The Queen Who Was
Nineteenth Day of the Twelfth Month 292 AC
... She remembered the pain and the darkness, as the world slipped away bit by bit the screaming and the cold, the fear that went beyond them all... and then the world slipped away, first the cold, then the pain, and at last even the darkness became something else... but the fear did not pass...
Rhaella Targaryen, daughter of a king, sister and wife to another, felt soft earth beneath her. She shivered in the strange cold.
Had it all been a dream? Where was she? It did not feel like the deck of a ship. With mounting dread she realized she could not hear her daughter. Panicked, her eyes snapped open to see only a cave ceiling pierced by bone-white roots. Without thought she started to rise to her feet. She moved easily... too easily. How long had it been?
Just as her eyes began to adjust to the gloom of the cave she heard a voice at once familiar and strange. "Mother?" A moment's pause. "Do you recognize me?"
The woman turned on the spot as swiftly as she ever had in her youth, not a single ache or pain.
Was she dead? The thought sent a cold shiver down her spine. What she saw made the words catch in her throat. "Rh... Rhaegar?" He seemed younger than when last she had seen him, and garbed not in armor gilded with dragons but simple robes in the colors of fire, his cloak lost in the shadows, and in his hand not a sword but a staff of white. By his side stood a knight whose armor was etched with tongues of fire, and on the other an angel with wings of gold, hair like spun silver, and eyes of piercing amethyst.
A part of her was glad that it was finally over, that she could rest, and she hated herself for it. There was no sorrow in the heavens, she remembered reading that line many times.
"It's Viserys," he said softly, and just like that the fear, her greatest fear, fell away.
Then the questions rushed back, each clamoring to be asked. "How...?" Rhaella's voice sounded strange to her own ears, stronger than it had been before.
"I know I look different. It's been a long time." The words were hesitant as she had never heard him speak before, as though... as though he feared she would break, the way Rhaegar would speak to her sometimes, but as she looked upon his face she knew him for her younger son now grown into a man's years.
How could she have slept so long?
As he reached out to touch her she laced her fingers through his. It did not feel like a dream born of fever. It felt real, and Rhaella clung to that feeling with all her strength.
"You're alive again." The words did not make sense at first, like they had been spoken in another language... then they hit her like a hammer. "Again...?" Some distant part of her wondered in a sort of mad fancy if she could only speak one word at a time now.
"Hello, mother," the angel spoke in a voice like silver bells. "I'm Daenerys. I know I do not look much like when last you saw me, in more ways than one." A smile lit up her features, too sly for any angel surely. Now that she looked beyond the otherworldly beauty she could see parts of herself and of Aerys in the... child's face. Her child, whom she had only caught a glimpse of before...
"Why are you like that?" Five words this time. The world spun around her, but she refused to let go, too faint to wake up. Even if this was a dream she could make it last a moment longer.
"I know you have questions," Viserys said softly. "But believe that you are truly here and we are your children.
Nothing will change that." There was a fierce certainty behind those words unlike anything Rhaella had ever heard. She let herself believe.
"Farewell, your grace. May we met again in dreams, perhaps in flesh," spoke a voice that was a slow rattling whisper like death itself come to claim her.
Instinctively Rhaella turned, hand still holding tight to her son. Seeing beyond the chasm and the thin bridge of stone the horror of ruined flesh that should be dead yet was not, the single staring eye, she screamed, the sound echoing through the chamber. But in the same instant she stepped fully between it and her children.
"It's alright, mother. Lord Bloodraven isn't going to hurt you," Viserys spoke quickly, stepping forward. "He's the one who helped bring you back."
Bloodraven... the name brought back the fears of her girlhood when her nanny would scare her with tales of the Arch Sorcerer and his dark ways. Even then she had not believed them all, for she had been a serious and sensible child, but here and now looking upon the single crimson eye that stared at her from amidst pale roots...
weirwood roots she realized, she believed them all and more.
What dreadful price had her children paid this ancient monster for such an impossible sorcery?
As she watched in mute horror her daughter stepped into the chasm and with two beats of her wings she reached the tangled nest of roots and laid a small peck upon his withered cheek. "Farewell, uncle Brynden, and thank you for all your help. I will search for you in the Dream," she said fondly.
"It
does get easier, your grace," a familiar voice called... the knight, she recognized him now, Ser Richard Lonmouth, though looking older and more weathered than when last she had seen him at Rhaegar's side.
OOC: There... This interlude has been rattling around inside my head for years. I'm going to need a vote for what you do next and what you explain to Rhaella as you do it.