You know you should be heading out soon. You've finished dinner, and now that everyone's stomachs have settled, it's time for you to be heading out. But since this might be the last time you ever see your mother – ever see your family whole and in one piece – in the back of your mind you want to linger, to stay a little while longer and do something fun together, as a family.
"Mom! Dad's cheating!"
"Am not!"
You just didn't expect for that
something to be a few rounds of
Mario Kart with your family. Kirika has hooked her Wii up to the TV in the living room, and Oriko has pushed all her chairs together so there's enough room for everyone to sit. Since there's six of you, you've been taking turns, with the two highest-ranking players of each race rotating out every other round for the people who aren't currently playing.
You look over at Oriko. The two of you had long ago given up any hope of winning this race, so you've both been hanging back and just enjoying the time you spend together while Archer and Kirika blaze through the track at lightning speed. Kirika was in the lead, until a well-timed blue shell from Archer knocked her back.
Mom, drawn in by her daughter's yelling, leans over the backing of the couch, making sure to press a very certain part of her
anatomy into Archer's back. "Is that right, Archer?" she coos, letting some of her long, dark-chocolate locks falls down and tickle Archer's nose. "Are you trying to cheat my little Halloween pumpkin out of her win?"
"If you'd been watching the screen instead of thinking about my
meat-" Archer just isn't going to let Mom's comment before dinner go, is he? "-then you would have seen that using a blue shell is a perfectly legitimate strategy in this game." With a hand on his controller, Archer tries to use his free hand to push Minako off of his person. "Now get off me. Your boobs on my back are distracting."
Minako smirks, and though she pulls away, she makes a big deal of showing off her figure, just for Archer. "Do you not like my boobs anymore, Archer?
"No, Minako, that's not the point-" Archer doesn't get the chance to finish, because the race ends, with Kirika's tiny cart crossing the finish line. "Oh, you dirty little cheats!" There's no malice in Archer's voice as he turns to Kirika and Minako. "You two set me up, didn't you?"
Neither Kirika nor Minako say anything, but the "Nice work, pumpkin!" and the high-five mother and daughter share at Kirika's victory, tells you all you need to know. "Sorry, Archer, but I couldn't just ignore Kirika when she asked me for help, could I?" Minako leans over, and gives Archer a kiss on the cheek as she whispers to him in a sultry tone "I'll make it up to you tonight."
Minako gives Archer another kiss on the cheek as he scoots over, making room for her and handing the controller to her. "Do you need any help?" Kirika asks as she hands her controller over to Aunt Illya, asking the question to her as much as to Minako. "I can show you how the controls are supposed to work."
Minako smiles, and gives Kirika and appreciative "Sure, if you think it'll help," but Aunt Illya just grins. "Don't worry," she says to Kirika. "Unlike Big Brother, I don't need to cheat to win at videogames."
She really doesn't. As soon as the race starts, Aunt Illya is off. She quickly dominates you and Oriko, and even with Kirika helping Minako is also steamrolled. But then, just at the last moment, the last few meters before Aunt Illya's racer is about to cross the finish line, she stops. It's a trick you're familiar with; because it's a trick you yourself have used before. Aunt Illya's avatar in the game holds up a blue shell –
when did she collect that? – and tosses it as soon as Minako's racer comes into view.
"Oh, you dirty little cheat-"
Aunt Illya sticks her tongue out at Minako, and the damage is done. Her move is enough to give your racer, lagging behind in third place, the chance to slip past Minako's racer where, true to your expectations, Aunt Illya gifts the win to you. It's a trick you've used playing
Mario Kart before with your friends, in order to ensure that Madoka wins a given race. "I didn't cheat," Aunt Illya says. "Heck, I didn't even win. Homura did."
As soon as the words have left her mouth, Aunt Illya turns to you, giving you a big hug as she says "You did great, Homura! I'm really proud of you!"
Oriko can only look at Minako, and shrug her shoulders as they accept their defeat. You don't entirely feel good about having won because of Aunt Illya's interference, but you know she was just trying to do something nice for you. Seeing her skills, you're confident she could have walked away with that match if she really wanted to. You and Aunt Illya hand your controllers over to Archer and Kirika.
This one is a grudge match; and now, with Minako also playing, she can't do anything to interrupt Archer as he and Kirika battle it out. You can tell that Archer is falling behind after the first lap ends, and he's failed to make any significant leads on Kirika since. He's still in a respectable second place, however, until Mom decides to take charge. You see her and Oriko looking to each other. They nod their heads, and begin a coordinated attack. Archer's racer is dragged behind the two of them as they team up to take him down- "Oh, look who's cheating
now," Archer says with a smirk on his face. "You really wanted to call me a cheater when you've got your mom
and Oriko working to stop me?"
"I'm not cheating," Kirika replies, sticking her tongue out at Archer. "I'm just playing normally. If Mom and Oriko want to take you down on their own, that's not anything I told them to do."
In the end, Minako accepted a graceful loss, letting Oriko get in front of her to claim second place behind Kirika. That means you and Aunt Illya are back in the race. "Uh, let's… Not," Archer says, seeing what he's up against. "I'd rather not get double-teamed again so somebody else can win."
"I've got other games," Kirika suggests. "How about Smash? I could probably set it so there's assigned teams, or we could take turns fighting against the AI. That way, there's less of a chance of… This, happening."
"That might be nice," Minako says. "As nice as it feels letting my girls win, it does feel kind of cheap."
"I suppose I'm fine with whatever everyone else wants to do," Oriko says. "I'm not very good at any of these games, but I don't mind playing them if I'm spending time with people I care about."
All eyes turn to Aunt Illya, who is the last person to speak up. "Don't look at me," she says. "I'm really good at these sorts of games. I don't have a problem playing any of them, as long as none of you mind it when I kick your butts."
"Oh, please, how good can you be?" Kirika asks, as she pops the disc for
Mario Kart out of her Wii, and replaces it with another disc of some game called 'Smash'. "Sure, you were pretty good at
Mario Kart, but that doesn't mean you'll also be good at Smash."
You soon find out that 'Smash' is the name of a Mario platform fighter game. Well, Mario and others, only a few of whom you recognise. You settle on Mewtwo, while Oriko picks a pink-clad princess you recognise from
Mario Kart. Kirika picks Samus from the
Metroid series, and Aunt Illya picks a pair of pink- and blue-clad Eskimos that the game calls 'Ice Climbers'.
As it turns out, Aunt Illya wasn't bluffing. Within the first round, she manages to completely dominate Kirika, using a combination attack that constantly pushes Kirika's fighter backwards. As Kirika frustratedly mashes buttons on her controller, trying to break out of Aunt Illya's attack, a clearly malevolent grin takes over Aunt Illya's face. "Believe me now?" she asks Kirika, after pushing her off the ledge of the arena and costing Kirika her first life.
"Oh, you're on."
You and Oriko take Kirika's challenge as an open invitation to gang up on Aunt Illya. Oriko concentrates, a beaof sweat rolling down her brow as her pink princess wails on Aunt Illya's ice Climbers. She may claim to not be very good at videogames, but when she cheats and uses her precognition to see what her opponent is going to do, Oriko becomes
nasty. You've never seen someone in a dress move like that, and you barely have a chance to get an attack in edgewise as Oriko's character rams her parasol into Aunt Illya's character repeatedly. Soon, she's even managed to break out of Aunt Illya's trapping move, and she and Kirika have ganged up on the tiny Eskimos.
"Trade with me." You've barely had the chance to get an attack in when Archer leans over your shoulder, gesturing for the controller in your hand. Since you haven't had much of a chance to attack anyone, you do, and as soon as the controller is in Archer's hands, he- "Damnit."
You stare at Archer, completely shocked at how terrible he is. "You…" In trying to come to Aunt Illya's aid, Archer had accidentally thrown your – now his – character completely off of the arena. "Dad, you kind of suck at this game."
"Do I?" Archer asks you in response. "Or am I just setting them up to make them
think I do?"
It was a damn close four-way match towards the end. Kirika and Aunt Illya seemed to get by on their actual skill at the game, and the two constantly made their virtual avatars clash whenever the opportunity or the stage – apparently, the stage was just as much of a character as the players themselves, often throwing out hazards or items that the two were quick to take advantage of – presented itself. Archer and Oriko, meanwhile, got by more on their ability to read what their opponents were doing, always having a counter to someone else's strategy.
But in the end, it's Oriko who claims eventual victory in that match. Despite Archer managing to put up a much better fight than his initial move got you to give him credit for, Oriko's ability to read her opponents went unmatched thanks to her precognition. Nobody says anything to her about it, but after only a brief moment of the game basking in her victory, Oriko quietly hands the controller to Minako once everyone else is finished staring at her.
"Geez, Oriko, I didn't know you were that good at
Smash," Kirika says. "We should play more often. I'd totally let you beat me if you wanted."
"Dearest, that's perfectly all right," Oriko replies. "Though, if you wanted it, I suppose I wouldn't be averse to indulging you from time to time."
But Mom is there to clear her throat, and she stares at Oriko and Kirika. "All right, you two, take it easy," she says. "Don't go getting ahead of yourselves, you hear me? Wait until you're older before you start talking about
indulging each other." The low growl in her voice as she spoke the word "indulging" leads you to believe that Mom was subtly trying to proposition Archer, or at least keep him distracted long enough to secure a win, since she's up next and he isn't trading off on account of Oriko and Aunt Illya getting the top two places.
But Archer just smiles for Minako, keeping the controller tight in his grasp as he looks her dead in the eye, not even bothering to look at his character selection as he says to her "Maybe you shouldn't be getting ahead of yourself either, Minako. There's children present." Aunt Illya clears her throat, and Archer quickly adds "Well, not all of them are children. But you get the idea."
And speaking of children… The next round starts the same as the previous one. Only, without Aunt Illya there to crowd out the other top performer, it's an easy sweep for Kirika.
Almost. . "Hey, no fair!" you hear Kirika shout. "Nobody else gets any help! You big cheater, Homura!"
You look down, seeing the familiar in Homura-shape working the controller beside you. It's seated itself atop the armrest of Oriko's couch, its small hands and short arms wriggling as it rocks the controller back and forth in your grasp, trying to "help" you where it can.. "Don't look at me,' you say, as much to your familiar as you say to Kirika. "I didn't ask for any help."
"Homura…?" From across the couch, you can see that your mom's attempt is coming out much nicer than your own. It only makes sense;
she doesn't have to worry about a second set of hands tripping her up as they try to "help" her. "What the heck is that? And why does it look like you?"
"It's one of Akemi-san's newest familiars," Oriko says, not even bothering to spare more than a passing glance at the familiar in you-shape. "They're made from her memories, and they mimic the shapes of people she's close to. I got to meet one shaped like Kirika earlier; aren't they just adorable?"
The familiar of you raises its hands up to its mouth, never minding that it's letting your character get clobbered by a vengeful Kirika as it takes the controller with it as it giggles to itself at Oriko's compliment. "I don't know," Kirika says. "I think they're kinda creepy. Plus I don't like how the one shaped like me was competing for your attention when we met."
"Dearest, it wasn't 'competing' for anything," Oriko replies. "I'll always love you. But I can't help it if something that looks like a tiny, adorable version of you comes along and demands hugs as though it were the real deal." When Kirika continues to pout, Oriko asks her "Can you really say you'd be any different if it were a tiny version of me demanding hugs from you?"
"It's fine, mom," you say, as Minako can only look on in what you assume to be shock and horror at the unfolding conversation. "It doesn't hurt to make them, and they're not really all that much trouble." Aside from the fact that you can barely seem to control the little buggers. "Um… Look on the bright side? Now you get to call yourself a grandmother?"
Mom can only sigh, and she gives you that
look. But you can see it in her eyes; if her hands weren't occupied with the game controller she's manipulating, she'd reach over the couch to where you are, and give you a big hug. "Homura, you are too young to be a mother," she says to you. "Don't scare me like that, okay? I love you, and when you and Madoka are ready to have kids, I'll support you all the way. But you're too young."
She's told you much the same, in almost the exact same words, the last time you called yourself a mother to your familiars. But you aren't sure there's a better term, despite agreeing with your mom that you're too young. They came from you, after all, from your memories of the people that are most important to you.
Memories of the people that you're scared of losing. So doesn't that make them your children? Do familiars not work that way? How would it work if you were a regular witch?
Should you ask Kanna Niko how she feels about being in a relationship with the person she created?
Except she didn't create Kazumi, did she? She just made a new body for a Kazumi that existed before.
As the familiar of you disappears, you're left to wonder the implications of being a mother to a troupe of familiars, especially ones that seem to be as hard- to control as these five.
She ran off with the controller, didn't she? Now there's one less for anyone else who wants to play.
Needless to say, you lost that round, handily.
You stare up at the ceiling of your darkened bedroom, thinking back to the memories you got to share with your family tonight, in the time between dinner's end and when you had to leave for tonight's team meeting. You hold them close to your chest, as you curl up onto your side. You want to cry. Tomorrow will come, and it might be the last time you ever get to see your family in one piece.
It might be the last time you get to see your family, at all.
You want to cry.
Restlessness takes you, and you reach your arm out to your bedside table, where your phone is resting. You don't bother checking the time. It won't make tomorrow come any slower, won't give you any more time to prepare.
Tomorrow is happening, no matter how scared of it you are. Instead, you flip to your photo album, and scroll through each of the pictures of you and your family that you've taken over the past thirteen months. There's you and Kirika, flanked by Madoka and Oriko, dressed in the bright red uniforms of Shirome Junior High, on your first day back to school after
Walpurgisnacht's passing. Minako was behind the camera that day, and you can still remember the wistful smile on her face as she said goodbye to the four of you that day.
Archer hadn't come back yet.
There's summer break, last year. Oriko let you borrow the keys to her summer home while she and Nurse Ortensia went to Italy to see their relatives. It was nice to be back at the beach on Lake Ashi, but the picture of you and Kirika, donned in your bathing suits with Mount Fuji in the background, is missing something.
Archer still hadn't come back.
It isn't until you reach September of last year, that Archer starts to show himself in your pictures. There's one of a day in mid-September, of just the four of you. You're all smiling, looking at the camera as though nothing could ever go wrong again. Your finger slips, and you scroll over to Kirika's sixteenth birthday party. She looks so happy; she's not even looking at her presents, or at Oriko who is clearly taking the picture, or at Amy who had snuck into the corner of the picture, cake frosting somehow all over her fur.
She's looking at Archer, just glad that he's finally there with the rest of you.
There's Halloween of last year, barely a month after Kirika's birthday. You and she are dressed as two characters who, according to her, were supposed to be sisters; you in a frilly black gothic dress, holding in your arms Amy, who has apparently been dressed in purple pyjamas to make her look like half of a cat skeleton. Pink stripes streak your hair, and you remember how it had taken weeks for the hair dye Kirika used on you to fade, but she was lucky enough to get away with a wig. Blonde, long, and spikey, she's wearing a slim red dress and posing seductively.
Oriko must have been holding the camera for that one, you think to yourself.
There's pictures from Christmas of last year; the first Christmas you've gotten to spend with a family in an eternity. Oriko was away in Italy for winter break, and you had to keep reminding Amy to not eat the tinsel on the tree. It was a small celebration, crammed unceremoniously into the tiny former Kure apartment, where you had all been staying until school at Mitakihara Junior High started up in the spring. You're glad to be out of that apartment, and back here, back home.
It's only home when the rest of your family is here with you.
You scroll some more, passing quickly over a few pictures taken on your fifteenth birthday, until you come to photos taken at this year's graduation ceremony. Tears stream down Kirika's face as she hugs Oriko, diploma scrolls in both of their hands. This time last year, none of you were even sure if Kirika would graduate junior high at all. But she managed to pull through, and even make it into the same high school as Oriko.
There's no pictures from Kirika's high school opening ceremony; the next time every member of your family is in a picture together, it's summer, and Kirika is about to leave to spend her summer vacation in Italy with Oriko and Nurse Ortensia. But before dropping the three of them off at Tokyo airport, your family spent the day wandering around the Tokyo metro area, making a day trip out of saying goodbye to Kirika. You have plenty of pictures of you and your family, plus Oriko and Nurse Ortensia, as you all wander through the streets of Tokyo, with plenty more pictures inside the airport once it was time to say goodbye.
That had been the first time you or Mom had ever been in an airport before, and you don't think you'll forget the experience.
That had been the first time Kirika went off to another country.
Mom always wanted Kirika to be able to see more of the world than just the streets of Mitakihara.
There's nothing major during the six-week stretch that Kirika was gone for. The next time the four of you are together in a photograph is for Kirika's seventeenth birthday party. She's surrounded by torn wrapping paper as she sits at your kitchen table, unwrapping the dark grey, almost-black jacket with the detached sleeves that mom and dad got her for her birthday. Mom and dad are smiling as she poses for the camera wearing her new jacket, and in the back of a few pictures, you can see Oriko looking on her girlfriend with a smile on her face.
Then, there is nothing. Your pictures end, and you hold your phone close to your chest. This time, you really do cry. Archer; Kirika; Mom; you haven't had a family in so long, that before the three of them came into your life you had forgotten how much it hurt to not have a family. You can't go back to that. You can't go back to feeling that emptiness inside your heart. When tomorrow comes, you have to do everything in your power to keep your family safe.
You bury your head into your pillow as your tears fall, muffling your cries so you don't wake up anyone else, and you let sleep take you as you continue to hold your phone close to your chest.
Your phone is just a symbol for the memories you have of your family.
You will keep your family safe. No matter what it takes, you will not let Sidonia harm your family any more than she already has.