Lets See How Far We've Come
Finding a chance to escape from the celebrations of the Eldar was much, much easier said than done, especially when you were one of the cores of said celebration. He wasn't sure whether to be honoured or concerned that him simply waving to a crowd had prompted a large enough roar that his eardrums had started to bleed, as billions of Yinnari cut loose for the first time in...well possibly their entire lives.
No longer just moving from one victory reminding them of inevitable defeat, but genuinely celebrating their possible resurgence alongside their Gods.
Not the Phoenix's they'd escaped back into the webway, but Ceogorath, Ynnead and most importantly Isha herself walked amongst them alongside the souls of the Yinnari dead, their prime goddess deciding that on this day of celebration they must all share in the festivities no matter their respective possession of a pulse, while the Laughing God personally unleashed all of his masterful talents upon the stage.
His sight now being what it was he saw the secret that Ceogorath had not had the opportunity to perform for the Aeldari for millions of years. The emotion he'd felt from the God...he couldn't express them in mortal terms really. It was as if an infinite black abyss had suddenly been lit again, as his favoured purpose was once again fulfilled.
Not that there wasn't sorrow.
A whole tenth of the Yinnari were dead, slain over the course of a mere two months. Even if the Exodites were included that was 10% of an entire species already on the brink of extinction by galactic standards dead, sacrificed as a distraction just to make this...thing possible. The nature and nearby presence of Ynnead had meant that many of those dead had merely become additional spirits, but against the soul-killing afflictions of Nurgle, this was far from foolproof.
Even so, he'd eventually found an opportunity and snuck away, intent on taking some moments for himself. Literally in many ways, for even as he'd watched the ritual he'd felt the hold of the path start to fade from him, as he started to define it not it he.
And so he sat in a quiet room, where the noise of the joyous festivities was merely a loud roar, rather than deafening and thought...and then wondered.
How by the Emperor had ended up here? By Terras mighty mountains he was just some...random psyker from Lancre.
He'd been a boy who'd fallen in love with a girl, a soldier on the battlefields, adviser at war councils, a teacher and a headmaster. A human, albeit a psyker, who had loved and lost. Who'd failed and succeeded. Who believed, and who was shown the root of his belief to be far more complex than he could have possibly imagined. In short a simple, mortal man of some skill, but otherwise merely normal in this dark era.
But he was also the seer of Gods. Who had watched the Birth and first triumph of Ynnead, who'd survived the awakening of Gork and Mork, who had seen into the mind of Tzeench himself and divined his purpose, who'd made allies of the Eldar, snuck into the palace of a Chaos God, spied on and through his actions had caused the creation of the Phoenix Avatars and killed one of them later on, discovered the truth of what made his own divine the Anathema and...and he had guided a group of the most powerful, dedicated and brave individuals he could possibly imagine to rescue a Goddess from the heart of a God's dominion.
Oh and along the way, he'd turned into a nascent divine.
And there he sat, his head in his hands, wondering how his life had become this.
"You'll never figure it out."
He'd not sensed his arrival, but if anyone could mask their presence in the warp better than even he, it was Eldrad Ulthran. The greatest of the Wraithseers.
WIthout bothering to go through the conversation they both saw, Eldrad settled himself at the table, looking towards Ridcully with a small smile etched into his crystalline visage.
"I certainly never did. It is hard to equate who you were before and...who you ended up becoming."
He looked up and spoke, his voice feeling husky and raw from emotion. "Who were you then. Before you became the Seer? Who was Eldrad Ulthran those thousands of years ago."
"A young trader on Craftworld Ulthwe. Barely an adult, I had no idea what I was doing. But on a dare I cast myself into the warp and there I met him." His voice trailed off lost in the memory of wonder.
"Asuryan. He told me that he'd chosen me. That I was to be his eyes, to guide his people. To keep the fire alive and...well that was it. I woke. I felt the fire in me and well a few decades later, the fall came."
He sighed, audible even above the murmur of the celebrations, as he stared straight towards Ridcully seeing past and through him, just as he was doing the same.
"Thousands of years later I still have trouble rationalising it. Of matching the Aeldari I was, with the ah" he gestured to himself, his crystal body shining with prismatic radiance in the incandescent lights of Commoragh "being I have become. In an afternoon I went from a small-time trader of textiles to trying figure out the system of paths for Farseers, integrating myself to others...adapting."
"You've come far at least. You seem completely comfortable in your own skin. I don't." His blind eye's searched Eldrad's face for something, as the Eldar nodded back at him reaching outwards to clasp his shoulder supportively.
"And unlike me well you'll have support. Me I hope, Areatha, your friends and colleagues back on the Foundry. It'll be hard, but I think we can both look back with pride on how far we've come from our roots."
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Bit of a thing between two people oh so very out of their depths
@Durin