This gave me a brainstorm. Zhen has a crush on Meizhen's spirit companion, right? What if we got Gui together with Liming? Maybe our doofy tortoise boy would mellow yandress out?
If anything it feels like we've gone slightly backwards in terms of socialability with her.Cai Renxiang raised an eyebrow. "Shall I ask now what devilry you have in mind?"
Ling Qi huffed, it had come out mechanically, but that had definitely been a joke. Still, some niggling part of her wondered if the other girl was just getting better at imitating the behavior Ling Qi thought of as friendly. "I thought it would be relaxing. Besides, did you not say that you would teach me about tea blends? You made it seem very important."
"And you expect that I shall serve you tea? How arrogant," Cai Renxiang replied imperiously. For a moment, Ling Qi felt concerned, looking back at the girls affronted expression, but then the corner of the stiff girl's lips quirked up. "I suppose there is only one individual capable of not burning the leaves present however. Tasks should be divided by merit."
Ling Qi narrowed her eyes at the other girl. She wasn't sure how pleased she was to see Cai Renxiang able to fool her like that. She simply bowed her head deeply. "This humble vassal apologizes for her inability," she instead said aloud, allowing a sarcastic edge to touch her voice.
The shorter girl made a brief sound of amusement, before turning her eyes back to her desk. "I shall be sure to remove that inability. You will have to entertain yourself until I have completed these last forms however. Confine yourself to this room however."
Cai Renxiang dipped her head slightly in acknowledgement. Ling Qi got the feeling that Meizhen had said as much before. "I disagree of course. My failures arose from inflexibility, presumption, and compromise of my ideals. As the Scholar Kung said, 'One who has committed a mistake and does not correct it is committing another mistake'."
"A fine statement indeed," Meizhen replied blandly. "Learn from the past certainly, but keep your eyes forward, lest the future plant a knife in your back. The past is inviolate, you cannot change it, only act on things as they are."
"You speak as if I am a madwoman, ready to destroy myself in battling the flow of time, and not one merely engaging in self reflection," Cai Renxiang said with faint exasperation.
"You have corrected your errors in perspective, and reflected quite enough. I merely worry that you will mire yourself in such musing and become your own obstacle," Meizhen shot back.
Fundamentally, Meizhen has a much better time relating to Renxiang because they have similar backgrounds and positions. It's always going to be much harder for Ling Qi.Maybe becoming Renxiang's subordinate basically solidified the route of becoming her friend properly out of existence? Honestly I am wondering if we should just leave the entire project of getting Cai Renxiang to loosen up a bit to Meizhen, who's a lot closer in status, and who seems to be doing a lot better with it.
There's harder and then there is "actively going backwards". I honestly feel like we're in the second bracket despite what the narritive claims.Fundamentally, Meizhen has a much better time relating to Renxiang because they have similar backgrounds and positions. It's always going to be much harder for Ling Qi.
Whose to say her actions with Meizhen weren't just as manufactured as her actions with us? There is an argument that if there are "walls" going up it's proof that we are getting closer. There is also the argument that there is nothing else underneath, and if we are getting to a personality it's because that's what she thinks we would appreciate.It doesn't feel like Renxiang is starting to let down the facade for us and we're finally seeing more of her real self, because we see how she acts with Meizhen, and it's more like she was in those early months. If anything it feels like the barriers are going up with regards to Ling Qi compared to the early months of the inner sect.