I know, if that's what we really want from life, let's spend our Boon on the highest shelves that can ever be made!
This isn't just a philosophical question by the way, since we do happen to have a one time key that can go a long way to fulfilling what Mathilde "wants". But unless what we know what that is, if anything, it's hard to actually get anywhere in discussion and everyone just talks past one another, which results in angry posters, heated discussions and accusations of bad faith.
It could be, so, so much easier if we could all agree Mathilde wants something, or even better yet, argue Mathilde wants many things, but the priority in which she places them is the point of contention. But until we can actualize what Mathilde wants, it's very hard for a real discussion to start isn't it?
I think that's why alot of people in the last vote didn't like any of the options on offer, because it wasn't really clear that this is what they want to see Mathilde really want, but they themselves don't know
what Mathilde actually wants if you know what I mean.
Is Mathilde still
Strollendreki as she introduced herself to Belegar almost 4 years ago, seeking something to seek?
Could we just donate the money to whoever we think most deserving? Maybe continue paying taxes to the grey college for good will as well?
Just look at the previous posts: the thread wants five different things. Why? Why does this sync with Mathilde's heartfelt motivations?
Or perhaps she's like the poor protagonist of Twitch Plays Pokemon, where voters scream a thousand contradictory commands into her head?
Yeah, but until we know what Mathilde wants as a person, who is to say who Mathilde thinks is most deserving? Why not contribute to Shallya, as a good servant of Ranald does? Why not use it to hire more underlings to pursue her own personal research projects.... wait, we can already do that with GC and Favors, without having to share the credit, so why not do that? Maybe she could convert her money to favor incomes, to upkeep good stuff that has a favor upkeep but not so much a GC upkeep?
This is truly Divided Loyalties indeed, when Mathilde wants many things,
but is unclear in her head what she actually wants in her heart of hearts.
Maybe this is Mathilde:
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