"A stroll on the other side isn't out of reach," Ling Qi said. "I did promise a trip to revelry once, but do you have another dream in mind?"
"Offer to a starving man a banquet, and speak the question 'which dish first'," Xuan Shi replied wryly.
"You don't need to decide today, and I do recommend the Moon's revelry for a first trip," Ling Qi said, thinking back to a dark forest and a fox, the feeling of impending death.
"Why?"
"Because I've treated you shabilly, and you can help us," Ling Qi replied, not dressing her words up.
"This one has received the kindness he deserves, dreaming so thoughtlessly," Xuan Shi chuckled.
"...I won't pretend to fully understand, but I can say that there are more new horizons out there. Even if the answers weren't what you liked, what remains at the Sect for you?"
"The last volume was not here, did you know this Lady Ling?" he asked absently, looking up at the fire, the music and the sound of voices nearly washing out his words.
"The Elder never finished his books then?" Ling Qi said.
Xuan Shi nodded. "A small disappointment."
Ling Qi considered that, and the people here, the spirits and disciples alike, she considered the Sect itself, and everything that had happened here. "Stories don't have to end to be precious I think, or rather, they don't end as long as someone remembers them."
If there was one thing she felt she had learned, it was that histories, stories really, grew like bamboo, putting forth new shoots with every teller and listener. "I want to apologize for some of my words and thoughts by the way."
"After so long? There are many who would call it more rude to call up forgotten slights," Xuan Shi replied.
She glanced his way. "It would have been false if I apologized before."
He considered her words silently. "A sojourn into the unknown then, a strange journey. Let it be seen where the road goes."
"Ever, ever onward, to step back is death," Ling Qi replied lightly.
He turned his head, squinting at her.
Moving forward was not an abandonment of the past, because the past couldn't be abandoned. It was always there, on your back, whether you wanted it or not. She was leaving this behind, the Sect, many of these people, but a home did not have to be a grand or eternal thing.
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Home is the people you gather, and call your own.
That was the lesson of Tsu, she thought, the one muddled and forgotten. When the tribes came to Xiangmen, they were not bound by blood or culture or duty or law, not then. They came in desperation, but that is not why they stayed. Tsu bound them and made of them a people, without any of those things.
"Miss Ling's thoughts run deep," Xuan Shi said.
Ling Qi laughed. "It's the opposite. I'm told they wander around the sky."
He nodded as if that wasn't a jest at all.
Ling Qi watched the fire and the dancers for a long moment. Itt ook her awhile to work out the words stirring in her mind. "Xuan Shi, are you content with watching?"
His pause was even longer. And when he spoke, he looked at her. "No."
She understood the shades of the silence after and frowned, calm despite the crawling feeling up her spine. She didn't understand that, after everything, why would he still be interested in her?
"You're really bad at seeing yourself still," Sixiang sighed.
"Would Miss Ling show this one the steps?" she was startled a little when he spoke again.
She breathed out, there was nothing to fear here, this cheerful communal dance had been chosen specifically because there wasn't even a hint of untowardness. Partners switched with each revolution around the bonfire, it was as much ritual as anything else. "Certainly. Maybe it's appropriate, this dance represents the passing of seasons. Shall we start over, no obligations or expectations?"
For a moment, he honestly looked like a man braced for a blow that never came, off balance and out of position. But he recovered and took her meaning, she thought. This was no kind of promise. "Most agreeable."
She smiled and offered him a hand.
It was a lively thing, the bonfire dance, arm in arm with a partner you spun and kicked and stomped in time with the music as you made your way around the fire. Xuan Shi was not as clumsy as he put on, even if he was awfully on edge.
Not that she could blame him, it wasn't like she was fully comfortable either, but surrounded by other people clearly less troubled than she it was easier to fall into the mood of the crowd. They spun through a revolution and parted, Ling Qi catching onto another female disciples arm, while Xuan Shi caught onto a laughing Gun Jun, who obviously didn't recognize him. They joined arms again on the next round and split again on the next.
And Ling Qi found herself arm in arm with another face she recognized. She hadn't noticed his restrained and muted qi in the crowd.
"Miss Ling," Luo Zhong greeted, tipping his head as they locked arms.
"Sir Luo," she greeted neutrally not missing the steps.
"This is an impressive arrangement, and you've learned the steps well, I could have been of assistance," he said quietly, almost unheard over the surge of the music and the stomping of feet.
"I had practice in working things out on my own," Ling Qi replied, her gown flaring out as they spun. "And this is Wang Chao and I's arrangement."
"Of course," he replied.
"And now it is his. I hope there will be no misunderstandings about that," Ling Qi said. In the end, you could not be friends with everyone, and it was foolish to try. She could not always be reacting, deflecting, waiting for offers. "It would harm my trust greatly."
She knew who her friends were, and who were merely contacts.
"Of course, it is rude to upstage your host," he agreed, tilting his head as they came around to the second half of the circle.
"It is," she agreed. "Seed livestock and watch dogs, low grade stock for now. That is what would aid our arrangement the most."
"Easy enough for my Luo clan. It would be helpful if we were able to observe the event, as the Meng will," Luo Zhong replied.
"You?" Ling Qi asked. He was referring to Meng Dan no doubt.
"My Uncle, you have met him?"
Ling Qi thought back to a scrawny and grizzled old man in an animal hide cloak, speaking in cryptic riddles at her first year end tournament. "Acceptable, though Lady Cai has the last word."
They reached the end of the circle and split apart, her arm caught back onto Xuan Shi's.
"Miss Ling is well?" he asked. His steps were smoother now.
"Well enough, one more circle then?" Ling Qi said.
"Once more, the spirit can take no more," Xuan Shi said self deprecatingly.
"People take practice," Ling Qi agreed with a chuckle.
However, unlike Xuan Shi, who was free to hurry off to a suitably distant corner after they parted ways, Ling Qi could not yet find a quiet place to cultivate.
But, she did spy Xiao Fen standing stiffly near a hedge wall, her friend at her side. He was looking around warily. Xiao Fen was staring straight ahead with an intensity that threatened to light up the opposite wall. Bai Meizhen was not there. So she must have ordered Xiao Fen to mingle on her own.
Well, that was almost as good, Ling Qi decided.
But, what to do, joking aside, she actually did feel for them a little.
"Hm, there's a poetry reading going on up and left, got a couple of Gan's folks there. Wang Chao and his swordsman buddy are off doing some weapon testing with some of the crafter folks off to the right,"
Ling Qi bowed her head in thanks to the muse. Peers might be better for her friend, and she was curious how Xiao Fen had interacted with others in the Outer Sect, but the weapons business would probably give the both of them more to say,"
[ ] Invite the two along to the poetry reading and bring them into contact with Gan's group.
[ ] Invite the two along to the weapons testing, to chat with Wang Chao and Liang He.