View: https://youtu.be/7Y7JziBUOMA?si=5dDzGvBJesyun9vD
[Mordred]
Thanks to @Armoury for the beta!
This occurred before they left.
—
Mother… where were you… mother, you had been left behind, I had done what I had been told to do. Where were you mother? Why did you abandon me like father? Was I not good enough mother? Was I not? I did my best mother, why? Why? Why?
Why? Why? Why?
PAIN.
Stumbling, falling. Crashing.
Gasp, breath. No air, can't breathe. Pain father, it hurts father. Why? I didn't… you didn't… Master, where? Mother… Mother… where were you… mother, I had been left behind, I had done what I had been told to do.
Where were
you mother?
Why did you abandon me like
father?
Was I not good enough
mother?
Was
I not?
I did my best mother, why? Why? Why?
Why? Why? Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Blood pools on the floor.
—
*Circe POV*
You enter the room, and you find what you had expected. She was at
that part of the loop again. This Berserker of Shirou's was… a difficult sort. Her mind clouded by an impenetrable fog created by the Holy Grail war. Though you knew yourself the woman was quite insane even without the aid of madness enhancement.
She didn't look up as you entered the room, she didn't even know you existed. She was wholly focused on her delusions. She laid there on the flood, clutching her stomach as she bled eternally from the wound her father granted to her. Tears pouring down her face as her body spasmed and twitched. The woman, from what you monitored, ran in a cycle. She was either entirely passive but functional, capable of things such as eating and bathing. Or she was like this, a husk, a shell of a being with only enough sentience to make her existence cruel. There was more to it than that, you had been watching. The True Mordred Pendragon came out in times of battle, the adrenaline and focus allowing her to push past the shackles on her mind.
But they were as the gates of Tartarus, closed once, and never to be reopened except for short bursts of activity.
"Can you even hear me?" you ask.
Mordred does not move, nor does she acknowledge your presence in any other way. She laid there as a child would, crying for their mother. Soon she would pass this point, and either wait, or do nothing at all. It was a cycle, and a cruel one at that.
Letting yourself down onto your knees you turn the woman over, her armor clanking against the carpeted floor. Her green eyes stared past you towards the ceiling, seeing nothing, yet you suppose everything at the same time. What ghosts lived in her vision?
"I never liked you," you admit honestly. "But then, there were few I did much enjoy the company of. A witch isn't wont to have friends or companionship. Even in
that place." You say quietly.
"Mother…" Mordred whispers.
"Soon enough." You reply. "But not here, not yet." Reaching down you place your hand over her yes, "Mordred Pendragon… may your dreams be peaceful at least while we are gone, may Hypnos guide you there, and may the Oneiroi see that they are far from any unpleasantness"
Her breathing stilled for a moment, then calmed. The tears halted, and as her hands moved away from her stomach, a small simple smile formed on her face.
This was all you could do for her, and you simply hoped it would be enough.
Reaching back you produced a single feather from your mantle, then, ever so gently. You placed it betwixt her fingers. "Guide her to some form of peace." You whisper. There was no cure for her, for this. It was simply another cruel thing amongst other cruelties that had inflicted themselves unto the family Pendragon. But you could at least grant her a pleasant, peaceful dream of knights and a fair, golden land.
Then you were gone. There were yet other tasks to perform.