I honestly didn't have a goal when writing this. I just felt like writing for once and asked Discord for some ideas. With the stipulation the focus stays on my usual self-indulgent, fluffy themes.
BTW this hasn't really been looked over, I'm just gonna post it and worry about an edit later.
Anyway...
@yrsillar
Edit: huh, well that's some timing. Ninja'd by an update.
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"Tell me, does this not feel unreal to you at times?" Ling Qingge says, turning away from the scenery to give her eldest a slight, teasing smile. "Or mayhaps such sights no longer register as fantastical to my worldly daughter?"
In front of the pair, a lake shimmers with the rays of the sun high above them. Light refracts off the still, calm water's surface, varnishing the world with a dazzling kaleidoscope of light and color. In the shallows, small water sprites dance between reeds swaying to the tune of a gentle breeze. The unnatural clarity of the lake allows for the sight of mundane fish chasing each other along the lakebed. And most fantastical of all to any passing mortal's eyes, a young child clamors roughly to the top of a legendary Xuanwu's shell, only to throw herself off it into the water, shrieking with joyous, carefree laughter.
"There is some truth to your words, mother." Ling Qi admits wryly.
"Oh?" Ling Qingge raises a brow inquisitively. "How so?"
Tucking her legs underneath herself, Ling Qi brings her chilled tea to her lips for a contemplative sip before speaking. "When I came to the sect I admit I was so concerned with survival I do not believe I ever truly absorbed the sights I found myself surrounded with. Not to a degree they deserved at any rate."
"And now?"
"It is as you say, I find myself inured to visions of wonder that would surely make most mortals gawk and marvel at the beauty on display. Though…" Ling Qi trails off, a gentle smile overcoming her features. "That's not to say I've lost the ability to appreciate my surroundings completely."
Turning to her mother, Ling Qi waves her hand at the scene before them as if in proof.
"I have spent countless hours composing and contemplating in quiet moonlit vistas, and lonely mist filled valleys. And there is a serene beauty in those stolen moments that I cannot fully express without the aid of my music, but that is equally true of moments like this isn't it?"
Ling Qingge looks over the sparkling lake framing her youngest daughter as she frolics and splashes through the shallows, a giant tortoise lumbering behind her guilelessly, and a swaying serpent mindfully eyeing any curious minor spirit that gets too close with a gimlet eye.
"Yes," the older woman murmurs, eyes fixed on the scene. "You're right."
The two women sit there for a time, neither feeling the need to fill the comfortable silence that grows between them. Though not all present are so understanding.
<Must you always make things so gloomy, Ling Qi?>
Ling Qi gives a mental
harumph at her nosey muses interjection. '
I'd hardly consider the mood gloomy.'
<What would you call it then?>
'Solem? Complentative?'
<Pssh!>
Ling Qi scrunches her nose at the phantom sensation of a raspberry being blown against her ear.
'Don't be so crude, Sixiang.'
<But Qiiiii,> Sixiang whines playfully,
<aren't those words simply another way to express gloominess?>
Ling Qi doesn't bother responding verbally, instead sending her muse the mental equivalent of an eye roll.
Turning back to her mother, Ling Qi reaches into an expanded basket she'd brought along for the outing. Pulling out a steaming plate of noodles, she breaks the silence. "Should we eat now then?" Looking up at the sky she remarks. "It's well past noon and I imagine Biyu will be getting cranky soon if she doesn't get something in her stomach."
"I don't know where that girl gets her appetite from. She'll eat until she bursts if you let her." Ling Qingge shakes her head in exasperation. "But to answer your question, yes, I think now is a good time. Let's get everything set up then call your glutton of a sister over."
Ling Qi laughs but tellingly doesn't offer words in her sister's defense.
Instead she continues pulling food from the basket. Fragrant bowls of soup steam the air as mouthwatering dumplings tempt the senses. A pot of earthy tea is set down alongside jugs of fresh fruit juice and crisp, cool water. Next, plates of succulent meat and exotic vegetables join the spread, and though Ling Qi declines to retrieve them until after the food is cleared away, bowls of sweet desert remain hidden in stasis inside the basket.
Ling Qi and her mother place the food around where they kneel on a comfortable tarp inlaid with formations to keep it dry and warm. Ling Qi could have of course had a proper pavilion set up for the afternoon, but she'd decided against it in the hopes of keeping the occasion as informal as possible. An endeavor supported by the decision to not bring along any servants or nannies. It was just the Ling family today.
With the food prepared, Ling Qingge raises her voice to call her youngest from her play.
"Biyu!"
Yet, the young girl remains ignorant of her mother's calls and the waiting food, too busy splashing after a small school of minnows that remain tauntingly out of her short reach.
"BIYU!" Ling Qingge calls again, her tone sharp in a manner instinctively feared by misbehaving children.
A shrieking giggle is the only response as the youngest Ling dives forward. Her tiny targets scatter, but that hardly seems to matter as Biyu gets to her knees, the water splashing up around her chest, and throws her head back in laughter even as she readies herself for another graceless lunge.
Ling Qingge motions to stand, apparently deciding a physical retrieval would be needed for her distractible child, but Ling Qi places a quelling hand on her mother's shoulder.
The elder Ling looks curiously at her eldest, but settles back into her spot with no complaint.
"Biyu." Ling Qi speaks calmly, voice raised no louder than it would be if Biyu was sitting next to her. "Come. Lunch is ready."
Using her qi, Ling Qi captures the gentle afternoon breeze and uses it to carry her words directly to her sister's ears. Biyu perks up at the familiar voice, turning quickly towards where Ling Qi and Ling Qingge are seated.
"Sissy!"
She makes for an amusing image, scrambling from the water like a skittish colt. Meanwhile Zhengui remains behind, clearly in no rush to retreat from the cool water lapping at his feet. In contrast, sprinting her way up the shore, Biyu's robes clings to her wet skin as she sends droplets of water flying in every direction. Wet strands of hair clump and stick to her neck, and her eyes are rimmed red from keeping her eyes open underwater.
Coming to a dripping stop in front of the now food ladden tarp, Biyu blinks innocently up at her sister, who hides a laugh behind her sleeve, and mother, who openly shakes her head in loving exasperation.
"Biyu," Ling Qingge sighs, "you're sopping wet. You'll get sick." Despite the scolding, one hand is already reaching for a dry towel.
Biyu's drowned puppy look strangely brings to mind Renxiang in Ling Qi's thoughts. Not because of any similarity of course, but because of the humorous idea of what her liege's reaction would be to the state of her disheveled sister.
<Come now, you know full well that girl is not so inflexible as to scold a child for her mess.> Sixiang chimes before teasing.
<Though she may scold you for allowing her to devolve to such a state.>
Moving forward, Ling Qi wordlessly takes the towel from her mother's hands, allowing the older woman to instead begin combing her sister's locks free of tangles.
'I did not say she was! It was simply an amusing fancy, besides, we both know Rexiang, while as unyielding as ever, is nonetheless much less rigid than she was when we first met.'
<Again, don't those words mean the same thing?>
Ignoring her muse for the moment, Ling Qi infuses her qi into the air around her and commands a warm, comforting breeze to buffet her sister from all sides. The water that clung to Biyu is evaporated unnaturally by the qi-powered wind, and despite her robes now being toasty and warm, as if only recently dried over a merrily smoldering fire, Biyu pouts up at her sister, cheeks puffed up in aimless indignation.
Seeing the expression, Ling Qi chuckles and tucks a now dry strand of hair behind Biyu's ear, before stroking her cheek tenderly. At the same time, she responds to Sixiang's earlier remark.
'You are the last being I want to hear claim that words have only a single meaning—I'd almost think it'd be entirely against your nature.'
<You'd be correct, but fortunately, tormenting—or rather—inspiring you is even more central to my nature, so I can make an exception.>
'It seems an artist's muse truly is their greatest foe.' Laments Ling Qi sarcastically.
Sixiang's taunting laughter is their only response, and Ling Qi focuses back on her sister and mother.
Still pouting up at her big sister, Biyu crosses her arms in a playful huff as she exclaims. "Sissy! I didn't need that! It tickled and Biyu wasn't even that wet!"
"Oh?
That tickled did it." Ling Qi leers playfully, extending her fingers in mock threat. "Are you sure? Should we test your resolve?"
"Sis no! Sissy!" Biyu squeals in protest as Ling Qi lunges at her.
The elder girl wraps her arms around her little sister, picking her up and tucking her close to her chest. The vibrations of Biyu's squirming giggles run through Ling Qi's body as she sends her fingers questing along Biyu's sides.
"Sissy Biyu is sorry! Very sorry!"
Ling Qi looks at her mother who's features mark her as the personification of exasperation. "Well, mother? Do you think she's
really sorry?"
"Ling Qi…" Ling Qingge sighs, shaking her head and doing her best to look serious. Her resolve crumbles when a desperate cry of "mommy help!" is aimed her way, and a fond smile edges its way across her features like the sun shyly peeking out behind the towering mountains of the Wall. "That's enough, I think your sister has learned her lesson."
"Somehow I doubt that." Ling Qi remarks wryly as, when let back down onto her feet, Biyu scrunches her nose up at her cutely while simultaneously maneuvering to hide behind the safety of her mother's body.
"Maybe so." Ling Qingge agrees ruefully. "Though your constant spoiling may have something to do with that."
Ling Qi conspicuously doesn't respond right away as she sits herself back down, shooting a smile towards the approaching Zhengui who has decided to join the rest of the family on the shore. As the legendary spirit beast arrives and settles down next to her, Ling Qi turns to answer her mother's gripe.
"Maybe you're right." Ling Qi reaches up to stroke Gui's snout as he dozes in the afternoon sun, the motion soothing in its familiarity. "But Biyu will have plenty of opportunities to make mistakes in the future. For now I'll enjoy being there to catch her."
"Mhmmph!" Biyu harrumphs. She's seated properly now, a plate of food on her lap and utensils gripped tightly in her small hands, and through a mouthful of food she lets her opinion be known. "But Biyu doesn't make mistakes sissy!"
"Oh? Ling Qi asks, amused.
"Ummhm." The little girl hums in consent, self-assured in the way only a child can be. "Mommy says I'm a very sweet girl." She finishes matter of factly.
"Well that's true. Maybe it's all the sweets you eat?"
"Sissy…" Biyu sighs, exasperated with her silly sister. "That's not how food works!"
Ling Qi deposits a spoonful of flavored ice-chips into her mouth and raises a brow, amused. "Oh, how does it work then?"
"It's obvious! Nanny told me that food goes down into the tummy where it gets chewed up and makes Biyu big and strong."
"Hmm." Ling Qi mimes thinking about it for a moment. "Then something must be going wrong."
"Huh?"
"How come you aren't big and strong yet?"
"Sissy!" Biyu throws her hands up in disbelief. "It takes time! I'll be big and strong soon, like sister Hanyi, big sis and mommy!"
Ling Qi chuckles, ruffling her sister's dark locks before demuring. "Yes, I'm sure you will be."
Biyu seems to think that's the end of the conversation as she turns back to focus on her food. In her place, Ling Qingge, who had been watching the back and forth over a steaming cup of tea, speaks up.
"And where is Hanyi today if you don't mind me asking?"
Ling Qi turns to her mother and shakes her head. "Of course I don't mind. She declined the invitation to focus on a new song she's composing. She's up on the mountain top now." Leaning on her little brother's shell, Ling Qi continues. "She is really quite diligent about her performances."
<I'm not too surprised, that little rascal loves being the center of attention after all.> Sixiang chimes in cheekily as their current form, a small, androgynous doll-like silhouette that blurs at the edges, pops up on Ling Qi's shoulder.
Ling Qingge exhibits her acclimatization to the strange happenings of her daughter by only allowing a brief tightening of her fingers around her teacup to betray her surprise at the sudden appearance.
The topic of Hanyi also stirs the final member of their outing to speak.
"Hanyi has been too busy lately, this Zhen will scold her later." The snake tailed head hisses, displeased, while Gui cracks a drooping eye open to admonish his other half. "Selfish Zhen should not distract Hanyi from her music!"
Ling Qi smiles and runs her hand across the rough surface of the giant snake-tortoise's shell. "How about once we get Biyu settled down at home we go visit Hanyi on the mountain's peak?"
"Gui would like that." Her little brother states guileless. And while Zhen declines to answer, his lack of denial is, in of itself, an answer.
Ling Qi turns to her sister as Zhengui settles back down and Sixiang dematerialises back into her dantian.
"You hear that Biyu? Almost time to go."
"But-but dessert?!"
"What about dessert?"
"Sissy don't tease!"
Ling Qi looks around at the spread of food arrayed on the tarp, much of the plates still half full. She made a mental note to ask her mother to offer the leftovers to her friends in the manor so as not to waste the high-quality fare.
"But I don't see any dessert."
"Sissy! Don't tease! It's in the magic box."
"Very well…" Ling Qi sighs, slowly reaching into the expanded basket. "Dessert then we'll call it for the afternoon, okay?"
"Hmm." Biyu nods once in compliance.
But when Ling Qi withdraws her hand from the basket, Biyu's eyes widen in shock.
"Sissy! That's not dessert!"
"Of course it is. Carrot sticks are tasty, and very healthy too."
"No! No! No!" Cries Biyu at the indignity. "Mommy, sissy is teasing me!"
Ling Qingge shakes her head, shooting a stern look her eldest's way. "Don't torture your sister so. Besides, I thought you were looking for her to wind down, all you've managed is to rile her up."
Ling Qi smothers a laugh, but nonetheless reaches back into the basket to pull out a platter of crumbling pastries glazed with jams and icing. Placing the plate in front of her pouting sister, Ling Qi shoots a small smile her mother's way, a contrite expression on her features. "I'm sorry, I know you are going to be the one that has to deal with her later."
Her mother waves it off. "Think nothing of it. The sugar would have done the same regardless."
"I really do make your life harder, don't I?" Ling Qi jokes lightly.
"Oh you worry this old maid to be sure, but this is a trait shared between all daughters and mothers, not just you and I."
The words bring to mind Renxiang's situation, but Ling Qi wrenches her mind from those troubles and responds in the proper lighthearted manner.
"Yet, I'd wager I bring more worry than most."
"Mayhaps that's the case, but I find myself not minding."
The two share a quiet smile that says more than a hundred books could, and they silently agree to leave the conversation there.
The rest of the afternoon is absorbed by Biyu's insistence that she should get another chance to swim in the lake before she gets taken home, but it's an argument she loses to Ling Qingge's experienced handling.
So, as the sun begins to lower, edging closer to twilight, the Ling family packs the food and tarp away and climbs onto the back of Zhengui to begin the trek back to the manor.
The trip passes peacefully with Biyu nattering on about her friends in the village, and Ling Qi and her mother idly discussing household matters.
Biyu does make something of a fuss when it's time for Ling qi to leave, but her nanny takes her away to clean up, and the two elder Ling members share a quiet goodbye before Ling Qi slips into a shadow and begins her journey to the snowy mountain top where Hanyi awaits
As the world flashes by around her, and with Sixiang and Zhengui tucked safely in her dantian, Ling Qi reflects on the idyllic lakeside day with her mortal family.
The world she finds herself increasingly a part of is endlessly complicated, with feuds, intrigue, and constant competition. And it is because of this that Ling Qi is unable to put into words the gratitude she holds for those serene moments where all her external worries slip away for a time, and all that's left is the comfortable reality of her family, both mortal and spirits.
Ling Qi vows to herself she won't allow these moments to slip away from her, regardless of what's to come.
Fin