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First thing out of her mouth is bemoaning the thought that we died, and concern for Mami who she went out of her way to save."Oh. So you died too. Damn it. Mami was really happy to have you around, you know?"
Her voice echoes through your mind, choked and weak. It sounds as though she's been crying while trying to swallow shards of broken glass.
"Neither of us are dead. You are pretty badly hurt, though. Should be healed in a bit, so just hold on until then."
"Healed? Why are you wasting time with that? I died. Something stronger than me showed up, and nobody's got any right to complain about it. That's just how it goes."
For all her talk about being selfish she sure is willing to sacrifice herself for someone else who she had a big fight with and supposedly didn't want to see again.
And that her thing, isn't it?
She talks about how normal people are just food, but worked together with an uncontracted Madoka and even took in Yuma, a literal child who had nothing to offer in return.
She disparages others of their ideals, but once adored stories where love and courage triumph and fought to save people from Witches.
She talks about looking out only for herself, but repeatedly gave assistance and advice to another girl who rejected her help, committed to a plan that had no logical basis for success in order to save her, and when it failed sacrificed herself to not only cover for two people she barely knew but also so Sayaka would not die alone. Even her wish was for someone else's sake.
At her core Kyoko Sakura is someone who wants to protect people.
Distorted, either her desire to protect is wrong and only selfishness and the strong are right, a punishing flame that razes all that are in her path, or her desire to protect is exaggerated into unrestrained matyrdom, a candle that lives only to burn down her life for others, the embodiment of sacrifice. A belief that the weak Kyoko can only have worth by sacrificing herself.
For talking, we should aim at the underlying motives of Kyoko's actions. She is someone who says one thing and does something else. The stuff she says is mostly to protect herself instead of what she truly wants, so undercutting her by pointing out how her actions don't line up with her words and then reinforcing that her actions, and the feelings that motivated them are right. Care must be taken to ensure that she does not see that her perceived weakness is an inherent part of her being and that sacrificing herself is all that she is good for.
To start, Kyoko is asserting that the strong tramples the weak, and the weak do not deserve saving.
Yet Mami could not defeat Nothing There and would have been killed. That makes her weak and deserving of death.
Yet Kyoko went out of her way to save her.
If it was okay to save Mami, someone who was weaker then her opponent, then it is okay to heal Kyoko, who was also weaker than her opponent.
She is alive because someone else saw that she was about to die, and said "no." Someone who stepped in and fought to protect her when she needed it most.
That someone is you.
And you were there to save her because you were alive.
[X] If that is true, then why did you save Mami?
-[X] She fought Nothing There and lost. Therefore as the weaker she is deserving of death.
-[X] But she is alive because you saved her.
-[X] She is alive because someone else saw that she was about to die, and said "no." Someone who stepped in and fought to protect her when she needed it most.
-[X] That someone is you.
-[X] And you were there to save her because you were alive.
-[X] If it was okay to save Mami, someone who was weaker then her opponent, then it is okay to heal Kyoko, who was also weaker than her opponent.
If someone can help workshop this to be more comprehensible, that would be a great help.
I haven't slept in 20 hours and am now going to collapse.
Also, a question. Kyoko's Distortion is Golachab, isn't it? The Burning Ones, the Quiphoth that is opposed by Gebura? The fire imagery and theme of protecting others are a pretty good match.
Good thing that Gebura is here. She might have something to say that can relate to Kyoko.
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