[X] Just point Nanoha in the right direction, or get Mitra to, and let yourself be pulled along.
-[X] Also, the truth. Looking for new magic to study, items both useful and whimsical, maybe a birthday present for Sidhe or not - you have some other half-formed ideas - any interesting people you meet...
You try, and utterly fail, to keep your gaze focused on Nanoha's nose. The stars are really rather distracting and you're hoping there's a way to duplicate the effect. They
are somewhat inhuman, but isn't that a good thing? The more stuff you have to demonstrate your differences from normal mortals, the better.
"Um. Well, wherever? I wanted to find new magic to study, buy some magical items, maybe get part of a present for Sidhe, that sort of thing."
You vaguely wave one hand toward the city proper. Nanoha nods once, snatches your wrist from the air, and begins leading you back out of the hospital.
"Sounds like fun! Tell me why you pick out stuff, OK?"
You look down at the hand dragging you along and try to reimagine it as some sort of metal hook. It doesn't really work; you're still being led around by the girl you might have a teensie crush on.
"Okay," you agree meekly.
You are
not looking forward to the next few hours.
You know, this isn't actually so bad.
"Which one is that?" Nanoha asks.
The younger girl points to an overflowing fountain attached to the underside of one of Magnostadt's floating aqueducts. The water falling from it passes through a floating gold ring before hitting a child-infested plaza below.
You peer at the objects in question and frown. For as frugal as Magnostadt's mages are with their personal mana, they are
remarkably wasteful when it comes to making artifacts. Suspending a
PAUSE/HALT ring just so people can safely drink water from the sky? Why not put the fountain closer to the ground? Operating under a resource budget or with long-term sustainability in mind usually requires
extra creativity and is overall more impressive than the alternative.
Upon closer inspection, you do notice that new water keeps flowing down faster than the slowed water can descend. The overall effect lets water crash against itself and flow around impeded areas. You still don't think the effect is worth spending so many motes each day.
"The fountain filters water through magical rocks and the ring resets the speed of falling water. The filter is White and Red, the ring is Blue. I think the Red might be keeping the White from setting?"
Nanoha nods and immediately moves on to the next target. Your attempt to unobtrusively free your wrist from her other hand is, as always, futile. You're not sure you mind, especially since Nanoha deliberately loosens her grip every time you try. You could manage to free yourself if you worked harder, just... not without alerting her. You don't want her to think you'd rather not be here.
"That one?"
Nanoha points to a set of
crystal lanterns at the top of a building. Those, you barely need to glance at. The appearance may change from tower to tower, but their underlying functions remain the same.
"Just more ward anchors to let them be hemispherical."
"Oh. Do their spells change, or...?"
You shake your head.
"Same Enchantments, different decorations. I think they're trying to make it harder for invaders or saboteurs to know where they should be aiming."
A few seconds pass while Nanoha searches for her next target. You spend the time glancing around and marveling at how little attention you're actually receiving. After the initial mini-parade, public interest seems to have waned in order of normal daily activities. If anything, people are trying to pretend you don't exist as anything other than a mobile restricted area.
Nanoha points to a row of potted flowers in a nearby shop window. You'd been under the impression that glass would be really quite expensive with their technology level, but you don't think you've seen even one window lacking it.
"Those?"
Besides boring?
"Not magical anymore, but there are still hints of Green. I'm pretty sure Green is all about nature n stuff, but there's some Green girl on my homeworld with a literal metal death forest boasting an absurd amount of Green mana production, so I dunno. It might be good health or adaptation? That kinda occurs passively as plants and animals grow."
You crane your neck to search for the rooftop gardens you're certain exist. Finding them doesn't take very long, but not for the reasons you'd prefer. A gust of
Blue-tinged wind dumps a large cloud of dirt and dust right in your face. Coughing can be heard from nearby spectators, but not Nanoha or even yourself.
After your reflexive blinks, you find a severe lack of debris in your eyes. Intrigued, you deliberately keep one eye open and let a little more dirt settle on its surface. The little brown specks reach the floor of your field of view far faster than expected. More importantly, they provoke no pain or irritation whatsoever, only the peculiar feeling of having something sitting in your eye. Blinking removes every trace of the tiny invaders.
You suppose it makes sense. The ancient Agni didn't seem like the sort of people to leave weaknesses for foes to exploit. If your eyes weren't upgraded, they'd be the most vulnerable part of your entire body by far.
Simple self-preservation stops you from outright poking yourself in the eye. It does not prevent you from closing your eyes and experimentally rubbing at their lids. You begin normally, then slowly start to apply more and more pressure. It's hard to tell how much of the resistance encountered is due to armored eyelids and how much is from your eyes refusing to go
squish.
"Please stop trying to test the durability of your eyes, Daughter," Mother sighs.
"Suffice to say you should not 'tank' the blows of a Belkan Saint without active shields and a Barrier Jacket. Your eyes remain perhaps the most fragile component of your vessel and can still be damaged through your own efforts."
You sheepishly lower your hands and open your eyes. The dust cloud has started to settle, leaving the dirt to slide off the surface of your clothing and vessel without many issues. Your jewelry is not quite so lucky, their surfaces visibly tarnished.
"Right. Sorry."
"It is perfectly fine. I believe acting on curiosity should be encouraged in the vast majority of situations; if caution would be wise, your servants and retainers may raise such topics."
You briefly consider bringing up Calypso, then realize that the evil goddess was probably why Mom included the bit about caution. Being unnecessarily reckless still seems dumb, though.
So says the girl avoiding telling someone about a mutual attraction.
You force yourself to avoid brushing off Nanoha and simply focus on dusting your own jewelry. Your hair and clothes only need a little prodding to dislodge collections of dirt trapped in folded creases. The jewelry takes a little longer, but not especially so.
"You know, I just realized we've never gotten bugs in our eyes," you remark aloud.
"Not for long, anyway. Vessels really are convenient."
Nanoha nods automatically. After the first second or so, the nodding slows as she appears to give it some more thought. Your not-a-date eventually sighs.
"It's too bad the rest of us only get four swaps. I did want to try out being a male eventually."
You try to imagine a male Nanoha. Although it's easy enough to transfer over some of her habits and behaviors, such as the bashfulness and tendency to overwork herself, many of the others refuse to be mapped properly. You admit you might be catering to gender stereotypes just a little bit, but... okay, you can't find a good reason. You don't like looking at male clothing and fashions nearly as much, so that might be part of it?
You frown and try to imagine the current Nanoha in a black business suit. Apparently, you still think she'd look good in it, so you probably can't blame everything on gender-specific fashions. Glasses
would look weird on her, so maybe it's something like that? It would be fine once you got used to it, but would seem really weird initially? All that still leaves the biggest question to be addressed, though.
"Why? Everyone with more than three brain cells likes you as you are."
If it's simple curiosity, you could understand and might try it yourself. If she feels as though her preferences are forcing her out of being female, though, you'd prefer to have Mom hit Nanoha's Earth with informational broadcasts until they stop acting like idiots.
Nanoha shakes her head, smiling, and sets out to address your worries.
"I just want to see what it's like. We've got all these options as far as vessel mods go, and by those standards, gender is just another tweak. Don't you think it'd be a little dull to spend our whole lives without trying out everything? It'd be like eating one food forever just because you like it."
You shrug. While you think it might be neat to try, you're pretty sure you'd have to start from scratch when it comes to an awful lot of behaviors. For example, the steps designed to avoid disturbing layered female regalia would look weird in the male versions. Female Agni styles might tend toward concealing skin under layers of clothing, but males only wore one or two. Even then, their version of formal attire was often ceremonial armor. You like your Barrier Jacket well enough, but it doesn't cover up fidgeting very well at all, among numerous other complaints. Like, for example, always looking like they're ready to fight someone.
"You can go right ahead if you want to. Me, I'm happy with just staying a girl. Etiquette is difficult enough without trying to change categories."
"Four swaps," Nanoha reminds you.
"Mitra thinks she could make some simulations with enough upgrades and a few lifted restrictions, but she says they'd still be guesses. And I should really hold on to those in case something happens."
And what then? Your soul still occupies your body. If the vessel dies, isn't that it? And should Nanoha die, you're not sure you wouldn't obsess over somehow bringing her back. If history and folklore has taught you anything, it's that such goals
never end well.
You keep a smile plastered on your face even as you look for a solution. You're pretty sure Mom's original claim of "no Agni has ever fallen on the field of battle" was complete nonsense. Still, even if you do shift Nanoha's soul over to an Agni "True Self," what then? You're fairly confident their versions of Soul Gems weren't even close to invulnerable. The Agni would still be alive if they were. For that matter, you're not even sure their version is usable by non-Agni. Ice and fire don't really get along, so you'll have a hard time turning Sidhe into a demigod, which might mean no Agni Soul Gem for her.
Now that Kyubey is basically dead, you might be able to find out how he made
your soul indestructible. You're not comfortable letting even an enslaved monster do the same to your friends, so maybe Mom could recreate the necessary hardware?
Pressure around on your wrist drags you back to reality. Your glance at Nanoha is met with a reassuring smile.
"I don't even have to do the sims if you're uncomfortable with it."
You shake your head violently. You're pretty sure you'd still be fine with Nanoha as a guy, even if it's not quite what you'd prefer. And you might feel like a walking gender stereotype sometimes, but doesn't that make it more important for you to avoid reinforcing roles?
"Not that. Just brooding on mortality and other gloomy stuff. And, um, I just realized I could actually take you home now? I mean, to my home plane. There's a really nice cake shop we could—"
Your brain catches up with your mouth, which promptly clicks shut. Unfortunately, your attempt at damage control definitely leans toward the
damage part. Nanoha looks puzzled for a second or two, then seems to realize the implications of the proposal. Her mouth briefly forms a little round
o before she glances down.
There are several seconds of awkward silence before the situation gets that much worse. Nanoha looks back up, her eyes beginning to sparkle and her expression determined. You brace yourself for something stressful.
"So, um..." Nanoha begins, then hesitates for a few seconds. She shakes her head and charges onward soon enough.
"I know you're still not comfortable with romantic things, and I'm clueless too, but..."
You look down and cling to Neph's earlier reassurance. She claimed your relationship with Nanoha wouldn't really change, didn't she? Agneyastra's dehumanizing attempts to handle Nanoha's crush have absolutely no bearing on this situation. Which is... it's
good since you're barely comfortable with
hugging, let alone kissing and
stuff.
And just to make that whole mess even creepier, you just realized Indira probably still harbors the belief such things are OK. She might change her tune
once if you change Nanoha into a demigod, but —
wait. How on earth did the whole "heresy" overreactions fit in with Agneyastra's original method of handling Nanoha's crush? You can't remember how or even
if Mom justified it.
"She wants to know if you can agree to calling mutual dibs," Mitra says bluntly, startling you out of your off-topic confusion.
"You know, no chasing someone else until you give the other a fair chance at some future time? If you ask me, it's pretty obvious you two will be doing that anyway. You're practically giving me sugar poisoning and I don't even have a tongue."
Relief drowns your anxiety, hunts down its cousins, and kills those as well. You'd already practically agreed to such on your end, but maybe Nanoha hadn't quite realized that part? She's kind, hardworking, intelligent, attractive, and dragged you out of darkness. It'd be hard for someone else to compete with that at any point in the next few years.
You look up to see Nanoha give you an uncertain smile. It's hard to interpret her eyes and eyebrows when the former is filled with bright lights, but you think they might be hopeful? They're pretty, you know that much.
"Definitely," you say firmly, then try to come up with something better.
You'd really be fine even with full dating at this point. We're more afraid of not knowing what to do or say when dating her than anything else and that can only be fixed with experience. Mom and Mitra would say our attempts to fix that are "adorkable" and Nanoha is happy no matter what we do. Except literal heart-shaped fields of fire, anyway. That project smelled terrible.
You blink several times and try to remember what you were doing. Something better than a bland agreement, you think? You think you can even somewhat remember that incident, the product of channeling Red to think of something that could be seen from high above. You're not sure if you should worry about the bleedthrough, honestly.
Hush. I'm trying to think.
Dun wanna.
[] It's not like you'd be willing to share your soulfire with anyone. Which is to say, turn her into an Agni-style demigod.
-[] Well, you might do so for your other friends if you can, but Nanoha would get the untested version. As in, before you're 100% sure it's entirely safe, but are still willing to do it anyway.
--[] You're 99% you'll be fine, no worries. Neph said soulfires grow back.
[] Channel Red as an excuse to kiss her. You're explicitly not officially dating yet, just not chasing after anyone else until you do later.
[] Repeat what you just thought: She's kind, intelligent, attractive, hardworking, and literally kept you from turning into an eldritch abomination born from overwhelming despair. With all that, she doesn't exactly have real competition.
-[] You were more worried about her finding someone else first.
[] Try to keep things from getting worse before you're ready; simply tell her she didn't have to worry about that and continue your not-a-date.
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