[X] She would soar, one spark among the conflagration. Today she was a voice of fire and steel, better to embrace that.
I mean, first thing that comes to mind to me when I hear voice in this context is Emissaries and their role of speaking for the high realms.
"I already said it, but you were right, you know," Ling Qi said quietly. "You were right, but I don't regret it, following Renxiang, diving into these politics. Because no one else would do it right!"
A hint of the frustration that had been building in her over these last months, seeing how even those most aligned with them were… condescending at best. What would have happened if she had left the matter of her meeting to the Sect to report? What would have happened if she and Renxiang had simply gone on to the Intersect tournament, and left this whole horrifyingly complex endeavor to at best a well meaning courtier, and at worst an outright disinterested bureaucrat.
And it was only the first hurdle, the first hurdle to seeing that this beautiful mess of a province, her home didn't fall in when the lynchpin at its center cracked. She wanted to scream sometimes.
Elder Jiao's expression went flat. It wasn't an expression, not really. Every muscle in his face went slack. "Too clever girl. Are you really trying to manipulate me?"
His lips didn't move at all, neither did his eyes, blank and dead and glassy. He looked like a mannequin, a posed figure. They eyes in the dark were not though. They glared down at her.
"You know she's not Jiao, as if you can't read a child's intentions clearly," Xin scoffed, looking up not at the empty seeming figure, but at the darkness that swirled around. "Honestly husband, all humor aside, I am disappointed in you."
"I know we are not the same. I only have the barest knowledge of what you have done, and who you are," Ling Qi said. "..We aren't the same, I know that even with what little I can… I-" Her senses wavered.
A knife. A knife that was a man. Cruel Virtue, the blade to carve out the rot, that the body might live and breathe healthy again. Each cut revealed a new tumor, it ran so deep, deeper than the foundations themselves. RotrotrotrotrotrotrotROTROTROTROT-
"Feh, what obnoxious eyes you are cultivating. Have you been training her in secret?"
The awful, crushing despair that Ling Qi felt passed as swiftly as it had come. The flash of vision had been even briefer than the others, but where Xia Ren had left her unsettled, and Elder Ying had left her sad, now she just felt sick. Nauseous and drawn, like the victims of the red fever when it had swept through Tonghou. She felt as if her body was tied down with immense weights. Her head pounded and even her qi felt sluggish and dull.
"Of course not."
"Hmph, no it wouldn't be. Too unpolished, an undefined domain feature."
Ling Qi's vision swam and returned.
Elder Jiao regarded her silently. His body seemed animate again, the shadows less dark. "You know I was listening girl. Here is another answer for you. Power is delusion. It is what men fool themselves into believing they have, that they may move the world. The true secret? They can't. Peasant, Lord, and Emperor alike, mortal, immortal ascended. Nothing fundamental changes anymore, not since the end of the age of myths, when the great laws were set. The pieces get shuffled around, the names change, the words change, but humans are humans and the world is the world. It always comes back to the same pattern, the formulation set by cultivation itself."
He sounded bitter, incredibly bitter. Ling Qi stared. Xin sighed.
"...We are definitely different," Ling Qi murmured.
"Why, because you will succeed?" Elder Jiao said sardonically.
"No," Ling Qi said. "Because I never believed I could change the world in the first place."
He paused, furrowing his brow.
There is not need too. Besides Darkness is our element and throwing ourselves into that fire is a big risk in my opinion.
I don't see it really, besides she already has an insight about something similar I believe.Soar is all about owning the outcomes of one's choices, because power, to Ling Qi, is represented by and empowered through choice. But it's also about working in concert with those who's actions benefit your goals.