Etched in Fire, Immortalized Forever
I have a rendezvous with Death
At some disputed barricade,
It may be he shall take my hand
And lead me into his dark land
And close my eyes and quench my breath—
It may be I shall pass him still
But I've a rendezvous with Death
And I to my pledged word am true,
I shall not fail that rendezvous.
- Alan Seeger
"He who leads a war for the love of his fellow-men will defeat his enemies."
-Unknown
There was darkness, followed by the taste of blood in his mouth and the sounds of war. Brother-Sergeant Saniel of the Lamenters 7th Special Company awoke with a shuddering gasp. His body ached, and his helmet's bio-metrics warned him of multiple wounds across his body along with damage to his power armor. Brother Saniel tried to make sense of what had happened to him. More importantly, he found that his hands were empty of a weapon, so he quickly grasped for his bolt pistol and a combat knife.
To his dismay, he couldn't find either of them. Saniel also realized that he was prone on the ground and felt exhaustion that would've killed an average human by now. The warning runes and sigils felt like Drukhari knives in his skull, which prompted the Brother-Sergeant to simply pulled off his helmet altogether. Soon the smells of blood, gold, and ozone filled his nostrils, and that golden light above seemed to taunt his swimming vision.
But he ignored it and tried to focus on what had happened now. A shaky finger went up to his micro-bead, "Brothers, situation report." An old habit that hadn't gone away even in such chaotic times. He waited for a few seconds and heard only static. Saniel tried to focus his vision and tried to look around for a weapon; even an ordinary combat knife would've been a valued ally now. There was too much dust in the air, the winds howling with an unnatural cacophony of trumpets and chanting of praise towards the Star Father mixed into the close and distant sounds of gunfire and explosions. Damn the Tyrant; even the battlefield wasn't safe from that abominations narcissism.
Saniel finally found a weapon, a plasma gun, but it remained tightly gripped in the hands of its last wielder, Brother Arestis. The fellow Lamenter died with his finger on its trigger and likely with a sneering visage on the marines face towards whatever enemy deserved his fury. The Brother Sergeant saw deep blast-wounds in his chest, probably from concentrated psy-lances. 'Right, we were ambushed.' An entire squadron of whatever Circle Angyls attacked them. They fought them off, but Saniel blacked out in the end. He and Arestis were on a mission of some kind. Saniel noticed the secured rucksack on his back, and the Brother-Sergeant remembered that it was full of melta-charges. Now it was all coming back to him. What remained of command tasked Brother Arestis and Brother-Sergeant Saniel with destroying a ritual zone used by the Storm of Judgement. After that, all orders had stopped coming altogether.
They were all that remained of Kill-Squad Saber, perhaps of the 7th Special Company. Now it was just Saniel, with only a plasma gun against Emperor knows how many Angyls and traitors. The prospect of death didn't terrify him at all, but the chance of failing now, when he and Arestis made it this far, weighed heavily on his mind.
Grabbing the plasma gun and the rucksack, Saniel stared down at the body of his brother and felt a few tears roll down his cheek. It wasn't Arestis's death that brought said tears, but rather the pride at which Saniel felt upon realizing that even in the face of approaching defeat, his brother never gave up. He prepared for whatever came next and accepted it with dignity and grace befitting a space marine. And he died with a weapon in his hand, indeed an honorable end for the Astartes.
However, Saniel's ending wasn't here, not yet. The Brother-Sergeant had only a vague direction of the ritual site, but as he gazed upon the golden sky, wincing the whole time, he saw what looked to be hundreds of strands of purple energy shooting out towards it from one location. It had to be about 20 or so kilometers away, likely guarded by incredibly dangerous guards. But it wasn't like there was anywhere else to retreat now.
His death would be at this ritual site, but he had to make sure it would be a worthwhile death. Saniel saw there was enough ammo left in the plasma gun for about 100 shots. More than enough for this mission. And the number of explosives was likely overkill, but that was the way Arestis liked it.
Saniel started walking towards the ritual site. It would be time to die soon enough.
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Kill-Squad Saber consisted of seven members: Brothers Saniel, Arestis, Turiel, Ansgard, Saco, Zazriel, and Marrus. Their squad wasn't anything unusual within the 7th Special Company, but they specialized in the ways of sabotage and raiding. Considering what awaited the Coalition, their last campaign wasn't going to be a defensive one at all. Command tasked Kill-Squad Saber with attacking ritual sites, killing the Star Father's sorcerers, and just being a general pain in the ass.
When the Grand Ritual started, they were always on the move, and time seemed to blue across the campaign. To anyone within the Coalition, time seemed to be a misdirection caused by the enemy. No one within Kill-Squad Saber knew how long it had been since it started; five hours, five days, five weeks, five months, or perhaps five
years? It didn't matter so much for the Lamenters who threw themselves into the carnage. Countless races and other Imperials fought alongside them, but even the Brother-Sergeant seemed to have forgotten their faces. Still, he
remembered they all served with honor, dignity, and defiance against the Tyrant.
But, the campaign dragged on, and losses started to mount up. The mortals died first, bravely and with strength unimaginable, but the enemy killed them all the same. Then the Lamenters started losing company after company, and each loss felt by all brothers even when never told of their demise. Command itself seemed to change hands so much that it didn't matter who responded, only that they had new orders and objectives for Kill-Squad Saber.
Brother Saco was the first to fall, during the battle at Zone Delta-09. An Angyl tore through his chest armor before rending him apart. His squad never had the chance to bury him.
Then Ansgard and Turiel both died during the 7th Special Company assault on a Second Circle summoning ritual. They found a vantage point with their heavy bolters and fired for what seemed like hours. Their position was hit with enough artillery to level a hive, and while Saniel never confirmed their deaths, he and the others knew.
Zazriel went on a scouting mission inside a massive tunneling complex, reported substantial Angyl activity. Then an explosion was heard from his location before the entire tunnel caved, taking him and his foes with him. He wasn't even in his first century yet, but he went out like a veteran. Saniel and the rest of the squad were proud of him.
Marrus, their sole tech-marine, was able to fix the Land Speeder used by Saniel and Arestis to reach their last mission. But, he had to stay behind to ensure that no one would be able to track their movement. Marrus sent one final message to Saniel, stating that he wishes he could've died alongside them. The feeling was mutual.
As Saniel and Arestis made their way over, they received no more communications from command save for a repeating message calling for the Fall of Tyrants. Something about it made them feel like all their sacrifices would be worth it in the end. They were 30 kilometers when their Land Speeder was attacked, forcing them to the ground. They ran almost ten klicks before getting ambushed.
The ground next to Saniel was hit by a powerful explosive. He never Arestis die, and it saddened him.
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The Coalition must have done something to screw up the Star Fathers' ritual; the Brother-Sergeant thought as he saw the panicking sorcerers and furious Angyls running about as if trying to stop some cataclysm from happening. He saw there wasn't any Angyl above the fifth circle at this ritual site. 'Well, I suppose their ritual is about to get a lot worse now.' Saniel thought to himself as he aimed his plasma gun.
These idiots had failed even to consider someone entering their ritual site, which meant that Saniel was in the perfect spot to start opening fire on them. The Lamenter fired each burst of plasma towards his targets with an accuracy only an Astartes could manage. Saniel watched as the Angyls burned into golden slag, or men melt before his eyes. His foes desperately tried to mount a counter-offensive, but they still seemed distracted and tried in vain to continue with their sorcery.
'This was it,' Saniel thought as he fired the increasingly overheated plasma gun, 'The last battle,
my last battle. Brothers, I'll join you soon.' He felt at peace, even as the sounds of war and death overpowered his senses. There was no smile on his face, but the grim determination on his face said it all. He was going to die, but not before taking these bastards with him and ruining their profane ritual.
However, the surprise wore off, and the Angyls attacked with renewed efforts. His plasma gun was almost out of ammo and about to overheat. Saniel spent the last of the plasma ammo and supercharged the damn weapon, ensuring that it would explode within the next few seconds. He
chucked the thing at a group of Angyls as it exploded, taking most of them out and giving him an opening.
Both Arestis and Marrus, before their deaths, had set the melta-charges to a deadman switch/trigger. Saniel didn't even have to press anything; he just had to get close enough and then
die to ruin this ritual site. "Sic Semper Tyrannis!" The Brother-Sergeant shouted as he began a full sprint. Enough of his foes had perished now that the entire process for this ritual was exposed to outside attack. Everyone knew that, so when the Angyls tried in vain to stop the Lamenter, and when the sorcerers tried to stop Saniel with their foul powers, all they did was slow the marine down.
At one point, the Angyls tried to pile upon him simply. For all their "glories" and "strength," the Angyls of the Tyrant King resorted to using Ork tactics in some panicked hope of stopping the Astartes.
The moment would be immortalized forever, as the Brother-Sergeant approached the ritual, a dozen minor Angyls clinging to his body. In contrast, a dozen human sorcerers looked on in pure terror. Saniel didn't need to be in the center of the site to destroy it now; he could've died now and accomplished his mission. But here and now, he wanted to achieve maximum damage. He wanted his brothers, who Saniel knew was watching, seeing him reach the finishing line in this final moment of defiance. A Lamenter smiled and knew that every sacrifice that Kill-Squad Saber, the Coalition, and humanity had made would be worth it in the end.
Saniel's last action was pressing down the trigger of the detonator. Even in these final moments, he denied his foes the 'honor' of killing him.
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The destruction of the Ritual Site by Kill-Squad Saber was ultimately just one of many destroyed by the last remnants of the Coalition. But for the surviving Triumverate, each act of defiance would be retold to thousands of civilizations. And the veil itself was now etched with such moments, to remembered and told by future generations until the very stars themselves burned out.
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@Durin There, my attempt at a Lamenter moment during the Grand Ritual. I, however, eagerly await
@Swordomatic omake since he has a better grasp of the Astartes mentality.