Hmmph... this junior is a good seed [Cultivation Management Quest]

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Maria 26 - Dodging Echoes (Part Four)
Dodging Echoes (Part Four)
Maria Turn 10 Fifth Omake

There's no missions going that evening, solo or squad, so Maria's grounded for the night. Letha's away on something confidential, and Draconis is running group cultivation, so that's most of her social circle out right there. For a while she thinks about tracking down Nameless for a few hours of sparring, or going for a drink with Ganbei, but the longer she waits, the more clear it is that no. No, she's going to spend the evening alone, wandering the fort, thinking.

She hates that. Her thoughts… spin. Spiral too much to let herself be still. Especially now, with the Red Place still silent and buried. But there's nothing else.

So she walks. The pacing is crucial – just fast enough not to attract attention, but slow enough to blend in to the background. Not a threat. Just kind of there. Slow, rhythmic steps. Heartbeat slows, keeps time.

The fort's busy as hell, even this late. Something big's on the horizon, even if no-one knows what. She tries to puzzle it together, but-

Yeah. No. Not quite there. She struggles to give a shit either way.



She has to think about this, doesn't she?



Unprecedented. She hates that word – or at least, she hates that it applies. She wants it to be bullshit. She wants, quite badly, to go back to being a dime-a-dozen Optimatoi. She can handle that. She works her ass off, cultivates, trains, fights, and so on and so on until her qi spasms inside her like a fish on a hook and then boom, next heavenstage. It was simple. It made sense. Not like… this. Not like chasing visions of a Dao, an embryonic dream of some possible version of her whispering shit she didn't understand just out of reach. Not like freaking out in the face of genuine horror, then suddenly getting lacerated by guilt she barely understood because apparently no-one ever got that before.

She didn't have the instincts for unprecedented. Was that so fucking wrong? She couldn't make a few mistakes?



"Excuse me? Senior?"

She blinked. Came back to herself. A junior's anxiously hovering at her like a particularly neurotic moth.

"Yes?"

"I asked if I could- Ah…" something like fear flickers over his face. "I apologise. Captain. I- ah… I asked if I could assist you?"



His face makes her memory shiver in distant recognition. She knows him. Squints at him for a moment, and watches him terror-fidget until at last she remembers. The little shit who'd pissed her off a while back. Greenhorn kid never seen a Devil before. She'd forgotten.

"You remember to take orders, still, soldier?" she asks.

"Yes, captain."

"From anyone got the authority to give them?"

"Yes captain."

"Even demons like me?"



His face freezes. She fought down a little smirk. "Asked you a question."

He closes his eyes. Then some inner reserve of backbone finally snaps into place, and he opens them again in something like defiance.

"Yes captain. Even demons like you."

She blinks again. Kid has guts, at least.

"Good. No. Can't help me right now. Leave me be."



He flutters away, settles behind a desk a way away from her. At last she makes herself scan the place. The technique library. She'd never come here, but then, where else would consist of shelf after shelf of scrolls? None of them were particularly special, she knew; they couldn't afford to leave the good stuff out where they might get taken by the enemy if the fort was lost. All she'd find here was the usual shit. Dozens of basic techniques and manuals, copies of copies, packed in for any enterprising junior to raid.

Maria settles herself at a nearby chair and desk. At this hour of the night, she can at least be sure she'll be left alone in here. Might as well chase this damn thought through.



Here's the problem. Shanshu's right. Not about the ingrate part. Enough was going on in her damn head when that vision showed up to get her out of that. But the rest of it, yeah.

She'd been offered… something. Something formless and impossible. Something the clan needed. And she'd said no. It didn't matter that she had reasons. It had happened. Now she was trying to change her answer, to claw her way back to where she'd been, but it was so much harder this time.



And she was whining about it.



She groans, and drops her forehead onto the desk with an audible thunk. This. This was what she was reduced to. Whining like a little child who's brother had a bigger sweet. Gods. No wonder Shanshu had said no. Who wanted an imbecile still operating under the assumption the world was fair?

So that was it, then. She'd fucked up. Fixing it was, at least for the moment, beyond her reach. Now she has a decision to make. There were other teachers in the world than Shanshu. Fire was a common element, too. But there'd been something about that asshole spark-witch that she'd liked. Something she wanted. Hard to explain what, still. That she'd been here, partly. Xin hadn't put forward a lot of cultivators for Auxilia positions, and Shanshu wasn't even one of them. She'd just decided that the Altar sect needed handling and she'd gone.

Yes. That was it. There had been a complete and utter lack of fucks to give. There was just what was right, and what was in the way. It had been attractive, when she wasn't on the wrong end of it. Now, though…



She pinches at the bridge of her nose and sighs. No. No, this was exactly what she wasn't supposed to be doing. Shanshu was not an option. Either she continues her study with a new master, studies alone, or stops. And even that isn't a choice, really. The whole fucking point of the loneliest path was that you didn't stop, and you did it alone. It was in the damn name. Gods. She an be an idiot some times.

Maria drags herself to her feet.

"Hey. Junior."

The boy looks up at her warily.

"You got anything in here on fire techniques?"

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Maria 27 - Dodging Echoes (Part Five)
Dodging Echoes (Part Five)
Maria Turn 10 Sixth Omake

The training courtyard's been getting gradually busier since the sun came up. That isn't the problem, exactly – Maria's spent most of her life on public training fields – but it's full of chatter too, today, and that does get to her. Legate Foslia had policies about this sort of thing, and the 263rd​ trained silently when they could, or silently if they couldn't. Minimized distractions and built discipline. Also made the constant background noise of inane conversational bullshit ten times worse. Still. Maybe that's good. Maybe the extra pressure will help.


At least, that's what Maria thinks first. Then some bastard wonders out loud to one of his friends if she's single, and the mortification sends the tiny spinning spark between her hands sky-rocketing. Then she's very much in the Legate's camp, and also short an eyebrow.

"Fuck."

Nameless gives him serene smile #47, "mild concern."

"Are you alright?"

She waves him off.

" 's nothing. Lost concentration." She shoots a glare over her shoulder. A longhaired Flood Dragon reddens and looks away, his friends jeering at him in good-natured affection. Gods, she wants to beat him senseless for that. But no. She has better things to do. "Try that again…"


The technique is supposedly simple, as is the manual – 'on the nature of the flame' – she'd found it in. Fire was, first and foremost, a process; the transformation of fuel into ashes, releasing energy as it did so. Thus, any would-be pyromancer needed to understand that process before they could move on to anything else.

Hence, 'the contemplation of the single point.' Burn air in a tiny space, and only a tiny space. Cycle your qi, radiate it in a tight thread between your hands, and then spiral it right in the middle. That part isn't too difficult. She'd learnt harder in the Dawn Fortress. What is difficult is the lens. You were supposed to be learning how the process worked, after all. Couldn't just be focusing on your qi circulation. So you also had to pull off a secondary thread circling the spiral, which was also flatter and broader, to bend the light and magnify the burning air. And THEN you were supposed to watch the spark as it burnt, and meditate on that, while also maintaining the technique.

…She takes it back. It's not simple. It's fiddly as the Imperator's own sainted balls, and she hates it. But it's all she has, and she's short on alternatives.


"Slow your breathing a little, this time," suggests Nameless. He's moving through a slow kata next to her, something complex and kick-y. It's weirdly soothing to watch. "Perhaps that will help."

"Tried that already," she mutters back. "No good. Primary Qi thread doesn't travel fast enough."

"You could deepen the breaths? Try it in double time?"

"Secondary flow might get too fast. Can't alter it either, the magnification's complicated enough as it is. Fuck. This is a beginner's technique?"

Nameless turns slowly, balanced on the ball of one foot.

"It does seem a little complex. You're sure the manual was… correct?"

"Yeah. Three other ones in the library referenced it. Real big deal."


She gives a frustrated hiss and starts again, slowly. Calm. Start with calm. Slow, easy breaths, not a care in the world.

(She hates this part too, for all she's gotten good at it; meditation requires a stillness and absence of thought her mind is not inclined to reach.)

Then starts to cycle. In breath. Out breath. In breath. Out breath. Her qi is like water, flowing through her. Finds the currents, the streams, the rivers.

In breath. Out breath. In breath. Out breath. Now direct. She does not control them, any more than she controls her arms or legs; they are merely her, and thus they follow as she dictates. Runs them up, slowly, through her biceps. Down her arms. Through her palms. Out, slowly, through the warm air, to meet and interweave.

Easy, now. Easy. In breath. Out breath. In breath. Out breath. In that weave, where tiny capillaries of qi twist and shiver and dance, set them spiraling. Twist, but gently, slowly, until at last, at the very nadir…

Phwomph

The air combusts. A spark, as qi takes on its own nature, and fire is born.


Step one. Good. She allows herself the briefest flicker of satisfaction, then reaches for the next step. The woven stream splits again, further back. Slow. Sloooooooow.

In breath. Out breath. In breath. Out breath.

Let the new off-shoot run gracefully through the air, orbiting the little flame. Down, back through the main flow, and out again. Around. Slowly. Slowly. Until at last, the ring is whole. She lets herself slip towards its edges, draw it out, flatten it.

In breath. Out breath. In breath. Out breath.

The ring stretches, tightens, broadens, and is ready.

She opens her eyes, slowly. Between her hands, she can see her little spark, burning merrily away as she watches, magnified to the size of an apple between her hands.


So far so good. Now for the hard part. She lets her eye focus on the flame. The light is sharp and white, searing painfully in her retinas. She lets it register and slide past, not ignoring it so much as putting it aside. It's not important. The fire is. Feels the qi building heat, packing the air tighter and tighter, dragging against itself, tension growing, growing, growing. Watches the release, at last, as the spark splits it all apart, spitting light and warmth and fire up to disperse it.

Action. Reaction. Tension. Release. Force and counterforce, dancing back and forth around her single point.


There's something here. Something important. She knows it. But what?


Flare of frustration strikes at her calm, wobbles her breathing. The spark flickers. She breathes. Lets the stillness reassert itself as the coiling anger dies.

In breath. Out breath. In breath. Out breath.

Keeps going. The spark rises again…


"Captain?"

And goes out with a pfut, spitting up smoke. Her qi flows fracture immediately, running in all directions but these new, unfamiliar contortions she's dragged them through.

Maria bites back a curse, and looks up. Cecilia wilts under her glare.

"I- Sorry, I thought-" she babbles. "Were you busy?"

"New technique," Maria growls. Then catches herself. No. Captains don't snap at soldiers just because they're having a bad day. "What do you need?"

"Sergeant said to come find you," said Cecilia, still a little tentative. "Centurion's mustering the officers."


A little flicker of interest runs through her at that. This could be interesting. She nods.

"Where?"

"Courtyard nine."

"Good. Tell Draconis I'll meet him there."


Nameless shoots her serene smile #23, 'amused affection.'

"Running off already."

"Orders is orders."

"And so perfectly timed! Such luck."

She gives a half-grin.

"Sometimes, even a devil can catch a break. Same again tomorrow?"

"Certainly."

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The 263rd​ were split up across nine of the Wards on the Fearless Line. Legate Foslia was up on Dragon, and the First Centurion held the Dreaming Foothill, which left Myron as commanding officer. Maria's had worse. Gaiarados in particular sprang to mind. Took a special kind of commander to beat the actual traitor.


"Squad's on call," mutters Draconis. "Armed and armoured."

"Rested?"

"Yes. Group cultivation finished up before the order came through."

"Good."

"Any idea what this is about?"

She shrugs.

"Could be a lot of things."

"Yes," says Draconis, with a hint of irritation, "but given you have a friend in tactical…"

"Letha's said nothing."


There are five or six other captains in the courtyard, and a handful of sergeants. A few dozen hushed mutterings are going back and forth. They all have that look to them – the one she'd started noticing a lot on her clansmen's faces. A combination of wariness and excitement. Something uniquely Optimatoi about it. We don't know what's coming, but we will meet it, and watch it die on our shields.

She likes that look. Maybe she's wearing it, too.


A low whoosh-clack signals the sliding doors being pushed aside, and Myron enters, face still dogged by tiredness. He doesn't bother with the formalities.

"All here?"

A chorus of affirmatives.

"Good."

He closes the doors and turns back.

"Mission," he says shortly. "Big one. We're going to be heading it, so no fucking about, alright?"

"Yes centurion."

"There's another caravan coming through. A big one. We think perhaps seven to eight hundred mortals and a few minor cultivators, none of any real relevance. Under normal circumstances, we'd be following procedure – the scouts and forward units would provide escort, and the ward would fortify for an assault when they got close. However, today we have a VIP."

Myron hands around a dozen jade slips. Captains and sergeants take them, use them, pass them on.

"That," says Myron, "is Wu Diao Shi. Not a cultivator herself, at least not yet, but the latest scion of a local clan. Her claim to fame is the worst luck I've ever seen since the Mountain Bell found out the Myia could hold a tune. The clan's blood is particularly potent when consumed. Worse, with preparation, it becomes even moreso."


The room groans.

"Quite. As you can imagine, getting Ms Shi safely behind our lines is something of a priority. Which is where we come in. As soon as the briefing is done, our array engineers are reinforcing every damn wall in this fortress. It needs to be good, and it needs to be self-sustaining. Our budget's been increased, so don't skimp. And be fast, because then you're going out beyond the line. Temporary fortifications are to be built at one mile intervals from here to the Green Road. Combatants, you'll be going with them. A squad will station at each fortification once it's finished to build them up further, and be ready for an assault. The caravan will move past each fortification towards the ward. We will hold off pursuit for as long as reasonable, then fall back to the previous fort, then the one before that, and so on until we reach the ward."

"What about the other forces?" asks Maria. Myron nods.

"Good question. One third will remain here to hold the ward. Another will travel ahead at the direction of the forward units to harass and distract the enemy, falling back once the caravan is sufficiently protected. The final third is the Flood Dragons and associates. They'll be serving as reinforcements for us on the fortifications."

There's quiet mutters of approval at that. Rolling reinforcements from the Righteous can sometimes mysteriously find themselves lost or delayed when needed. At least the Flood Dragons can be relied on to show up.

Draconis has just gotten a jade slip. His face goes leaden.


"Finally," says Myron, "the caravan itself. As can only be expected, Ms Shi has attracted a great deal of attention. As a result, her escort has taken heavy casualties. They've rotated in fresh bodies, but the situation being what it is availability is limited. Given the expected assault, that has to be remedied. Every sect is offering up what it can."

Maria knows where this is going already. Myron's going to ask for volunteers. It'd be stupid, were they anyone else but Golden Devils – as is, he can assume he'll get them. She likes that. Normally, she'd put herself forward, but the squad is still green as hell, and while they're good, she's not sure she'd bet on them for a vanguard deployment.

She takes the jade slip from Draconis, and feeds a trickle of qi into it. Then Wu Diao Shi's face appears.

A child's face. Four. Five at most. Hair (black, thick, neatly combed) falling down to a dead straight fringe, from which her little brown eyes peak curiously. Maria's breath catches in her throat.


She thinks of the mortal casualties she'd seen so far. The teethmarks they'd found on the bodies, and far worse besides.


The words are unbidden. It takes all she has to catch them in her mouth, and turn to look at Draconis. He nods once. She lets go.
"I volunteer."

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Maria 28 - Dodging Echoes (Part Six)
Dodging Echoes (Part Six)
Maria Turn 10 Seventh Omake

"So who else?"

"From here? Us, some Flood Dragons, a few Divine Sabers-"

"Euugh."

"I know, I know, but it is what it is. Anyway, a couple of Strength Purity, Ganbei's squad from the Drunkards, and some itinerants."

"…That's it?! I thought all the sects were putting people forward!"

"The promise of the Righteous, Pris. Buys you a cup of bad wine as long as you've got two obols."

"Still. What's the excuse?"

"The usual. Big push coming, they must conserve their numbers, blah blah blah."

"This. This is why Strength Purity has no vassals. If we had to deal with this shit every day, we'd snuff them out too."

"Stow it," growled Draconis. Priscian and Cecilia shared a knowing glance and shut up. Nikolas, being Nikolas, didn't seem to understand.

"But. Sarge. Come on. It's ridiculous."

"You want to know what's ridiculous, legionnaire? Getting an order from a superior officer to shut your mouth and then keeping talking."



Maria snorted with amusement. 'Conis had to make captain soon. He was just too good at talking down to people to stay where he was. She couldn't have pulled that off as well. Not when she agreed with it. Might honestly be the most insightful thing she'd ever heard out of Cecilia's mouth. Not that it was true of all of them; there were enough examples of decent, reliable cultivators to undercut that generalization pretty cleanly. But Gutless Heaven, the way they ran their sects…



They'd moved out an hour ago, ten miles behind the Drunkards so as to break up their numbers. Keep them from losing everyone at once if they got hit. The Flood Dragons would follow on after them, then the rest. Not the swiftest strategy in the world, but anything that got to the Caravan would be an improvement. The stealth arrays emblazoned on their shields and armour should keep them away from the prying eyes of the Noble Knowledge Sect.

Hopefully.

Still. Best they be quick. And Draconis was probably right to keep them quiet. She dropped her own head a little and sped up.



The no-man's land between the Line and the meat grinder that was the front had only gotten bleaker since the last time she'd seen it, which wasn't surprising. That seemed to be the constant, out here. Gradually, entropy wore down the wreckage of towns, villages, cities, and the open wounds of battlefields until everything was grey and blunted, all texture smoothed out by the wind and colour bleached away by the sun. Even now, in the cold pre-dawn light, it felt dull and colourless. This was what war was like, for the foot soldiers of the great powers. Baring witness to the havoc your seniors wrought, and praying to any God that might listen they wouldn't wreak it on you. The thought drained the humour from her.



They went on in silence for another two hours, flitting from wreckage to wreckage, until at last the rendezvous slithered out of the darkness. Not a very special place; the corpse of some small-town granary, ceiling collapsed long ago. Then again, that's probably why it'd been picked. She brought a hand up for stillness, and the squad froze.

Thin edge of adrenaline ran through her. She let it pass. No need to lose her temper just yet. Instead, she lay down her shield, stepped away from it, and carefully, gently, flared her qi.

Counted the seconds, trying not to hold her breath.

One. Two. Three…

Felt the counterflare. Once, twice, pause, then a third.

She responded – two more flares.

One last response.

Breathed out.

"Clear," she murmered, gathering her shield back up again and feeling the stealth array wrap around her like a shroud. "Let's go."



And then they ghosted inside one after another. The inside wasn't much better than the outside – nothing more than a circular wall and the splintered beams of the roof – but she had to admit, any cover was better than the grim exposure outside. Besides, she could see stealth arrays smeared roughly over every free surface. Crude as hell. Even she could tell that. But they'd work.

Ganbei was perched opposite the entrance, legs crossed, her unit sprawled around her barring two working a portable still.

"Paleface."

Maria smiles a little.

"Pisshead. Got here okay?"

"Mmm. No contact. You?"

"Nothing."

"Good. Caravan's due in four hours, everyone else is coming in after you. Settle in. My darlings can teach you humble desert charmers how to drink."



They didn't, but only because Maria wouldn't let them. Instead, her squad had started setting up rough defences. Nikolas was rescribing the stealth arrays – apparently too horrified by their inefficiency to let them pass – and Cecilia was trying to teach one of the Drunkards how to play Ludus. It was going about as well as could be expected.

She'd traded a few more affectionate barbs with Ganbei, then settled herself on the far side of the granary, pulling out 'On the Nature of the Flame.' Tempted as she was to try the contemplation of a single point again, she couldn't risk it. All it would take was one lucky divination and they were done. The manual was the next best thing.



Time passed. The others filtered in, one by one. Flood Dragons. Divine Sabers (Liming shooting her the faintest nod – Maria freezing, before nodding back. The closest either one could manage to courtesy.) Then –



Are you fucking kidding me?



Shanshu's sharp, lined face amongst the robed and shrouded itinerants like a spark among tinder. Her eyes flickered about the room before settling on Maria. She froze. Then her lips curled downwards, and she looked away.

The manual in Maria's hands was suddenly a foul, cloying weight. She had to force herself not to drop it. No. No, she would not be ashamed of this. If the old bitch didn't want to teach her, that was one thing, but she couldn't stop Maria learning. She'd paid for this, not stolen it. Something like defiance drove her head back down, and set her eye ripping along the pages.

Her teeth were clenched, she realised suddenly. Clenched so hard she could feel the muscles in her jaw spasming. Gods. Of all the fucking missions, why did she-



Stop that.

She blinked again.

Oh, you're talking to me now, are you?

She has done nothing wrong. Or do we measure all actions by whether or not you like them, now?

Silent. Completely silent. For months. And that's the first thing you say to me.

Stop whining.

Where the fuck have you been!?




There was an uncomfortable pause.

Protecting you.

In total fucking silence?!

It's – complicated.

Well, that's nice to hear. Complicated. Lovely. Thank you.

Stop whining I said. I'm back, aren't I?

And that's all the explanation I get? You were protecting me, its complicated, stop whining? Gods, you're a fucking asshole.

You don't understand.

No! No, I clearly don't.

Maria-

And her! Her you defend?! The cow who-

Was right that you turned away from something and now there were consequences to that?




Another uncomfortable silence.

Shut up.

No.

Bastard.

Probably.




The old joke just pissed her off more. She sat on the anger. Tried to focus on the book. Lasted all of five seconds.

What do you mean protecting me?

Something was going to hurt you. I had to make it stop.

What?


It didn't answer. She gritted her teeth around a frustrated snarl.

Red, I swear to every God there is, I will fucking hurt you somehow. What was going to hurt me?

Still nothing. But it was a different type of silence, now. The silence of an unspoken secret, not separation.

…Fine. Fuck you.



She went back to the book, fighting back a growl as she went.



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Priscian felt them before anyone else. His face stilled. Tilted up slowly.

"Incoming," he murmured.

The other sensors in the room had done similar, faces turning towards the door.

Right on time.



And then the caravan came through.



She'd figured it was going to be bad earlier. If the escort had been thinned out, then gods alone knew how badly they'd hit the mortals. But this… this beggared belief. There had been seven hundred refugees expected.

Only sixty were still alive.

Four cultivators led them inside, wrapped in rags and loose cloaks. She couldn't make out their allegiance. Then again, did it matter now?



One of them, tall, dark-haired, exhausted on a level so profound it radiated off him, yet somehow still smiling, stepped forward.

"Hi," he said. "Guessing you're the cavalry?"

"Fuck," muttered Draconis. Maria nodded.



Ganbei rose. Diplomacy in situations like this tended to fall to the Drunkards. They had the least enemies.

"That'd be us, alright," she said. "Mixed bag. Hope you don't mind. I'm Ganbei."

"Grinning Jin, currently," replied the escort. "Or Book of Names. Might know that better."

The Flood Dragons sat up at that, muttering to each other.

"…The Book of Names?" asked one of them. The man nodded, still smiling.

"Yeah."

"…Huh."



"You're a Flood Dragon, then," said Ganbei.

"Yeah."

Her brow furrowed a little. There was the briefest flicker of qi flares as they signed and countersigned.

"…Shit."

"Yeah."

"What happened?"

"Altar," said Names. "Commander Divine Strike did his best, but… well. Eight of them, one of him, do the math."

Eight. Fuck.



There was the quietest squeak from behind Names, and he turned.

" 'S okay," he murmured, voice gentle. " 'S okay. They're friends."

Something small and pale lunged into his arms, and he cradled it as he rose again. It was the girl. Smaller somehow than Maria had expected, and she hadn't been over-estimating. Wu Diao Shi was tiny. Malnutrition, maybe, she thought. Or just… blood, maybe. Bloodlines could be complicated. Either way, her little face was glancing around fearfully at the assemblage.

It made sense. After all this, there probably wasn't much more frightening for her than a cultivator.



"Names," she whispered.

"It's okay," said the Flood Dragon again. "I know. But they're here to help. They're going to get us somewhere safe."

"Yes!" Said Ganbei. She had her best "mad-but-friendly auntie" voice on. Gods alone knew how it must have come off, because Shi recoiled like a viper had been waved in her face. "Friendly. That's us. Good, friendly, responsible-"

"I don't like her," muttered the child.

"…Eh. You should. I'm very charming after a glass or two of Baijiu. Would you- no. Child." Ganbei was visibly flailing for words. "Perhaps a light rice wine?"



Gods. Alright. Maria wasn't good with grown ups, but she knew kids, and this was clearly only going to get worse.

"Hey," she said. The broken-glass burr had grown up in her throat. Shi squeaked again. Maria stood, slowly, letting the girl see her empty hands as she came. When finally she drew level, she bent at the waist a little, putting her face to face with Shi.

"I'm Maria," she said, simply. "You okay?"

Shi considered that for a long moment, eyes drifting warily across her face. She'd have to be careful, here. The kid had seen things that no-one should. Maria couldn't patronise her, but neither could she come on too strong, either, or she'd turtle and that would be that.

"…No," said Shi eventually.

"Makes sense," said Maria. "We're friends of Names."

"Jin," said Shi.

"Yeah?"

"He killed him and took his name, and put it in his book. So he's Jin. Grinning Jin."

Maria nodded slowly.

"He has a lot of names?"

"I think so."

"Okay. I've only got one."

"Yes. You said." Shi kept staring. Something calculating had entered her gaze.

"Have you killed people?"

"Yes." No flinching, no screwing around. Be direct.

"Are you good at it?"

"Killing people? Yeah. Very."

"She actually is, it's really quite upsetting," chirped Ganbei. Maria kicked her without turning away.

"Won't kill you, though," she said. "Jin would stop me, for one. I'll just kill anyone he tells me to. And my friends-" pointing back towards the squad, all watching, "will do the same. They have to do what I say because I'm in charge."

Another long pause. Shi was looking at the squad. Then she turned back to Names.

"Do you believe her?"

"Think I do," said Names, grinning wryly.

Shi nodded.

"Alright then. Thank you," she said to Maria.

"You're welcome."



She straightened, and looked at Names.

"You want to talk tactics?"

He gave her a long, searching look. Then that ever-present grin broadened a hint.

"Yeah. Sure."

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Maria 29 - Dodging Echoes (Part Seven)
Dodging Echoes (Part Seven)
Maria Turn 10 Eighth Omake

"When?"
Shu Cangquiong did not consider herself a passionate woman. Emotions, in her experience, took up too much time and energy, and worse, it got in the way of good thinking. Neither did she see herself as particularly imaginative. She could create, certainly. She could form an idea, nurture it, develop it. But that was always purely practical – an equation, almost, solved through evaluation and consideration and thought.
But she had no real option, provoked as she was, than to give in to both personal vices and just picture the irritation as it most assuredly was; something fat and reptilian and slimy, cold-blooded, dragging itself out of the turgid, stagnant pit in her lungs where it lived and clawing its way up her spinal column until it coiled, sweating, by her brain and swiped a webbed paw at it, demanding her attention.
She ignored it. She'd learnt, over the last few months, to ignore a lot of things. Having a stolen fragment of universal wisdom lodged between the hemispheres of your mind required it.

"When?"
Instead, she focused on the diagram in front of her, its nexus of mad lines and glowing qi-flows dragging her consciousness up, up, up- high as she could go, to look down at the twitching corpse of the Song empire and witness the cultivator maggots battle madly for the scraps. It was a good view. Entertaining.

"Fear-witch, you will listen to me when I speak or I shall split open your ribs and eat your heart."
The irritation swiped at her again, then opened its maw and groaned. The diagram shivered, the qi-flows weakening as her attention drew briefly away.
"I don't know," she said, as calmly as she could manage. "As I have stated, elder, at least six times before."

She was pushing her luck, said the part of her mind that still managed to cling to lucidity. Elder in particular should have been more deferential. The rest of the sentence was unsalvageable. She couldn't find it in her to care. Thousand Child Devourer was her senior by less than two months. He'd only just made it to foundation establishment. In any reasonable world, he would not be leading this… exercise.
But this world was not reasonable, and so her current superior was an imbecile with good political connections. Honestly, not even that good. If she'd tried, really tried, she could probably have taken the position herself by asking a few favors. But the truth was, it wasn't worth it. She didn't care about this. Any of it. The girl was a mild curiosity – her bloodline sounded interesting – but curiosities littered the many seas of the Turtle Emperor like fish. She was only here to distract herself.

That's what the lucid part of her thought.
The other one?
HOWLED.
She felt its maelstrom-thought patterns smash against the walls she'd so carefully constructed around it, part technique, part compartmentalization, part self-inflicted ignorance. It screamed and begged and threatened, each idea and word strung nonsensically together until the whole was a jumbled mosaic bereft of any meaning other than desperation; please. please. please.
please make it stop.
please, just for a moment, make it stop.

But she couldn't.
The Dao-piece would rend at her mind for the rest of her life.
The walls crumbled a little. Shu Cangquiong closed her eyes and forced her attention away. Thousand Child Devourer was still speaking.

"…expect to be obeyed in a timely manner, do you understand?!"
He was closer than she'd like. She stared at him, and weighed different futures against each other. She could kowtow, apologise, and explain again that no, she could not predict when the caravan would leave the granary with its new escort… or…
The irritation croaked again.
Hmmm.
That was tempting.
She'd have to dress it up a bit… but then, the Altar turned on each other all the time, right? Not hard to use that to her advantage. His second, Lung-Slice, was ambitious, too.
Yes. Time to express herself.

Shu Cangquiong smiled, suddenly, letting a manic gleam slip into her eyes. Devourer blinked.
"Do you know, great elder, why they call me the Mother of Mists?"
No point in letting him answer.
She breathed.
A thick, misty tendril unrolled from her mouth, cool and wet. It lashed across the short distance between them and buried itself in his face. He gagged.
Time to have some fun. With a blink, she shifted the chemical composition into one of the simpler poisons in her repertoire, a funky little nerve-toxin that would make his every moment of life agony. It was cute, but it didn't quite have the spark she was looking for. No. She needed something better. What…
She thought about the irritation and its long journey upwards.
Aaaaaah. Yes. Long. Slow.
The composition shifted again, layering one of her better drugs over the top. A hallucinogen, subtle but potent. It would drag out every second to an eternity.
Thousand Child Devourer keened quietly, his hands spasming. She broke the connection, letting the mist seep into him, and sat back to watch.

Another twitch of his hands. What-
Oh. Oh, clever boy.
Shu Cangquiong reached into Devourer's robes, slapping away his desperate, spasmodic fingers, to find what he was trying so hard to reach without her knowing. A heavy, golden skull, run through with tendrils of red meat. From the way it pulsed with life qi, it could only be a treasure.
"Smart boy," she said casually, before searching him more thoroughly. Two more trinkets on him. Not a bad haul. "Not quite smart enough, though."

There was a polite cough behind her. Shu turned to look. Lung Slice stood, watching her, his face composed in courteous inquiry.
"Something you're forgetting?" he asked.
…What was he-
His eyes flickered to the treasures in her hand.
Oh. Yes. Silly of her.
She tossed the skull to him. There was the briefest moment after he caught it where she could still see it, but then it was gone completely.
"Such a terrible tragedy," she said casually.
"Certainly," said Lung -lice, his face contorting into respectful sorrow. "So full of promise. So young too… commander."
She liked Lung-Slice. She liked Lung-Slice a lot.
"The poisons of the Slaughter of the Sands are mighty indeed," she said. "I could not save him in time. So lucky that you were here to save his cultivation, at least." With that, she tossed him the antidote.
"Kind of you," he said mildly, eyes fixed hungrily on Devourer's contorted face.
"Think nothing of it. Wait for him to die, first, though, just to be safe."
She turned back to the diagram again, and settled in to wait.

---

Everyone knew, before they even set off, that this was going to suck.

None of them said it out loud, of course. The mortals on the caravan were skittish enough as it was. But the threadbare handful of survivors from the escort said a lot, and experience filled in the rest. The alliance wanted Wu Diao Shi badly enough to put serious effort into getting her. Far more serious than anyone had expected.

Why was one little girl so important?

Still. At least they knew. They could plan around it as best they could. Book-of-Names had filled them in as best as he and his survivors could; previous assaults had been effective more because of how well they seemed to know the escorts' weaknesses than anything else. In particular, they'd seen no major talents; whether that meant there were none, or they were waiting for a better moment, was anyone's guess. Either way, it suggested Noble Knowledge diviners were present. Good ones too. Coalition Guerillas were warded against scrying. For someone to punch through…

That had put stealth out of the question. The alternative was speed. The mortals were exhausted, so they'd need to be carried – except that too would put the escort down cultivators they would very clearly need. The argument had flown back and forth for a while until Maria had stopped, furrowed her brow, and turned to Draconis.
"How big can we get a Kataphractoi?"
He considered, then glanced back at the squad.
"…Not big enough for all of the mortals to get on," he muttered. "Not as we are."
Ganbei had interjected then.
"Define 'as we are.' Qi generation issue?"
"Yes."
The drunkard had glanced across at the portable still her squad had brought with them and smiled.
"That," she'd said, slowly, "might not be insurmountable."

And thus they'd arrived at this lunacy.
"Imperator," muttered Nikolas, staring into the mason jug of …something… he'd been handed, "grant me the strength to drink this shit."
"And the fortitude to survive the hangover tomorrow," added Priscian fervently.
"Oh, it'll arrive earlier than that!" said Ganbei brightly. "You should really start to feel it in about four hours."
Priscian turned a horrified face to her, then to Maria, then to the bottle, and then back to Ganbei.
"…I hate you," he said, faintly. The drunkard smiled.
"Good! You're paying attention."

"Hush," said Maria. She turned to the squad. "I know," she said. "This is fucked. Won't lie to you. Might fuck you up long term, or your cultivation. Big ask. But we are the Golden Devils. Big asks is what we do, for the clan, for the world…"
She turned to look meaningfully at the mortals, huddled against the back wall of the granary, exhausted, wounded, and numb.
"…and for them."
There was a pause. She watched her juniors. They watched the mortals. Then, at last, they turned back. Priscian pasted on a bright smile, visibly smothering his fear. He raised the jug.
"Prosit, lads."
"Prosit," said Maria, smiling, her voice echoed back by the others. Brave boy. Still frightened, but doing the job regardless.

No more stalling. She brought the jug to her lips, and drank.

It was fucking foul. She felt her throat convulse, trying to gag, but she forced it open again and swallowed, draught after draught. The booze wasn't far off of neat alcohol, sharp and clear and burning like she'd swallowed a flaming coal, but there was an awful floral tinge to it too, like aniseed, that gave it a cloying sweetness.
Rotting flowers.
Shut up. Still not talking to you.


At last, the mason jar was empty. She dropped it, coughed once, and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand.
"The fuck was that?"
"The best I could do under short circumstances," said Ganbei. "Be grateful it even tastes that good. Could have been worse."
"HOW?!" gasped Cecilia, her bronze flesh starting to trend uncomfortably towards green. Ganbei shrugged.
"Could have used Wise Hearted Carp for fining. Your tongue would actually disintegrate, and you'd call it a mercy. Couldn't figure out how to balance that with the demon hedgehog urine, though, so you escaped that."
"Stow it," said Maria. "How long till it takes-"

And then it hit her stomach.

The result wasn't what she'd expected, from long experience of Drunkard battle-brews. Those were hard kicks of qi, immediate and external as the beer poured new power directly into her system. Instead, she felt her heartbeat start to speed up till it was a constant staccato rapping on her ribs. Her qi began to cycle through her meridians completely unbidden, faster and faster, sending heat running through her every inch.
"Gods," she gasped. "What the-"
"Ride it out," said Ganbei. "It'll work. I promise."
Faster, it cycled, and faster. And yet, somehow, it stayed ordered, a tight sharp stream speeding through her like lightning. A stream, she realized, that was growing. Each second, more and more power began to flood through her, the qi deepening and intensifying as it went. The energy anchored her into her own flesh – aware of every fibre of muscle, every twisting nerve.
She felt like a god.
Heaven's guts.
"I take it back," she muttered. "This. This is good shit."
Ganbei gave a wry shrug.
"We do what we can."

No time for more than that. Imperator alone knew when this madness would end.
"Outside and form up, lads. Kataphractoi. Speed and size, fuck the defense."
They nodded. Each one had the flushed, mad look she was sure was gracing her own features. She'd never heard of… of too much qi. It couldn't really be hazardous.
…Could it?

Fuck. No. Focus. This was going to have to be fast. They walked/stalked/stumbled/staggered out, one after another, out of the granary, falling quickly into position. The kataphractoi wasn't as common as the hoplite, but they'd drilled it enough to make it work. Hands dropped onto shoulders. Stances were assumed.
"Lock," she growled.
"Locked," chorused the squad.
"Cycle."
That one felt pointless, considering, but fuck it, protocol was protocol.
"Cycling."
"Sync."
And with that, she felt seven qi systems, each one relentlessly churning out qi by the second, snapped into one thrumming circuit. The mad surge rushed through her, catching her own speeding system and gunning it faster like water through a millwheel. She had to fight down an audible gasp; the sheer pressure was forcing the air out of her lungs.
As they did, the kataphractoi didn't so much form as explode into existence. She directed the torrent of power as carefully as she could, guiding it through the lines and planes of the construct, but the sheer amount of what she had to work with almost got away from her. She'd thought the increased size would be an issue, but to be honest, it might have made things easier. Trying to guide this lunacy would have been impossible through a smaller, more intricate space. As it was, she had to run her mind back over everything a few times, tightening uneven flows and pulling runaway capillaries back into sequence.
"Call that syncing, shall we?" she croaked. A few affirmative wheezes answered her. Gods. This wasn't a formation. This was a fucking engine.

The rest of the caravan had poured out behind them, dropping into position around them and shepherding the mortals like exhausted sheep. The katapractoi, standing an easy ten feet tall if it was an inch, bent its knees as much as it could. There'd be room behind the rider for all of them, at least. Fuck, there'd be room for a small house.
The mortals were helped up into position one by one by the other cultivators. A handful then settled around them for protection – Strength Purity and a few of the itinerants. Then, as it started to rise-
"WAIT!"
They stopped. Shanshu, jaw set, pulled herself up onto the back of the kataphractoi, settling herself at the back of the party.
"Better position to shoot," she muttered under her breath.
Maria, staring out of the rider's eyes, made herself turn back. No. No point reading into that. Too much to do.
"Departing," she said, her voice amplified by the qi construct, and set off.

---

Lung-Slice had decided to start at the head and work his way down. Anything else, he had confided, always felt uncivilized; too much like torture for his taste. She had to admit, she respected that. A lot of the Blood Path practitioners she'd met were sadistic as a matter of course.
"Not an inaccurate statement," Lung-Slice responded, as he finished cutting away the softer meat that clung to the corpse's face. "Something of an occupational hazard. Not much room for empathy before the Altar, so a lot of people go as far as they can in the opposite direction."
"But not you?"
"Well." He pondered, chewing. "I'm not averse to causing pain when necessary. I just can't help but think that revelling in it is rather pointless. Power needn't be so… unsophisticated."
"And yet you're the minority," said Shu Cangquiong idly, not turning away from the diagram.
"True. Then, I suppose that shouldn't be a surprise. Can one even be in good taste if there's no classless ruffians to compare yourself to?"
She laughed.
"Excellent-"

And then the diagram sparked, dragging back her attention immediately. The caravan was moving. And at its head-
The mad half of her mind screamed again, louder, as the dao-fragment pulsed in recognition. Some combination of fury and fear send black vines climbing up her skin.
"How quickly can we mobilise?"
Her voice was tight and clipped. Lung-Slice looked up at her, catching her shift in mood and following suit.
"Now. We're in position already."
"Go. Hit them. Time Shatter to distort, e veryone else scorched earth – whatever you have to throw at them, do it. Just make sure they're all dead."
He tilted his head.
"But the girl-"
"I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THE GIRL!"

The madness crawled into her voice as she screamed, sprouting little flowers of hate. Lung-Slice flinched. She forced herself to modulate her tone.
"She's one little brat of minor use at best. The escort has several individuals in it who can cause us the worse kind of trouble. Lung-Slice. Scorched. Earth."
He watched her, face inscrutable. Then, at last, he bowed, every inch the obsequious servant.
"As you command, elder."

---

The first sign that something was wrong hit them twenty minutes out. The outbound trip had been long, but that had been dragged out by needing to be stealthy. Going back at full-pelt in a fucking kataphractoi should have cut the damn thing in half. And yet…
"I – saw – that – house – before," gasped Nikolas over her shoulder. Priscian nodded, not speaking, trying to maintain his qi cycle.
"You – sure?"
They nodded.
Fuck. Okay.
Maria shifted formation-lead back to Draconis and clenched her eyes shut, trying to focus. Flared her qi twice in tight pulses. A moment later, the other squad leaders had leapt onto the back of the Kataphractoi. She pulled herself, careful as she could, back through the formation, and pushed her head out from behind the construct's surface.

"Something – wrong," she grunted.
Liming nodded slowly.
"Lan Hua said the same thing," she said. "It's a loop."
"We'd have noticed by now if-" began Ganpei, but Book-of-Names stopped her.
"They have someone who can alter the sequence," he said tersely. "Time Shatter specialist. If they fuck around with enough of the details, and if you aren't looking for it, you might not realise."
And they hadn't been looking for it, because of course they hadn't. Either they were keeping up a full-pelt run, or they were cycling the most insane amount of qi. All they'd been watching out for was a direct assault.
Like fucking idiots.

"What – now?"
Liming considered.
"We can cut our way out if it," she said eventually. "But we'll need to slow down for that. Too many of us for a mobile strike."
"Can't – you – do – it – on – the - kataphractoi?"
She shook her head.
"No. The illusion-severing cut is about stillness. None of us are advanced enough to try it on the scale we need as is; we'll have to stack the deck."
Ganpei hissed through her teeth. "Make it obvious what we're doing."
"They'll hit us," chimed in Book-Of-Names.
Liming shrugged.
"If you have an alternative, I'll happily hear it."
We stood in uncomfortable silence. She was right.
"Well then. We stop, circle around my squad and the … horse… thing-"
"Kataphractoi-"
"I am not even going to try and pronounce that, but we defend until we can make the cut, and then we bolt again."
It was a bad plan. But then again, so was everything else so far. Why change habits?

We agreed on our signal – Ganpei would flare her qi three times – and she sank back into the construct, pulling herself back to the rest of the squad to brief. Then came ten minutes of tension, watching the orders filter back through the ranks.
Took lead back form Draconis. Gritted her teeth. Any moment, now. Any… moment…
Ganpei's qi rapped out a sharp staccato.
Now.
She yanked on the rider's reins and locked the horse's knees, and the kataphractoi skidded to a halt. The mortals and their defenders clung tightly to the construct's surface. Around them, the rest of the caravan was shifting, the Sabres darting behind them and stilling immediately in prepped stances. Priscian's qi-sense flicked out over them, filtering information back through him to the rest of the squad; their systems moving into a loose, whirling spin as they prepared themselves. A tight perimeter around the kataphractoir was already in place – dozens of cultivators in tight defensive poses, facing out.

One second.
Two.
Three-

And then they hit them.

Equal mix of Gao and Altar at the front. A lot of both. Clawed fingers and strange fleshy appendages came boiling up out of the rubble, alongside poisoned blades and thrown bottles. The perimeter was immediately a mass of shifting violence, too fast to read. Blows and techniques and weapons, locked in the eternal dance of the sect foot-soldier.
Should be down there, muttered the Red Place, but there was no heart in it.
Shut. Up.
Don't like this – distance.
I look like I'm in a place to be distracted by your shit right now?


Four seconds.
Five.
Six.
Seven.
The caravan were taking casualties. Not many, and less than they were dishing out, but it didn't matter when the assault had the weight of numbers. The mortals were muttering fearfully, staring down. Behind them, Maria watched Shanshu throwing gouts of fire down into the melee in thick streams, her face locked into a furious rictus.

Eight seconds.
Nine.
Ten-

Priscian's senses sparked with meaning; the Sabres hunkered down, their swords gripped loosely in their sheathes. Liming whispered something too quiet to hear.
Breath in.
Eleven seconds.
Breath out.
Twelve.
Breath in.
Thirt/
They cut
/een.​

It's like the world snapped in two, and everyone went with it. In one half, they went on, circling forever, moment after moment repeating like a chain of pearls on a thread. In the other-

Oh.
Oh shit.

In the other, they were three miles off course, and the rest of the assault bore down on them in a shrieking horde, directly in front of them.
Fuck.
FUCK.

"HOLD FAST!" shrieked Ganpei. She leapt, cavorting and spinning through the air with the madcap rambling grace of her sect, to perch on the kataphractoi-rider's head. "SHANSHU, GET YOUR ARSE UP HERE NOW!"
The sorcerer sprinted along the back of the kataphractoi-horse. Maria could see the weakness of Xin Sorcery in every step; she moved like a fucking mortal, graceful and skilled but too damn slow. Ganpei was a boiling pot of frustration.
Damn it. Needed to interject-
Closed her eyes, snarled, forced the whorling pattern of qi to shift-

The flesh of the construct warped and flowed like water into steps. Shanshu took them three at a time. Below them, the sabres had waded into the fray like warrior gods, their swords slicing through the descending tide in graceful silver arcs. It didn't matter. They couldn't move forward with them in the way.
Ganpei, you better have a fucking plan.
Shanshu at last arrived at the rider's head. Ganpei was gulping something potent out of a bottle, her cheeks bulging with every mouthful. Then she flung the empty bottle down into the fray.
"Fire. In front of me."
Shanshu's hands snapped into position. A tongue of flame started dancing in the air. Ganpei closed her eyes.
"Fucking better appreciate this," she muttered. And then she spat out a thick plume of qi, roiling with the oil and fire she'd just dragged into her system. It hit Shanshu's flame-

WHUMPH

An impossible second sun roared into life, searing Maria's eyes with light she could still see it through her eyelids, a blazing blue-white colour that scorched everything clear in front of the Kataphractoi for gods knew how far.
Shanshu gaped. So did Maria. Then Draconis thumped her shoulder with a closed fist and she came back to herself.
"Travelling," She bellowed, and set the Kataphractoi into a dead run. Behind them, the rest of the escort fell into a fighting retreat, disengaging as fast as they could and following. It was a bastard maneuver to pull off at the best of times; she watched another dozen casualties in that mad cauldron of seconds.
Didn't have time to think about that. She had three miles to make up and the assault wasn't done. They were still streaming after them, skirmishing over and over with the ground troops. They were going to loose all of them before we even made it to the damn route.
But Ganpei wasn't done. "Give me another," she grunted. Shanshu's hands danced through another complex seal, and a spark burst into life. Ganpei's head snapped forward like a bird. She swallowed it.
"This," she muttered, "is embarrassing, stupid, and crude as hell."
A smile slipped across her face.
"Mother always said that's how it would end."
…What?

Ganpei leapt again into the air. Priscian's senses ran up over her in the air, seemingly of their own accord; through him, Maria felt her qi twist into some bizarre shape she couldn't, for a moment, recognise. Shanshu's face stilled. Maria watched as shock/understanding/horror/rage rolled in quick succession across her features.
"Transmutation," she muttered.
The roiling, volatile cocktail of fire and oil in Ganpei's stomach spread through every inch of her system. The spark of real fire, still held tight in Ganpei's mouth, sustained somehow through a technique Maria barely understood, brushed against her contorted qi-flows.
And bloomed through every inch of her.

The second explosion was bigger than the first. It was also more controlled, because of course it was. Ganpei was that explosion. She directed it to scorch backwards across the Gao and Altar foot-soldiers with the precision and grace that hid beneath every Drunkard's rambling dance, scorching them clear one by one. Even the light seemed to flare towards them, not back at us. She was empyrean.
She was beautiful.
And then she was gone, and there was nothing but smoke.
On their head, Shanshu was muttering some prayer she couldn't quite catch. She kept running. She didn't know what else to do. The mortals had to get back. The girl had to get back.

Couldn't tell you how long they kept running. Time blurred. Had to make herself check for repetition on the route a few times. Paranoia her new, creeping friend.
Then, at last, the route was on the horizon, in front of them, beneath them. The rest of the escort gave a ragged cheer. Easier now. A straight line from here to the line, with reinforcements dotted along the way. Good news. So of course heaven had to ruin it.

The world fractured again into clean, sharp lines. I watched potential futures dance before me. Out of that kaleidoscope came our next attackers.
More Gao. More Altar. And worse, Time Shatter. Not many – they were a reclusive bunch, and the Alliance deployed them rarely – but enough. They moved through the horde with an eerie, disjointed motion, rewinding, accelerating, splitting into possibilities and resolving back again.
Another assault. Gods. How many fucking were there?
They poured in from either side of the road, leaping out of the possible future they'd been hidden in to pincer closed in front of the caravan and on either side. Less of them than before, but what did that matter? Less of their own too. She'd have to cut through to get to the first fortification, and they didn't have a way to clear the path first; the construct could only take so many hits before it would shatter like glass.

Liming and Book-of-Names were fighting already. Fuck.
Fuck.
…Can't stay.
No.
Girl first.
Yes.
…This is evil.
This is war.


Fuck.
No. Focus. Still had a little time – can't accelerate, going as fast as we damn could as it was. Needed to try something else.
Fuck.
Reached back through the construct's pattern, beneath the mortals. Distort. Bubble formed around them as the construct's surface closed gossamer-thin above them. It would just about hold their weight.
Fuck.
The rider pulled on the reins. The horse reared.
Back legs kicked. Front legs reached.
The Kataphractoi jumped.

The world became a lurching mess. The mortals crashed into one another and the shield above them like ragdolls. But it didn't matter. It had worked. The were airborne. Now they just had to survive the landing in a qi construct far too big without shattering it like porcelain while she'd already distorted the fucking flows.
Fuck it.
Fuck it.
Keep going.

They started down again. Positioning was easy enough – momentum and weight had the front pointing down, the horse's legs already extending out to take the weight. Problem was going to be keeping the surface together.
Alright. Reinforcement. Split off capillary flows from every major stream in the hooves and legs, turned them out, down, back, in – felt the construct waver a little as the flow shifted to favour the bottom.
Impact. Shock, juddering and heavy. The reinforced feet took the brunt of it, but it was rolling up already.
Took the circular capilliaries and yanked, heaving them up along the main flows to match reinforcement as it rose up through them, a single tight band of iron-hard solidity. Felt her lungs fluttering in her chest.
Almost done.
Almost.
And finished. She'd fucking made it.

On the head, Shanshu was bellowing curses, clutching to the helmet and staring back at the fight.
"FUCKING LUNATICS!" She shrieked. Then her hands moved again, and spurt after spurt of flames spun away from us to descend into the distant melee. Give the bitch her due, she was a fine shot.
Kept running. Kept running. Kept running.

First fortification gleamed, ahead of us.

---

Shu Cangquiong was watching, howling with fury.
She could stop them. She could catch them, even now.
Kill them.
But she wouldn't. Would never admit why, but the fear was an icy, laughing demon on her back, wearing Maria's face, and she wasn't ready to face it again.

---

Closer.
Closer.
Closer.

The fortification was rough as hell, a rough wooden wall thrown up by legionnaires and manned by hoplites. The most beautiful thing Maria had ever seen.
"ASSAULT FURTHER UP!" She bellowed.
The Hoplites nodded, flickered, shifted, and then two kataphractoi bulleted past them towards the fight.
And through the wall as the gates yawned open. She could see the next fort already.
And through that one.
And the next.
And the next.

And at last, the ward fortress is there, and she goes through as the last few guttering sparks of qi in her system burn out, and everything went black.
---

Think trying to write this in the third person past tense is what made it harder. @Falconis , you spoiled me! :p Going to do one last bit to sum this arc and then on to something Not Shit. @Alectai @Kaboomatic @ReaderOfFate , may I have a threadmark please?
 
Maria 30 - Dodging Echoes (Part Eight)
Dodging Echoes (Part Eight)
Maria Turn 10 Ninth Omake

The courtyard wasn't empty – it never was, these days – but it was close enough. The timing probably had something to do with it. That odd hour that didn't quite belong to the night on one hand or the morning on the other. Hours yet till a shift change.
Distracted. Focus.
Yeah, yeah.

She breathed out, cleared her mind, and started up again. The Contemplation of a Single Point flickered into life between her hands. She wasn't pushing it particularly hard – the damn thing was at last making sense again – but she hadn't much else to do until the others came and got her.

Four days. It had been four days since they'd gotten back, and the after-effects of that Drunkard Moonshine were still playing out. The doctors had said there'd been no permanent damage, but she was to take it easy for a few weeks; light training at most, some minor meditation… the usual shit.
It was irritating to admit, but they probably had a point. Her qi-flows still felt jittery. Still, the Point was a training technique. She'd been cleared for that, at least. And it gave her something to do. Breathe in. Breathe out. Guide the flows. Watch the flame…

"What are you doing?"
The fire winked out. Maria bit back a curse, and looked up. Shanshu was watching her, face a mix of incredulity and something halfway between disgust and misery.
"Training," said Maria, shortly.
"With that?"
She didn't have it in her to listen to Shanshu's latest rant about the flaws in her moral character. "Is it time?"
Shanshu blinked. Her face soured a little into something somber.
"Yes. You're ready?"

Maria nodded. Her dress uniform was still back in the 263rd​ Legion headquarters, but she'd done her best. The underskirt and tabard were fine, clean red linen, and she'd polished her armour until it shone.
"Where?"
"Follow me."
They walked in silence out to the walls of the fort. They could see the Drunkards' still from there, and here the quiet voices droning through their funereal rites. It was a closed event. Sect members only. Not unusual; everyone got possessive of their dead. You learnt to cope. But there was a sting in her breast at the thought of letting Ganpei go without some personal mark of respect.
She wasn't alone. Besides her and Shansu, Book-Of-Names and Liming were waiting at the wall, all in the closest they could get to dress uniforms.

It was an awkward moment. None of them quite knew what to say. But at least they knew what to do.
Maria reached back into the roughspun brown bag she wore at her hip and pulled out a bottle.
"Ghostspice Wine," she said. "Desert favourite. She liked it, when she tried it."
"Haven't had that in a while," said Book, smiling a little.
She reached back into the bag and passed out four small leather cups, pouring a generous measure for each of them, then a fifth onto the ground.

Liming coughed, politely, and raised her glass.
"To Ganpei," she said. "A fine warrior and a good friend. You brought us home."
She drank. Coughed.
"Heavens, that is foul."
"Acquired taste," said Maria.
"She liked it?"
"Said it had a good kick."

Book-of-Names went next.
"To Ganpei," he said. "Didn't know you long, but I definitely knew you at your best. Thank you."
He drank, hissed through the burn in his chest, and smiled. He did that a lot. She was starting to wonder what went on beneath.

Then came Shanshu.
"To Ganpei," she said. "You… I didn't understand what you were doing. Or how you did it. But I do understand why. And it was a good reason."
She drank, coughed a few times, hit her chest.
"You alright?" asked Book.
She nodded.
"Been a while since I had Ghostspice," she gasped. "Gods, the kick alone…"

And then it was Maria's turn.
"To Ganpei," she said. "Had the balls to call me Paleface, and laughed when I called you Pisshead. Funny, you were. And strong. I'll remember you."
She drank, and savoured the taste a moment.
"Crazy bitch," she added fondly. "Should have given you this when you were alive."

And they waited at the wall, still listening to the Drunkards singing funeral songs.
---

Aaaaaand it's done! Yaaaay! @TehChron @Kaboomatic @ReaderOfFate , may I have a threadmark please?
 
Maria 31 - Seven Conversations
Seven Conversations
Maria Turn 10 Tenth Omake

For the rest of his life, Georgios "Georgy Jr" Angelus would wonder precisely how he ended up stuck with these lunatics. It was a fair question. Compared to his brother Abel, he was the height of sanity. Never asked weird questions about mortals. Didn't try and build bizarre weaponry. Had not *once* ranted about specialization being for insects. His life should have been pretty normal.
And yet. Somehow. He'd ended up there. With those psychos.
The answer, although he would never discover it, was simple.
Seven conversations.
---

"Captain."
" 'Conis."
"Need to raise a topic with you."
"Do you, though?"
"Yes."
"Are you sure? Because it might be, and I say this with love, that you are trying to piss me off in the middle of training by bringing me shit."
"Entirely sure, yes."
"Ugh. Fine. What?"
"Need more squad members."
"This is starting to sound like shit."
"We've front-lined two major engagements so far; Shu Cangquiong and the caravan escort."
"So?"
"So you have a habit of throwing us into suicide missions. That we admittedly then survive."
"…Not on purpose."
"That makes it much better."
"Alright, yes, fine. Why add dawnfresh into it?"
"Because I can fix dawnfresh. I can't fix not having enough bodies in a formation."
"…So I have to."
"Not to put too fine a point on it, but yes."
"That means paperwork."
"I daresay you'll cope."
---

"Marcus, a word in your shell-like, when you've a minute."
"Myron. Pleasant surprise. What can I do for you?"
"A bottle of Te Qui La, some orange wine, some limes, and half an hour of uninterrupted peace with a Margarita."
"…And perhaps right afterwards I could try for world peace?"
"I've seen people get booze."
"It's not the booze that's the problem. It's the time. In case you've failed to notice, this war business is something of a long-term project."
"Good thing I have a fallback then."
"I thought you might."
"More troops."
"…Half an hour, you said."
"I'm serious."
"The Legate-"
"Is a career soldier and an honourable servant of the Clan."
"She also hates bringing in new kids. Especially during an engagement. This isn't the Scorpion Road; we don't have time to take the shine off before throwing them in at the deep end. And that's ignoring the trials."
"Marcus. I have a dozen captains operating below capacity, and another dozen running squads too damn small. The only reason it's not impacting efficiency yet is that damn technique palace."

"Gods damnit, fine. I'll put in a bid for more front-liners."
"Thank you."
---

"So, joining the Legions at last, hmmm?"
"Yes, Centurion."
"An Angelus, I see."
"Yes, Centurion. My brother is Zeno."
"…Yan's Zeno Angelus."
"What?"
"From the book. 'Passion And War.' Your brother and Yan are in it. Very romantic. Lots of sex."
"WHAT?!"
"Oh yes! Rather good, honestly. Prose is overwrought, in places, and quite frankly there are other words in the dictionary than 'turgid', but-"
"Oh my Gods."
"Bit of a sore subject, is it? Well. I imagine having such a cosmopolitan family made up for it."
"I didn't have a cosmopolitan family, I-"
"Oh, Yan didn't stick around? Gods. No wonder there was never a sequel."
"Centurion-"
"Aaaaah, that's why you're here! Trying to win his approval! Reconnect!!"
"NO! Centurion-"
"Makes sense. Good, warlike young man, awakening the blood of bronze, demonstrating the might of the Optimatoi… good plan, lad. Good plan. I'd want to talk to you again."
"No! I mean – yes, but – "
"No, no. No need to explain. I understand. So. Somewhere dramatic, somewhere dramatic…"
---

"The owl."
"Calm down."
"I swear on the grace and light of the IMPERATOR HIMSELF, she will find some awful way to use it."
"You don't know that."
"OH DON'T I!? I have served… Elder Duca… for FIFTEEN YEARS. That is LONG ENOUGH."
"I- alright, yes, perhaps she will do something unconventional, but-"
"She will GRAFT IT TO THE JUNIORS' GUTS, is what she will do. We have to get them out. All of them. Now."
"Well, perhaps not now, but-"
"NOW. RIGHT NOW. What bids do we have?"
"…well, off the top of my head, the Second Scorpions want-"
"Approved."
"You don't even know what they want-"
"APPROVED."
---

"Ah! Angelus! Come in."
"Centurion."
"Did some digging for you."
"…Right. Yes. So just to stop you-"
"And I think – THINK – We've got something for you."
"-right but to continue my point I think perhaps I need to make it clear-"
"Now, Yan is of course a well known warrior. Heroic. Same generation as Rina Callista and the Thirteen. You'll need something impressive."
"Centurion I have absolutely NO interest in proving myself to Senior Yan, I have never even met him-"
"THE CAD!"
"NO! I- what?! No!"
"Gods. Well. If you still want to press ahead-"
"MY BROTHER IS NOT YAN'S LOVER!"
"And break ups can be hard, even on family, I know."
"Oh Gods…"
"Now. The Second Scorpions. On the Fearless Line right now. Good batch of fighters. Make a man out of you in no time. What do you think?"
"…If I say yes, can this conversation be over?"
---

"Marcus. I don't CARE."
"I am aware of that, Legate, but-"
"No. No, you can't be aware of it. If you were aware of it, I would not be here, just returned from saving another damned city, to see you smiling at me with a sheaf of paper that the Imperator himself has clearly forsaken."
"Of course, Legate, but-"
"NIETHER would you persist in this madness after I have expressed my complete disinterest. You would know better. You would leave me alone."
"Finished?"
"Yes."
"Good. New troop allocations. You can do them or I can hit you with this stick."
"I could kill you by blinking."
"You could. But then you would have to do ALL of the paperwork on your own."

"That was uncalled for."
"I tried the stick and you escalated."
---

"Ah… Captain Maria?"
*Fwomp*
"AAAAAAGH!"
"Oh for gods sake, Dawnie. Calm down."
"WHY DID THAT EXPLODE?!"
"Because you distracted me. Training techniques do that. What do you fuckin' want?"
"I… was assigned your unit."
"Really? Fuck. Prove it."
"I have the paperwork here?"
"That'll do. Give it over."

"…Hang on. Angelus?"
"Yes."
"Zeno's kid brother."
"Yes."
"Zeno Angelus… from Three Frogs."
"Oh Gods."
"Am I right?"
"Look. I need to make this very, VERY clear. The book is wrong. Alright?"
"What?"
"No! No WHAT! No WHAT at all! It's bullshit! Every word! Start to finish! At no point did my brother part his dusky buttocks that Yan might show his sweltering passion and sate their towering lust! TOWERING IS A TERRIBLE DESCRIPTOR FOR LUST ANYWAY! ALRIGHT?!"

"I was going to say I know him."
"…What?"
"Your brother. I helped him out with the Gaiarados thing."

"Oh."
"What book are you talking about?"
"It's not-"
"It refers to your brother's dusky buttocks. I have to read it, now. Possibly send passages to him."
"Oh, Gods…"
---

Yay, playing with my NPCs again! The (almost completely fictional) romance novel comes from this mission report. @uri 's Yan and @Juugo 's Zeno Angelus have never actually met, as far as I know, and Zeno's definitely married. Happily, too. Georgy himself is @fictionfan 's Abel's brother, who wandered off to join the legions. I decided, since I'm still writing about turn nine, to borrow him (with permission!) and now he's the straight man for Maria's little squad.

Honestly kind of proud of this one. @Humbaba @ReaderOfFate @TehChron , can I have another threadmark please?
 
Maria 32 - These Boots Are Made For Knockin'
These Boots Are Made For Knockin'
Maria Turn 10 Eleventh Omake

Cecilia and Priscian looked up as Georgy entered, immediately separating. He despaired. These two… These two broke his heart some days. Supposedly his seniors. More accurately, the idiots he was now a part of herding.
"Alright, Dawnie!" said Cecilia, with false cheer. "Looking good! Lose weight?"
"What is it," he asked, voice flat.
"What's… what? Don't know what you're talking about. Priscian, do you know what he's talking about?"
"NO IT'S ALL NORMAL HERE."

…If he tried very hard, he might manage not to facepalm.
"That would almost have worked," said Georgy, calmly, "if you didn't actually shout that, Pris. Or stare directly over my shoulder. Or visibly sweat."
"I – DON'T – KNOW – WHAT – YOU'RE – TALKING – ABOUT!"
Cecilia winced.
"He's… very honest," she said.
"I'm getting that. What is it?"

The two looked at each other. Then back at Georgy.
"Promise you won't tell anyone?"
"No. Tell me anyway."
"That's not-"
"Cecilia."
"UGH. Fine. Have you noticed anything… different about the sergeant, lately?"
"No," said Georgy. "I've only been a part of the squad for a month."
Priscian leaned forward, conspiratorially.
"He's changed," he whispered. "A lot. He's been…"
Both of them looked around to ensure they wouldn't be overheard."
"Happy."

Georgy's brow furrowed. He'd not known sergeant Kalokagathos for very long, but of all the words he would have used to describe the man, "happy" was not one of them. "Stern", possibly. Or "harsh." Possibly even "nigh-on sociopathic in his commitment to torturing me, Georgy, personally with excessive training regimes."
"Happy."
"Yeah. Come on. Last night after group cultivation, he almost smiled. SMILED, Georgy."
"And formation practice, too," added Cecilia. "When we fucked up Two-Headed Eagle, he only screamed at us for five minutes. That's NOTHING."
"He even," said Priscian, "stopped for breath. Twice."

"And you feel," said Georgy, slowly, "that that is grounds for comment."
"If not concern."
"In fact, probably concern."
"Yeah."
"…What the hell have I gotten myself into."
---

Maria stirred her noodles a few times with her chopsticks and considered.
"…No."
Letha nodded sharply.
"Yes."
"Can't be true."
"It very much can."
"I won't hear of it, Letha. It's madness."
"Perhaps, but it's accurate madness. Look."

Slowly, and with great care, Letha reached across the table. In her hands were two slices of bread. She positioned them carefully, then lifted some of the noodles out of Maria's soup, shook them to drain them, and placed them on one of the slices of bread. She put the other one on top…
And picked the whole thing up.
"Noodle sandwich."
"Deviance," growled Maria. "Deviance and filth."
"Extra carbs in an EASILY transportable package. This is the future."
"Damn the future. And damn you, those were my noodles."

Letha took a happy bite of the sandwich.
"In any case," she said, mouth still full, "you're right. Your sergeant is behaving oddly."
" 'S what I thought. Squad's noticed already. He's been in far too good a mood."
"Well, I can't tell you precisely what it is that's going on, but he is going for a lot of walks."

Maria considered that for a long moment.
"Walks."
"Yes. Usually between shift changes. And… well. There is consistent overlap with someone else."
"Who?"
Letha didn't reply out loud. She did, however, briefly dip her finger in her own noodle soup, and idly sketched the table.
A sword, and a sun half-way over the horizon.
"…Shit."
"Yes."

Maria's brain worked furiously. Gods damnit, of course. Of course he'd do this. Draconis was a proud man with a long memory. He and Lan Hua had only just started their duel when she'd broken it up before they got to the Line. And now… now he had a chance to finish it. She was lucky he'd waited as long as he had.
"SHIT," she snapped, struggling to keep her voice down. The idiot. The IDIOT. Alright. This needed handling. "Alright. When?"
"Every fourth day. There's a woodshed for storage by the southern wall. Midnight."
"Well, I best intervene, then."
---

There was the slightest of sounds, but it was all Liming needed. She had long wandered in darkness, and her hearing was sharp as the blade she drew. Her pursuer would learn, alright, and learn well – none followed the lady of the dawn unannounced and lived.
She dove forward in furious, silent assault-
And stopped when her blade clashed with a spearhead. A pale, one-eyed face glared at her.

"Liming?"
"Maria?"
"What the FUCK are you doing here?"
"I could ask you the same question! What-"

There was another crunch in the distance. Both looked up. One of the interior patrol. They sheathed their weapons hastily and drew back.
"I asked first," growled the demon. Liming fought down a roll of her eyes.
"I am pursuing my foolish disciple. In aid, I might add, of you."
"What?"
"Lan Hua. Idiot that she is, I have discovered she still bears a thirst for just vengeance upon your sergeant. To give in to that thirst, however, would damage coalition relations, and worse, it would dishonour the great and honourable Divine Sabre Palace."

Maria's glare intensified.
"Do you see this? This is me not mentioning the Jin Empire."
"Hush, cur, lest my temper outweigh my sense. Now why-"
"Draconis," came the terse reply. "Fucker's doing the same damn thing. They must have been preparing for this."
"A duel," Liming murmured. "Of course. They are not stupid. Do it quietly, somewhere deniable-"
"Minimize possibility of backlash. Whichever one lost… well. It's the Line. Someone must have got them from the other side."

The two stared at each other.
"My suggestion is this. We set aside our sect and clan, for a moment, and serve the greater good. I shall take Lan Hua back, and you shall do the same to Draconis. We shall beat sense into their heads, and then never speak of this again."
"Yeah. Yeah. Smart. Come on."

The two turned away from each other, and slipped deeper and deeper into the night. The tension stretched out with each step. They could not brook discovery – the consequences could be terrible – but neither could they allow sloth to dog their steps. Too easily would that leave their errant juniors to their own, murderous, devices.
Then, at last, they came upon the woodshed. But, OH, CALAMITY! From within, the sounds of brutal conflict already emerged! The hard thud of flesh on flesh! The grunts and gasps of violence, kept as close to silence as possible! They had already begun!
There was no time to lose.

"Quick," snapped Liming. "Go for the door."
Maria didn't. She had frozen, her one eye locked on the woodshed.
"Maria, for the sake of honour, we have to go, now."
"…No way."
"They have BEGUN, you fool!"
"No way in hell-"

Liming lost patience. There wasn't time for this. If the foolish Devil would lose her nerve, than the Sabre would save them both. She sprinted across the distance, locked her hands upon the door, and flung it open.
---

For the rest of his life, Draconis would remember this as the worst, most embarrassing, painful moment he had ever experienced. And it had been so good right up to when it wasn't! He'd had his love's strong, powerful arms twined around his shoulders, her legs encircling his hips, and her teeth buried in his neck. All had been silken skin and whispered passion.

And then Liming had shown up. And not in the way he'd secretly fantasised about, either. No, she had flung open the door, sword half-drawn, with a righteous condemnation on her lips that had frozen the instant she'd seen what was going on. Lan Hua had flung herself off him like a scalded cat, but that didn't actually help much because they'd been pressed against the woodshed wall, so all she actually did was flail at him and manage to hit him in a very, very delicate spot. Then, as the pain ran through him, dragging him into a bow-legged, curling bow, Maria had shown up.
And stared.
And pointed.
And laughed.

"Captain," he wheezed, "if I could please explain-"
"I can't believe this," she gasped. "I can't. You… hah… you and Lan Hua-"
At the mention of her name, his paramour snapped out of her horrified silence. "Senior!"
"I have gone mad," said Liming. "I have gone completely and utterly mad."
"Senior, please, I-"
"This is the only explanation I can see. Otherwise, I have discovered a proud daughter of the Righteous Path… and a Golden Devil…"

Liming visibly grasped for the right words. The captain, proving herself to be the kind of person who put out fires by flinging wine on them and laughing, offered up a few options.
"Fucking? Riding? Shagging? Having it away? Dropping the donkey down the shafts?"
"Oh my Gods," whispered Lan Hua, covering her face in horror.
"Not the first time you said that this evening, is it?"

"MARIA!" Liming's face seemed on the verge of turning inside out. At that, the captain seemed to calm down.
"Oh, relax, will you? This is good."
"…HOW?! How is this good? By what metric-"
"They're not trying to KILL each other, you fool. Come on. Put your big girl pants back on. The grudge is, very clearly, over. Yeah?"
"…Yes, but-"
"And this is thoroughly unlikely to ruin coalition relations, because neither of them are going to tell anyone."
"But-"
"Trust me. They won't. I mean, would you?"
Liming's face stilled.
"…No," she said slowly. "No, I wouldn't."
"Right. So as long as they're being careful – Oy. You two. You being safe?"
Draconis felt his brain disintegrate at the thought of having to answer this question to his Captain of all people. Lan Hua, however, saved him.
"I have a pot of Maiden's Decorum brewing in my room," she muttered, avoiding Maria's eyes. "And Draconis is wearing a sheathe."
"Grand. So we're unlikely to have a little witness along in nine months to fuck everything up. All they have to do is keep their mouths shut and be better about not getting distracted, and we're golden."
Liming was clearly still chewing over this for a moment.
"…We should perhaps put a stop to this?"

"No!" snapped Draconis, echoed (to his deep and abiding relief) by Lan Hua.
"Senior, I- He is honourable in his heart," said the love of his life.
"I will not leave her," he growled.
She put her hand on his back. He tried not to blush. It was a good moment.

Maria immediately ruined it.
"He's that good?"
"CAPTAIN!"
"What, it's a fair question! She's risking being expelled from her sect over you, 'Conis! And you're not that impressive from this angle."
He felt the world die by inches.
"He- it's cold," muttered Lan Hua rebelliously. The inches became feet.

"Not that cold. Still, besides the point. We try and force them apart, Liming, and they'll only fight us on it. Best we just… let it stay private. Alright? And the two of them swear not to be so stupid again."
"I swear," said Draconis.
"As do I," echoed Lan Hua.
Liming considered. Then, slowly, she nodded.
"You are wise, for a devil."
"Wiser than you can imagine. Let's go get drunk."
---

The idea for this showed up while I was writing First Assignment. It's actually kind of sad considering what happens later in turn nine and at the start of turn ten. Still, maybe you laughed! @Humbaba @Alectai @Kaboomatic , may I have a threadmark please?
 
Maria 33 - Maria and the Three Masters Part 1
Maria and the Three Masters (Part One)
Maria Turn 10 Twelfth Omake

The fort's starting to feel like a cage. She can't explain it, not in any reasonable way, but something about the walls, the doors, the constant monotonous repetition of the damn place is eating away at her. She's going to snap. She can feel it. She's going to snap like a damn twig, caught in a tiger's jaws. So she's taking more missions, and more, and more, over and over, praying some damn thing will finally scratch this impossible psychic itch she's picked up. Squad's starting to sweat it, but at the same time, she can see them pulling together. Practice honing them into a blade. Georgy finally starting to slot into place, too – finding his spot in formations, syncing his system faster.
She's proud of them. She's proud, in an odd kind of way, of Draconis, who's taken a pile of dawnfresh dumbasses and honed them into soldiers worth the bronze. But it doesn't help. She's still biting back the itch every damn day. Her temper's a roiling mess, snapping over nothing, barely catching herself before the anger comes boiling out of her and she takes some fucker's head off over bullshit.

The squad comes around the bend into the homestretch on route tortoise. The walls rise up over the road like looming executioners, with every step bringing her closer and closer to the scaffold.
Being stupid, murmurs the Red Place.
Shut up.
It's a damn fort, not a jail cell. You leave it every day.
Said shut the fuck up.

It's been like this for weeks. The Red Place skittering about in the back of her head, trying to drag her away from-
From-
This. From the grind. She's been loosing her temper with it more and more. Given that it is her temper, that's fuckin' impressive.

She keeps walking. They hit the gate. Step through. A chill rolls over Maria's heart. No. No. She can't do this. She can't stay here.
Girl-
Ignores the whispered desperation.
"Draconis, you're on debrief," she mutters. He shoots her a querying glance. "Going back out."
"Been doing that a lot lately," he murmurs. It's not accusatory, but she feels her hackles rise.
"Need to stretch my legs," she said, shortly. "Debrief. Go."
And then she's in to the dispatch office, signing in, snatching up a scout run, signing out, gone. The world stretching out before her. It should feel good. It should feel better than good. But it doesn't. The itch is still there.
Fuck it. Keep going.

The mission's an easy one. There'd been signs of something in the ruins, out past the Gloom on route phoenix. Nothing concrete, or at least nothing the patrols had caught, but no-one wanted some cunning little prick working their way past the line by inches just because they knew how to cloak their qi signature. Best to be certain.
Maria, if she's honest, gives not one fuck. It's just something to do. Something to keep her moving, something to get her out.
Imperator's sainted *taint*, girl, it's just a fucking fort.
What part of "shut the fuck up" are you not getting? Should I do you up a chart?


Pushes past the Gloom, out along the road, and stops. Turns her eye out over the ruins. She's about halfway along route Phoenix now. That bastard hill's warped qi is raking at her qi sense, distorting everything. Fucking uncomfortable. Still, not the end of the world. She's not a specialist. That's Priscian's gig. She'll do things the old-fashioned way.
She swings her spear up over her shoulder, and steps off the Line into contested territory. Half-enjoys the little frisson of fear-excitement-tension that comes with it; safety is purely theoretical, now. The itch isn't gone, but at least she doesn't have to pay attention to it.
Out further, into the ruined streets. Used to be a town, apparently, before one of the big battles hit it. Cross-roads market at the heart, tea-houses and inns around it, houses and schools around that. Nice place, she has to imagine. Safe. A spark of anger flickers in her chest briefly at the thought – the dead whose only crime had been not realizing even the Wei Princess could fail.
She crushes it. No time for that now. Has to focus.

Previous mission had found evidence of habitation in an old tavern, along with the flickerings of an active qi system. Nothing had come of it. That's where she'll start. She finds it easy enough; the roof's still up, making it nigh unique in this place. She peers in through a broken window. Nothing. Just broken tables, a smashed-in bar, and a thick coating of dust.
So much nicer than our bed in the dormitory. So much more *picturesque.*
She ignores the wittering. Steps inside. She's hit by a thick, mouldering scent, stale air and decay. Underneath it, though, something else. Sweat. Sweat and raw meat. That's… interesting.
Readies her spear. Moves, slowly, deeper into the tavern.

The Red Place has shifted, suddenly. She can feel its attention focusing razor-sharp through her eyes.
Lot of corners, lot of turns. Check your blindspots.
Yeah.


Nothing in the public rooms, but there's a corridor behind the bar. Private rooms, she has to imagine. Smaller, no windows. Far easier to defend. She lets the tension run through her, drawing her muscles up into a readied state, stepping slowly into the darkness.
Three rooms she can see, all on the right, away from the street. Okay. Game of chance, then; if something's here and she opens the right door, well and good. She opens the wrong one, it'll know where she is, and that'll give it the tiniest advantage. Can't have that. So she stacks the deck. Goes as still as she can, closes her eye, listens, breathes.
Descends into the quiet like it's a pool. Feels it flow into her mouth, nose, ears. Becomes aware of the currents in the air as it shifts and flows invisibly. Deeper. The mice in the walls become skittering behemoths as they run back and forth. The cockroaches beneath the floorboards shiver and click, each sound immortal and deafening. Deeper. The wood creaks and groans, aching under the weight of this place, counting down the seconds until at last, at last, it can collapse and die.
Deeper.
Deeper.
There.

The third room. Something's there. Silent as the grave, still as ice and darkness, but breathing, and that's what gives it away. Each breath disturbs the air just the slightest bit, and these days, her flesh enhanced and sharpened by the might of the Tenth Heavenstage, that's all Maria needs.
Okay. So. Conclusions. Nothing mortal holds that steady. Cultivator, then. Coalition Guerilla would have identified themself by now, unless they're conscious – and this fucker's definitely awake, breathing's too controlled for anything else. So unaligned, or Alliance. Hasn't been an unaligned in contested territory for a long while. Too much risk for not enough reward. Not impossible, but unlikely. So…

She grins.
Good. Now let me, growls the Red Place. She can feel tendrils of control extending through her. The grin dies.
No.
What?
No. This is mine.

Confusion, anger, rising fear.
Why? I can-
Run away when I need you. I can fight well enough.
But-

It wants to fight. She can feel it. Aches for it, suddenly, desperate for a chance to cut loose.
Well. Tough shit.

Maria explodes into motion, charging directly through the walls between her and her prey. They crumple like paper beneath her weight. The thing is faster – it's cutting sideways through the door and towards the bar before she's had a chance to turn. But she's fought faster than this before and won. It might be quicker, but she has reach. Flicks her arm. The spear cuts out through the storm of shattered wood and paper-
And something screams. Something a long, long way from human.

Got you.
She lashes out again, slicing downwards to try and widen whatever wound she's made. There's a hint of resistance and another half-scream, but it's not a good blow and she knows it. Fuck. Close, then. She's managed to turn her momentum at last, and now she's powering towards the target. It's pulled loose already, and she's sprinting after it out the door of the corridor, back into the tavern, then out into the street. At last, she can see it; a lanky thing, taller than her or any human she's ever met, hairless, earless, its head a thin grey angle cutting through the air. It's shrouded in something halfway between cloth and skin, colourless, trailing behind it but moving like a living thing.
Flesh Golem. Has to be. Some fucker from Noble Knowledge has gotten creative.

She bolts after it, out into the streets and back towards the line. The golem is creative, though – every few seconds it'll jack-knife turn down an alley or side-street, flow over short walls, lunge through broken windows, anything to try and get her off its tail. As of yet, it hasn't tried for a straight confrontation.
The red place is scratching at her mind, still trying for control, but she forces it back. The thing's loose cloud of fabric-skin lashes out to wrap around shattered door, swinging itself into a turn she can't match. Maria tries anyway. She cuts down with her spear to bite into the earth, bleeding off momentum and twisting as best she can. The damn thing is too fast, though – it's already scuttling up the wall of the building, aiming for the roof. She fills her mind with predicitions; if it gets up there, she'll lose it in seconds. Too many ways it could go for her to check them all, every wrong one giving it more time to escape. She has to lock it down, now. Again, that sudden deep awareness of everything. Wind currents. Distance. Weight. All of it feeds the calculation. Still skidding, but she can adjust for that. Yanks her spear loose from the crevice it's hacked into the ground, brings it back, looses.
THUNK.
The golem screams. It's voice is shrill and rasping, like a falcon's. The spear has hammered home through the loose fabric cloud, caught the edge of its torso, and stapled it to the wall.

Maria's grin opens her face like a wound. The Red Place is a howling, frustrated mass in the back of her head. She ignores it.
Hers.
And then she's moving, each step heavy with the promise of violence. The Golem's halfway up the wall. She'll have to jump. What, she thinks, with joyous sarcasm, an utter tragedy that is. The leap propels her through the air like a sledgehammer, and as she goes she's twisting, leaning forward, curling it into the sweetest punch she's ever thrown.

So she's furious when the golem leans bonelessly to one side, and her fist goes *through* the fucking wall.
What happens next is one of the most frustrating fights she's ever been in. Her spear's holding the golem in place, but the damn thing seems to be all joints, twisting and bending like a reed in the wind. It also, she at last discovers, has arms, and they're slapping out at her over and over to claw and slash away with feather-light blows that rip her flesh open in deep, gouging wounds. In turn, all she can do is try and feed it punches and kicks, but even then she's screwed because one arm's buried in the wall still, and she can't pull loose without losing her footing. At best, she's landing half of what she's dishing out, and even then they're glancing at best.

This carries on for about three minutes. She's trying to fight off the Red Place at the same time, though, and that's what finishes things. A clawed hand arcs around to take her face off, and as she jerks back, the Place manages to take control of her arms. One takes hold of the spear, the other yanks loose from the wall-

And the spear splits in half.

As they fall, she watches in silent fury as the Golem pulls itself off the now-shortened spear-shaft and flies up the wall, vanishing onto the roof top.
Then Maria's back hits the ground.
---

…You fucking idiot.

Wait-

YOU FUCKING IDIOT. WHAT WAS THAT?! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!

I was trying-

I HAD IT! I HAD THE WHOLE THING! WHAT, YOU COULDN'T LET ME HAVE IT!?

Girl, it was a fi-

I CAN ALSO FIGHT, YOU STUPID SHITHEEL! WHAT, YOU HAVEN'T BEEN PAYING ATTENTION THE LAST SEVENTY YEARS?!

I was-

WHAT?! WHAT WERE YOU FUCKING DOING?!

I was protecting you.



Wait.

Do I seem. Like I need. Protection?!

It's- it's what I'm for-

Do I strike you even a *little bit* as needing ANYONE ELSE to defend myself from one measly flesh golem *that was running away*?!

Not-

You worthless fuck, I have managed for most of my life *WITHOUT* you-

NOT THE FUCKING GOLEM.



Explain.

I-

Explain or Imperator help me I will find Destasia Duca herself, and I will *tell her about you*. In detail. And she will scrape you out of my head so she can cut you apart and find out what makes you tick.



You won't like it.

Oh, WON'T I?! Well I haven't liked anything to do with you for a fucking while now, so I'll at least be used to it.

…Your dao. It'll hurt you.

…What?

It'll hurt you. When we were getting close, before, I- I felt it. It was… I don't. I don't have words. There aren't any. But if you go back to it again, it will hurt you.


Maria lies there for a long moment, staring up at the sky, seeing none of it. She can't think. She can't speak. She can't even move.
The anger has filled her up too much for that.

How *dare* you.

You don't understand-

How fucking DARE YOU, YOU LYING-

I had to protect you! You couldn't-

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING THAT I WILL *EVER* DO, AND YOU FUCKING *SABOTAGE* IT. MY GREATEST FUCKING SERVICE TO THE CLAN. AND YOU DARE- *YOU DARE*-

Maria-


But it's too late.
They go beyond words, in her head. Her and the Red Place, they sink into a kind of furious, insane psychic argument where language is pushed aside and all that's left are torrents and gouting wells of feeling. For once, *she's* the angry one; a mad, swirling locus of fury, aimed directly at the Place. It's trying to defend, but it's no good. Maria pours her fury and scorn on it, her betrayal, until it's begging her to stop.
She doesn't.
The rage goes on. Her purpose, her will, all of it subverted by a portion of her own mind. And it has the cheek to try and pretend it wanted to help?
It pleads with her. Tries to make her understand. Its reason for being is to protect her. To defend her from the pain and sorrow and cruelty of the world. So often, she's ignored it. So now, here, against a foe that is the *entire damn universe*, how could it not do what was necessary? How could it not-
But no. No, she doesn't listen. The emotion is too great. So she drowns it out with surging, roaring fury, driving the Red Place deeper and deeper into her own mind until at last, at last, it goes quiet.

Maria lies there, panting.
The hate's a roiling mess. But it doesn't matter. For the first time in – decades, maybe? She's alone. In the echoing silence of her own skull, she can find only her own thoughts.
It's strange. Painful. Ecstasy.
Irrelevant.
She drags herself up again, breathing slowly, and takes the broken spear-haft in her hand. Short, now. Closer to a long knife, or short sword. It'll do.
She has prey, and she has a chance. Fight hard enough, and she can find her fucking Dao. And this Golem, it seems, can fight.
She starts to walk.
---

The roof, as she expected, has nothing. Creature's long gone. Her first instinct is to head back towards the line, see if it's tried to cross, but she doesn't. The thing's been here a while. If it was trying to cross, it would have done so by now. But it didn't. And think of the design – long limbs, that weird cloud of loose flesh, flexible – good in a fight, certainly, but better at evasion and escape. It's stayed near the Gloom, too, to cloak it's qi signature. It's trying to hide.

A spy? Keeping track of the patrols to let other forces try and punch through more easily? Or perhaps an unexpected reinforcement? Perhaps an assassin – waiting for its target to get within range.

In any case, it's a start. She doubles back to the tavern. Still a savage mess. Her earlier dip into demolition hasn't helped much. But as she starts to sift through the wreckage, things start to show up. First? Corpses. Two or three, and fresh too. No-one she recognises. The apparent age and the weakness of the flesh suggests mortals. They're short great hunks of their flesh, cut cleanly away from their ribs and thighs. The wounds are almost surgical. She thinks of those claws as they raked through her face. Carnivorous, then. And smart enough to store its food.

She keeps digging. Papers. Lots of them. The handwriting is sharp, clean – she's reminded of the wounds on the mortals – and written in some incomprehensible code she doesn't even try to understand. The pictograms make no damn sense. Still, the golem wrote them. They must be important.

And then she hits the jackpot.

Beneath the papers, in the crater that was its room, she finds pictures. Hand-drawn ones. Simple little scrawls; birds, mainly. The view out of the tavern's window. A few faces she doesn't recognise, in Noble Knowledge robes. They're good, but more importantly, they're precious. She can see it in the way they're folded carefully into one another, and wrapped in fabric. The golem must have drawn them itself.
So say you're a golem, she thinks. Made in a lab, somewhere. Every part of your life controlled and programmed. Say you're set loose on a mission, and for the first time, ever, you have something resembling freedom. And you can draw. No-one stops you. No-one around who can stop you.
How much would those drawings be worth to you? Your only real possession that you can say, definitively, is your own.
And what would you do to get them back?


She smiles, mirthlessly.

And sits.

And waits.

---

Takes less than an hour, in the end, but this time it gets the drop on her. She'd tried to hide herself as best she could, piling the rubble back up on herself, but the golem clearly isn't fooled. She'd expected it to go through the door.
Instead, it punches a hole through the ceiling and descends on her with a horrible shriek, claws scything through the air and detritus. Maria lunges out of the pile and rolls away.
The thing ragdolls back to face her, standing in the crater it's made. For the first time, she can see its eyes; three of them, set haphazardly in its head, one brown, one blue, one black. All disturbingly human. It's mouth is a razor-slash across its face. Inside, teeth lurk, jutting out of its jaw like stalagmites and stalagtites.
"Give them back," it keens.
She blinks. Most flesh golems can't speak. But then the words filter through, and she smiles.
"What, these?" The drawings are still wrapped up safely in their cloth, jutting out of her breastplate. She taps them. "Nah. Think I'll hang onto them."
"THEY'RE MINE!"
"Eh. Finders keepers, and all that. But I tell you what. How about we have a little wager, hmm? Fight you for 'em."
The golem screams again, warlike and furious, and charges. Maria's drawn her spear-head knife already as she comes forward to meet it.

This fight's better than the last one. She lets herself slip into the joyous, violent, half-conscious state of thoughtless brutality. She doesn't try and reach for the Red Place. She can't trust it. Besides, she can do this alone. She and the Golem dance with each other. The cloak of skin-fabric flows and glides. She parts it with elegant cuts. There is no blood from the wounds, but the golem's arms come forward in graceful sweeping arcs. She ducks beneath them, spins away – her knifeblade orbits her in a lethal halo. Brings it back around for the creature's shoulder. Crumples out of the way and snaps back up into place, already riposting with snarling, snaggle-toothed bites.

Maria's caught, briefly, in a rush of fondness for this thing. It doesn't realise how much it's helping her, how every flickering ballet of strike and counter-strike is stilling her thoughts and dragging her higher, closer and closer to that open, clear-eyed place where her dao will speak to her. And it will. She can feel it, already. It's waiting for her.

Then the thought is gone and she's back in the fight, a blurred creature whose edges intermingle with her enemy's. The knife alone is clear and clean, arcing and diving like a bird, the tip grazing and slipping through the golem's flesh, sharp and hard but never quite deep enough to open it. The dance is something primal, now. Tighter than it was. They'd been gliding about the room before, but they're locked down together instead, their feet stamping and sweeping back and forth. She can feel the tension of it; that blurred sensation undercut by sharp, mechanical beats. Their bodies are flowing. Their blows are precise.

Back and forth.
Back and forth.

The repetition has set her grinning – and she's winning, too. Maria can feel it. A lethal, homicidal joy is filling her up, and in those three eyes she can see despair. The golem's trying to pull away, now – the fury is leaving it, and its tactics are coming back. She doesn't let it, closing in as it draws back, intercepting whenever it tries to get clear.

She's rising, still. Closer. The revelation, the truth, is shimmering on the edges of her sight. She's close. She's so damn-
Clawstrike-redirect-hamstring-cut-
-close she can almost-
-palmslap-block-kick-advance-
-taste it, Gods, within *inches* of it-
-guard-break-advance-chestcut-advance-
-the last few moments-
And there. At last.
As she takes one last step forward and lodges the knife blade into the golem's skull from beneath its jaw.

There is a moment of silence and stillness as she looks at it and it looks at her. Transitory. Liminal. It is dying. She is rising.
"Thank you," she says, and means it.

And then she's gone.

---

Her dao is here. She can feel it. All mortal senses are gone, in this moment, but *it* does not need such pettiness to express its truth. She opens herself to accept it-

No.​

-and thus the rejection rattles through her soul like a hammerblow to her unprotected heart.

Fool. Imbecile. One who chooses ignorance.

Did you think you could cast aside this revelation, freely given, without consequence?​

She does not have words for the emotions that fill her. Grief, horror, self-loathing – all seem too small, too petty, for this sea of feeling.
Deep within her mind, where she has locked it away, she can feel the Red Place's sorrowful regard.
I tried to warn you.
She falls. She falls forever, and knows she deserves it.
---

When she comes to, she's curled up in a weeping ball, and she's not alone. The Golem's corpse lies next to her, discarded like a crumpled ragdoll. She becomes suddenly, horribly aware of its drawings, still packed into her breastplate.
There are dead people nearby, too. She turns her head and makes herself look. A Noble Knowledge cell. Six of them. Their deaths are not clean. She can see fist-shaped holes punched through torsos, skulls spread out across the floor in thick, pulverised paste, arms ripped loose, legs shredded. It was a slaughter, she thinks, dully.

Their killer is still here. She watches the Honourable Sibling as they shake the last few drops of blood from a gauntleted hand.
"You have passed the foothill," they say, tone still and even.
"It-"
"I know." They do, Maria realises. She can't begin to understand how, but… they do. "Will you continue?"
She thinks about it. Stopping would not be impossible. Not if she wanted to. There were other Daos. Breaking through to foundation would be simple enough.
It's a nice thought. She entertains it for a moment, and then, regretfully, shakes her head.
"Yes."
The Sibling nods.
"Then you're ready."
They reach out a hand, and Maria pulls herself upright. But she doesn't follow them. Not yet.

Instead, she turns back to the Golem. The drawings are still clean, she realises, miraculously. That's good. She uncurls the claw fingers, carefully, and puts the little cloth package in its hand.
---

Okay! Let's start the second arc of the turn and, like... the last one on the fearless Line. Hopefully I might get to write something in turn 10 *before* turn eleven rolls around. @Humbaba @Alectai @ReaderOfFate , may I please have a threadmark?
 
Maria 34 - Maria and the Three Masters (Part Two)
Maria and the Three Masters (Part Two)
Maria Turn 10 Thirteenth Omake

The first lesson goes about how Maria expects. She shows up early. The Sibling picked out one of the training courtyards. They're meditating when she gets there, calm and still, eyes closed. They have a wide, healthy bearth of space around them, but beyond that it feels like half the fortress is here, whispering to each other and staring.
She doesn't quail, but it's a close-run thing. She's in a loose training robe today, in the Turtle style, and her feet and hands are bare. It felt appropriate. She didn't want them thinking she was arrogant, or- or rude. It doesn't seem to have worked, though; everyone's godsdamn staring at her. At the edge of the crowd, she can see Cao Pai Mei, his face set in a charming, avuncular smile. She'd almost buy it if his eyes weren't locked on her and dripping with scorn.
She makes herself look away. Damnit. Focus.

The Sibling's eyes open as she steps in. Calm. Empty of judgement. There's a scar running down over the left one, and it's milky-pale and cataracted. An old wound, she presumes. They smile, gently.
"You have come."
She nods. Feels like she's getting her captain's pins all over again.
"Yes."
"You are ready."
The screaming, agonizing descent, wrapped up in her Dao's rejection, echoes in the back of her skull. She swallows.
"Yes."
It comes out more defiant than she wanted. The whispers and stares are getting worse. The Sibling nods.
"Good. Then Maria, Captain of the 263rd​, Second Scorpions Legion, Bearer of the Blood of Bronze, and proud child of the Golden Devils, I name you my student."
The room goes silent. The stares start to burn. Maria forces her eye closed, and bows deeply, in the turtle style.
"Thank you, Master. I swear to you on my name, blood and legion that I shall not fail."

And then everyone goes mad.

In hindsight, it's better than she expected. At least a quarter of the room are cheering and shouting congratulations, and most of them aren't Optimatoi. A few of Ganpei's old disciples are pouring out Baijiu in celebration. Nameless and a few of his friends from Strength-Purity are offering bows and sparring practice. Even Liming, standing behind her master, is… well, not bellowing condemnations, which for her is practically a ringing endorsement.
They're still the minority, though. The rest of the crowd is snarling "demon" in a variety of less-than-pleasant ways.

She'd expected this. The Sibling was well-respected. A Foundation Establishment cultivator in good standing, not far from Core, and the kind of hand-to-hand fighter you saw once in a generation, if that. They'd turned down students from almost every major sect and got away with it, too, and that needed the kind of political savvy you read about in political manuals. And now taking on a demonic student? It would, at best, be seen as rudeness, if not a direct insult.

The Sibling, however, seemed unperturbed, still smiling at Maria. After a few moments, they stood, and raised their hands.
"Perhaps," they say, "those who disagree with my choice would care to express their grievances one at a time?"

"Oh no, Master," says Cao Pai Mei, with his usual nigh-obsequious politeness. "I am sure none of us would dare question your wisdom. Who may demand a master of such potence and virtue explain their reasoning? Certainly not I. But perhaps instead you might assist me? In my foolishness, I am blinded to the glory of Mount Tai. The honourable Captain is known as strong and brave to all who have served alongside her. Yet, many others too may number such honours amongst their deeds. What unique virtue is it the Captain boasts that was so absent amongst her peers?"

The Sibling's smile stays still and serene on their face.

"Ah, my friend. I see your mistake. You assume it is I who chose her, or she who chose me. Such an idea is not surprising, given we are born mortal, and still in our weakness see through their limited eyes. The truth is simpler. Virtue is that which occurs when the Dao of the individual is in concert with the Dao of the universe. In this moment, that synchronicity requires me to serve as the Captain's Master. Similarly so, it asks she serve as my student. Would you ask me to deny it?"
Cao Pai Mei's face freezes for a moment. When he continues, he let a hint of surprise, worry, and confusion slip into his tone.
"Master, again, my foolishness blinds me. Do you claim to know the will of the Universal Dao?"

There was, again, silence. Maria forces herself to breathe. This was dangerous ground, and bordering on fatal. To know your own Dao was a great achievement. To know the Universal Dao was miraculous. Even Nascent Souls only managed brief glimpses. Some even said that a personal Dao was the closest anyone could get, the filtered version that wouldn't burn your mind out of your skull. And now the Sibling was invoking it. Worse, by doing so, the Sibling was implying they knew better than everyone else in the damn sea.
…This was going to get them killed, wasn't it?

But they merely smile, and duck their head briefly.
"I would never claim so great an achievement," they say. "But my friend, answer me this. Does the Personal Dao not dictate our actions?"
"Of course," says Cao Pai Mei, looking for a weakness.
"And is the Personal Dao not a view, however small, however distorted, of the Universal?"
The Divine Saber's face distorts a hint, behind his genial mask, into disgust. He knows where this is going.
"Of course," he allows, grudgingly.
"My own Dao led me to this student," says the Sibling. "And in her, I see echoes of another path. How weak I would be, how churlish, to turn aside the demands of that Supernal truth at the behest of mortal trivialities."

Maria takes another breath, and feels herself relax. It's a smart play. Cao Pai Mei can't push without asking about the Sibling's Dao. That's the kind of question no-one likes. Given how much of Coalition politics is based around everyone playing nice, he can't ask about it without spending political capital – and the Sibling's popular enough to hit back. He can't counter by arguing for inefficiency either; Maria's record for completed missions is damn good. Picking up a new style just enhances that. Even the Demon angle's going to be hard to play, given the amount of work the Golden Devils are doing on the Fearless Line right now.
She watches his face as he searches for a move.
"Your wisdom, master," he says, voice calm, eyes seething, "is unparalleled. Thank you for educating this foolish one. My friends! I bid you return to your studies. We have disturbed the Honourable Sibling and their… student… long enough."
And he's gone, flouncing out of the courtyard with the Divine Sabers on his heels.
---

It's a very public, political start to her tutelage. Thank every enemy of heaven, it doesn't go on that way. The next day finds them outside the fortress, fifty miles away from the Line, in a mortal farmer's field. She doesn't question how the Sibling got dispensation for that. As is, they've a large communion stone and standing orders to get back to the fort the instant they hear a damn peep.

"To begin, a question. What is strength?"
Koans. Okay. Not how she's used to training going, but she can handle it.
"Will," she says. "Commitment. Consistency. Wisdom."
"It has many shapes, it seems!" The Sibling's voice is light and amused. Maria reddens a little. "You are correct, however. Much of strength is built on the foundations you have described. There are others, too. Clarity and perceptiveness. But these things are not necessarily strength."
She crosses her arms and considers.
"…Power?"
"A synonym and a definition are different things. Try again."
She crushes the rising irritation in her chest, and thinks.
"…The thing the means you can ensure what you want to do gets done, the way you want it done, even when someone else tries to stop you," she says. The Sibling smiles.
"Well put. Translation of potentiality into reality is how I think of it," they say. "And yes. That is strength. Or, as you have stated previously, power. Every form of cultivation offers that, usually in a certain field. More specifically strength, as it is conventionally thought of, is the power of the flesh – lifting, carrying, tearing, crushing. It is with these attributes that we shall concern ourselves. Watch."

They rise, breath in, breath out, and begin, slowly, to move through their kata. The speed's just for clarity's sake, Maria realizes. A learning aid. It works. Very quickly, she comes to three realisations.
The first; that this is simple. Every move is almost austere – the body shifts only to maximise the blow delivered. No frills. No frippery. Just efficiency.
The second; that this is fast. The Sibling is teaching now. If this was a fight, she doubts she'd even see them move.
The third; that this is ruthless. There's no other word for it. She can see, in her mind's eye, the bodies of the Sibling's enemies distorting and coming apart as each strike is delivered to the weakest, softest point of their body. Fingers caught and snapped, ribs cracked just right to send them spearing into lungs, throats crushed like over-full sausages. The motions might be simple, but gods. The results would have a horrific, gory pageantry to them.

It's brutal.
It's magnificent.
It's perfect.
Yeah,
agrees Maria, watching strike chain into strike into strike with relentless perfection, yeah it is. The Sibling catches her eye and smiles again.
"This," they say, not stopping, "is strength. You may also call it the Black Bull's Dance."
---

As soon as they're done, Maria's thrown into the kata. The Sibling's not one for fucking around, it seems. They run her through it slowly, without comment. Then they have her do it again, correcting each motion.
"Why?" she asks before she can stop herself. The Sibling, currently critiquing the spread of her fingers, shoots her an inscrutable look.
"Why what?"
"The- fingers. Why? Master," she adds lamely. "Just – so I can understand."
"Do you think words could help with that?" they ask, tone mild but with a hint of frost.
"…Yes?"
"To aid in pressure distribution and to maximise force per-square-milimeter in your fingertips."
"But- how will that-"
"And thus the problem with language is revealed. We are studying a body art. What knowledge you will find in a description will be pale and paltry. Only through motion will you find illumination." She fights down the frustration again. She wants to understand, gods damnit. Can't she do that? She doesn't ask again, though.

They run the kata a few more times. Then the farmer comes out to plough the fields, and the Sibling sets her watching every motion he takes.
"Focus on the shoulders," they say. "And the feet."
That goes on for a while. She thinks the farmer gets self-conscious half-way through, because he starts shifting around so he's behind the plough more than he needs to be.
After that, it's strength building exercises. Those she understands. Then it's the kata again, some moving meditation, more strength building, more watching. Only when the sun sets do they stop.

That becomes the pattern of study. Lessons once a week. She practices alone every other day, around squad training and patrols. Runs through the strength building exercises, then the katas. (Tries it in the training courtyards once or twice, but the stares become so blatant, so hungry, that it throws her off. Nameless helps her out, in the end; he has a private ground made up in his quarters, and the Strength-Purity are much, much better at being discrete.) The Sibling sets her observation exercises too. Watching birds as they take off, or mortal labourers heaving blocks.

Maria's missing something, though, because none of it's clicking.
"They won't explain it either," she hisses through gritted teeth, as she works her way through the fourth kata; the footwork is finicky as hell. "They always just – 'words are insufficient, and worse, misleading.' Doesn't make a LICK of sense!"
"I thought," says Letha, without looking up from the heavily ciphered paperwork in front of her, "that it made a great deal of sense, the last time you explained it."
"That was before I got stuck!" She twists into the punches that finish up the sequence. They're surprisingly therapeutic. Might even be cathartic if she didn't have to lapse right back into the whole thing again. "I keep trying to break it down, try and – there's got to be something I'm missing here. But it makes no damn sense; there's no fucking common thread. Everything's unique to the situation."
Letha gives a sympathetic hum. "Well," she said, "I'm sure you'll get it."
"Yeah," growls Maria, and prays she isn't wrong.
---

Four months in, the Sibling's starting to show the first hints of strain.
"You complicate things," they grumble. The two of them have been sitting, watching the fish in a river leaping up out of the water, and the fishermen watching them, their spears arcing down to catch them.
Maria shoots them a glare. Proper student humility wore off a while back. The Sibling didn't seem to mind.
"Don't complicate shit," she mutters. "Do what you tell me."
"No."
"Yes!"
"You do what you think I tell you. There's a difference."

Maria's been reigning in her anger for months now. It's a miracle she's lasted this long. Now the boughs are breaking.
"Well fuck, Master, what else do you expect me to do?! I do the work you set! I practice every damn day! And yet, somehow, it's never fucking good enough! And you don't explain what's wrong!"
The Sibling brings their begauntleted fingers to their nose, and pinch.
"I can't explain what's wrong," they say, as calmly as they can manage, "because you wouldn't understand."
"How the fuck do you know, you've never tried!"
"Do you think you're the first student I've ever taken!?"

She's never heard the Sibling shout before. Their voice goes hot, and loud enough that the fish startle and the fishermen stare. It shocks her into a brief moment of silence. They breathe, and fight for calm.
"You aren't," they say. "You aren't even the hundredth. I promise you, your issue is not something words can solve. Honestly, words might be the problem."
There's a flicker in her head, when he says that. Her eye narrows.
"…Say that again."
The Sibling gives her a sharp look.
"Why?"
"I think – just- please, master. Say it again."
There's a pause.
"Words might be the problem. You keep… intellectualizing everything. Making yourself think. That's good for a scholar, not a fighter."
"…It's how I learn," she says, slowly, but even as the words come out of her mouth she knows it's not true. In the Dawn Fortress, they'd drilled the motions into her head until she could do them without a hint of thought. Repetition and live practice to grind spearfighting so deeply into her body she could do it like she breathed.
But that wasn't what she was doing here.

She thinks of her Dao again, and the searing rejection.
"…I need to understand," she tries again. The Sibling shakes their head.
"You do understand," they say. "I've seen it. The katas would be good if you let yourself just… do them. Instead, you-"
"I can't just-" she stops. "That's what I've always done."
Pause.
"And," she stops again. Breathes. Makes herself speak. "And look where it's got me."

The river's quiet rush and the fishermen's spears, diving and rising, are the only sound. Then the Sibling looks away.
"Do you know what my Dao is?"
She shakes her head.
"Death. Interestingly, not as monstrous as many assume. They always assume it is an end. The final gasp. They're wrong. Death is much simpler than that. It is a liminal thing. Without it, there is only stagnation. Immortality becomes… nothing. An unchanging, eternal stillness, in a world of unchanging eternal stillnesses, forever. But Death?"
They smile, briefly.
"Death ensures that we do not see that world. It clears room for the new. It gives meaning to the old. And it allows for transformation. You see, every day, we die. When we end a task, the version of us that existed in that action – that performed it – they cease to exist. When we begin a task, too. When we do… anything, really. Moment to moment. Death and rebirth. We just don't think about it. Because death is also terrifying."
They finally look back at her.
"You died, when you fell from your Dao. You died because the parts of you that so drew its ire – the arrogant parts, the frightened ones – had to die, to progress. It hurt. It frightened you. I understand. But it cannot be the end. Do you understand? It cannot stop you. That way lies only a half-life, fearful and sad."

"I don't understand," she mutters.
The Sibling laughs.
"I know you don't. It's alright. Neither did I, when I stood where you did. I have a better idea."
And they drop into a fighting stance.
"Let's try the practical, instead."
---

She thinks about that for a long time, when they get back to the fort. They'd sparred for a while. Things hadn't changed, but they had loosened, somewhat. But now she lay in her bed, staring at the ceiling, unable to sleep.
"And look where it's got me."
She falls. She falls forever, and she knows she deserves it.


Closes her eyes. Holds the anger that boils up around her tongue.
We're afraid, murmers the Red Place.
She hisses out an angry, brutal breath.
Yes.

Gods. How long, now? How long had this been rattling about in her head, and she'd been ignoring it? For fuck's sake. For fuck's sake. She's not a coward. How had she-

There's a crunch. She looks down. Her fingers have shredded the bedframe. She hisses out another breath, and tries to make herself calm down. After a while, the anger seeps away a little.
Gods damnit. Is this you?
No.

She believes it. There'd been more bleed-over, lately, her emotions mixing with its and vice versa, but not now. This is all her. Or at least, half her, half it. Their fear, honestly come by on both parts.

Fuck.
Sleep's not going to come. She forces herself up out of bed, scrubs her face, and rises. Pulls on the loose red garments she wears beneath her armour. Stalks out. She doesn't think about where she's going, but when she finds herself striding into the training courtyard, it's not exactly a shock. Eyes on her again. A handful of Strength Purity, working their way through katas. A Bear Enslavement practicing some qi technique she doesn't recognize.
And of course, a dozen Divine Sabers, led by Cao Pai Mei. Because the world is fucking cruel.

Maria makes herself ignore them. She takes one of the empty training circles, and starts working her way through the ninth kata of the Black Bull's Dance. One of the rougher ones – lots of tearing and crushing. Her finger placement's shot to hell, too. Locks her attention on that, moving through it slowly.
Behind her, Cao Pai Mei laughs, quietly.
Her teeth grit without bidding. She breathes out. Relaxes. Keeps going.
"I must say," he says, conversationally, "when the Honourable Sibling took you as a pupil, I assumed the results would be more… interesting."
"Did you," she mutters. Index finger needs to curl into it more. She's sure of it.
"Yes. After all, who has not heard the legend of the Black Bull's Dance? The Funereal Brother Sect were some of the greatest fighters to walk the Third Sea. Only their numbers kept them from being a major power. And yet the latest inheritor of their art is… well."
There's muffled laughter from the Divine Sabers. Pissant little sycophants. No. Focus. The hands, she's here for the hands.
"Perhaps that's to be expected. After all, you honed your skills fighting bottom feeders, didn't you?"

That does it.
Maria rises out of her kata and turns, the anger a clear, humming song in her head.
"Bottom feeders?"
Cao Pai Mei smiles like a cat.
"You have a better description for the Battle Blood Cannibals? They consumed mortals. It's a wonder they lasted so long. Not that we aren't grateful for your efforts getting rid of them. Someone has to kill pests, after all."

It's a trick. She knows it. It's a trick to get her to dishonour herself and give him ammunition against the Sibling. It's obvious, too, and that's almost more insulting. He doesn't even think she's worth the effort of a real tactic.
Well. Let's see how he likes it when she serves it back.
" 'Course," says Maria, smiling sharply. "Public service. We're good at Blood Path. As you know, I'm sure."
His face doesn't change, but she sees his eyes flicker.
"Do we?"
"Well, given we saved the Jin Empire for you."

The room goes very quiet. Maria pantomimes embarrassment, covering her mouth, staring into Cao Pai Mei's eyes the whole time.
"Gods. I'm sorry. That was rude."
"Yes," he grinds out. She can see him trying to find a way to turn this to his advantage – intersect insults aren't enough. She steps in quickly to do it for him.
"How about I make up for it? Short a sparring partner. Why don't you come tan my hide for a bit, see if that works out the kinks."
It's laughably obvious, but it's the kind of laughably obvious he'll expect. The Golden Devils have a reputation for bluntness, and an offer like this – taking a beating in a sparring match – wouldn't be out of place in the tea houses of the Righteous. They just usually dress it up more. Of course, he'll need to put a bow on it himself…
"Perhaps I might give you a chance," he says, stepping into the circle. "I'll leave my sword outside the ring."
"Sure."
He glares at her easy agreement.
"…And tie a hand behind my back."
"Very decent of you. You mind if I stick with the kata I'm doing? Practice makes perfect, and all that."
He smiles coldly, eyes seething again.
"Of course."
"Much obliged."

And then they're fighting.

At the beginning, it's a release. She doesn't have to try and twist this, or present it right, or phrase it carefully so the locals don't get nervous. She just has to beat him senseless. He isn't expecting her to be as good as she is, either; very quickly, she gets him snapping out cuts that would make sense if there was a sword in his hand, but here are nothing more than glancing blows. She watches him realise his miscalculation. She's rattled him, if he's making mistakes like that. Joy boils in her veins at the thought.
But it's brief, and then he's turned the fight around again. Worse, she gives him the chance; a beat's hesitation is all it takes trying to line up a punch, and he explodes, leaping at her and firing off a stream of brutal chained kicks she barely manages to avoid. Then he's in control; palm slaps to disorient, heel strikes and ankle hooks to fuck up her footwork, tearing holes in her defence and punishing her with them. She's lucky to dodge one kick in ten, too – she's feeling that trademark Golden Devil slowness weighing her down. He's fought her clan before, she realizes.

Fuck. Fuck. What the heavens was she fucking thinking? He wanted to bait her into a fight. All she has to do is lose, and he can turn this around on the Sibling. And she's going to lose. He's foundation. She's tenth Heavenstage. One bound hand doesn't mean shit, he could have hacked off a leg and she'd still have gotten her ass kicked. Damnit. She has to think, she just needs to think, but he won't give her the fucking time-

A palm catches her on the jaw, then reverses into a backhand that sends her spinning to the ground, head reeling. Dimly, she hears the raucous laughter of the Divine Sabers.
"Ah, well," says Cao Pai Mei, voice dripping with false kindness. "I think the junior was a little over-excited."
Her mind's fuzzy and full of stars. That might be what does it. She's just not thinking as she rises up again and settles into the stance for the first kata of the Black Bull Dance.
"Oh! It seems she's not finished yet! Well, legionnaire, I'm sure I can offer a few more pointers."
The words should mean something. They don't. Instead, she watches him take up his stance-

And moves.

Simple.
All of it's simple. He tries for a leg sweep again, so she stamps down on his ankle and hears the crack. That leaves his leg extended, so she punches his knee and watches it bend. That pulls him off balance, so she leans into a headbutt and smells the iron-tang of blood as she breaks his nose.
He falls.
She steps in. Sees the weakspots. Shifts her body. Throws out two punches – hip and shoulder. Crack crack. He screams.
She steps back.
There's a pause as her brain, still scrambled, tries to piece together what just happened. He's already healing, she can see. That's… normal, right? Yeah. Yeah, that's normal. And he's snarling now. Angry. Closing.
She doesn't think. She just moves. He's faster than she is, but it doesn't matter – if he hits her, she hurts him. The kata's just teaching her the easiest way to do it. He lashes out at her face, but she just ducks under it and that puts her in position for a double-punch into his side. His knee comes up to stop her, but that's fine – she can put one of the strikes into the knee instead, oh, like the fishermen did with the spears, and that's put his leg out of action again.
It's simple.
That's the point.

And then there's someone big and heavy and familiar between her and Cao Pai Mei and she can't think of what to do.
She feels something cold press against her head. Tingles. Funny. Should she- Oh. Oh. Qi. Yeah. Qi running through her head, kind of like feathers. The world starts swimming back into focus.
Maria blinks. The Honourable Sibling watches her eye for a moment, checking for concussion.

"I WANT-!" Cao Pai Mei is bellowing, but the Sibling doesn't seem to be listening.
"Are you alright?" She nods shakily. They smile. "Good. That was excellent."
Then they turn back to the furious Saber leader.
"I must apologise for my student," says the Sibling. "That last exchange was subpar against one of your stature. In her defence, we are still early in her training."
"Your student broke my nose," hisses Cao Pai Mei. The Sibling nods.
"Yes. Iron God's Forehead, the technique is called. Thank you for giving her the chance to practice it."
"I WILL HAVE HER-" begins Cao Pai Mei, but that's as far as he gets.
"No. You won't. You'll leave her alone. Because if you do not, we shall all of us face a coalition tribunal. They will ask why, in this sparring match with a junior, you inflicted brain damage. Under normal circumstances, you could of course admit that it was simply an accident – which it was, correct? But this is war, my friend. You would have removed an efficient and decorated officer from service. That will merit more than a slap on the wrist. More than that, you will have interfered in my attempts to tutor a successor. And I have friends too."

There is a long, fraught, silence. Maria realizes how many eyes are on them. She tries not to panic.

Then Cao Pai Mei bows slowly. When he comes up, he's back to everyone's favourite uncle. She can't even see the hate in his eyes.
"I must commend you on your tutelage, master Sibling. The Black Bull's Dance is a sight to behold."
"Thank you. I, in turn, must thank you again for tutoring my junior. This is a lesson I doubt she will forget."

They smile like liars at one another. Then Cao Pai Mei is gone, and the Sabers follow after like bewildered puppies.
The Sibling pats her on the shoulder.
"Another lesson tomorrow," they state.
"I've got patrol," says Maria, still dazed.
"I know. It's a short one. I'll meet you at the gate before you go."
---

It's the next morning, and she's trying so hard to balance "panicked student" with "successful captain". The squad isn't helping – Nikolas is shooting smirks at every Divine Saber he sees, Cecilia and Priscian keep staring at her like she's Rina fucking Callista, and Georgy keeps alternating between deeply cynical and naively amazed. And that's before she gets to Draconis, who draws level with her as they march towards the gate.
"Lan Hua," he whispers, "informs me that Cao Pai Mei is in notably foul humour."
"Shut. Up."
"In fact, she has no memory of him ever being quite this upset-"
"Sergeant, whatever goes on between you and your girlfriend is not my fucking concern."
He snickers and draws back. He's proud of her, but that translates into affectionate sarcasm, and she'll be eating that for a long while.

None of which is, in turn, as bad as the looks she gets as she steps into the dispatch office. Nameless is behind the desk today – he took an arrow to the knee on some stupid adventure she hasn't asked about – and he gives her serene smile #47, 'deeply amused at your expense but also very impressed'.
"Don't," she warns.
"Your choice of routes today," he says. She blinks.
"I- What?"
"Your choice of routes."
She stares. Then she takes hummingbird out of habit.
"Do you know," says Nameless, "that the best way to throw you is to be nice to you? You panic most agreeably."
She snarls.
"Oh fuck off."
"Well done."
"He had a hand tied behind his back and no sword, and I got very lucky."
"Still."
She waves him off irritably, praying to the Imperator that the heat she feels in her cheeks isn't a blush.

And then they're out of the gates. In the middle of the road, their iron-clad arms crossed, is the Honourable Sibling. The squad comes to a halt behind her, muttering to one another.
The Sibling has a leather bag at their feet. She has no damn idea what's in it.
"Student." Their voice has no warmth in it, just austere authority.
"Master," she squeaks.
"Come forth."

She glances across at Draconis, but he's gone into full parade rest, and through sheer sergeantly authority he's got the rest of the squad doing the same thing. They could be mustering back at the Dawn Fortress. This, she knows from experience, is an impenetrable defence, especially at formal occasions. No help there.

She steps forward.
"When a student has proved themselves, it is custom for the master to grant them their Hands," intones the Sibling. "It has been a long time coming, but at last, you are ready."
They hand her the bag. She opens it. Inside are two heavy black spirit-steel guantlets, set into vambraces, cowters, rerebraces, and shoulder-pads – full sleeves of metal. They're simple, functional things, just as good for punches as they are grapples.
She looks up. The Sibling smiles.
"Not gravebronze," they say, "but they'll do for a student. Perhaps, when you're ready for mastery, I shall find a Golden Devil smith for you."
And then the smile takes on a gentle quality.
"Do you trust yourself again?"
---

I've gotten into the habit of making major characters in Maria's story on Heroforge before I write them. The first one I did was, in fact, the Honourable Sibling, so I figured I'd link them here in case anyone wanted to see. @Alectai @ReaderOfFate @Kaboomatic , may I have a threadmark please?
 
Maria 35 - Maria and the Three Masters (Part Three)
Maria and the Three Masters (Part Three)
Maria Turn 10 Fourteenth Omake
"Alright. Now." Book gives Maria a skeptical glance. She colours a little. "Look, it'll work, alright? Just – do it."
"You're sure this is what it said to do in the training manual?"
Infuriating man.
Shut up.

"Yes. Now will you stop going on and do what I asked you?"
The Flood Dragon raises his hands in defeat, steps back, and lights the torch. Maria settles herself again, breathes, and cycles. After a moment, she directs her meridians up, around, and out into the world. She's good at this bit. The Contemplation of a Single Point might have been annoying, but credit where it was due, it had done wonders for her control.
She sets them twisting into each other a foot from her, tightening the air and locking it off invisibly. She opens her eye, and nods.
Book – face still doubtful – flings the torch overhand into the sphere.
*whumph*
The flames immediately leap a foot and a half into the air. Maria grits her teeth, and puppeteers the meridians as carefully as she can. The sphere opens, one side spitting out smoke, the other pulling in clean air. The point was to try and keep it constant, feeding the fire enough to keep it alight and close to the sphere without letting it shrink or grow. This was the Contemplation's big brother – ' A Feast for the Hungry Guest". 'On the Mastery of Flame' had called it the central requirement of the true master.

So when, for the ninth time in two hours, the sphere almost immediately spun out, scorching Maria's face and taking off what little remained of her eyebrow (singular – the other had been lost the day before in similar circumstances), it doesn't exactly fill her with joy and goodwill to all men.
"FUCK!"
She spits char out of her mouth and snarled in painful irritation. The burn was already starting to heal, but it'd take weeks before her eyebrows grew back. Book laughs.
"Oh, fuck yourself, will you?" she mutters. He doesn't stop. "Look, it's what the book said to do!"
"Book is clearly useless then," he answers, around chuckles. "Gods. Two days in and that never stops being funny."
"Fuck off."
"You look like you've been kissing a scorch-snake."

Maria growls in irritation. Since her run-in with Cao Pai Mei, most of the fort has been treating her with an uncomfortable combination of respect, deference, and outright fear. It's not fun. Book-Of-Names (or Wei Shi, as he was currently calling himself – the bounty was apparently pretty good on that one), by contrast, gives her the same good-natured ribbing he gives everyone else. Normally, she preferred it. Now, though, she'd very happily take some terrified obsequiousness if it'd get him to stop fucking laughing.
"The book," she growls, patience stretching thinner and thinner, "is the central text for almost every act of fire cultivation in the last four centuries."
"So you're just shit then," says Book-of-Names, grinning.
"I- Fuck you."
"Buy me dinner first, we'll talk. She's back, by the way."

Maria doesn't turn around. There was no point. It'd just go the same way it had since she'd started practicing her fire techniques again. Shanshu would be glaring at her in undisguised annoyance. If Maria said anything, she'd leave, fuming but silent. If Maria stared her down, she'd do the same. There was no damn difference no matter what she did, it seemed – even ignoring her just led to fume, leave, but at least that way no time was wasted.
Book is giving her a considering look.
"I could say something," he says.
"No."
"Just something simple. Ask for a few pointers."
"She set my dormitory on fire last time I tried."
"I'm more charming than you."
"Fuck off."
"See?"
"Book. No. I'm good."
He raises his hands in surrender.
"Well, you need to do something, because your manual isn't working, and I have a patrol."
"Manual's working fine," she mutters, as he leaves. Book doesn't answer. Nor does he need to.
Fuck.
---

She hadn't exactly stopped her study of fire techniques, but she had shifted focus for a while. The Black Bull's Dance had taken up most of her attention. But in the last few months, the Sibling had seemed… she wasn't sure 'satisfied' was the right word, but comfortable enough with her progress that she'd been willing to split her attention.
It wasn't going well. She'd gotten good enough at Contemplation of a Single Point that most of the time it didn't explode, but that wasn't translating as well as it should. Worse, 'On the Nature of the Flame' was no damn help. The only thing she could really find was a paragraph on mindset;
"The true master of fire is hollow. Externally, all is burning and chaos. Internally, there is only stillness, serenity, and understanding. In this lies understanding; one must master the fire within oneself to master the fire within the world."
She'd remembered the stillness she'd found, at the heart of the Black Bull's Dance – the simplicity of it. Hollow. It wasn't an exact description, but… it wasn't a million miles off, either. So she'd tried to reach for that as she worked. And that was where the problems began. 'Nature of the Flame' had prescribed the usual tricks for this; breathing exercises, meditation, seclusion if possible. It had seemed like the kind of thing she struggled with, but then, what else did she have? So she'd tried.
And tried again. And again. And again. And now she's starting to dream of just beating everyone to death, because it wasn't fucking working.

"Book might have a point," says Letha. As always, these days, she's surrounded by paperwork – Alexandria from the Diviners had sent on something important.
"About the Manual?"
"Yes."
"Maybe," says Maria. "But I'm a little short on alternatives."
"What about the library?"
"Tried that. Every damn thing in there just harks back to 'On the Nature of Flame.' See the problem?"
Letha nods sympathetically. "I do. You couldn't try asking a senior?"
Maria shakes her head.
"We're short on fire specialists. There's a handful on the Line, but not here, and it's been a while since we moved around."
"Thus complicating matters further."
"Yeah."
"…You… could send Shanshu another letter?"

Maria gives her friend a look. Letha winces.
"Yes, even as I said it I was regretting it."
"It's on my own or nothing, Leeth." She sighs, and runs a hand through the (scorched) tangled mass of her hair. "I just have to get on with it."
---

So she does. Every day she's not training with the Sibling, she splits her time as best she can; Black Bull's Dance gets a third, squad gets a third, fire gets a third. In the evenings, meditation. This has to be a matter of perseverance, surely. With enough time, she'll get it to stick. Granted, her appearance in the training courtyards is starting to scare everyone else away for fear of exploding fire techniques, but hey, she'd never been particularly social anyway. And she was not going to let her life be dictated by a fear of losing her hair. Scorchmarks would fade. Presumably.
The meditation has to be the key, she decides. That idea of hollowness – being still inside to control the havoc outside. That's what she's missing here. She benches the Feast, goes back to the Single Point, and tries for stillness. Nameless, she remembers, had once asked if her breathing might be the problem, so she starts there.
It ruins everything. The Single Point either sputters out within seconds, or explodes. She goes back to her old breathing pattern. It's disheartening, but she can-

"OH FOR FUCK'S SAKE!" Shanshu's bellow sends Maria's spark skittering across the room, where it cuts a bright line through the air in front of a Bear Enslaver. (He pelts out of the courtyard in fear of the inevitable detonation. He's not alone.) "What are you DOING!?"
Maria turns to stare. She's gotten so used to the silent, fuming rage dogging her practice that she stopped registering the old pyromancer was even there.
"…Contemplation of a Single Point?"
"WHY?!"
"I- to learn how to-"
The question was clearly rhetorical, given the way Shanshu just shrieks over her.
"THE CONTEMPLATION OF A SINGLE POINT IS AN IDIOT'S WAY OF MASTERING FIRE! YOU USE IT TO PUNISH YOUNGSTERS! WHY THE *FUCK* WOULD YOU TRY AND- AND- I DON'T EVEN HAVE WORDS, YOU IMBECILE!"
Maria feels her temper rising.
"I was short on fucking alternatives, wasn't I?"

Shanshu's jaw shuts with an audible click, but she doesn't stop glaring.
"And the meditation? Is there a reason you're doing that?"
"Book," replies Maria, her tone just short of hostile (and even that costs her effort), "says a true master needs to master the fire inside of them first. I'm having trouble with the technique, so-"
"Master… the fire-"
Shanshu buries her face in her hands.
"It wants you to try fire techniques while calm?"
Maria blinks.
"…Well yeah."
"And all that nonsense with the air, it-"
"Feast for the Hungry Guest."
"Right, it told you to do that too?"
"…it's central to mastering fire."

Shanshu stares at her. Whether she's about to cry, laugh, or kill everyone within reach is anyone's guess.
"Idiot. Answer me honestly. This manual. Has it even mentioned fire qi?"
"…Yeah."
"What did it say?"
"That you needed good foundations before going near it."
Shanshu's face contorts. Laughing has fallen out of the running. Killing everyone within reach has now grown to include 'starting, but not stopping, with herself.'
"…Foundations. You need… foundations… before approaching fire qi."

There's a long moment of silence where Shanshu is staring into the air and Maria is waiting uncomfortably for literally anything to happen.
"…Are you doing this on purpose?"
"What?"
"Are you doing this – and by this, I mean following this utterly asinine training regime pioneered by an idiot for whom all knowledge of fire was clearly surgically removed – to purposefully annoy me?"
Maria blinks again. She's been doing a lot of that. There might be something in her eye.
"…No, Shanshu. I'm not."
"It's working, if you are."
"I – okay, but I'm still not."
A long silence.
"You're not going to stop, are you?" asks Shanshu, eventually.
Maria shakes her head.
"Why?"
"…I don't know. I just want to learn fire techniques." There's another silence that Maria feels compelled to fill. "They're cool," she manages, lamely.

Shanshu laughs at that. Then she realizes she's laughed, and stops, startled. Then she thinks.
"We start tomorrow," she says eventually. "Here. I have patrol in the evening, so I can't give you more than an hour. Skip your lunch."
"I – what?"
"My first order, as your master, is to take that book and burn it. Without using techniques, I have enough damage to repair as it is."
"It's not my book."
"Burn it anyway!"

The next day, she gets to the training courtyard ten minutes early, only to be grabbed by her sleeve and dragged after her new master, who mutters about tardiness and poor timekeeping. Thus begins her first lesson with Shanshu. A large portion of which seems to consist of a very angry lecture.
" 'On the Nature of the Flame' is trash," she says flatly. "Do you understand?"
"…Yes master."
"Idiot. No you don't. You think, at least right now, that it's an acceptable way to train. You're not the first person to think that. In fact, most everyone agrees with you. This is why they are idiots, and only the Xin have ever produced fire sorcerers worthy of the name."
Maria makes herself nod.
"Yes, master."
"Shut up. I will not be teaching you the deeper mysteries of my order. I don't care that we're vassals of your clan. I don't care that you can destroy us. It doesn't matter. Fire is our path to enlightenment, and that's private. Are we clear?"
"Of course, master. I wouldn't-"
"I said shut up, girl. Gods, grant me patience to ignore the prattle of idiot students. What I will teach you are the basics. The rest you will develop yourself."
"…I-"
"You're clearly capable of self-directed learning. I'll intervene if you pick another brick wall to bang your head against. Now."

They've arrived at another training courtyard – smaller, and currently empty. Shanshu closes the doors after them and locks them.
"Let's start with the basics. Flare your qi."
Maria's starting to grasp Shanshu's teaching style, so she does what she's told, silently. The sorcerer furrows her brow.
"Bronze, under that fire, under that wood," she mutters. "We can work with that. Alright. What do you know of qi transfiguration?"

"Elemental technique," Maria answers. "Shifts your qi's alignment."
"Can you do it?"
She hesitates.
"…The manual-"
Shanshu's lips thin. Maria winces.
"No, master."
"Alright. I suppose we'll be starting there, then."

What follows is one of the most gruelling hours of Maria's life. Shanshu's good at explaining things, but she's not willing to repeat herself. Every screw-up is dissected with withering scorn. The technique itself is complex as all hell; half of what they're doing boils down to forcibly running her qi backwards through her meridians until it shifts in some imperceptible way. Worse, she can't force her calm.
"Gods," growls Shanshu, as she brings her hand around in a rough slap to Maria's ear. "Stop that."
"It's supposed-"
"No. It's not supposed to do anything. It doesn't belong here. Does fire strike you as a calm element? Of course not. It's passionate. Furious, joyful, excited. How, precisely, do you expect to get anywhere if you keep hamstringing yourself?"
There's a polite cough from the doorway. They glance up. A runner from the dispatch office bows deeply, and Shanshu curses.
"I'll see you again tomorrow," she growls, before stalking off for her patrol.
---

And so, things shift. Maria finds herself with a second master, and a new course of study. The days take on a new rhythm. Patrol. Bull Dance. Transfiguration. Squad. Sleep. Patrol. Bull Dance. Transfiguration. Squad. Sleep. Over and over. She finds herself dreaming of katas, and muttering training koans in her dreams.
Her fire techniques do improve a little, but she can tell Shanshu's irritated by how slow they're going. The calm. That's the sticking point. Maria knows she should follow instructions, but she can't see how to do it without fucking up the Dance. How can she be angry and still find that serenity?

She ends up explaining the issue to the Sibling as they're sparring one day.
"I don't see the problem," they say. Maria snorts.
"Come on, master."
"I promise, student, I'm not being facetious. You're talking about a conflict I don't understand."
"The Bull Dance is supposed to be simple. Every time I've ever really made it click, I did it by… by being calm. Letting my thoughts out."
"Yes."
"So how do I do that and also get… angry?"

She goes for a grab. The Sibling steps aside, catches her wrist, and yanks. She staggers into a knee to her gut.
"Like that," her master answers mildly. She curses him. "You've built this up in your head, student. Serenity is a route to… how did you put it, 'letting your thoughts out?' But it's not the only one."
"Helpful," she grunts, dragging herself to her feet. The Sibling shrugs.
"Accurate. You've intellectualized the problem."
"So what, then, just-"
"Yes."
"You don't even know what I was going to say."
" 'Just get mad.' "
"…Lucky guess."
"Perhaps." The Sibling smiles again. "You'll manage, I suspect. Now. Hands up."
---

It's two months later, back in the training courtyard with Letha, Book, and Nameless, that she finally figures it out.
"You can't just pretend this will go away," says Letha, quietly. Maria glares. "If you're struggling this much-"
"I'm not struggling."
"-Then perhaps a different set of techniques? Water, say."
"Wood might work," says Book, watching her move. Maria glares at him, too. She's working her way through the Sixth Kata of the Black Bull's Dance – has been since before this little intervention started – and trying to focus on it and the conversation is starting to get to her. "You have that aspect too. Won't be as strong as fire, but maybe-"
"Perhaps the elements are the problem," says Nameless. She shoots off a third glare in his direction. It shatters in the face of serene smile #646, worried fussing. "One of the unaspected sets might work better. Direct qi blasts can be – "
"I'm not changing shit," Maria growls. "I can get this."
Letha gives her a searching look.
"I don't want to give offence," she says quietly, "but the trials are not that far away."
Maria snarls. Book's face darkens. Nameless is giving them all quizzical looks, but no-one's in the mood to explain.
"So?"
"So, perhaps you need to accept this weakness before an invader uses it to kill you?"
"They might," mutters Book, uncomfortably. "I've heard stories."
"Do you think I haven't?" snaps Maria.

Nameless raises a hand.
"What are the trials?"
"Not important right now," says Maria. Letha shoots her a disapproving look.
"That's not true."
"I have twenty-five fuckin' years, Leeth."
"Which might be better spent trying something less… difficult."
She stops. Breathes angrily. Turns.
"Letha. You know what I'm trying to do. Turning back just because something's difficult won't get me there."
Letha meets her gaze.
"Then perhaps you should try something else?"

And that's all it takes. The Red Place is a roaring, furious mass in her head, pumping anger through every inch of their body. The potency of it drags her into her lungs, her veins, her heart, every thought drowned out by the thumping of her heartbeat. She can't think. She doesn't think. She just is, potent and furious.

Which is why it's a surprise when someone throws a damn brick at her head.
She moves before thinking, her arms (still heavy in her Black-Bull sleeves) snapping up to punch directly through it. The brick is dust the instant she brushes against it, but it's not enough; there are dozens of others hurtling at her.
She turns. Shanshu watches, impassively, as a handful of Itinerants fling brick after brick at her.
Maria's head is still full of bile and fury, but even then, it's obvious. Too many of the damn things to break with her hands. So she doesn't bother. She opens her arms and pushes. Her qi comes pouring loose in a cleansing wave. It combusts the instant it hits the air, and a wall of searing white-blue flame rolls across the ring, searing the air clean of projectiles.

There's a beat before she realizes what she's done. Then it clicks.
Shanshu smirks.
"Good," she says. "Thank you, Mistress Devil, Masters Dragon and Purity, for your assistance."
Maria turns. Her friends nod respectfully back. A set up. She laughs as she looks to her master, and sees a sour smile glide over Shanshu's features.
"Trust your master yet?"
---

And thus Maria finally gets fire techniques to work, yaaaaaaay. As before, I did Shanshu up in heroforge when she first showed up in my head; here she is. Hopefully I captured the "Done with your shit" look that so characterises her in my head. @ReaderOfFate @Kaboomatic @Humbaba , may I have a threadmark please?
 
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