Omake - Transcendence (Canon)
- Location
- Pittsburgh, PA
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As she stepped into the former flophouse in the slums of Korigsberg, Sixtine Valerie Couture reflected that things were looking up now that she'd finally left France. Her homeland's legal system had been entirely too concerned with her affairs over the last few years; between the multiple attempted stings, the holds put on her primary accounts, and the warrant for her arrest, keeping hold of enough funds to obtain a fake identity that would stand up to Britannian scrutiny and still afford the requisite plastic surgery to make it work had been... hectic. Worse, she'd been forced to destroy her original equipment before setting off for Area 2; trying to negotiate a black market sale would have been far too risky at the time, and there was no way any of it would have been allowed through customs.
Still, the only aspect of Sixtine's work that was truly indispensable was Sixtine herself, and her assistant had already set up a perfect spot for her to rebuild in by the time she stepped off the plane. For now, nobody she'd be dealing with would know her as anything other than Alanna Miles, a professional therapist starting anew in Area 2 after her previous employer had been ruined by the fallout of a larger affiliate's embezzling; one of the finest forgers and electronic records-doctoring specialists in all of Europe had seen to it that no amount of official scrutiny would turn up anything to dispute that narrative, and an equally-skilled surgeon had collaborated to remove any aspect of her body that could give the game away.
Sixtine Valerie Couture – child prodigy, award-winning chemist, infamous ideologue, and seventh-most-wanted criminal in France – had been wiped from the face of the Earth. Now, Alanna would pick up where she left off.
And this time, she'd keep her priorities straight.
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"...like I've said, Dominic, the key to self-control lies in self-analysis, in picking apart the ways you think and feel and act to identify their origins. Society, both incidentally and intentionally, tends to submerge its participants' individual thought patterns beneath a glut of generalization and instilled group delusion. Your problems with excessive drinking are not a part of your essential self, no matter what your friends or employer would have you believe; it's merely the product of a harmful Kantian schema – the notion that 'all blue-collar Twos drink when they're not working'."
"I, ah, 'm not objecting, here, doc, but the other fellas're no stranger to knockin' back a few, and they're, well - heh - they're right as rain. If drinkin's bad brain juju, how cus' they be doin' so well, an' me so poor?"
"No need to be so apologetic, Dominic! 'The search for understanding is the hardest, and greatest, step on the road to knowing oneself'. To answer your question – the idea of the hard-drinking Two isn't universally harmful – after all, you know better than I that it can create strong sense of friendship and community – but you, and your friends, are all individual people; there may be similarities between your essential selves, but you are ultimately a singular existence. For them, knocking back fifths of whiskey at the Redling is a perfectly healthy behavioral pattern, in line with their essential selves.
"However, your essential self is ill-suited to that behavioral pattern, and when you seek to conform to it, that causes you to drink to excess, get into fights, and otherwise lose self-control. Then, that loss of control creates consequences that ripple outward to affect every aspect of your life, like your recent difficulties finding work."
"Aye! I see it now, I see it. Round peg, square hole!"
"That's exactly it, Dominic. Now, let's run with that analogy..."
Dominic Whisk was one of Sixtine's more low-maintenance clients: a barrel-chested day laborer who'd been recommended to her by his niece as a troubled man. Much as she might find his ill-formed grammar irritating, it was... nostalgic to work with a scarred-up bruiser after the surfeit of depressives, pill-poppers, closet cases, and other "soft touch" cases her new clinic had pulled in. After all, she'd practically cut her eyeteeth re-educating some of Luxembourg's premier pugilists, bouncers, and other usefully brawny lowlives; they'd practically been the backbone of her organization back then.
Boozing, fighting, indolence, lack of fiscal responsibility... their faults were gross, obvious things compared to the insidiousness of a firmly-entrenched delusion or societally-instilled pattern of incorrect thought, and far easier to redirect... or exploit.
She'd mostly done the latter back in Luxembourg. Eventually, though, a grainy dashboard recording of one of those burly enforcers beating a suspected informant into paste with a sledgehammer, weathering almost a dozen bullets from a nearby pair of police officers thanks to a hefty regiment of steroids, bone-hardening chemicals, and an experimental combat stimulant of her own design, and putting one of them in the hospital with multiple bone fractures before getting his brains blown out by the other had ended up becoming one of the top news stories in France.
The fallout of that particular object lesson had been a major wake-up call, and part of the impetus for her change of identities. She'd let herself get soft; worse, allowed her production and sale of illicit chemicals become a decadent, teetering criminal empire, when it was only ever supposed to be an easy source of funds. Thanks to that multi-year lapse of intellect, the name of Sixtine Valerie Couture would go down in history hand-in-hand with images of burning buildings, makeshift labs cobbled out of filthy tenement housing, and drug-addled thugs bashing fellow criminals' heads in with lead pipes at the behest of a narcissistic madwoman. The original goal – fixing people, fixing the world – had been lost under a tide of blood and government spin-doctoring
A truly pathetic period in my life, 'Alanna' thought to herself as Dominic scheduled his next session with her, but at least I learned something from it. Her new organization was still very much under construction, but it was being built properly this time. The old method of slapdash psychobabble and addictive drugs had been rather firmly relegated to the dustbin; her students would work for her efficiently, intelligently, and loyally, their eyes fully open to the true state of the universe and their place in it. This time, it would be about ideals first, all else second.
This time, it would work.
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Impossible!
She immediately chided herself on succumbing to such idiotic cliché, but still; this was impossible! Every angle had been considered and accounted for, every possible avenue of investigation countered, every shred of evidence carefully reattributed or destroyed! The only person in the Area who knew about her former life was her 'assistant' Arete, and she knew beyond all possible doubt that the girl was no more capable of betraying her than she was of independent thought!
SO HOW DID THIS SMUG FUCKING BITCH GET AN ENTIRE FOLDER OF INCRIMINATING EVIDENCE!?
"I'm sorry if this is upsetting for you, 'Miss Alanna'..."
The excessive amount of sarcasm applied to the phrase made Sixtine long for the chance to give the bitch a private dissertation on the use of tonal emphasis with correct proportion and context. Preferably with the aid of restraints, a gag, and arterial injections of Mixture 13-A-IV.
"... but on the other hand, someone with such a substantial criminal record doesn't really have the right to feel aggrieved when their misdeeds come back to haunt them."
The loathsome brown-haired slattern had walked into her private work space during off hours and laid down a folder whose contents tied Dr. Alanna Miles to Sixtine Valerie Couture, PhD without a word, instead using her mouth to form the most excessively self-satisfied, gauche, shit-eating grin Sixtine had ever seen in her life.
"Now, are you still capable of speech, or has my casual devastation of your ever-so-clever web of legal deception burnt out your higher functions?" As if trying to outdo her previous accomplishments in defiling every precept of measured emotional/intellectual/social expression, the intruder leaned over to place her palms flat on Sixtine's desk, in an effort at conveying both an expression of casual superiority, a reaction-provoking invasion of personal space, and an atavistic dominance display. Puerile, obvious, pathetic.
So why was it getting to her?
Forcibly shoving the idiot's incongruously effective posturing, Sixtine finally replied: "I'm sorry, but I don't believe we've been introduced, Miss...?"
"Ilisia da Faresette, though I'd think someone as supposedly accomplished as yourself would-" Again, the girl – 'Ilisia' – managed to accomplish much more than the execrable word choice and delivery should have been capable of against an experienced debater like herself. Still, the Faresette name was recognizable. They were the least of Korigsberg's four noble families; their heir was a young military type named Horatio, so this must be their second or third child...
"- but really, if you haven't managed to deduce why I'm here in person, rather than sending the authorities, then you really do live down to your peoples' stereotypes." Sixtine quickly ran back through what the arrogant chit had been blathering about in the last minute and change: mostly just insults aimed at Sixtine's intellect, competence, and ethnicity. Irrelevant. She'd settled on the most likely reason for the girl's visit over forty seconds ago.
"I thought it was self-evident, Miss Faresette. You're here to blackmail me."
"More or less. I think 'blackmail' is somewhat inaccurate, though. Simply put, I run your little operation now."
What. The actual. FU-
"You see, I don't plan to sit around the manor forever, and marrying myself off doesn't really appeal, either. No, I'm going to make my fortune doing what's natural – using worthless dregs like you and the Numbers you surround yourself with to gain the power and wealth I'm owed as a properly-bred Britannian.
So! From this day forward, I am in charge. I own the failures you've collected here, I own the drugs they make for you, I own whatever funds they've stockpiled for you, I own the public functionaries you've gained leverage over. I own everything you've created here and I. Own. You." The Britannian brat was practically salivating by the time she finished her monologue, which only underscored the boiling, blinding, furious hatred that had by this point consumed Sixtine.
Hatred for her arrogant assumption that the right to dictate others' lives was assigned by something as meaningless and base as whose womb she happened to tumble out of.
Hatred for daring to act as though Sixtine's achievements were lessened by that same meaningless matter of birth, or that she could easily be forced to participate in this childish power fantasy.
Hatred for being so unspeakably thick as to assume she could just walk in and 'take over' what Sixtine had built here, when even a child could discern that its existence was dependent on patience, prudence, careful manipulation, and other gifts that this useless fucking BRAT had not the slightest comprehension of, much less capacity for.
Most of all, hatred for the fact she couldn't figure out how to show this mewling, ugly little lump of offal how things really worked.
It was unbearable.
It was unforgivable.
It was -
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Afterwards, Sixtine could never quite recall just what she said in response to Iliana Faresette's ludicrous attempt to subvert her organization. All that could be determined was that it was lengthy, it involved a careful dissection of the girl's personal history, thoughts, and beliefs... and by the end of it, Iliana had gone from a narcissistic fool drunk on her own imagined superiority to a trembling, broken thing, easily cowed and even more easily molded.
Her only prior point of comparison in such... forceful education had been in her first year of college, when she found herself simply unable to stomach the completely unacceptable behavioral patterns of her roommate Cecilia Victoire, and done things that, in retrospect, even Sixtine would admit were somewhat excessive. Things which had involved restraints, a stolen gurney, various equipment for monitoring heart, brain, and peripheral nerve activity, sensory deprivation devices, an IV of nutrients and various synthetic psychoactive drugs suspended in water, electrostimulation pads, and pre-recorded lectures on Cecilia's many incorrect patterns of thought and emotional connection, the necessity of correcting them, and a precursor to Sixtine's current model of therapeutic psychological adjustment methodology, being piped into Cecilia's ears through a set of noise-canceling headphones.
That "rehabilitation" had been a grinding, torturous struggle that lasted over four months, and by the end of it, she'd been left with something more akin to a very convincing chatbot in human skin than a functional human being; Cecilia was most decisively gone, and the being left behind had been so thoroughly broken that it no longer answered to her name or recognized her family. "Arete" had needed years of tutoring just to reach the point where she could emotionally handle the idea of doing something without Sixtine's direct supervision and instruction.
Iliana was still recognizably herself, could be safely returned to her old life without fear of her family realizing something was amiss, but was just as obedient as Arete. Just as thoroughly Sixtine's creature, and nobody else's. Yet with Iliana, the entire process had taken four days from start to finish.
Even without Iliana's desperately eager explanation of the world's hidden features, Sixtine understood that a metamorphosis had taken place in that office; she had ascended from a being forced to struggle with minutiae and prosaic obstacles, into something higher, purer. She had unlocked the capacity to dismiss such things entirely, brush aside the fumbling mistakes of yesterday and replace it with the sublime perfection she'd always sought.
She could understand why the "Dragonbloods" that Britannia's rulership was apparently infested by would denounce transcendent individuals like herself in their private, primitive religious dogma. After all, ordinary people were already prone to a thousand vices, failings, and acts of self-delusion; for such prosaic souls to be granted supernatural power, allowed to lord it over their fellows, and then confronted with their own infantile corruption by inherently superior beings... well, they responded to that opposition by throwing a tantrum, like the spoiled children they were.
Still, however had such dross managed to gain dominance over the world? A question worth pondering later.
For now, she had a city to fix.
Transcendence
As she stepped into the former flophouse in the slums of Korigsberg, Sixtine Valerie Couture reflected that things were looking up now that she'd finally left France. Her homeland's legal system had been entirely too concerned with her affairs over the last few years; between the multiple attempted stings, the holds put on her primary accounts, and the warrant for her arrest, keeping hold of enough funds to obtain a fake identity that would stand up to Britannian scrutiny and still afford the requisite plastic surgery to make it work had been... hectic. Worse, she'd been forced to destroy her original equipment before setting off for Area 2; trying to negotiate a black market sale would have been far too risky at the time, and there was no way any of it would have been allowed through customs.
Still, the only aspect of Sixtine's work that was truly indispensable was Sixtine herself, and her assistant had already set up a perfect spot for her to rebuild in by the time she stepped off the plane. For now, nobody she'd be dealing with would know her as anything other than Alanna Miles, a professional therapist starting anew in Area 2 after her previous employer had been ruined by the fallout of a larger affiliate's embezzling; one of the finest forgers and electronic records-doctoring specialists in all of Europe had seen to it that no amount of official scrutiny would turn up anything to dispute that narrative, and an equally-skilled surgeon had collaborated to remove any aspect of her body that could give the game away.
Sixtine Valerie Couture – child prodigy, award-winning chemist, infamous ideologue, and seventh-most-wanted criminal in France – had been wiped from the face of the Earth. Now, Alanna would pick up where she left off.
And this time, she'd keep her priorities straight.
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"...like I've said, Dominic, the key to self-control lies in self-analysis, in picking apart the ways you think and feel and act to identify their origins. Society, both incidentally and intentionally, tends to submerge its participants' individual thought patterns beneath a glut of generalization and instilled group delusion. Your problems with excessive drinking are not a part of your essential self, no matter what your friends or employer would have you believe; it's merely the product of a harmful Kantian schema – the notion that 'all blue-collar Twos drink when they're not working'."
"I, ah, 'm not objecting, here, doc, but the other fellas're no stranger to knockin' back a few, and they're, well - heh - they're right as rain. If drinkin's bad brain juju, how cus' they be doin' so well, an' me so poor?"
"No need to be so apologetic, Dominic! 'The search for understanding is the hardest, and greatest, step on the road to knowing oneself'. To answer your question – the idea of the hard-drinking Two isn't universally harmful – after all, you know better than I that it can create strong sense of friendship and community – but you, and your friends, are all individual people; there may be similarities between your essential selves, but you are ultimately a singular existence. For them, knocking back fifths of whiskey at the Redling is a perfectly healthy behavioral pattern, in line with their essential selves.
"However, your essential self is ill-suited to that behavioral pattern, and when you seek to conform to it, that causes you to drink to excess, get into fights, and otherwise lose self-control. Then, that loss of control creates consequences that ripple outward to affect every aspect of your life, like your recent difficulties finding work."
"Aye! I see it now, I see it. Round peg, square hole!"
"That's exactly it, Dominic. Now, let's run with that analogy..."
Dominic Whisk was one of Sixtine's more low-maintenance clients: a barrel-chested day laborer who'd been recommended to her by his niece as a troubled man. Much as she might find his ill-formed grammar irritating, it was... nostalgic to work with a scarred-up bruiser after the surfeit of depressives, pill-poppers, closet cases, and other "soft touch" cases her new clinic had pulled in. After all, she'd practically cut her eyeteeth re-educating some of Luxembourg's premier pugilists, bouncers, and other usefully brawny lowlives; they'd practically been the backbone of her organization back then.
Boozing, fighting, indolence, lack of fiscal responsibility... their faults were gross, obvious things compared to the insidiousness of a firmly-entrenched delusion or societally-instilled pattern of incorrect thought, and far easier to redirect... or exploit.
She'd mostly done the latter back in Luxembourg. Eventually, though, a grainy dashboard recording of one of those burly enforcers beating a suspected informant into paste with a sledgehammer, weathering almost a dozen bullets from a nearby pair of police officers thanks to a hefty regiment of steroids, bone-hardening chemicals, and an experimental combat stimulant of her own design, and putting one of them in the hospital with multiple bone fractures before getting his brains blown out by the other had ended up becoming one of the top news stories in France.
The fallout of that particular object lesson had been a major wake-up call, and part of the impetus for her change of identities. She'd let herself get soft; worse, allowed her production and sale of illicit chemicals become a decadent, teetering criminal empire, when it was only ever supposed to be an easy source of funds. Thanks to that multi-year lapse of intellect, the name of Sixtine Valerie Couture would go down in history hand-in-hand with images of burning buildings, makeshift labs cobbled out of filthy tenement housing, and drug-addled thugs bashing fellow criminals' heads in with lead pipes at the behest of a narcissistic madwoman. The original goal – fixing people, fixing the world – had been lost under a tide of blood and government spin-doctoring
A truly pathetic period in my life, 'Alanna' thought to herself as Dominic scheduled his next session with her, but at least I learned something from it. Her new organization was still very much under construction, but it was being built properly this time. The old method of slapdash psychobabble and addictive drugs had been rather firmly relegated to the dustbin; her students would work for her efficiently, intelligently, and loyally, their eyes fully open to the true state of the universe and their place in it. This time, it would be about ideals first, all else second.
This time, it would work.
=========================================================================
Impossible!
She immediately chided herself on succumbing to such idiotic cliché, but still; this was impossible! Every angle had been considered and accounted for, every possible avenue of investigation countered, every shred of evidence carefully reattributed or destroyed! The only person in the Area who knew about her former life was her 'assistant' Arete, and she knew beyond all possible doubt that the girl was no more capable of betraying her than she was of independent thought!
SO HOW DID THIS SMUG FUCKING BITCH GET AN ENTIRE FOLDER OF INCRIMINATING EVIDENCE!?
"I'm sorry if this is upsetting for you, 'Miss Alanna'..."
The excessive amount of sarcasm applied to the phrase made Sixtine long for the chance to give the bitch a private dissertation on the use of tonal emphasis with correct proportion and context. Preferably with the aid of restraints, a gag, and arterial injections of Mixture 13-A-IV.
"... but on the other hand, someone with such a substantial criminal record doesn't really have the right to feel aggrieved when their misdeeds come back to haunt them."
The loathsome brown-haired slattern had walked into her private work space during off hours and laid down a folder whose contents tied Dr. Alanna Miles to Sixtine Valerie Couture, PhD without a word, instead using her mouth to form the most excessively self-satisfied, gauche, shit-eating grin Sixtine had ever seen in her life.
"Now, are you still capable of speech, or has my casual devastation of your ever-so-clever web of legal deception burnt out your higher functions?" As if trying to outdo her previous accomplishments in defiling every precept of measured emotional/intellectual/social expression, the intruder leaned over to place her palms flat on Sixtine's desk, in an effort at conveying both an expression of casual superiority, a reaction-provoking invasion of personal space, and an atavistic dominance display. Puerile, obvious, pathetic.
So why was it getting to her?
Forcibly shoving the idiot's incongruously effective posturing, Sixtine finally replied: "I'm sorry, but I don't believe we've been introduced, Miss...?"
"Ilisia da Faresette, though I'd think someone as supposedly accomplished as yourself would-" Again, the girl – 'Ilisia' – managed to accomplish much more than the execrable word choice and delivery should have been capable of against an experienced debater like herself. Still, the Faresette name was recognizable. They were the least of Korigsberg's four noble families; their heir was a young military type named Horatio, so this must be their second or third child...
"- but really, if you haven't managed to deduce why I'm here in person, rather than sending the authorities, then you really do live down to your peoples' stereotypes." Sixtine quickly ran back through what the arrogant chit had been blathering about in the last minute and change: mostly just insults aimed at Sixtine's intellect, competence, and ethnicity. Irrelevant. She'd settled on the most likely reason for the girl's visit over forty seconds ago.
"I thought it was self-evident, Miss Faresette. You're here to blackmail me."
"More or less. I think 'blackmail' is somewhat inaccurate, though. Simply put, I run your little operation now."
What. The actual. FU-
"You see, I don't plan to sit around the manor forever, and marrying myself off doesn't really appeal, either. No, I'm going to make my fortune doing what's natural – using worthless dregs like you and the Numbers you surround yourself with to gain the power and wealth I'm owed as a properly-bred Britannian.
So! From this day forward, I am in charge. I own the failures you've collected here, I own the drugs they make for you, I own whatever funds they've stockpiled for you, I own the public functionaries you've gained leverage over. I own everything you've created here and I. Own. You." The Britannian brat was practically salivating by the time she finished her monologue, which only underscored the boiling, blinding, furious hatred that had by this point consumed Sixtine.
Hatred for her arrogant assumption that the right to dictate others' lives was assigned by something as meaningless and base as whose womb she happened to tumble out of.
Hatred for daring to act as though Sixtine's achievements were lessened by that same meaningless matter of birth, or that she could easily be forced to participate in this childish power fantasy.
Hatred for being so unspeakably thick as to assume she could just walk in and 'take over' what Sixtine had built here, when even a child could discern that its existence was dependent on patience, prudence, careful manipulation, and other gifts that this useless fucking BRAT had not the slightest comprehension of, much less capacity for.
Most of all, hatred for the fact she couldn't figure out how to show this mewling, ugly little lump of offal how things really worked.
It was unbearable.
It was unforgivable.
It was -
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Afterwards, Sixtine could never quite recall just what she said in response to Iliana Faresette's ludicrous attempt to subvert her organization. All that could be determined was that it was lengthy, it involved a careful dissection of the girl's personal history, thoughts, and beliefs... and by the end of it, Iliana had gone from a narcissistic fool drunk on her own imagined superiority to a trembling, broken thing, easily cowed and even more easily molded.
Her only prior point of comparison in such... forceful education had been in her first year of college, when she found herself simply unable to stomach the completely unacceptable behavioral patterns of her roommate Cecilia Victoire, and done things that, in retrospect, even Sixtine would admit were somewhat excessive. Things which had involved restraints, a stolen gurney, various equipment for monitoring heart, brain, and peripheral nerve activity, sensory deprivation devices, an IV of nutrients and various synthetic psychoactive drugs suspended in water, electrostimulation pads, and pre-recorded lectures on Cecilia's many incorrect patterns of thought and emotional connection, the necessity of correcting them, and a precursor to Sixtine's current model of therapeutic psychological adjustment methodology, being piped into Cecilia's ears through a set of noise-canceling headphones.
That "rehabilitation" had been a grinding, torturous struggle that lasted over four months, and by the end of it, she'd been left with something more akin to a very convincing chatbot in human skin than a functional human being; Cecilia was most decisively gone, and the being left behind had been so thoroughly broken that it no longer answered to her name or recognized her family. "Arete" had needed years of tutoring just to reach the point where she could emotionally handle the idea of doing something without Sixtine's direct supervision and instruction.
Iliana was still recognizably herself, could be safely returned to her old life without fear of her family realizing something was amiss, but was just as obedient as Arete. Just as thoroughly Sixtine's creature, and nobody else's. Yet with Iliana, the entire process had taken four days from start to finish.
Even without Iliana's desperately eager explanation of the world's hidden features, Sixtine understood that a metamorphosis had taken place in that office; she had ascended from a being forced to struggle with minutiae and prosaic obstacles, into something higher, purer. She had unlocked the capacity to dismiss such things entirely, brush aside the fumbling mistakes of yesterday and replace it with the sublime perfection she'd always sought.
She could understand why the "Dragonbloods" that Britannia's rulership was apparently infested by would denounce transcendent individuals like herself in their private, primitive religious dogma. After all, ordinary people were already prone to a thousand vices, failings, and acts of self-delusion; for such prosaic souls to be granted supernatural power, allowed to lord it over their fellows, and then confronted with their own infantile corruption by inherently superior beings... well, they responded to that opposition by throwing a tantrum, like the spoiled children they were.
Still, however had such dross managed to gain dominance over the world? A question worth pondering later.
For now, she had a city to fix.