Arc 1 Post 10: Faith and the Inner Devil
Faith and the Inner Devil
9th of July 2006 A.D.
Gain 4 Essence
Clink, clink, clink, one by one you set the piercings aside until the face in the mirror isn't quite the one you remember, because that is how you are supposed to go to Church. As if God cared about any of that, Mrs Evens sure, she will whisper about it behind her hand all week smile to your face and 'tut tut' to your mother. She had even suggested one of those 'Christian Summer Camps For Troubled Youths' once. It had admittedly been pretty fun to hear mom tear into her all polite and even toned, but there are still a lot more of her than there are of you out there and nevermind who is really sinning, you have to play along.
You look at the dress you had laid out on the bed for a long time. Objectively there is nothing wrong with it, a sky-blue summer dress with a modest neckline and slightly puffy shoulders. It didn't make you look too young like some of the other stuff that would fit, but you still remember buying it and the saleslady telling you how you 'looked like a fairy' in it with your hair down. What had been awkward at the time was so much worse now. It's not going to do anything about the chill around you, of the shadows seemed to want to bend towards you. Why even bother?
"It will be useful for after we have when our time in the house of worship is done," the demon in your head pipes in.
"How?" you bite back a laugh. It would not be a pretty one.
"Surprise for none who walk in darkness would expect that to be the garb of one of the Princes of the Earth," he answers.
Huh... that does sound kind of funny, you think as you put on a pair of small silver earrings to match the crucifix you already have on. But there is something else there, something almost familiar about that last title in a way none of his other accolades had felt, but when you try to pin it down it's gone, like smoke between your fingers.
The mystery of it carries you out the door and into Old Faithful, the family station wagon. After that the jostling jawas make quick work of any lingering introspection you might have wished to partake in. Thankfully the territorial disputes are mild today, hardly enough to warrant a warning look from mom and then you are in front of the church.
Lingering in the car you are sure that... Yep, as soon as you come out the door you can practically feel the crowd starting to recoil like they had done at school. So you plaster a smile on your face and start and start looking for familiar faces. "Hi Alice, I saw you got a new cat, he's the cutest..."
Mom looks relieved she wouldn't have to smooth things over, she even squeezes your hand in thanks or maybe encouragement like she used to do when you were little. You don't pull away as fast as you might have done otherwise.
The sermon is about charity, you are not sure why you had expected something about going into battle, sheer ego maybe that God or His Angels would set down a wind of inspiration through Father Thomas to give to you personally. There are a lot of other people here and they have their own struggles no less important in the eyes of God than yours. The sight of the sandy-haired ruddy-cheeked priest peering at the congregation over thick square glasses does remind you cannot go to Confession here. You would scare the daylights out of the poor man.
Making a mental note to ask dad when Father Forthil would be available you settle back to listen as best you can and not let your mind wonder to what's going to happen after the service.
'Later' is not long in coming though from your mom's tone she might have wished otherwise. "You are going?" she asks dad. "Both of you?"
"Yes," there are a lot of feelings packed into that word, love and regret, resolve and faith, maybe even some you cannot now name. "I'll keep her safe," he promises.
Mom almost squeezes the breath out of your chest to the surprise of your siblings and the renewed whispers of the rest of the congregation. You hug her back gingerly, not wanting to make her anymore cold than she already is. "I'll be OK Mom," you promise and you are not sure what your voice sounds like. There is probably some resentment in there despite your best efforts to keep it out, but there is also the memory of her breaking down the doors of Mab's palace with a hammer that broke in her hands.
I am never going to need rescuing like that again, you vow, you'll never make her have to put herself in danger for you. You don't say it aloud.
***
When dad had told you that you are heading to Navy Pier of all places you had been surprised, it was nowhere near as out of the way as the neighborhood you had met McCoy in, there were all sorts of restaurants and venues and a place selling some of the best Cotton Candy in the city. Not precisely what comes to mind when you think of 'mob deal'.
"That is part of the point," dad explains. "The monks know what kind of man Marcone is and they do not entirely trust him so they arranged for the hand-off in a public place where he would be constrained by all the eyes on him."
"But you have been called to watch over the deal..." you trail off, not needing to add the last part. Someone is not going to be constrained.
Thankfully perhaps the... creatively named Pedro's Pisces with its star sign advertising above a listed menu of fish and seafood is a little way back from Lake Michigan itself and the thickest of the Sunday traffic. though that also makes the trio of monks in their red and orange robes stand out more which Usum points out is not good for avoiding ambushes. "Sometimes a crowd is cover..."
The eldest of the monks looks to your father and smiles, then he spots you and the smile slides right off his face. Before you can open your mouth to offer some kind of reassurance he bows low. "Namaste," he says in his own tongue.
"Polite," Usum hisses appreciatively. "It is good to be recognized."
"What on earth do you mean recognized?" you snap, uncertain if you should try to copy the greeting or just go with English.
"It means I greet the god within you," the demon helpfully provides
What do you do?
[] Try for a formal reply (Charisma+Etiquette; may use Excellency)
-[] Write in stunt
[] Just go act normal (Charisma+Empathy; may use Excellency)
-[] Write in stunt
[] Write in
OOC: Funnily enough even if I had rolled just one die for the first impression that would have still been two successes since the first result was a 10.
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