Just letting you know you flubbed the link to some social media.


Thanks for the heads up, it has been corrected now.
unlike the novels she'd read and wasn't going to tell Starfire about
Probably a really good idea, that. Starfire is certainly not the type to slut-shame or kink-shame (as long as everyone involved is suitable/capable of supplying meaningful consent), but at best she would likely not understand the kinks in those books and ask many questions about why you enjoy them (or don't), loudly and with no consideration of Raven's need for privacy.
At worst? She might (again, LOUDLY, REPEATEDLY and PUBLICLY) share completely unwanted and unnecessary insights into which one's work for her, and why, or if it's none of them (at least reasonably likely), offer up some of her own in return.
I'm not sure Raven is
ever going to be comfortable with those sorts of discussions, even very discretely and privately. With anyone.
Raven looked down into the waters, unsure of herself.
She didn't know what she would do, in that situation.
But, for some reason?
Alchemist's answer was... somehow...
Comforting.
Of course Raven would find comfort from knowing there are others 'like her' that would make that choice if it came down to it. The idea that she is
not the only one that would be willing to truly understand the costs involved in making a choice like that one and yet do it anyway. Like Al, she's the sort of person that would coldly and calmly look at that equation and then do what she needed to do to save as many as possible, before picking up the guilt and responsibility for each of those deaths and hanging them around her neck like an albatross heavier than most worlds.
She'd likely also never forgive herself for making that decision, nor stop punishing herself for it either. Which is where she and Al differ, because he most probably will forgive himself someday. Maybe. Eventually. She knows exactly how she would act if she had been in Al's figurative shoes in that moment, she just doesn't want to admit to herself that she could be that quickly and dispassionately decisive in a moment like that. Because she knows what that corrosive, whispering little voice in the back of her head would do with such free ammunition
Because saving the uncountable multitudes of an entire multiverse, for the cost of such a minuscule number that you'd lose it in the noise of basic fluctuations of everyday deaths in just the US alone (
and one soul)? That's such a discount that it is effectively 'free' on the scale of these things. Only a monster or a very unusual fool would let an opportunity like that pass by without at least attempting to take it. And despite being so very harsh on, and desperately lacking faith in, herself, she would do the exact same thing.
Your comforted because you now know he will kill 1 person (you) rather then let a demon lord invade the world.
I mean, yeah, there's that too, but that's not truly why she's comforted, at most it's just the surface excuse for why it comforts her, which is stated (poorly) above: It's proof that she's not
alone, or
broken for being capable of making such a choice. There are
people that are like that too, it's not
just the monsters.