Alectai
Speaks Words of Wisdom... On occasion
Like I said, the thing that bugs me about this is that if this was generalized dysphoria, we'd see a lot more of Su Ling shying away from the advantages her Spirit Blood gave her. We've seen that's anything but the case--she's regularly been seen taking advantage of her affinities, like her divination and (I think) her improved senses. We only really see the issue come to a head when she grows a new tail--which she's getting pretty close to at this point if I'm not mistaken.
If it was genuine dysphoria, I'd be all for her cutting it away. But Su Ling is famously private--especially about Deep Feeling stuff--and that makes this tough to suss out. It's hard to tell if she's doing it out of spite and trauma (Which is a pretty bad reason to do anything this invasive to yourself), or if she genuinely can't feel comfortable with her body (Which is a perfectly good reason to do it.)
It's not like she hasn't had success in altering the nature of her Spirit Blood either--if I'm not mistaken, she managed to adjust her Affinities thanks to her triple-crit breakthrough into Third Realm. So going from that to "I want to completely cut it off" is kind of abrupt from our perspective--which, to be fair, isn't amazing because we don't interact as much as some might like.
If it was genuine dysphoria, I'd be all for her cutting it away. But Su Ling is famously private--especially about Deep Feeling stuff--and that makes this tough to suss out. It's hard to tell if she's doing it out of spite and trauma (Which is a pretty bad reason to do anything this invasive to yourself), or if she genuinely can't feel comfortable with her body (Which is a perfectly good reason to do it.)
It's not like she hasn't had success in altering the nature of her Spirit Blood either--if I'm not mistaken, she managed to adjust her Affinities thanks to her triple-crit breakthrough into Third Realm. So going from that to "I want to completely cut it off" is kind of abrupt from our perspective--which, to be fair, isn't amazing because we don't interact as much as some might like.