright brown eyes stared at the ocean, their owner draped over the side of a pier. Brown curls of hair fell down towards the water, little droplets falling from the tips. A small smile and a laugh joined them. The girl's hand reached out and gently drew circles in the waves. Her bright smile was reflected back at her, even as the water distorted it. She was always more at home in, or at least around, the water. Being on land felt profoundly unnatural. It probably always would. A drydock was one thing, actually walking around was...weird. Frightening sometimes. There was none of the cold that water gave. None of the control that pushing her turbines gave her. She was at the mercy of whomever came across her, much as anyone else was.

And so, she stayed near the water whenever possible. A thoroughbred horse would always want to run in the fields. A destroyer would always want to be in the water. Sprinting to her next mission with wild abandon.

"To Libya I go~ To Libya I go~." She sang softly, her head nodding side to side. Her brown eyes chasing her reflection in the depths. "To Taranto I come home~ To Taranto..."

Behind- above? -her, a distinctly male voice cleared his throat. The little destroyer tilted her head back, blinking a little at the sunlight shining down on her. When the spots cleared from her eyes, her smile widened. A more natural grin appeared. And it was all she could do to not jump up and grab the man in a tight embrace.

"Turbine," for his part, the man clearly realized that. He brought a hand up to keep her from moving...even as he smiled himself. His lined face, now decorated by fresher scars, twisted a bit. No woman would call him handsome after surviving two sinkings, in two different wars.

He didn't, and never seemed to, care. The Navy had always been his life, in a very real way. Now that she was around...well. It was a bit more literal.

"You know, you can't keep running off like this." His voice attempted to be stern. Even with the natural gruffness that came from working in a sweltering engine room, it didn't quite work. The softness of his smile ruined it. "If I have to keep dragging you back, our friend the German will get upset."

As quick as it had come, her smile faded. Turbine let out a sigh that turned into a whistle that would make her old crew jump to attention. Even her...father...Carlo twitched a little. "I don't like him."

"I think the feeling is mutual, Turbine." Carlo smiled and sat down next to the destroyer. His hands produced a piece of bread, that he broke in two and passed over to the destroyer. The engineer chuckled, when Turbine eagerly grabbed her half and stuffed it into her mouth. Chuckle or no, his eyes were still serious, however. "The Lord only knows that I don't trust him."

Turbine nodded, even though her cheeks were puffed out by the bread she was hastily chewing.

"And that's why you can't keep running off like this," Carlo continued, reaching a hand out to pat the destroyer on the head. He still remembered that fateful day, and how she had mentioned liking when he patted her boilers. As she leaned into his touch with a smile, the Italian officer sighed softly. "If you do, he'll start thinking you're going to leave. We can't do that."

The destroyer swallowed, and shrunk in on herself a little. Her feet aimlessly kicked in the air, while her head fell back down to the water. The tips of her hair swirled in the deep blue, as brown eyes stared up at her father. Her voice was tiny when she spoke up, "He scares me."

Carlo could only sigh again, and place his hand on Turbine's arm. "I know."

Nothing more needed to be said. Both of them knew what was bothering the destroyer. Turbine, behind her easy smile, was still a bit timid after her sinking. Who wouldn't be, when they were pounded into scrap by an unusually good shooting light cruiser? No destroyer came out of that easily. And the German...the German. He wasn't normal. He wasn't right.

His smile scares me. What does that man want with me? Why is he...

The German stared at her. When he didn't think she was looking, he grinned at something only he could see. Even when she did look directly at him, he still smiled. A smile that was too wide and that didn't reach his eyes. The man was creepy. He practically leered at her with every glance. Turbine didn't know what he wanted with her, either. It wasn't sexual. She knew that much.

It was something worse. There was a light in his eyes that struck deep into her soul. The light of insanity.

"...you're not leaving me, right, father?" Turbine lifted her head up, water dripping down her face as she stared at her engineer. The closest thing to a father she had.

Carlo just smiled at her, "Never again. I promised you that I would never leave, that day. Remember?"

"...yeah." The little destroyer smiled, and pulled herself fully up. Her skirt ruffled with the movement, as she stood up and looked down on the old man. "Should we head back? I really don't want to..."

"Unfortunately, I don't think we have a choice there." Carlo climbed to his own feet, smoothing down his uniform before placing a hand on Turbine's shoulder. She appreciated the touch. "I heard the Germans are sending an Admiral down to talk to you, now. Can't miss that, can we?" Squeezing slightly, the Italian sighed and looked up at the sky. "An Admiral...they're taking this seriously. I almost wish I had hidden that you returned."

"Would that have worked?" Turbine didn't even hesitate to lean into her engineer's side, looking up at him with wide brown eyes.

Prompting a snort from the man, "No, probably not. I was too happy to have you back, and the Navy wondered where I had hidden your flag. Couldn't very well hide that for long. il Capitano was apoplectic when he found out I took it."

Turbine giggled, and Carlo smiled. Successful distraction maneuver.

"Come on now, Turbine. Let's not keep our friend from the SS waiting. And I'm sure the Admiral wants to talk to you."

Distraction or not, they had a job to do. If Carlo wished he still had Turbine's flag, the heart of an Italian warship? Well, that was one thing. It was another entirely, to be willing to deal with a German without the emotional support it had provided him. In the dark days after her sinking, it was the one thing he had to remind him. To keep the girl he had seen in his mind.

He still didn't know how it had brought her back...and yet, he never complained.

"I wanted her back, so dearly..."

Turbine looked over at her engineer, confusion lining her youthful features. "Father? Is something wrong?"

Carlo was lost in his thoughts and didn't reply.



It was a dark night, on the Taranto shoreline. The new moon provided no illumination. Even the lights from the naval base were gone, as most ships had been moved to safer ground after the raid. Only starlight shone down, glittering upon the dark waters of the harbor. One man stood at a pier, empty and desolate, looking out at the waves. Clenched tightly in his hands was a single Italian flag. The battle flag of Turbine.

Carlo Lombardi didn't know why he came out to this pier, her former pier. Perhaps it was because he missed her. When the first Turbine had sunk, he hadn't felt this way. He had been more consumed with loss for his comrades than the ship.

This was different.

His fingers ran along the rough fabric of the flag, as flashes of a brown haired girl ran rampant through his mind. A teenager, covered in her own blood. Smiling at him through obvious pain. Brown eyes staring into his soul, begging him to leave her behind. He...he still saw her. In his dreams. She haunted him, in a way that he had thought reserved for his comrades from the Great War. Who would have thought a destroyer would haunt him so?

'Who would have thought that Turbine had a soul? God...'

Theological questions that could keep the Vatican running for decades, meant nothing to him. What mattered to him, was that he had a promise and no idea how to keep it. Carlo had sworn, the day that Turbine sank, that he would bring her back. How? He didn't have the slightest idea how to do it. If it was even possible. If the Navy built another Turbine, would it be the same girl? Or a new one entirely?

And he couldn't wait that long. He may not live that long.

"What am I even doing out here?" Carlo asked no one in particular, looking up at the sky now. He felt every one of his years in that moment. His shoulders bowed by age and his limbs tired. "I'm not a man of God. I haven't been to Mass in years. How am I supposed to bring her back? How can I bring her back?"

It wasn't as if he expected any sort of reply. Nothing but the wind to answer him, gently wafting off the harbor. Salt and lingering fuel oil filled his nose. Familiar. So very, painfully, familiar. He could almost imagine himself inside her engine room again. Hearing the boilers and turbines pushing her through the waves, as if she were a purebred horse. Smell the scent of sweat and oil that only a sailor knew. Listen to her crew smiling and laughing as they evaded the enemy once again.

So many memories.

So many regrets.

"Turbine, I'm sorry that I can't do anything." Sighing deeply, the engineer let his head fall back down. He stared out at the harbor once more, shaking his head ever so slowly. Nothing. "One day, I'll bring you back. That's a promise, and I intend to keep it. You hear me? Wherever you are, Turbine, I'll bring you back. I swear."

Letting his grip loosen on the flag, Carlo turned away from the harbor and began marching back to the shoreline. He would probably be assigned to another destroyer soon enough. Men like him, men who were chief engineers, were never common enough. It was only to recover from his injuries that it took this long. He'd probably be put on another Turbine-class. Or maybe Legionario, when she was completed. She wouldn't be the same. But...

With nary a sound of warning, the brush of wind turned into a gale. Carlo stumbled, and fell to his face when something slammed into his back. Cold arms wrapped around him, and rough hair pressed into his back. He could feel the poke of a nose pressed into his shoulder, and the wetness of what could only be tears falling upon his uniform. Sobs rang out over the sound of wind, painfully familiar sobs. He knew that voice. He knew that hair. And he certainly knew that nose, and the face it was attached to.

"F---father! You never gave up on me! You brought me back! I was so cold and it was so dark and I just wanted to hear your voice and I---"

Carlo gently turned around, careful not to upset the babbling girl on his back as he shifted her to his front. His eyes met red-rimmed brown, set in a pale face that was flushed pink. A little teenager, sniffling as she clutched tiny hands in his uniform. This wasn't the tough girl who had told him to leave her to die.

Perhaps, that was to be expected. Strength from adversity could flee like the wind, when the danger passed. Lord, did he know that better than most.

"Turbine? How..." Even as he asked the question, Carlo was shaking his head and holding her tightly. The 'how' didn't matter. The 'why' didn't matter. She was here now, and he had kept his promise. "That doesn't matter. Are you alright? Is anything wrong with your turbines? Or your boilers?"

Turbine hiccuped, and despite herself, smiled. "Once an engineer..."

"...always an engineer." The Italian officer finished, smiling himself. "You have no idea how I missed you, dear Turbine. I didn't know it would be so painful."

"I--I missed you too, father." Turbine didn't even care what she was calling him, and Carlo couldn't find it in himself to correct her.

Why bother? She was the closest thing to a daughter he would probably ever have. And he couldn't say no, not now, and not ever again. Not after watching her die before his very eyes. Who even could?

"I told you, Turbine. I promised I would bring you back."

"And you did."

Carlo's own smile widened, as he held the girl close to his chest, heedless of her tears soaking through his uniform. "Indeed. And I won't let you go again."




Turbine couldn't have known what was going through her engineer- her father's -head. She also couldn't care less, though it would probably make her blush had she actually known what it was. Most, if not all, of her attention was focused on the men visible in the distance. Two Germans, in dramatically different uniforms. The familiar grey of the SS officer, who was taller than the other man. Even from this distance, Turbine could see the leer on his face. Sometimes, having the lookout in her mast was less than useful.

The leer still made her shudder and push herself deeper against her father.

As for the other man? Where the SS officer was young and blonde, this man was old and grey. Lines crisscrossed an aged face that had seen too much. He was older than Carlo, and more world-weary. Even from as far as they were, Turbine could see that. From the creases in his forehead, to the way his entire body hung down.

Yet...

"That must be the Admiral." Carlo spoke up, sending an appraising look at the man in a blue uniform. The Italian was smiling slightly, at how the shorter man stood up to the SS officer. "He seems strong."

"He does!" Turbine nodded, unable to hide a smile at how the Admiral was clearly berating the SS man who was slowly losing his leer. Sure, the man was old and tired. But his shoulders were unbowed and he was strong.

"Let's go see what's going on, shall we?" Pushing away from her, if only a little bit, Carlo smiled at Turbine and bowed his head in the direction of the Germans. "I'm curious to meet this Admiral. You?"

Turbine nodded eagerly, feeling at least a little of her nervousness seep away. "Hm! He looks a lot nicer than the other German. Not that it's hard to do!"

"You aren't wrong, Turbine."

With matching smiles on their faces, the Italian officer and destroyer walked up to the two Germans. The tail-end of the argument wafted over to them, carried on the wind. It seemed that the two were...arguing about Turbine. About what she was, and what she meant to the world. It was enough to make the destroyer lose her smile, and Carlo clench his fist. Though he kept the smile, if only to keep the Germans from seeing what he felt.

"...you don't understand, Herr Schreiber! That girl, that warship, is a sign! She is clearly a spirit, a Valkyrie of war, brought to help the Reich triumph over our foes! Reichsführer Himmler has stated that..."

"I don't much care what Herr Himmler has said," the Admiral, Schreiber, held a hand up. His aged features were showing clear distaste, when they glanced at the SS officer. "Or, for that matter, whatever occult nonsense you believe. At best the girl is an angel. I'm not even sure I'm religious enough to believe that, some days. I am Christian enough to consider her a miracle."

While the SS officer turned an interesting shade of puce, the Admiral turned to look at the Italians. A small smile had taken form upon his thin lips, as he sent a sharp nod at them.

"As it turns out, our guests have arrived. Do you care to introduce me to our miracle, Hauptsturmführer Bruder?"

The SS officer growled a little, stiffly spinning on the spot to raise an arm and point at Carlo and Turbine. "Primo Tenente Carlo Lombardi, and Turbine. May I introduce you to Admiral Schreiber?"

"A pleasure." Carlo completely ignored Bruder, reaching out a hand to Schreiber instead. He didn't have the slightest idea how German's saluted each other.

Schreiber didn't seem to care, merely smiling softly as he took the hand and shook it firmly. "Indeed. I've heard a fair bit about the both of you, though I'm not a fan of some of it." Here, the old man sent a stern glance at the SS officer, who was stewing silently in place. "I imagine that I'll get an earful from Herr Himmler later, however, in this moment? I don't see a Valkyrie or whatever occult explanation they dug up from the Celts right now."

As he said that, Schreiber released Carlo's hand, and knelt down to look Turbine in the eye. The destroyer stared right back, smiling ever so slightly. Something that the German returned, gently reaching a hand out to place on her shoulder. In a way that was so very, very familiar.

"All I see is a girl, who needs to be taken care of. Someone who is a miracle, and someone we should protect at all costs." Schreiber's voice dropped a little at the end, becoming almost melancholic. His smile was brittle. "Am I right, Turbine?"

Sending a quick glance at Carlo, and getting a nod in return, Turbine smiled at Schreiber. Wider than she had been before. "Yes sir!"

"Good girl." Stretching back up, Schreiber removed his hand and looked at Carlo and Turbine at once. "I'm sure both of you have a lot to tell me. I'd like to hear your story, and how Turbine came back like this. Perhaps, a demonstration of what she can do on the waves?" At the nods he got in reply, the Admiral sighed softly. "Whatever I see will be going back to Germany. I assure you both, that I am on your side. I don't have the same opinion of Italy that many of my countrymen do. However..."

Schreiber pulled his cap from his head, and rubbed at thinning grey hair. Mopping at sweat forming on his brow.

"I can't make any promises. I have many friends back home, from what I did with Bismarck. I cannot guarantee that will be enough."



*insert apologies about delay here*

The simplest explanation, really, is that work has been murdering me. Holidays are not fun. Ever since the holidays, it has rarely (if ever) slowed down. This leaves me with little motivation to write when I get off, and much motivation to just relax and game on my days off. Not conducive to writing.

That said, I'm probably going to condense my focus on writing down to this, Adventurous Skies, which I do want to go back to my intended weekly updates for, the Indy rewrite...and Purple Phoenix.

The intention in doing so is simple. I want to be able to focus and make up for how work is draining me by having fics that are most important to me. My ultimate goal is to have the Indy rewrite done fairly soon (not posting it until it's 100% done), get back to my intended schedule for Arcadia, and get back into the swing of things here.

I certainly don't intend to take this long to update this again. No matter what.
 
Chapter 54
Chapter 54

He's...really really nice, isn't he?

Turbine couldn't help but smile, despite herself. She walked alongside her father, through the streets and canals of Venice. If they got odd looks from civilians, she barely noticed. She imagined that a girl like her, walking with an Italian officer and a German Admiral, probably wasn't something that people saw often. It was hard to care. Since, every so often, her eyes would drift over to the German. And snap right back, when his blue gaze turned to her. He knew something. She could tell.

That man knew more about her than he was letting on. Yet, he was nothing but kind to her. He was nothing like the SS officer.

"It's been too long," Schreiber's rough voice tore her from her musings. Turbine chanced a look over at the German, only to see that he wasn't looking at her, but at Venice. "I haven't seen Venice in years. It's nice to see the City in such pristine condition, despite everything else."

Shaking his head, the Admiral turned to look over at Turbine, and not her engineer. His aged face crinkled in a kind smile, as he continued. "Though, I'll admit, it's much better to see you so well, Turbine."

While Turbine flushed and muttered a 'thank you' in a squeaky voice, her father stared at Schreiber with an appraising look. Carlo had been silent for most of the walk, seemingly content to just listen. And watch. Turbine hadn't really noticed that. She would now.

"You're handling this remarkably well." Carlo didn't mince words, either. He jumped right in, staring hard at the Admiral. His lips worked a little over his next words, before he continued, "You don't seem to be bothered at all. What do you know about this?"

Schreiber smiled, and shook his head. "Perhaps I do more know than you. Perhaps I don't, and I'm simply old enough that nothing surprises me anymore. Who really knows."

Turbine blinked, "What are you talking about?"

All she got was a shrug. A shrug pointedly in the direction behind them, where a group of German soldiers followed at a respectful distance. Now, Turbine wasn't young. She may have looked like a teenage girl, sure. By the standards of a warship, especially a destroyer, she was actually quite old. With age, came...not quite wisdom. More the ability to tell when something was off. And if there were visible Germans following them, there were probably ones hiding too. Watching. Listening.

He doesn't want the others to know anything?

Confusion showing on her face now, Turbine absently rubbed at her cheek and the mark under her eye. Why didn't he...?

"I see," Carlo had hit upon the same realization. The Italian didn't so much as look back at the Germans, settling instead for a shrug of his own. "That can wait for later. Is there anything you want to know?"

Schreiber smiled, if only slightly. "Many things, though I'll settle for knowing how the war is progressing down here. Being in Norway doesn't give me much room for finding out how your country is doing, you understand."

"Norway?" Carlo shivered, his scarred visage twisting in obvious distaste. "Who, in their right mind, would go to Norway?"

There was something that she was missing. Wasn't there? Turbine tugged on her father's sleeve, looking up at him with her bright brown eyes. "Where's Norway?"

"Very far north from here, even further than Germany." Schreiber answered with a chuckle, reaching out a hand to pat the destroyer on her head. A move that seemed entirely too familiar, even as Turbine instinctively leaned into it. Why did that feel so good? "It's very..."

"Cold. With a lot of ice and bears," Carlo deadpanned, still shivering despite the warm- salty -Venetian air rushing around them. He pointedly ignored the looks that civilians along the walkways, and in the canals, were giving him. "I wouldn't go there if you ordered me."

While Turbine stared in confusion, Schreiber laughed and it seemed like years came off his shoulders. The man was still bowed down by some unseen weight, it just seemed a little lighter now. If nothing else, if Norway was that bad, being in Venice had to be helping! Turbine may have spent more time in Taranto or Libya, yet, she loved Venice. It was so warm and peaceful here. The chattering crowds that bustled around them, showing no signs of acknowledging the very real war going on. The lack of bomb craters or flames.

The way that everyone just went about their lives in peace.

If nothing else, Turbine would never be able to thank her father enough for this. As uncomfortable as being away from the water made her feel...well. She loved being able to walk and talk with people. If the Germans weren't there, she'd probably be bouncing from store to store, trying out various things. Gossiping like she had done with her sisters.

"I'll be sure to tell the Führer how you feel, when I return to Germany." Schreiber joked, though the man twitched a little when he said that strange German word. Turbine didn't know what 'Führer' meant, though it was probably important?

For his part, the Admiral wasn't clarifying. He just sighed, and looked over at the various crowds.

"Be that as it may, I'm assuming the War isn't going that bad here. I couldn't see something like this in Germany, not with the British bombing us every night."

Picking up on the seriousness of that statement, Carlo stopped his mock shivering. He sighed deeply and raised a hand up to pinch at his nose, instead. "I wouldn't say that. While I've been ashore since Turbine was sunk, I still have friends in the Navy. After Taranto...we aren't beating the Royal Navy, not without the Regia Aeronautica doing more work." The engineer laughed mirthlessly, shaking his head in a mix of annoyance and resignation. "And it's hard enough to keep them from bombing our own ships."

Schreiber nodded along, even as he shifted his legs a little. His footsteps began to move in the direction of a busy street-cafe, the crowd shifting around to allow him his progress. "It's a similar situation in Germany, I'm afraid. Marshal Goering is quite stingy with his precious aircraft."

"Air Forces." Carlo spoke sagely, as if that explained everything.

Turbine just giggled and followed along, as they walked towards the cafe. Bright colors advertised some sort of food she'd never seen before. An absolutely delicious smell radiated out from the building too, overwhelming the smell of the canals. It was enough to make her mouth water and her stomach growl. Loudly. Turbine let out an embarrassed squeak, and looked down at her stomach is if it had betrayed her. The men on either side of her chuckled at her reaction, even while they both escorted her along.

Curious glances came their way, from the workers of the cafe and customers, when the door creaked open. A harried looking man walked over to direct them to seats, and Turbine couldn't tear her eyes away from the food.

There's...there's so much! I never saw food like this before!

Perhaps being a warship had some consequences she hadn't thought of before...

"If you would," Admiral Schreiber spoke in pitch-perfect Italian, when the younger man reached them. "Please give us an empty table, well away from anyone else. I would like some privacy."

"O--of course, sir. Please, right this way."

Turbine was too distracted to notice, of course, but the German Admiral had managed to land them seating well away from anyone else, with all the nearby ones already filled with chattering civilians. Creating enough noise that not a single person could possibly overhear an individual conversation. Especially if the people doing the conversation had no desire to be heard. For all that the food was important, that privacy was even more important.

And while Turbine didn't notice a thing...

...the same couldn't be said for her father figure.



This man is...interesting. Very interesting indeed.

Carlo Lombardi had not reached his age and experience without being observant. He had to keep an eye out for even the smallest of faults in an engine or boiler. He had to constantly watch for any of his crew making mistakes. He knew how to see even the smallest of details. He would never be a spy, of course. However, that was of little importance when it came to identifying someone trying to hide something. Admiral Schreiber was very good at hiding things. Even Carlo had no real idea what it was, that he was hiding. Just that it was something important.

Going into this cafe, where the German escorts and SS spies couldn't hear anything?

"There's something you want to talk about that you don't want them hearing, yes?" Carlo asked, rather bluntly, once they were seated. Turbine was too busy eating food she had never seen before, to notice. "Otherwise, you wouldn't have gone out of your way like this. I noticed what you did, out there."

Schreiber smiled, sardonically. "Yes, I imagine you would have. There are things that my countrymen are unaware of, and I would rather keep it that way." Here, he pushed silverware towards Turbine. Not a wasted movement. "First and foremost, I know quite a lot more about ship spirits than they realize."

Carlo nodded, "I expected to hear that. You're too familiar with Turbine."

"Hmm?" The destroyer looked up, curiosity shining in her brown-eyed gaze. "I noticed that too! You didn't seem to be surprised by me! At all!"

With a small sigh, the German shrugged. He didn't make any move to eat the food that had been left for him, as he continued to stare at Carlo instead. "Suffice to say, I've been familiar with the concept a lot longer than you could know. My old Blücher is much the same as Turbine, here. I might as well be her father."

That last word was directed with a hard stare, at the Italian engineer. Carlo met the stare, a hand creeping over to rest on Turbine's shoulder. Strange as it felt to acknowledge her as his daughter instead of his ship...he couldn't deny it. Turbine was the closest thing to a daughter he would ever have.

"As for keeping my countrymen in the dark? I'm sure you're quite familiar with how the SS views Turbine."

Needless to say, Carlo knew what Schreiber was getting at. He dropped the fork that he had picked up, suddenly sick to his stomach. Turbine looked at him with a concerned expression.

"Father? Are you alright?" Her voice radiated concern and worry. Carlo could only pat her on the head, absently.

"That monster doesn't deserve to be anywhere near Turbine." The Italian didn't mince words. His voice was every bit as cold as he thought Norway to be, and his eyes were hard as flint. "I've seen his eyes. I know exactly what he expects to do with her, and what he wants to do with the rest of our Navy."

Schreiber nodded, sighed, and leaned back in his chair. He placed his hands atop one another, tapping on the table. "You see my position, then. As a man of the Navy, I could never condemn my warships- my daughter -to the SS. That they sent me here, implies one thing. And one thing only."

"They suspect that I know more than I'm letting on."

Those words hung in the air. They answered a question that had been eating at Carlo Lombardy, ever since he had seen Admiral Schreiber for the very first time. Why did the Germans send this man? Even in Italy, the adventures of Bismarck were well known. Perhaps not as famous as in Germany, yet, still known. Why would the Germans willingly take the man who had lead them to such great successes, and send him to Italy over Turbine? They could surely spare an Admiral or two, yes?

If they suspected that Schreiber knew more than he let on...if they thought he could give them their own ship spirits...

I don't want to imagine what could happen. This alliance with Germany is one that I have little trust in. If they can conquer us, would they miss the chance? They already have so many men in our country...

"Why?" Carlo spoke just one word, though it was a loaded question. Why, indeed.

To that, Schreiber could only look at his hands and let out a weary laugh. He shook his head, amusement warring with exhaustion. "Blücher and Bismarck are impulsive girls, as I'm sure you can imagine." Considering what Turbine acted like- and was acting like now, with her cheeks stuffed with fine Venetian dining -Carlo couldn't deny the point. Schreiber knew that. "They have taken my dislike of the SS and made it their own. More often than not, I have to explain away things happening to SS or Gestapo men aboard my vessels. Events that can't be explained, and never happen to the regular Kriegsmarine crew."

Carlo nodded along, "Your superiors are starting to ask questions, now that Turbine has returned."

"Awkward questions that I find increasingly difficult to answer, yes." The German sighed deeply, a twisted smile on his lips. "Amusing it may have been at first, it is dangerous now. I can't protect them forever. Not with everything else."

Once more, Carlo had the feeling that Schreiber was referring to more than just the War. What, exactly, he was talking about? That was harder to say. He certainly couldn't be talking about working with the British or anything like that. Not the man who did so much harm to the Royal Navy. Perhaps he wasn't fond of the Nazis?

Ha. How many people are fond of the Nazis? I don't much like the Fascists, and the Nazis are every excess of Mussolini and then some.

"And that is why you're telling me this, now?" Carlo put that thought away for later, and got back to the point. "To...what? Prepare me for keeping secret how I brought Turbine back?"

Schreiber shook his head, "I don't expect that to happen. That secret will get out at some point, and I doubt we can do anything to stop it. No. What I want to do..."

The Admiral leaned forward, staring Carlo dead in the eyes. Blue cold as ice, and serious as any man had ever been.

"Is prepare for the fall of our governments. We cannot win this war. Even with girls like Turbine, we can't. I want to make sure our nations don't suffer, for the crimes of fools. The best way to do that, is to have our Navies loyal to us. Would I be wrong in assuming that you are loyal to the King, first and foremost?"

Carlo gulped, despite himself. What Schreiber was telling him...did he trust Carlo that much? Just because of how protective he was over Turbine? If the Italian were to tell the SS what he was hearing right now...

No.

Even if I did, they'd just throw me in a cell. An Italian? No German believes us. No German likes us. Schreiber...he's not a normal German.

And so, Carlo Lombardi sucked in a breath, and nodded. "Yes. If it comes down to it, I will follow the King over any orders from Rome."

"Good." Schreiber pulled back, and finally took a bite of his food. A small smile crossed his face, as he reached an arm over and pulled a squeaking Turbine into a side-hug. The Italian destroyer turned bright pink, even though she leaned into the gentle hug. Schreiber just continued eating with his free hand, while speaking between bites. "I do admit, it's been a long time since I had proper Italian food. You could teach the chefs back home quite a few lessons."

Carlo, recognizing what was happening, smirked. "You northerners don't know the first thing about proper cuisine."

"I can hardly dispute that point."

The two of them continued to make mindless conversation, while the words of earlier rang in Carlo's mind...



And now, we set out again. Without our best ships.

Standing atop her bridge, a young woman stared out at Taranto harbor. A dozen transports milled about, taking on the final supplies destined for Tripoli. Balbo and Guderian were ravenous for supplies and it took all Italy and the Regia Marina had- and more -to keep them supplied. This was the largest convoy thus far, and the escort reflected that. All three functional battleships in the Regia Marina were committed, in addition to every cruiser that could be spared. More than a few destroyers and torpedo boats ranged around the formation, preparing to take up their escort duties.

The battleship, standing atop her bridge, barely noticed that. Her attention was drawn to her sister and her...cousin. Caio Duilio and Giulio Cesare. The two battleships were never intended to do this alone. Nor was the battleship herself, really. They should have had the Littorio sisters to help.

Of course, Impero and Roma were incomplete. Littorio and Veneto were either being repaired from Taranto, or working up after those repairs. None of the modern ships would be here.

"Hey, big sis!" Duilio's voice rang over the harbor, from her close-by hull. "Are you ready to get some revenge?!"

A smile crossing her lips, the battleship pushed her brownish-red ponytail from her eyes. "Of course! If the English try that again, they won't know what hit them!"

"That's the spirit!"

Smiling at her sister, the battleship turned her eyes out to sea. Somewhere, out there, the Royal Navy lurked. They had more battleships. They had bigger and more modern battleships. Italy had not come out well, in her battles to-date. Yet...it didn't matter.

She wouldn't lose. She had seen Littorio burn and Cavour nearly roll over. Those memories were burned into her mind.

Andrea Doria was not going to let that happen again. Not if she could do anything about it.



...yeah. Same as last time. Work hates me and I loathe it. I've reset my availability (again) to get me off early enough that I'm not dead on my feet after every shift and have time to myself at night. Though that won't take effect for at least a month. That should work a lot to help me get back into the swing of writing, though. As will moving forward with some stuff I've wanted to do with the Italians for a long time.

We get Andrea Doria back, for that reason, as you can tell. I'll have to get back into her head again :V

Anyway, I hope everyone enjoyed the chapter, despite the delay. Again. >.>

(I'll also have character art to toss in the post after this one)
 
Chapter 55
Chapter 55

It never got any easier. It hadn't been easy to see Bismarck like this. It had hurt to see Blücher in pain, even after so much effort had been made to keep her from that fortress. Many other ships, from destroyers to cruisers, had been in similar states over the course of this goddamned war. That it was an Italian ship this time made no difference. It was still a young woman laid out on a deck. Bandages covering her body and trying so very hard to keep from crying out in pain. No one could see her and comfort her.

No one but him and the younger girl by his side.

"Doria!" Turbine's cry of alarm was accompanied by the girl rushing towards the battleship, laying against one of her turrets.

With a soft sigh, Admiral Schreiber followed along. "Careful, Turbine. You can't do any more damage, but I don't imagine she would appreciate a hug right now."

"I wasn't going to---" Turbine tried to protest, before trailing off. A blush dusted her youthful cheeks. "Sorry. I'll be careful, I promise!"

And she was. The destroyer gently sat down beside the battleship, reaching out to hold one of Doria's hands in her own. It looked for all the world like a little sister holding the hand of her big sister. Doria's slightly darker complexion was pale from her wounds, bringing her closer to Turbine. They shared the same hair color and near-enough the same eyes. Turbine wasn't helping the image either. She was softly running her hands over the battleship, gently brushing against the myriad of wounds. Blood red soaked through her uniform and the bandages covering her limbs, staining Turbine's probing hands.

"You fought hard, didn't you?" Schreiber's voice was soft when he knelt down next to the girls.

Doria lifted her head up at the unfamiliar voice, cracking open a bloodshot brown eye. "Who...?"

"Shh. Don't push yourself." Placing a hand on the battleship's head, the German Admiral carefully ran his fingers through her hair. Long experience told him exactly what to do. "I'll talk to your Captain and make sure you get some good rest. You won't need to worry about fighting again, not for a good, long time."

Smiling ever so slightly at the sigh of relief those words elicited, the Admiral shifted his gaze over to Turbine. "Turbine? Can I trust you to keep an eye on her while I go? I know that Carlo is busy with the other captains right now. Are you alright being alone?"

"I'll be fine!" Turbine was quick to reply, her head bobbing up and down as if it were a cork.

Hmm.

Ah, destroyers. Always so quick on the draw. Even more so when it came to escorting a battleship. Still, though... "That wasn't what I was asking, Turbine." Schreiber lay his hand on her shoulder, gently squeezing. Turbine looked away and bit her lip. "Are you going to be fine being alone?"

"Uhhh...."

Shaking her head sharply, the destroyer cut off her little drawl. She recentered herself and the shy, timid girl was replaced by the old warship. While Schreiber couldn't quite help his sigh, Turbine was doing her best to act the part. She preferred being the little girl spoiled by her engineer. Beneath that, however, still lay the warship. The girl of steel.

"I'll be alright, Admiral." Turbine's voice was much more serious now, reflected in a dimness in her brown eyes. She curled against Doria, wrapping an arm around the battleship's back. Her eyes never once left Schreiber. "I...don't like being alone. But I'm not alone here, am I? I've got Doria." With that statement, she finally turned and looked at the battleship that could be her big sister. "I won't leave her, don't worry."

Schreiber nodded, slowly rising to his feet. Biting back a groan at the movement, he smiled at Turbine. "I understand, better than you'd know. I'll be back soon."

"Admiral...?" Turbine's gaze was filled with unasked questions, when she looked at him.

It hurt more than he'd like to admit, to ignore her gaze. I can't tell her everything. There's too much risk. I can't let what I am be known, not by anyone that I don't trust.

Shaking his head, the Admiral just continued to smile. "It's nothing, Turbine."

"If you say so," the destroyer clearly didn't believe him, but she didn't press either.

Nodding his thanks, Schreiber turned on his heel and left the girls behind. Doria had fallen back into a fitful rest and Turbine was there to comfort her. They didn't need him and, to be frank, no one aboard would touch Turbine. If they did...there'd be more than just a hunt. They would likely never be found. Besides, Carlo was only a few minutes away. Schreiber pitied anyone who tried anything to Turbine with that man around.



"You're the German I've been hearing so much about, then?"

Upon Doria's bridge, her Captain stood against the backdrop of shattered windows. Around him, men worked to clean up the area and repair what needed repairs. Schreiber expertly dodged around those men, coming to a halt right before the Captain. "Yes, I am. You knew I was coming?"

"It's hard to miss a German coming aboard with a teenage girl in one of our uniforms." The Italian snorted softly, absently waving a hand towards where Turbine had been left behind. His dark eyes narrowed in thought, staring down the Admiral. "To think that all those rumors were true. I'm not sure what to think about it."

Schreiber nodded, "You are far from the only one to feel that way, I assure you. It's quite hard to believe."

"You Germans and your talent for understatements never ceases to amaze me." Reaching out his hand, the Italian gave Schreiber a thin- nearly nonexistent -smile. "Luigi Vitale. I would welcome you aboard..." Jerking his head at the mess around them, Vitale sighed. "There isn't much to welcome you."

"I have seen worse," Schreiber took the hand. "Gustav Schreiber. I'm sure you know why I'm here."

Releasing their grip at the same time, the two men walked over to look out the bridge window. What was left of it. Andrea Doria had come out with relatively minor damage, considering what she had been up against. Of course, 'relatively minor' didn't do any justice to it. Men were visible working her decks, clearing debris and patching holes. She'd been a bit too close to the British, and that she hadn't sunk was a miracle. Perhaps she had just been lucky that Barham hadn't been modernized.

"I'm not alone in feeling insulted at the idea we need a German to help us fight the British," Vitale replied, shrugging a bit. His eyes glanced at Schreiber from the side, evaluating the Admiral beside him. "But you're not here for that. You're here because your government wants someone to figure out how Turbine came about."

Schreiber nodded, "You would be correct in that assumption. Though I am the first to admit I don't know why they sent me. I haven't seen anything like this, before." Lying through his teeth he may have been, Schreiber was technically telling a truth. He hadn't seen this before, from the Italians. "That being said, you have seen the girl Turbine is with, yes?"

With a soft sigh, Vitale shrugged again. "There have been strange events happening since before Taranto. It never occurred to anyone that it could be something like a woman aboard. However...yes. Yes, I've seen her, now. Ever since the battle."

"I'm sure I will hear that story at some point." Smiling slightly, the German brought a hand up and waved it out at the damaged hull. Since Taranto? Before then? Was my journey here responsible for all of this? Bringing the girls out and making them visible? I don't feel egotistical about it. If anything...

I'm worried that I may have created an opening for much, much worse things.


"You probably will, from your spies if nothing else." Vitale couldn't keep a hint of disdain out of his voice. The Italian turned fully to the German, crossing his arms and stomping his booted foot to the deck. "I'm far from the one you should talk to about that. Did you come here to ask permission to talk to Andrea Doria? Or something else?"

This man wasn't Carlo Lombardi, and Admiral Schreiber had no intention of treating him that way. Instead, he just looked out at the deck in silence. He acted as if he were deep in thought. In reality, he was simply waiting for the right moment. For the moment when Vitale grew tired of waiting. The time when he could create a credible...

"To be completely honest, I was curious about Doria herself." Schreiber finally spoke, when he felt the Italian move to stand beside him again. A half-smile hidden by the shadow of his cap. "As well as how you and your crew are treating her. I am far from the most religious man myself, though I do know how important the Church is in Italy."

Vitale shook his head almost bemusedly. "That is a stereotype, you know."

"Like Germans always drinking beer and eating pretzels?" Schreiber replied, not even bothering to hide the smile.

If nothing else, laughter always defused situations. Vitale let out a startled snort, raising a hand to cover his chuckles. The man sighed past his laughs, the lingering tenseness mostly fading from his form. Not entirely. It was still, at least, enough to calm the situation and get the two men on a more even field. Schreiber wasn't the expert at manipulation that his daughters- for how else could you describe them? -thought he was. But enough time lying to Nazis, and anyone would learn how to manipulate a conversation a bit.

Plus he'd been saving that joke for a long time.

"To answer the question you aren't asking," the Italian finally got his laughter under control, letting his hand fall back down. He looked more thoughtful now, than anything else. "The Church isn't sure what to think about Turbine and the others. They're clearly not demons or the like, but are they angels?"

"Speaking in my own opinion, I think that may be the best description of them." With a shrug, Schreiber tapped his arm. "Certainly they're here to help us, first."

Vitale waved his hand dismissively, "No one denies that. To my understanding, the main question for the Priests is if this is unique to ships. It proves, beyond any doubt, that souls are real. However...do tanks have the same? Planes? The rifle of an infantryman or the home of an engineer? What if the Pantheon has a spirit?"

They don't. At least, not that I've seen.

"It is an interesting question, for sure. I'm sure the Churches will be arguing this at least as long as they've argued theology." Smiling at the sour expression on Vitale's face, Schreiber let out a breath and shrugged his shoulders. "The more pertinent question, I feel, is if the British or the Americans have figured this out as well. If they have, they certainly have many more ships to call upon."

Though...if all went according to plan, Schreiber would know his answer soon enough. The answer to that question and to many others...


In a place about as far from Italy as possible while remaining in Europe, a man and a woman were alone in a manor house. Hidden from sight by the average citizen, who would have raised an eyebrow at the sight. And why wouldn't they? It wasn't every day that a German Admiral was being treated by a maid in a British manor. Then again, was it really that common for a German Admiral to be in the United Kingdom at all? Certainly in wartime.

Of course, this man was hardly average or normal. Nor was his situation.

"...what is this, my dear?"

Admiral Lütjens frowned, as he looked down on the letter in his hands. Before him, the friendly maid Sascha shuffled slightly. Her normally confident features marred by a deep blush, hands clenching in her dark skirt. She was normally much more confident than this. He was still confused how a German ended up as a maid in a British manor, no matter her claims that it was because she spoke the same language. It was strange enough on its own. But this? This was a step beyond that.

"That is a letter from my sister, Herr Admiral. I--please don't think less of her, but she is a rather prominent member of a resistance to the Nazi Party. She asked me to get the message to you, from an Admiral Schreiber." Sascha Gerhardt blushed even deeper, were it possible, sucking in a steadying breath. "I haven't met him myself, you know. I don't...I don't know much about him, other than what my sister has written."

If Lütjens had been confused before, it was only growing in prominence. His eyes trailed down on the letter in hand, wondering just what it contained. An Anti-Nazi sister? Admiral Schreiber working through channels in opposition to the government? He had only met the older man in passing, but this was certainly not something he expected from the former captain of Blucher. Hm. What was the man up to?

"I see..." Muttering softly, the Admiral opened the letter and began reading. His eyebrow climbing further and further up his brow as he did. What in the world?

"Admiral Lütjens,

I understand that this message will come as a surprise to you. It was not easy to get this message out or to find out you were alive. I apologize that I was unable to sortie all those months ago, to help you against the British. Gneisenau sinking was not something I had anticipated. However, this may work in both our favors and, indeed, in the favor of our nation herself. You, I am sure, understand how dangerous Hitler is for Germany. We may have him to thank for the return to prominence after Versailles, however, his continued efforts undermine all of this.

The war in Russia is not going well, nor will it end well. I have never been more certain of anything in my life. Germany will fall. It may take months, it may take years, but she cannot stand against the West and East united. If Germany is to survive, if we are all to survive in a nation that is not humbled at the feet of our enemies, we must remove Hitler and attempt to negotiate with the West. No matter what.

I don't hold much hope for this. I am aware of how set they are on unconditional surrender. I can't even blame them for it, after Versailles and Weimar. However, I want you to talk with the British. Perhaps they would be willing to listen to two Admirals. I can only hope so. I pray they do.

-Gustav Schreiber"


Tearing his eyes from the letter, Lütjens frowned deeply. He stared at Sascha, one question above all on his lips. The most obvious question that he could think of.

"Just who is your sister? How did she get this message out?"

Sascha continued to blush, only mumbling under her breath. What she said had the Admiral's eyes widening in dawning comprehension...and more than a little confusion.

"...my sister is Scharnhorst, Herr Admiral." Sascha's words made no sense...and yet all the sense in the world. "I didn't want to tell you. I didn't think you'd ever believe me, and if the British ever found out who I was--"

Who you were. How was I so blind?

"Gneisenau. So that's what was happening. I was so blind..." Lütjens shook his head, sighing heavily. It all made sense now, in a twisted sort of way. "You're the one who threw me overboard, aren't you? I wanted to go down with the ship."

With a barely hidden wince, Sascha pulled her hands from her skirt and flung them out in front of her. While her face remained stubbornly red, her eyes had taken on a hardness that Lütjens had never seen before. "I wasn't going to let you die, Admiral! I didn't care about what happened, if I ever met you, or anything like that. I couldn't let you--I couldn't let you die because I wasn't good enough!"

Lütjens could only stare at her, as the maid- battleship -panted heavily. Her entirely too slim body shook with every breath, as he climbed to his feet and walked over to her. The Admiral was silent...until he reached out and pulled her into a hug. Sascha, and he couldn't call her anything else, squeaked in shock. Lütjens smiled against her long brown hair, gently patting her on the back. It was an entirely platonic hug on his part, but it didn't matter. It made the tension fade from her body. The woman slowly, hesitatingly, returning the hug.

"I may not have wanted to survive, but I can't blame you for what you did." He whispered softly, holding the slim woman to his chest. He at least knew why she was so thin now. "If nothing else, I am quite happy to still be alive. Maybe like this, I can still do some good for Germany."

Pulling back, just enough to stare into her Prussian-blue eyes, Lütjens shook his head in bemusement. "Honestly, to think that you and your sister have been working against the Nazis. I'm proud of you, but that is dangerous. Even if Schreiber is the only one who knows about it."

With a small laugh, Sascha shook her own head. Her hair bounced in rivers down her back, getting tangled in Lütjens' grip while she tightened her own arms around him. "We couldn't not do something. Admiral Schreiber has told us about what will happen to Germany if we lose. And with America in the war..."

Right. There isn't a chance that Germany can win a war against the largest Empires on Earth, not alone. Italy and Japan aren't enough.

Lütjens knew that much, and it was why he was generally fine with his situation. He had done his duty, and now, it was up to fate. He couldn't do anything and even if he were still in Germany, what could one man and one ship do?

"We'll do whatever our Admirals order us to do, Herr Admiral," Sascha continued, a bit more subdued now. The core of hard steel remained, however, beneath it. "Saving Germany is our main duty, though. No matter what. If that means saving Germany from itself, we'll do it! It's what we were built to do."

"I see." Lütjens nodded, pulling fully away. Sascha retained a grip on his arm, though, and he couldn't say anything about it.

After all, how long had she been waiting to get this off her chest?

"I imagine that you want me to work with the British, then?" Looking up at the ceiling, Lütjens reflected on how odd that would feel. I can't say it isn't the best idea, though.

Before Sascha could reply or the Admiral could say anything else, a cough interrupted them. A cough that came from a British officer, though one that Lütjens didn't recognize. The man was standing in the doorway, in full uniform, save for the cap at his side. He smiled thinly and raised the hand not holding the cap, to point at the two Germans. His eyes had no mirth and were deadly serious in how they narrowed.

"In point of fact, my government was hoping for exactly that." The man spoke up, not bothering to give his name nor to explain how long he was listening. No. He just stared at the Germans, and continued speaking. "Admiral Lütjens? You and your...associate...are to join the Prime Minister for a meeting with the Americans."

Lütjens frowned at that, "Is that a request?"

"I'm afraid not." There was no tone of apology in his voice, whatsoever. "This was requested by the Americans and the Prime Minister agreed. You'll find that your little friend isn't the only girl like her."

The implication of those words had Lütjens and Sascha sharing a look that conveyed many things. First and foremost among them? A worry for their homeland...



...insert rote apology here?

My muse is being fickle as ever. Couple with getting distracted by work and having to help around home, and it isn't fun. That said, after this chapter, we'll rotate back to Thompson for a bit, though I'll likely as not do an omake for the continued adventures of Frieda Hacke as well. Don't really expect any combat in the Pacific for a bit, though. At least not here. Once the timeline has moved a bit further along, we'll get more in Holding the Line at least. Thompson isn't going to be around any combat for a good bit.

For fairly obvious reasons.
 
Chapter 56
Chapter 56

Admiral Lütjens would be the first to say that he had never, in his wildest dreams, expected to be in this position. As an officer of the German Navy- any variation of it -being ashore in Britain would have been a rare enough occurrence. As an Admiral? One at war with Britain? He'd never thought it would happen.

I most certainly never expected that I'd be in the same room as Churchill himself.

Yet, here he stood, across from the bulldog himself. Churchill was every bit as imposing in person as he was in the news reels. He wasn't the tallest man, nor the most physically built. If Lütjens had to describe him, he'd call Churchill stocky. However, the man radiated the kind of aura that only true leaders could. Hitler lacked the natural charisma that Churchill possessed, and the German could see it the moment he stepped into the room. There was a reason that this man had kept Britain in the war, through mostly his own iron-will. Hmm.

"Relax, Admiral. If I wanted to have you harmed, I would hardly have brought you into my office to do it!" Churchill's voice was, just as the man, every bit as booming in person as on the radio. The stocky politician placed his hands on the desk, his beady eyes staring into Lütjens' with a cunning intellect behind them. "Though, you remain a fascinating one to watch. That your little maid over there could hide who she was, for so long, is equally impressive. I don't put much stock into you Germans and your little Navy, but I will admit, you know how to use what you have."

Beside the Admiral, Gneisenau bristled like a cat being threatened by a rival. "Our Navy is---"

"Peace, Sascha." Lütjens placed a calming hand on the woman's arm, calling her by the human name she had taken. He knew her better as Sascha, and more importantly, he felt it humanized her. She wasn't a weapon, not anymore, and he refused to treat her as one. "Mr. Churchill, did you want to talk to us just to insult Germany, or is there a purpose to this?" Staring directly at the Prime Minister, Lütjens rose to his full height and narrowed his eyes slightly. "I will have you know, that I have no intention of betraying Germany. And if it comes down to it, I will gladly stare a firing squad down to keep Sascha safe."

Churchill smiled back, though it was a grim expression with no genuineness to it. "So I imagine. For all that I loathe your dictator, I have never doubted that Germans will fight to the last. Not after the last war. No, I called you here for a different reason, Admiral. Tell me...how much do you know about an Admiral Schreiber?"

There it was. The real question, and the one that Lütjens had half-expected. They clearly overheard the conversation and wanted to know what Schreiber was up to. A question that Lütjens dearly wished he knew the answer to, himself. He'd never have pegged the captain of Blücher as a traitor or a subversive. Then, he never would have imagined that he'd be standing next to the spirit of his flagship either.

One wondered when the world went completely mad.

"I'm afraid I will disappoint you, then." All the German could do was smile slightly, and shake his head. "My knowledge of Admiral Schreiber is fairly limited. I know him as the captain of our newest cruiser, and not much more. His men trust him and he ran a good ship, but I can hardly say why he would have done what he has. He never gave me the impression of someone willing to stand against the Nazis."

"Pity that few of you Germans were willing to in the first place. Maybe we wouldn't be fighting the second war in as many decades if they had." Churchill sighed deeply, standing from his desk. He walked around to stand before Lütjens.

The German could sense the broad-shouldered woman behind Sascha tense slightly, when Churchill grew closer. Which only served to confirm that theory. He had no idea who she was, though.

"I will be frank with you, Lütjens. I don't trust you, and my trust for Germans has been sorely strained by events after your little Führer decided to stab us in the back over and over again." Churchill seemed to enjoy the little twitch that Lütjens gave at that specific terminology. The man was a politician, who had never been friends with Germany. He knew, as well as anyone, about the Dolchstoss. "Oh, don't think I don't know about that piece of rubbish. You bloody Germans couldn't take the loss, and here we are again. That's why I don't know if I should trust anything you, or this Schreiber, say. Chamberlain trusted Hitler, and look where we are. Give me a reason to trust anything a German says, right now. Especially if it involves saving your own skins from the mess you started."

"You're just as responsible for this!" Sascha, while still normally fairly meek in private, was a firestorm when riled enough. Little point in denying what she had been, anymore. "You and the French punished us for a war we didn't start! Holstein told me everything about the Kaiser and about the Austrians. If you had just---"

"Done what? Let Germany walk without any punishment after raping Belgium and ruining France? Do you know how many of our boys died in the trenches? We could hardly let Germany off with a slap on the bloody wrist after what had happened. I hardly regret our choices at Versailles. If anything, we were too lenient."

Sascha prickled even further, to the point that it was possible to see- just barely -the outline of a warship around her. "How dare you..."

Coughing softly, Lütjens cut off the argument. He looked past Sascha, towards the woman behind her. The twist of his head didn't go unnoticed. The burly woman, looking more like a prize fighter than the lithe elegance of his flagship, stared back. Her arms were crossed over an imposing chest, as she raised an eyebrow at him. "Keep her on a tight leash, Admiral. I'd hate to have to dirty the Prime Minister's office."

"Quite." Lütjens sighed softly, and turned his eyes on Sascha, who had deflated slightly and sent him a guilty expression. "Don't worry, my dear. The Prime Minister is blunt, but he isn't incorrect. We, Germany as a whole, caused this war. Maybe not the last one, but certainly this one. Let's try to avoid escalating it."

Looking back at Churchill, the Admiral continued with a much harder tone. "I would appreciate if you kept your feelings to yourself, Mr. Churchill. I wish to help you, damn my soul, if it will keep Germany from suffering any more than she already has. I get the feeling you feel the same way, or you wouldn't have called this meeting."

"I find much more interest in maintaining Germany as a bulwark against Stalin," Churchill was quite blunt, Lütjens was right about that. "However, if I could end this war before it costs as many lives as the Great War, that would be ideal. Oak, show him the message."

Oak?

The woman behind Sascha sighed and stepped forward. She uncrossed her arms, and pulled a slip of paper from a pocket on her skirt. She handed it over to Lütjens, the German recognizing it as a printout from a wireless set. Eyebrow climbing up his face, he read the message. Each line drove deeper into his heart. His eyes widened further and further, until he was looking between Sascha, Churchill, and the message. This was...this was...

Schreiber, you madman. Are you seriously considering this? Working against the Nazis to the point of...giving away secrets to the British? Are you that desperate to keep the Soviets out?

Letting the message fall from shaking hands, the Admiral turned to the Prime Minister. "When Sascha told me that Schreiber was working against the Nazis, I didn't expect it to go this far. I thought he was just trying to secure Germany. That he didn't trust Hitler or the others. I had no idea...how long have you known about this? How long have you been working with him?"

"Working with him? Hardly." Churchill bit out a laugh, fishing around in his pocket for a cigar. Coming up with one, the older man stuck it in his mouth and gestured at the open window of the office. "Does it look like we're working with a German? We're still fighting the same war. I called you here, because I was hoping you would have some insight into the man who sent this. Do you know how we got this message?"

Lütjens followed the gesture, wondering what the Prime Minister was getting at. "No, I do not. I wasn't even aware that Sascha was who she was until today, certainly I had no idea a man I knew as an old Captain was a traitor."

He didn't use the word lightly. It was, technically, what he and Schreiber were. Traitors to the legitimate government, however one may feel about that government. After all, he was in the office of the leader of an enemy nation. Making small talk with him and talking about how to work against the German government. There wasn't any other word that really fit, was there?

"I see. I'll grant that man this, he is no fool." Idly chewing on the cigar, the stocky man shrugged his shoulders. "That message was sent directly from Bismarck to Revenge after your Admiral crippled her. That was after you were captured, of course. He seems to want to set up a working relationship with my government. A secret agreement that we won't force Germany to submit to occupation by our allies to the East. He seemed rather insistent on not wanting 'unconditional surrender'. I don't even bloody well know where he got that idea."

Lütjens didn't feel the need to tell Churchill that his own reactions indicated he was looking in that direction. The Prime Minister had been pretty clear over the course of this little meeting that he had little real intention of treating Germany leniently. If he considered Versailles as not going far enough to keep the German people down. The damndest thing, was that Lütjens knew he was right. At least in regards to the Nazis. Would punishing Germany further have stopped the war?

The nationalistic side of him railed against that idea. Germany had been punished beyond what was reasonable.

"Regardless, here we are." Lütjens shook his head, and looked down at his hands. He wished, not for the first time, that he had his old academy dirk. It was comforting to hold it. "I am...uncomfortable with the idea of working against a government that is legitimate, no matter my own feelings about them. However, if Admiral Schreiber is even remotely correct about the Soviets and what they'd do to our people..."

Churchill bit out a bitter chuckle. "This is probably the one thing we're in agreement on. I've never trusted Stalin. I'm only working with the man because Hitler is a greater threat to the world, and I'd send tanks and food to Satan himself if it meant killing that madman." The Prime Minister walked forward, and held his hand out. Lütjens looked down, and hesitantly, took it. Churchill grimly smiled. "I make no promises, you understand. I want to know more about you and the man you're representing. That is why you're here, and why I'm willing to do this meeting. If I can keep Stalin in Russia and send Hitler to Hell, it may be worth trying."

Letting go of Lütjens' hand, Churchill turned to Sascha. He stuck his hand out to the battleship, who looked at it with narrowed blue eyes. "It may turn out that we can't work together and that Germany will need to surrender, without any conditions. I have learned not to trust Germans. I won't let that leave my mind. However, I hope that you can teach us more about the ships."

"I don't know how I ended up like this." Sascha bit out, refusing to take the hand. She just crossed her arms instead. "Why don't you ask your lapdog?"

"I do so love a woman with fire in her." The Prime Minister laughed, warmly this time, and shook his head. He looked past Sascha and towards 'Oak', shrugging magnanimously. "We don't know how she's here either. There is someone who might, though."

Walking right past everyone else, Churchill flung his door open and looked out into the hallway. Past him, Lütjens could see the form of a shockingly young man for the Admiral uniform he wore. A uniform that was not British, nor German. Standing beside the man who couldn't be older than his mid-thirties, was a woman who looked only slightly older. A woman with unnatural gray hair, in a feminine version of a naval uniform cut in the same pattern.

"Admiral Thompson, Utah, we have much to talk about."



Not as long as I would like, nor is it getting back to Thompson (yet) but it seemed a good point to stop. Not least because Star Wars is coming out next week and I work at a theater...so I wanted to get something up first.

Now, this was difficult for much the same reason as the Roosevelt and Hitler chapters were. Writing major historical figures is hard. Rewarding, mind, but very very hard. Hopefully this worked well enough. Churchill is a man who is blunt, hides nothing, and doesn't like Germans. He didn't before WW1, he didn't after, and he sure as hell doesn't now. But he's also the man who was perfectly willing to rearm Germans and send them against the Russians after the surrender (see: Unthinkable) soooo....yeah.

This subplot will be FUN.

(also, continuing the trend from this and Holding the Line of there being a specific reason why certain girls are coming back. Sascha/Gneisenau is the outlier.)
 
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Chapter 57
Chapter 57
Not what I expected to be doing with my life, when I left home.

Admiral Thompson squared his shoulders and resisted the urge to pace. He stood beside Utah, outside the office of another ghost from the past. It wasn't enough that he spent time with the likes of Bull Halsey or James Richardson. Nor was it enough that he was a personal advisor to Franklin Roosevelt now- and hadn't that been a fun conversation -and spent a lot of his time telling the President about future events. No. He had to also be the one sent across the Atlantic to brief Winston motherfucking Churchill on ship spirits. He was lucky that Roosevelt didn't want him telling Churchill about the time travel.

'You are an asset we can ill-afford to share, I'm afraid. For now, I believe we will keep your secret just that. A secret between myself, Admirals Halsey and Richardson, and yourself.'

"...well, can't deny that logic." Thompson muttered to himself, prompting Utah to turn curious eyes on him. He waved a hand, shrugging as well. "Don't worry, just talking to myself. Who do you think we're going to be meeting? There's supposed to be at least one of you here."

Utah shrugged right back. "I haven't the faintest idea, Admiral. The British are...well. I have never really met any of them. Not well enough to say who may have come back."

"About what I expected." Turning to look at the walls and paintings around him, Thompson crossed his arms in thought. If it isn't a batleship, I'll be amazed. It doesn't seem quite right to be someone other than a battleship, not in the Royal Navy. But who? Hood didn't sink. Bismarck sank Revenge, so maybe her...? Or Royal Oak?

Times like this, Thompson almost regretted that he had served in the Pacific and Japan during the attacks by the Abyssals. He didn't really know the British ships all that well, outside of his odd visit to Hood here and there. And that was this timeline's Hood, not the one he would have met in the future. He didn't have the slightest idea of what to expect.

"First time for everything, I guess."

"What do you mean, sir?" Utah asked, curiously looking at the Admiral.

Thompson just smiled, "First time for everything. I've never really had the chance to meet the British girls, other than Hood. So this is new for both of us. Not that I expected what I knew to help me much here, anyway. I wasn't expecting Little E to be so...so..."

Laughter greeted his words. Utah held a hand to her mouth, mirth in her grey eyes. "Yes, I imagine that was the case. Enterprise is...a special girl. I can see that even more, now that you've told me what she could become. I never would have imagined her as the one to lead us to victory. I would have expected that to be my daughters."

"I'm sure they'll still have a role to play. You should meet Iowa, one of these days. I'm sure she'd love to talk to you."

Though, when he thought about it, Thompson wondered what he should expect out of Iowa. So much of what she was came after the war...what was she like during it? He'd be lying if he said that, despite everything else, he wasn't enjoying meeting these girls in their prime. He vastly preferred the Enterprise of today, to the Grey Ghost of tomorrow. Even if he was fairly certain that Halsey probably almost shot one of his crew on a daily basis. For all that the man said he wasn't a good father, he had a protective streak bigger than the Pacific.

'Damnit, I'm her Admiral, not her father! I command her, I don't raise her!'

'B-but, I...'


Shaking his head bemusedly, Thompson straightened his back out and returned to staring at the door to Churchill's office. As amusing as the image of Enterprise pouting at Halsey until he patted her on the head was, he did have a job to do here. Enough of the past and the future, he needed to focus on the present. After all, he could hear someone moving behind that door.

"Get ready, Utah. I may not have met any British ships, but I know enough about Churchill to know this will be fun." Thompson saw the door begin to swing open, and mentally chuckled at one thing. At least he wasn't Admiral King.

"Admiral Thompson, Utah. We have much to talk about."

Those words came from the mouth of Winston Churchill himself. The bulldog of Britain stood in front of Thompson, his square-jawed face showing a jovial sort of cheer that seemed distinctly out of place for how serious the man acted in public. Behind his stocky frame, three other figures stood, just out of sight. Thompson caught glimpses of an average looking man who was slightly familiar. A slim and lean blonde woman, who had narrowed her blue eyes at him. Or, more accurately, at Utah. The final person in the room was a woman so stocky and built like a tank, that she made Churchill look like a petite ballerina in comparison.

Guess I was right about the British ship being a battleship. Who is the other one, though? And why is she dressed like a maid?

He figured that the blonde wasn't the British ship. The dark-red haired woman, on the other hand, probably was. She certainly looked the part, from her repurposed naval jacket right down to her burly frame.

"Mr. Prime Minister," Thompson inclined his head, slightly, reaching a hand out to shake Churchill's. The British man had a strong grip when he returned the gesture. "Did you already have guests? I didn't know we'd have to talk with someone else."

Churchill chuckled, retracting his hand only long enough to gesture at the man and two women behind him. "My guests are partly why I insisted on having this meeting be today. I have the feeling you will answer questions that we both have."

"...right. Who are they, then?" Thompson stepped past Churchill, staring at the others in the room. Utah followed him as if she were a shadow, her own grey eyes meeting the blue of the blond woman.

For his part, the Admiral was more focused on the other man in the room. Despite the civilian suit he wore, he carried himself like a career soldier. His back was ramrod straight, his dark gaze staring directly at Thompson. Evaluating him. Looking for answers in what he saw, just as much as the American was doing. He was...well. He was certainly someone to take notice of, even if he weren't in Winston Churchill's office.

"Admiral Günther Lütjens." The other man finally spoke, as his eyes continued to examine Thompson. He didn't hold his hand out. "You are very young for an Admiral. Are the Americans desperate, or is there something special about you?"

....Lütjens? I thought he was...Bismarck's Admiral. If I'm remembering correctly. How did he end up here? Bismarck hasn't been sunk. She's been doing better than she should have, actually. And who does that make the woman with him?

Even past the shock he knew must have been on his face, Thompson hadn't failed to notice how the blonde stuck close to the now-named German. She had to have been related, somehow.

"I can see you're curious about my friend," Lütjens smiled, thinly. He still didn't hold a hand out, though he did turn his eyes away to look at the woman by his side. The woman who continued to stare down Utah. "Sascha, relax. She is no threat to you, or I, not here." It was only when the blonde reluctantly crossed her arms over her chest, that Lütjens turned back to Thompson. His smile softened, ever so slightly. "This is Sascha, though you may know her better as Gneisenau. She has been at my side ever since our battle with Hood. I am alive because of her."

"Gneisenau." Thompson sounded out the word, wincing at the wince from the Germans at his pronunciation. Ignoring that for the moment, he reflected that this war got stranger every day. A German Admiral and battleship, in the office of Winston Churchill.

Speaking of which, Churchill stepped back into view. He stood beside the woman who looked like she was related to him, waving a hand in her direction. "And this is Royal Oak, my own self-appointed bodyguard. So long as no one starts shooting, she'll leave everything to us. Doesn't talk much, if I'm being frank."

The stocky woman just shrugged her shoulders. "I'm a fighter. Not a talker."

"Exactly my point, my dear." Churchill chuckled, turning around to stare at Thompson and Utah. "Now. We've all been introduced to each other, so it is time to ask some questions. Oak here hasn't the foggiest on how she returned as she did. I was lead to believe that you two know more about how this all works, since our German friends don't." His eyes drifted to Lütjens, a little bit of the good cheer leaving. "Or won't tell me."

Lütjens shook his head, "As I have said, neither myself nor Sascha have any more idea than you do."

While the Prime Minister waved a dismissive hand at the German officer, Thompson sighed softly. He glanced at Utah, seeing her sending him the same look. They were, now as ever, on the same page. Without the ability to explain the time-traveling part, they had to improvise. Improvise off guesses. It was, after all, not as if Thompson knew exactly how Utah had come back. He had some guesses, to be sure, but that's all they were. He could easily enough tell them how to summon ship girls. Roosevelt had told him to do much the same, in their meetings, though Thompson had made it clear they shouldn't until and unless Abyssals showed up.

'You seem quite terrified of these...demons. Were they truly worse than the Nazis? The Japanese?'

'Maybe not in how many they killed, but certainly in how hard they are to fight. I don't want to risk even more people dying because we can't use the oceans...sir.'


Pushing the memories down, the young Admiral looked at Lütjens first. There was a question to answer. "I'm only thirty-eight, so I know I'm young for my position. Before all of...before all of this, I was only an Admiral because I'd pioneered a lot of what our carriers use. I don't think you'd understand that. Germany doesn't have a carrier, right?"

Lütjens laughed, in a self-deprecating manner. "We would, if Goering were less of a fat bastard. The Luftwaffe refuses to part with any useful aircraft. I find myself wondering if we would even get any use out of a carrier if we had one." He placed a hand on Gne...Sascha's shoulder. Squeezed softly, in a way that reminded Thompson of Halsey and Enterprise. "I've had to reflect on a lot of my beliefs, in the last few hours."

That gave Thompson an answer that was actually helpful. He didn't comment on that, though. "I see. Well, I'm afraid to say that even we only have guesses right now." That was directed at Churchill, who raised an eyebrow. "I've been able to talk with the spirits of the ships longer than anyone, and I have spent a lot of time talking with Utah about how she came back. Our best guess is just that. A guess."

"Humor me," the Prime Minister placed his hands on his desk, having moved back towards it. "What is your guess about how this occurred? And if we should worry about the Huns or Japs figuring it out."

Ignoring the way Churchill spoke, Thompson turned to his own companion. "Utah, can you bring out the papers we brought?"

"Certainly."

With a smile on her face, Utah walked up to Churchill's desk. She fished in her uniform and came out with a stack of papers, placing them gingerly down upon the wooden frame. She, with a slightly scarred hand, opened up the first folder and took out a spreadsheet that wouldn't have looked out of place in an office of the 21st century. At least in design. It did get a raised eyebrow from Churchill at how different items were connected by lines.

Utah hardly seemed to notice his reaction. She just looked down at the paper, before turning her expression on everyone else in the room. Other than Thompson, anyway, as he was the one who put the thing together.

"As the Admiral said, this is all guesswork. I'm the only...point of data?" Utah looked at Thompson, a hint of confusion in her eyes. The Admiral just smiled and nodded, waving a hand for her to continue. "Right. I'm the only point of data we have. I came back, when the others who were sunk at Pearl didn't."

To her credit, Utah kept a tremor out of her voice when she spoke about that day. Even though Thompson could see the lingering pain and, yes, self-loathing in her eyes. He probably imagined things, when he saw Sascha narrow her eyes.

"Right now, our best guess is that I came back because of Admiral Thompson and my Captain being able to talk to me. Something about how they were so kind and took the time to communicate with me, to..." Face flushing, the battleship cut herself off from finishing her statement. She coughed lightly and continued. "We believe that it has something to do with care. How much we care about someone and want to protect them, or how much we care about a place and want to protect it."

As one, everyone in the room turned to look at Sascha and Oak, when Utah finished speaking. Lütjens, especially so, as he looked over at the woman by his side. "Sascha? Does that sound at all accurate?"

With a dusting of light pink on her cheeks, the blonde shrugged her shoulders. "I...perhaps? It is all a bit of a blur after I threw you overboard, Admiral."

"She threw you overboard?" Thompson blinked slowly, staring at the two Germans.

Sascha just blushed even brighter. "I wasn't going to let my Admiral die! Would Utah have let you die like that? Because you were too honorable and wanted to go down with the ship?"

"I wouldn't want Admiral Thompson to do that," Utah raised a finger, a small smile on her lips. "But he is not my Admiral, nor was I his flagship. You would have to ask Saratoga that question. Though I imagine you would get quite a different answer from her."

It was Thompson's turn to have everyone stare at him, as he tugged up the collar of his uniform and coughed into his hand. He tried to ignore the appraising look from Churchill the most, knowing the man was sharp. He didn't want to answer that particular question, when he wasn't even sure what the answer was himself. He especially didn't want to put words into Sara's mouth, when she wasn't able to speak for herself. So. In lieu of avoiding that problem, he pointed at the table instead.

Better to keep my mind off that question.

"I'd like to question Sascha and Oak a bit more, so I have more data to work with. Right now I only have Utah and what I can guess from talking with Sara and the others. If I can talk with a few other warships, especially ones like Utah, I might have a better idea of what's making them come back like this. Do we know if the Germans have any more ships like this? If anyone can talk with them?"

At that question, Churchill sighed deeply and pulled out a cigar. As the thick smell of smoke began to fill the room, the old man took a long drag on the cigar. He was deep in thought, before he blew out a soft breath. Smoke drifted around his face, as the Prime Minister looked at Thompson. For the first time, his face was entirely serious and missing even the slightest hint of levity. He was not joking around anymore.

"This is something that will not leave this room, understand? I am showing a great deal of trust in you, by telling you this. I suspect it will reach Franklin soon enough." Churchill took another drag on the cigar, chomping it between his teeth while he continued. "This is far beyond top secret. If word of this reached the press, or god forbid the Russians, we'll never hear the end of it. It may end the war."

Thompson and Utah shared a look, before the former stepped to the plate. "I understand. What are you talking about, Mr. Churchill? Is it that important, really?"

Because what he's saying sounds a lot like how my secret would work, if it got out. Assuming people didn't just throw me in the loony bin.

That went unsaid, of course, as the burly British man pulled his cigar free and pointed over at Lütjens and Sascha. Thompson followed the finger, raising an eyebrow. What was he getting at? He felt like he was missing something important. Something very important.

"Our German friends didn't know about it," Churchill finally spoke again, turning his cigar towards his desk, where a paper was buried beneath Utah's stack. "You've heard about what happened to Revenge, I assume? How that bastard in Bismarck knocked her around?"

The American nodded, "A bit hard not to hear about that, even in the Pacific. General Marshall raised hell over those tanks that were captured. Why? Did something happen to Revenge? Is she like this too?"

What Thompson didn't say, was that he was curious about that himself. Whoever was in command of Bismarck- because it clearly wasn't Lütjens -knew how to use his ship. And knew to get the hell out of dodge, instead of staying around to get attacked by the Royal Navy's carriers. The man was smart and cagey, at least.

"No, she isn't." Churchill snorted, looking over at Oak.

Who just uncrossed her thick arms, and held them out in a gesture of confusion. "Don't look at me, I don't bloody know. I still don't know how I'm here for fuck's sake."

"Yes, thank you, dear." Even the Prime Minister flinched at her choice of vernacular.

Hell, the only one who didn't flinch was Thompson. He was born in a time where women spoke that way all the damn time. And, for that matter, he'd heard much worse from some of the girls he worked with back in the day. Kongou had a mouth on her when she got riled up.

"If Revenge isn't back, what are you getting at?" Thompson, in fact, just brushed it off and returned to the matter at hand. He needed a straight answer to his question. It, of course, wasn't lost on him that he was famous for being cagey about direct answers himself.

It was a strange sensation, being on the other side of that. He didn't like it.

"The answer to that is simple. Admiral Schreiber, the man in command of Bismarck, is just like you."

When Churchill spoke those words, Thompson and Utah flinched and stared at each other. Their eyes spoke what their mouths, hanging open, wouldn't dare voice. Like him? Did Churchill know? Had Roosevelt told him, despite telling Thompson to not mention it? It...it didn't make sense. Roosevelt was a man of his word, politician or not. He had sworn that he wouldn't tell anyone Thompson's secret without permission. That he wouldn't rat him out.

Surely that wasn't a lie. The President wouldn't have sold Thompson out like that. He couldn't have. He wouldn't have.

There must be something different here, something that Thompson was still missing. That made a lot more sense. If Churchill didn't know the truth, what else could he possibly mean? How was this Schreiber like Thompson? He...he...

"He can talk with the ships like me...?" Thompson knew his voice was shaking, and he cursed that mentally. But he could hardly stop it, not when he felt a cold chill running down his spine. "Is that what you mean, Mr. Churchill?"

Churchill nodded, "That's exactly what I mean. Our friend Lütjens had no idea he could do that. We wouldn't have known, if this Schreiber hadn't seen fit to send a message via-Bismarck to Revenge. A message asking for us to help him overthrow that murdering bastard in Berlin, so long as we agreed to keep the Russians out of Germany."

Thompson felt a jolt of relief that this other Admiral didn't seem to be from the future, and a surge of confusion at what he had heard. "Pardon?"

"Exactly what I said. The Hun wants us to agree to recognize his little Resistance, in exchange for keeping Stalin's hordes out of Germany." Churchill shrugged again, shaking his head in clear annoyance. "I'm still not sure what to think of that, considering we are allies with the Reds. I don't like them much, but I hate Hitler even more. Asking my government to support a resistance to the Nazis in exchange for stabbing Stalin in the back..."

Lütjens coughed, "As he stabbed you and Poland in the back? Stalin is hardly blameless in this current mess of a War."

"Of this I am very well aware, Lütjens." Churchill didn't even bother looking over at the man, instead keeping his attention focused on Thompson. "I want the opinion of your government on that matter, and your opinion on how this Schreiber can shape the war. I've heard rumors out of Italy as it is, we have spies convinced they have a destroyer running around."

Germany and Italy both? What about Japan, then?

It was safe to say that Thompson believed Japan wouldn't be far behind her allies. Not when they had been the first to clue in on ship girls in the future. This war was going to get a lot more complicated, even ignoring the idea of a German Admiral being able to talk with the girls. As impossible as that sounded.

"Schreiber..." Thompson mouthed the name, trying to think if he had heard it before.

Was this a man who had existed in the past and never reached flag rank? Was it a man who had popped into existence because of the changes he had made? Or...was this a man from his time? Never before had Thompson hated himself more, for the fact he had never been high enough ranked to know the other Admirals in the future. He had only known a couple, like Takeda, that he had actually worked with. He couldn't begin to say who the German Admiral had been.

Was it Schreiber? He both welcomed and dreaded the idea.

No no no. I'm paranoid enough as is. I can't obsess over this...I'll just have to ask Churchill to get me in touch, somehow. Then I can ask questions. For now, I have to assume he's from this time, not my own. Because if I'm not the only one who came back...who's to say there isn't someone in Japan, right now? Or Russia? Or Italy?

Sucking in a breath, the American Admiral calmed his rapidly beating heart. "Admiral Lütjens?"

"Ja?"

"Can you tell me everything you know about Schreiber? If I'm going to make any guesses about how he can talk to the spirits, I need to know about him." Thompson had ulterior motives, of course, but the fact remained...he needed to know more.

Lütjens may or may not have clued in on what the Admiral was asking, but he just nodded. "I can't tell you much, I'm afraid. I only knew him as Blücher's Captain. I'll tell you everything I can, however, as I'm interested in the answer as well."

"Good, good. We'll call this meeting over for now." Churchill clapped his hands, waving at the door. "I have work to do, and papers to look over." Here, he pointed at the stack that Utah had left on his desk. "We will talk more about this, rest assured. I have as many questions as I do answers, now."

Thompson felt much the same way, for the first time in a long time...



...speaking of long times, this took much longer than I wanted. But anyone who reads my other threads knows what work put me through. Hell, anyone who read this thread knows that. At least I'm out of there now, though I need to find a new job.

Either way, this chapter is a bit longer than my current average. Kind of got away from me a bit, tbh. Hopefully it worked out. Even if it is a lot of talking more than anything else >.>

I will do the meeting with Roosevelt as a flashback omake thing, maybe this week if I have time and muse fuel.
 
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Chapter 58
Chapter 58

Sitting in his bed, James Thompson stared up at the ceiling. He had not moved once since returning to this hotel room. Utah had left to get food and he'd barely even looked. He was entirely too preoccupied by thoughts that refused to leave him. All about one man and what he meant for this war.

Gustav Schreiber. The name means nothing to me. But his actions...goddamnit. I can't make any sense of what he's doing unless he's like me. That can't be possible though, we still don't even know how I'm here. I can't believe that someone else came back like this. Yet...

Sucking in a breath, Thompson held up a hand and stared at it, as if it could answer his questions. No answers would come.

"Yeah, that's about what I expected." With a soft chuckle, the Admiral let his hand fall back down. His eyes shifted, just enough, to look over at papers Churchill had sent to his room. "This is a mess. I thought dealing with the President was bad enough. Sometimes I wish I'd just kept my mouth shut and stuck with Sara until the War ended..."

Well, that was a lie. He couldn't regret the work he was doing to save lives. Things had been so much simpler, though, when all he was doing was talking with Sara and the others.

"I'm not going to get anything done just sitting here. Need to think about what I'm going to do." Rolling over in bed, the young Admiral climbed back to his feet and walked over to the desk and the papers. "Schreiber...what's going through your head right now? If you aren't like me, why are you doing this? I don't remember anyone doing anything like this in my time."

Granted, this entire timeline has been just a bit off since I woke up on Sara. So can I really predict anything at all? For all I know this is just an entirely different timeline from start to finish. The Japanese attacked early, after all. Sighing once more, the Admiral picked up a picture of Bismarck moored beside Tirpitz and Scharnhorst in a fjord. Well, nothing for it. I've been asked to figure this man out, so I should probably do that.

Setting the picture down, Thompson sat at the desk and crossed his legs. His eyes roamed over the papers, looking for any clues that he could work with. Anything that would give him a clearer picture of the man on the other side of the War. What did he know, really? Gustav Schreiber had begun in command of Blücher and no one in Britain- not even Lütjens -knew his previous career. The man hadn't done anything truly notable until the action against the Norwegians.

It had been a pain to wrack his own memory on the matter, but Thompson was fairly certain that Blücher was supposed to sink there. He vaguely remembered the Germans losing a brand new cruiser in that campaign, though it was so vague he couldn't be certain.

"So we have someone save a ship that should have sunk, and no idea of what he was doing before that." Thompson scratched his chin, and winced slightly. That was hardly helping the issue of 'is Schreiber also from the future or not?' since it was exactly what Thompson had been trying to do. "Okay...not proving anything. What has he done since then?"

Picking up other papers, the Admiral continued to read. Schreiber had been promoted up to Admiral and given command of Bismarck and Blücher as a battlegroup upon the former's commissioning. That had leapfrogged Lütjens, yet wasn't really indicative of anything else. The original Admiral of Bismarck was in Britain now, after all. So. Schreiber did well in Norway and got to be in charge of the newest battleship in Germany. He took the ship out on one major raid and disabled a British battleship while capturing- not sinking -a convoy. He hadn't even sunk the battleship, though Revenge had been a functional loss anyway.

What was stranger than that, was how he sent the message to Revenge. Schreiber, somehow, knew about the ship spirits. He knew, and he was using it to try and get the British to support him against Hitler and the Soviets. How? And why? He was so specific about the Soviets...

I wonder.

Looking down at his hands, Thompson thought back to his last meeting with the President. He had discussed similar things, hadn't he?

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In the dimness of the Oval Office, Admiral Thompson stared at the President. Roosevelt stared back, a cigarette casting flickers of light in his eyes as he took a drag of it. The President let his hand fall from his lips, blowing out a cloud of thick tobacco smoke. His sharp eyes staring directly into the much younger man, as if he was looking for something. It was always like this. Roosevelt, more than anyone else, knew how to read Thompson.

He always had.

"You are far from the first to raise concerns about Stalin." Roosevelt's voice was as strong as ever. Even with the stress of war and the knowledge of what was to come, the man maintained his composure and strength of will. His body may be failing him, yet his mind remained sharp. "It is a foolish man who trusts the word of a dictator with no concerns, nor complaints. However, I have seen little enough indication he plans on doing what you suggest. If nothing else, the Soviets are hardly in a position to dictate terms with the Germans at the gates of Moscow."

Thompson nodded, his own hands far from the cigarette that Roosevelt had offered him. "It certainly looks that way, doesn't it? If I didn't know how things were going, I'd think the Germans were about to win. But they won't. And the country is going to spend decades staring the Soviets down in Europe."

"Hm. Perhaps." Roosevelt replied, an amicable tone to his voice. "Perhaps what you knew is different from what will happen. Certainly I still find it hard to believe, even after everything you've been proven correct about. I may not trust Stalin completely, however, I trust enough to know that making a friend is better than viewing everyone who disagrees with us as an enemy." Tapping the table, as much to clear his cigarette as to make a point, the President continued. "Like it or not, the Soviets are our ally in this battle. We must acknowledge that and that, God willing, they survive this war in a shape to help us rebuild the World when all is said and done."

It was no secret that FDR trusted the Soviets more than anyone else did. He thought that he could work with them and tame the worst impulses of Stalin and his clique. It wasn't an incorrect belief, from what Thompson knew. Certainly Stalin had gotten along better with Roosevelt than anyone else, and vice-versa. Yet, he couldn't help but feel it was somewhat naive. The Cold War wouldn't have happened if the Soviets could be trusted...right? They were, even now, riddling the American government and the Manhattan Project with spies. His knowledge of that particular project had largely been what convinced the President he was telling the truth.

And the explosion of anger at the Soviet spies, captured after Thompson remembered the names of a couple- only a couple, he was no historian -of the more prominent ones? It was legendary to behold.

"I...well." Thompson sucked in a deep breath, and squared his shoulders. "I'm not going to say we should be ready to stab Stalin in the back when the War's over, or anything like that. I didn't grow up in the Cold War. Everything about that is...second-hand to me. Though, if my father or grandfather were in this room right now, they'd be screaming in your face that we should stop supplying anything to the Soviets and let them and the Nazis kill each other off and wipe our hands of the whole mess, other than stopping the Holocaust."

Roosevelt raised an eyebrow, yet said nothing. He simply took another puff of his cigarette and let the Admiral continue speaking.

"I can't claim to understand it, but my parents and grandparents lived through it, sir. They lived in a world where everyone was constantly afraid of the entire human race blowing themselves up with nuclear weapons. The Soviets spent millions, billions, of dollars and spent thousands of lives propping up Communist states across the world. From the day the war with Hitler ended, until the day the Wall fell, we were at ideological war with the Soviets." Thompson shook his head and sighed. "Again, I didn't live through that. I'm more worried about how many people are dying right now, and if we have to work with the Soviets to stop that, we should. I just..."

"You desire to stop the bloodshed and avoid the suffering of what you know as the post-war world." The President spoke, his face wreathed in smoke. His face was unreadable, yet his eyes held a certain sympathetic glint to them. He sighed as well, and looked down at the table. "I do understand what you are telling me, Admiral. I do not even doubt that you are correct. It hasn't escaped me that the Soviets would happily take all of Eastern Europe for their own. Nor do I doubt that they would cause such an orgy of destruction upon the Germans that it would make the Great War appear as children playing with toys."

Here, the President looked as if he wanted to stand and pace around his desk. He could not. Sighing once more, Roosevelt simply stared at Thompson with tired eyes.

"Yet, the other choice is to allow the Germans to do much the same, if not worse. What you have told me of the Holocaust...I would not have believed it, coming from anyone else. Even as much as I loathe Hitler and his followers, the idea that the German people would willingly slaughter millions upon millions out of a misguided belief in racial superiority...it boggles the mind. I never doubted that we were on a righteous path in our quest to destroy that loathsome government. Your words merely proved my point correct."

Thompson nodded, his own shoulders slumping tiredly. "Japan isn't much better. If there was ever a war where one side was completely evil, this is it. I'm not going to say we shouldn't do everything we can to win this as quickly as possible, and most of my focus is on the Pacific and my girls anyway. I just...you asked me about the future. I can't rightfully tell you about it without mentioning the Cold War and warning you about what Stalin is going to do, as soon as the War is over."

Shrugging helplessly, Thompson looked at the President with a crooked smile. "East Germany and Eastern Europe were not nice places, and I don't think being even nicer to the Soviets is going to do much to convince them to listen. They happily stomped down on anyone who thought about being anything other than hardcore Communist to the end. We have to help them and I will never say otherwise, though."

"Rest assured, Admiral. If nothing else, your words and the capture of the spies has convinced me that we should be more careful in our handling of that relationship. I still trust Stalin further than I would ever trust Hitler or anyone who is in his government, but I will not make the same mistakes you told me of." Roosevelt held a hand out, and Thompson reached out to take it. The President gripped it tightly, his hand showing no signs of the weakness of his body. "I assure you, I will do what I can to safeguard Democracy in Europe and Asia. So long as I live, I will fight for that. Even if it is at odds with our allies."

"As long as we win this war, I think I can deal with whatever else comes after it. As long as we don't die in a nuclear war." Thompson smiled, and Roosevelt chuckled softly. "Or the Abyssals showing up."

"And there is something you will have to tell me more about, before you head to Britain..."


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Looking back at the message from Admiral Schreiber, the American let his head fall to his desk. A deep sigh escaped his lips at the memory and the thoughts of how he was going to explain this to Roosevelt.

"A German Admiral who wants to unseat the Nazis and sign a peace that is unconditional, other than keeping Stalin from getting his gloves all over Germany." Thompson muttered, turning the words over in his head. He already knew what the President would say. "Damn it all...Roosevelt isn't going to want to play ball on that, not without some sort of promise to turn over anyone who committed war crimes. Even then, how the hell are we going to tell Stalin to not march into Germany after what the Germans did?"

As he had told the President, the Cold War was a distant thing for him. In a lot of ways, World War Two- even before he had ended up living it -was more real to him than the Cold War. He knew plenty of girls who had lived and died in the War, after all. He couldn't say the same for Cold Warriors, and since he hadn't had to live with the threat of nukes hanging over his head, he couldn't remotely claim to understand it. He knew that Imperial Japan and Nazi Germany were evil. In his heart and his mind.

It was harder to think the same about the Soviets, simply because he hadn't experienced it.

Can I blame Schreiber for wanting to protect his country, though? If I were living in Germany, I wouldn't want to have the Soviets merrily rampaging across the country, looting and raping as they go. No matter how justified they are in doing that. Or feel they are...I couldn't justify raping innocent women or slaughtering men who had no crime but working a farm.

This was part of why he had been content with his little corner of the War to be. Helping the ship girls to survive and limiting the damage Japan could do at Pearl and beyond. That was nice and simple. He hadn't had to worry about the politics of it all, or about how the Eastern Front was a mess where no one was the good guy, just that the Soviets had more cause for their coming blood-rage than the Nazis did.

Fucking hell, it all kept coming back around to the fact he had no practical experience with the Soviets or what they would do. Intellectually, he knew that letting them have Eastern Europe and start the Cold War would be a disaster. That countries would be stripped bare and turned into meat-shield colonies for the Soviets, and it wasn't just going to be Germany. Emotionally, he couldn't get past the fact that the Soviets were the ones having millions of their people herded up and slaughtered by the Nazis right now. It made getting into Schreiber's head almost impossible for him. He just....he just didn't have the ability to do it.

"I miss Sara." Thompson grunted, slamming his head against his desk repeatedly. "I miss Enterprise. I miss Halsey being an asshole to everyone. It was so much simpler and I don't like what I'm having to do now."

A soft cough caused him to stop the repeated slamming, and instead turn his green-gaze towards the doorway. Utah stood there, holding a tray of food with a worried smile on her face. "I apologize, Admiral. Am I interrupting something important?"

"Nah, just me complaining about how my life sucks now." Thompson replied, waving a hand at the way Utah tilted her head in confusion. "Don't worry, I'll figure things out. So, you do what you needed to do?"

Utah smiled, and moved to set the tray down on the newly-clear desk. "Yes, I did. Talking with Victory was...interesting. I think I'll be meeting with her again before we go home, if that isn't a problem?"

Shrugging and scooting over so Utah had somewhere to sit, the Admiral smiled. "I don't see why not. Besides, we both need to talk to more people. I've been cooped up too much."

"I doubt that you would complain, or that Sister Sara would." Utah smiled back, happily grabbing an apple from the tray.

To his credit, Thompson only blushed a little bit as he reached out and grabbed a piece of fruit for himself. As the two of them ate in silence, the young man could only think. His train of thought had been derailed by Utah's arrival...but maybe that wasn't a bad thing? She could probably give him some more material to work with, anyway. Another voice to talk to and another person to bounce ideas off of. If he just kept up as he had, he'd keep running himself in circles.

He wasn't, and never would be, a politician. All of the political questions were way above his pay grade, yet here he was. The curses of being useful. For something that was out of his control, even.

"Hey, Utah." Thompson asked, when he had no food in his mouth. The battleship- on her third sandwich, now -turned and gave him a sheepish smile. Thompson just smiled back. "I was wondering what you thought about Schreiber? I can't really get into his head, myself, since I've never been in the same kind of position."

Utah swallowed the sandwich, a thoughtful expression flitting across her scarred face. "Honestly, the same is true for me, Admiral. However..." Tapping her chin, Utah leaned back in her chair and looked up a little. "From what we know, he seems to be a man in a difficult place, trying to do the best he can for his country? I know I would do anything to protect America and, more importantly, to protect my daughters. I...you've seen how far I can go, if I must."

The haunted look in her eyes prompted Thompson to place a comforting hand on her arm and give it a little squeeze. "No one blames you for that, y'know. You lost control because you were angry. Happens to us all, every once in a while."

"I know...it still hurts when I remember, though." Utah returned the smile he gave her, and placed her free hand on his own. "I do not really understand all of the political issues myself, but that is what I feel. He feels the same as I do, just for his entire country instead of for a few daughters. Until we talk to him ourselves, I really can't say anything else."

Thompson nodded, "Until we talk to him ourselves..."

The two fell silent, returning to their meal as they were lost in their own thoughts. Utah in her memories of the Pearl Harbor attack. Thompson in thoughts of Schreiber and his motivations. Perhaps he really did just need to talk to the man, face to face. Or as close as they could manage, on opposing sides of the greatest war in human history. If he could talk to the man, he could understand more of his motivations. Why he fought on for a Germany he clearly hated.

Why he was doing everything he possibly could to preserve Germany and keep Stalin out, against all the odds.

Schreiber...I can't understand you, not yet. But maybe I can at least try. If nothing else, I would love to believe we can end this war before so many people have to die...



Hasn't really been a fun few months, but I think everyone can understand that. Toss in that this chapter fought me something fierce and...well. Yeah. Hopefully it lives up to the wait, at least >.>

The hardest part is getting the right mix with Thompson here. He doesn't have anywhere near the emotional connection to things that Schreiber does. He doesn't much like Stalin or the Soviets, but for Thompson, it's more in the way of 'I know they're brutal and we are in a Cold War for decades' sort of way. He didn't live it like the German Admiral did. To him, WW2 and the Nazis/Japanese are a much more real thing than the Soviets ever were.

He's still going to tell Roosevelt that he shouldn't trust Stalin farther than he can throw him, but in a 'you asked me about the future, so I'm telling you' sort of way. Instead of a 'you killed my father, prepare to die.' sort of way. Intellectual vs Emotional.

Hopefully that worked out.

(equally difficult is the Roosevelt view on Stalin, since so much of that is subject to biased reporting, one way or the other. It's difficult to get to the meat of that in research, which took up a lot of time in making this. Not helped by Roosevelt's views on Stalin evolving during the war, once they met in person.)
 
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