"You know, you know I've been thinking I should warn you off that girl, but she's doing pretty good work here, you know?"
Xuan Shi sat in the inner garden of the building set aside for the Xuan clan, cross legged upon a flat stone in the center of the pond that was the centerpiece of the garden. His hat, coat and staff were set aside by the door leading inside, allowing him to feel the cold moisture in the air on his skin.
Kongyou draped their phantom weight over his shoulders, their narrow features close to his, glittering black eyes twinkling and the needelike fangs between their lips exposed by their grin. "Going into our realm, seeing the echoes… and she's still pushed out those claims of yours huh? Man, so many people are gonna die. These mountains will be a butcher's shop."
"To stand astride history and scream stop is no virtue. She nor I are weights great enough to halt its advance, only to tilt one way or the other," Xuan Shi replied placidly, his hands cupped in front of him, his thick arms tensed with the immense weight they held.
The weight that appears as no more than a tiny white egg, held in his palms.
"Hoooo, absolving yourself of responsibility? You aren't usually so cowardly, Shi," Kongyou wondered.
"To take responsibility for the whole of the world is not bravery, but arrogance," he replied placidly. This was a spar they had undergone many times now, in one form or another. He breathed out, and the sheen of moisture glistening on his skin flowed away, rivulets running between lines of muscle and then across stone, dribbling back into the pond. He pushed away cold, and drew in heat, gathering it in his palms.
"And the future has changed. There is much bloodshed and strife yet… but there is an end now. An end aside from the grave's silence."
"You reallllllly think any of this is gonna hold?" Kongyou weeded playfully, their arms draped over his shoulders, reaching for the egg… Sparks the color of granite snapped and bit at the nightmares fingertips, stopping them dead. "C'moooon Shi, I want to help too."
"The words being spoken here hold weight. Perhaps they might buckle or crack, but they are not wind. This one can feel them taking hold. Even those against have more and more trouble being wholly dismissive."
"If one side thinks the other actually has something of value, it only encourages them to take it more. You know that, don't you Shi," Kongyou crooned. "How every large group of people acts. When its just individuals, sailing in their little boats, one or two swimming where they can be absorbed, the shoals can ignore them. When it's a competing shoal, when the food and living space is at stake, where does it always end?"
Xuan Shi was silent. He fixed his attention on the egg in his hands. Kongyou's hands hovered over his.
"C'mon Shi, let me help. You know this little one is more aligned toward me. Its not like I could harm it if I wanted too, with a lineage like that," Kongyou murmured.
"I know no such thing. Darkness is not fundamentally a thing of nightmares," Xuan Shi said. "Nor is sacrifice. Sad things may still be bright, in the end."
"Stick in the mud," Kongyou sighed. "...It really is exquisite, watching all this set up. Its going to be amazing, when it falls apart. I wonder what her face will look like when it does."
"In failure, she will endure. However, though sails might be torn, though the hull may need patched, thou are wrong. This ship is not made to sink," Xuan Shi said. "...It cannot be impossible, this thing called peace. It can exist, if those involved can be bothered to try."
"...I feel bad for you, you know. I keep trying to soften the landing, but you just keep climbing higher up that cliff, you know?" Kongyou said softly.
"This one is pleased with your sympathy, even if it is misplaced."
Kongyou bit his ear, he twitched. "Tch, there's only so much bittersweet I can take you idiot. I want a balanced meal."
Xuan Shi felt a pulse in the flow of energy wrapped so tight around the egg in his hands.
Crack
Tiny, hair thin, the cracks spiderwebbed out across the egg, shard pushing upward and outward, the little beak within punching a hole.
The inside of the eggshell was the color of the midnight sky, down to the glittering stars, and chilled his flesh where the fallen fragments touched his hands. The hole widened, the cracks widened, the egg split apart, and the creature within spilled awkwardly into his hands
Soft blue white down, matted down and sticky with the remains of the egg, bits of shell still clinging to it. Large eyes black as void peering up at him from a too large head as the chick awkwardly clambered to her feet his hand, wobbling back and forth on unsteady legs.
"...Ah, fair greetings to you, on this your day of birth, little one," Xuan Shi murmured. All his life, he had been denied a companion. None of the new generation wanted him, his unshelled kin had their webs of family, that he was not part of. Kongyou… he had thought at first that he had something, but it was a lie. Even if he regretted it not, even if he still staunchly believed it might be made real.
This was different. It was simple, pure. No deception, no exhausting social maneuvering. Already he could feel the infant spirits cool, dark qi reaching out to him for connection. He reached back, so tentative, cool stone, the sheltering shade of the mountain, sturdy and immovable. Safety.
He couldn't help the grin that spread across his face as it was accepted. He felt the small, cold mote of qi nestle into his dantian, bonded and bound.
"Oh wow, raggedy little fella, huh," Kongyou cooed. Still hanging over his shoulder the nightmares long fingers remained splayed over the shrouding qi that remained in his palms. "Guess birds be like that though. Ain't you a cute…"
The chick's head tilted further to the side, its down covered behind wiggled back and forth, and it leaped. Xuan Shi blinked. Kongyou blinked. The chick's beak opened, revealing its inner surface and throat to be lined with tiny, razor sharp teeth, and a blot of inky blackness in the back of her throat that pulled on the eye.
The chick's beak sheared through Xuan Shi's dense qi, and clamped down on the nightmares' immaterial fingertip as if it were real.
Kongyou let out a shocked screech, like a crickets song turned to pain and dispersed immediately. The chick dropped back into Xuan Shi's palm, a little strip of slowly dissolving dreamflesh in her beak. She threw her head back and swallowed, chirping happily up at Xuan Shi with multicolored blood staining her beak.
"....Not cute at all!" Kongyou complained, ensconced firmly now behind his eyes. "What the hells!"
"...This one would not say that. Perhaps one will be more careful, where they put their fingers," Xuan Shi said and very carefully, with much reinforcement, brushed his thumb over the chick's head.
She chirped, flapping damp, stubby little wings, bobbling in his palm.
What to name her, he wondered.
AN: Going a little out of order, but this one should probably be public, for reasons.