Children of Dragons
Twenty-Ninth Day of the Ninth Month 293 AC
You do not have much time to ponder the matter, for silence can be damning, a show of distrust that you can ill afford. On the heels of that thought comes another, you do not distrust Zherys, not in this at least. Perhaps some day he would betray you if given cause to believe he could win, but you aim never to give him the chance, or mayhap the same careless cruelty that drove Teana away may be his doom. With that, too, you will give him what aid you can, but you cannot see in him a failing of the will. "I fear there is yet more ill news I must give you," you begin.
Behind you, you hear Dany's sharply drawn breath. It seems she would not trust Zherys as far as you. In any case you cannot stop now, though perhaps you should give him the chance to choose silence. "This will not make an easy hearing, particularly at such a time. If you wish I could wait a few more days or weeks..."
The High Speaker raises a hand for silence, not wishing to be so gauche as to interrupt even in so dire a time. "Were I the sort of man to take that offer I would be no sorcerer now, only another magister tending to the family estates, blind to the changing of the world until perhaps one of your legionnaires were to stride upon them and divest me of all my slaves."
"Were you not who you are, Wisdom, Volantis would likely be either a charred husk or a playground of demons," your sister interjects softly, giving Zherys an encouraging smile. You have all come far since that first meeting when you saw in him as little more than a slaver, a symptom of Valyria's s lingering ills.
How little you knew then.
"There was a curse upon Valyria, older by far than the Doom, though the Doom was born of it," you begin, speaking quickly so as to reach the end of your tale before Zherys can speak any of the instinctive denials you can even now see clamoring behind his eyes. You speak of Syrax and her dreams, you speak of what you had learned of the Goddess herself when at last you faced her in the waking world, of the fall of the Wyrms and the price paid for victory, of how a mage's weakness became the madness of a god, and from that madness sprang malice everlasting upon all the works of the Freehold.
The High Speaker collapses upon one of the ornate benches, his ever careful manner deserting him for once, his face unguarded to show anguish,
betrayal. Yet before you can speak to offer some comfort or pledge of the Fallen God's destruction, he speaks and his words surprise you. "So that is what he meant..."
"That is what who meant?" Dany asks gently.
"Garin the Great, prince of Fallen Chroyane," Zherys replied, his voice distant. "At the last, as his armies crumbled and his power broke, he made a proclamation heard by all who partook in the ritual of banishing.
Thou art more accursed than me and all my kind, and ever have been. In life you shall suffer more than we ever could in death, for your bring the poison chalice to your lips of your own will." The sorcerer closes his eyes, not against the harsh Volantine sun, but some inner pain you suspect. "I had thought it was the beginning of some final curse made stillborn by the wraith's banishment. It was prophecy." The last words are spoken with such self-loathing you almost flinch from them.
"Gods can die," you say simply, knowing that for once rhetorical flourishes would be wasted. "Even the foundations of the spheres can crack and shatter. What besides that is one mad god raging among the flames?"
"Is
that to be our solace then?" Zherys responds with a brief bitter laugh that could all too easily have been a sob. "Let us just keep breaking things until the world becomes one in which we wish to live. It does not seem to have worked too well over the last six thousand years." He rises to his feet to stand by the balcony, motioning to the city below. Anger at last seeps through his iron-hard control "Look at them! The architecture, the people, the manner of their dress, the language they speak, all of it a testament to Valyria, all of it in the hopes that it would some day rise agai,n greater than it was. All of it a poisoned cup."
"No, not all," you contradict. "Some surely, for the pattern is easy to see for those who know where to look, and who better than a sorcerer to have that skill? But the curse is not the whole of the tale. There was joy and hope, triumph and greatness, works of art and culture that would otherwise never have graced the world. Those are as real as the Lost God and they are worth fighting for." It seems Heaven's Shore had taught you
something beyond the state of the spheres.
If there can be light, laughter, and hope, then surely there can be some here and no mere curse can change that.
You could have spoken of power and appealed to ambition, lingered upon the worth of Dragonsteel or the depth of the Dragonlords' lore. Perhaps had you taken a moment before replying you would have done just that, but meeting the mage's eyes now, you know that would have been the wrong choice. Even one as ruthless and ambitious as the High Speaker cannot be guided by that alone.
For a long moment there is silence, if not peaceful then at least not as filled with unspoken pain.
"Thank you." Zherys speaks two words, unadorned by any formulas of courtesy, or titles of power. He sighs. "I would speak of this in a few days or weeks when my mind is more settled and my plans more rational."
"Thinking of invading Nessus to slay Asmodeous?" Dany asks with a sad smile.
"It has crossed my mind," Zherys admits, looking as though he would like to return the smile but does not have the heart for it. He seems determined to remain on the balcony looking down on the city.
"Would you like to the return the visit, Wisdom?" you ask, knowing the invitation might be taken poorly, but knowing it is the right thing to say just the same.
He considers the matter a long moment before taking your hand.
***
Lunch in Sorcerer's Deep is a more somber affair than normal, and somewhat unusually you are joined by both Malarys and the entirety of the Caleris family. Zherys finds their company at least a touch comforting, as you had hoped, though throughout the meal no one speaks of curses or fate. Xor is more than happy to add his own tales of his time in Lys to the discussions as well as performing a couple of his favorite Orosi symphonies. This is hardly the day at ease you had imagined having, but somehow it feels comforting enough to know that you can help in this small way
What do you do next?
[] Move on to the turn vote
[] Deal with the minor actions first
[] Do another action before the month ends
-[] Write in
OOC: Not much of a vote I'll grant, but it's evening, it's hot as hell and the sheets still need a bit more work before we can have the turn vote, so I had to put a cut-off here. I would like to take this moment to please ask you guys to look at the minor actions proposals and provide feedback, they are important and can have almost as much of an impact as the turn vote.