Hmm, I think I just had an epiphany about [Ply the Line]. It is not 'plying' like a fisherman plies, but rather like a ship plies the waves. [Cleaver] has consistently been self-targeted; [Ladder] tells Lilly about things she can affect or that will affect her, and [Sample Space] lets her look a second into all possible futures and pick which of her own actions lead to the 'best' one. I think [Ply the Line] is a 'rudder' that is used to steer Lilly's path through the Lines of Concordance; We've been using it wrong by trying to use it externally, changing the fates of other things directly, but this is as clumsy as changing the course of other ships by crudely ramming into them. We should be using it internally; what it's really for is changing Lilly's fate, and affecting others through her, rather than directly.
Like say, making it so that [True Song] will be repaired in time to help convince Captain Martin, rather than trying to change his mind with it directly.
[X] [TLatS] Be honest and upfront. You have more personal experience than you would like to admit with what it's like to be under mind-altering effects, and can't help but sympathize with someone who was turned into a monster by them, not with how you probably would have fallen into insanity yourself at least twice without the help of {Rest State}. Additionally, while this may be the first time you run into someone who was twisted into a monster that you might be able to help, it certainly won't be the last. You have the unique position of being someone who could actually fix Inverted Ethea... and if that... rose, and what it did is any indication, Count Walters probably is using some kind of effect just as nasty, if not worse than, what Valerie was under to control at least some of his minions. We're going to have to make a solid decision on how to treat Flow-controlled, demon-possessed, and Inversion-twisted people... and Lilly is possibly the only person in existence with the option to save them. Sure, it was a random noblewoman nobody here knew this time... but next time it could be someone close. Myah was dangerously close to inverting, through no real fault of her own. Had Valerie been an iota smarter, there could have been half a dozen mind-controlled Watchmen to deal with. Should they really be executed for the crime of not being able to resist?
Constraints and Thought: It may not be a concern immediately, but the day would soon come where I had to decide the limits of what I was willing to do with {Affective Radiance}. I didn't have a firm grasp on how quickly and permanently I could sway others, but the fact remained that given enough time I would eventually have to choose where my line that I would not cross lay.
[X] [CaT] A subtle hand. Steering but never overriding. I would use it frequently, but to encourage, not control.
[X] [CaT] Cautious and restrained. To deny others their own Will strayed to close to being a hypocrite, I would be careful and measured.
[X] [CaT] Flow vs. Flow. For most of even your enemies, twisting their very desires is too much for your gentle heart. But against those who wield such powers without restraint? There you must use what tools you have to counteract and counterattack.
Let's not slide down this slippery slope. We have a potent tool to use... but we must use it responsibly, lest we become a monster worse than Valerie. For while she could force others to obey... we could force them to want it. And that is in many ways more intrusive.
[X] [WaL] See what you can do to ease Evie's burden for long enough to at least test if the {Hybrid Siphon} will actually work to free your family. Minor Relations slot? Petal assisting, taking the reigns of the Siphon? Pump in more Essence or Gravitas? Shelter her in the Dream? If you can safely make it so that things are settled enough that Evie's existence is not at risk, then use the Siphon as necessary. But you can keep your family alive in their frozen state for a time if you need to, and if Evie dies then you'll lose your best chance of saving them, or of surviving your next encounter with something like what was in Valerie. Her immediate survival is critical, and if you can't secure it safely with the Siphon active, then tell her to sleep.
The one who Cries Alone: Kaymie needs help. I may be the only person in all the world that knows this and is willing to help. Do I dare open an Essence Link to a Wielder more experienced than myself under the close supervision of extremely dangerous people? Will it put me in danger? Put her in danger? But, to have a chance to help her, and still do nothing….
[X] [TowCA] Leave the door closed, for now. Wait just a little longer, until {The Ladder} and {Juncture Sense} are less stressed. You've learned to take their advice carefully, but they do give good information a lot of the time... and something like Kaymie's situation might be a lot like with Valerie, where one critical piece of information might be a matter of life and death.
[ ] [TNA] Valerie called me 'Bloomling', like it meant something. The hillock out west, the secret of my name. I have already put it off too long.
[ ] [TNA] Captain Martin had something he wanted me to do that he felt was important even after discovering the truth about me. I should follow up on that.
[ ] [TNA] I'm going to stay home with my family. Perhaps I should be doing something more important, but I just can't right now.
We could combine this one with either of the latter two.
[ ] [TNA] Power experimentation. There are literally dozens of things I need to learn. (Write in if you want specific powers/subpowers/features to be the focus.)
[ ] [TNA] Tell Zach he is going to awaken to an Ethos in eleven days. Try to spend time averting him from tragedy.
These are all things we need to do. But in what order? That is the question...
It's also probably a good idea to bring our family in on at least some of what's going on with Lilly now. We can't exactly hide it after the display they just had to witness....
The Madam's offer: Madam Silva surprised me, offering to throw her lot in with what I am starting to recognise as my 'following'. Her requests seem reasonable, but do I trust a woman who I suspect would jump ship to a better deal the moment one came along?
[X] [TMo] It wouldn't be right to advocate for Valerie, who came as a demon-possessed killer, and yet turn away Silva just because she might turn on you. Isn't that the very cynical, self-serving kind of world we wish to change things away from? Be the change you want to see, and give her an honest chance. There will always be room beneath your boughs for just one more.
[ ] [MnM] Write In
Still deciding what would be a good option here.
[ ] [MRL] Write In
We should do something here, for sure. I'm not fully decieded yet... but we do need to remember that the time is ticking for Seeding Zach with {Rest State} to protect him from his incoming Inverted Ethos. It takes seven days to do that, and we only have eleven left.
[X] [AC] {Melded Carapace} requires you to be wearing armor. Try using {Constructs} to make some armor.
[X] [AC] {Entities} is probably your best bet for creating a new body to put Micah's soul in. But you don't really know how to use it right now. Try testing creating something small and harmless with {Entities} as an experiment.