Would you Distort or manifest EGO?


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I mean, we are his companion's sibling of indeterminate gender. It's understandable that he would worry, considering how that sort of relationship turned out last time...
X: Nah. That will never happen.
Angela: Are you sure X?
X: Yep. Roland seems like a good man. He got my approval.
Roland: Really?
DoSaM: Hahahaha- Not mine though. (Begins charging up Last Helix) Angela is mine mine mine MINEEE!!!!!
 
DoSaM: Silly silly man. The only help I need is from my friends who always got my back. Right guys!
Eternal Meal: (Undecipherable Roars)
Last Helix: (Ping Ping Ping)
God's Delusions: (Whisper of madness and truths)
Metal Agents: (Sounds of metal clapping)
Wind-up Soldier: (Too busy being emotionless to care)
DoSaM: See?! I'M PERFECTLY FINE!!!!
Roland: The similarities...Oh god, I'm getting flashbacks.
 
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DoSaM: Silly silly man. The only help I need is from my friends who always got my back. Right guys!
Eternal Meal: (Undecipherable Roars)
Last Helix: (Ping Ping Ping)
God's Delusions: (Whisper of madness and truths)
Metal Agents: (Sounds of metal clapping)
DoSaM: See?! I'M PERFECTLY FINE!!!!
Roland: The similarities...Oh god, I'm getting flashbacks.
You forgot the distorted quintet hanging off dosam like limpets
 
I mean, we are his companion's sibling of indeterminate gender. It's understandable that he would worry, considering how that sort of relationship turned out last time...

Next update, we open our mouth when *Gone Angels* suddenly begins to play and next thing we know, we're drifting in the light again.

Meanwhile in the Library, Angela is looking at Roland with a raised eyebrow and he is trying to explain that it was a PTSD influenced reaction.
 
Meanwhile in the Library, Angela is looking at Roland with a raised eyebrow and he is trying to explain that it was a PTSD influenced reaction.
The more I think about it...
The more I realized X (Angela's body) will not have such a good time.
Seriously. That body is just bad luck.

Like ultra-death difficulty level of bad luck.

Angela will get domestic violence PTSD when she meets us.
Roland will also get the "Dejavu" moment of a close female friend's body being used when he meets us.

X will get literally 100x the amount of time to mope about.
Usually, that would be good. But her body doesn't move 100x faster.
AND on top of that, X will be even more affected by the various E.G.O of the abnormalities she absorbs.

Writing the next chapter for the Angela IF made me realize that, being Angela is suffering.
 
On your right. You see an desperate young scientists getting choked by the love of his life gone mad.
On your left, you'll see a young AI fucking up everything and never getting anything right and anything nice in her life.
If we use walk a bit forward, you can see an arbiter drinking tea in her natural habitat.
If you look behind us, you can see there is a bunch ofpeople going mad. Don't worry about it.
Now for our final exhibit, The manager of our zoo contemplating about shooting herself because she don't have a reason to exist anymore with five of her kids stopping her.
Throw some peanuts at them, they are a little hungry.——Roland, as a tour guide.
Cool.—— Angelica, eating popcorns
 
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Writing the next chapter for the Angela IF made me realize that, being Angela is suffering.

Oh?

Do tell.

Also, my owns ideas about this one would be an at least 1k long *update* who span one sec in universe, really makes the readers feel that 100x speed.

Strangely enough, I don't think it would be popular. :V

I wonder what picking Binah would have done.

Author's proposed votes during crisis:

[] Sip tea

[] Smile mysteriously

[] Smile mysteriously while sipping tea
 
Oh?

Do tell.

Also, my owns ideas about this one would be an at least 1k long *update* who span one sec in universe, really makes the readers feel that 100x speed.

Strangely enough, I don't think it would e popular. :V
Trust me when I say.

If you think Nothing There was traumatic for X(K).

X(A) is already suffering from the moment she came into existence. And her first encounter with an Aleph will only serve to make her realize how stupid her decision to take after Angela's form is.
 
...hmm.
You know, If I have to use one perfect word to describe the mental state that X is in right now.
It will be: Frustrated, just like Gebura.
She is frustrated by her inability to save others. She is frustrated that she cannot keep her daughter in check and healthy. She is frustrated that everything that can go wrong is going wrong at an alarming speed. And she is frustrated that she cannot do anything without outside help or at risk of something going wrong in the future.
Just like gebura, but without the fury.
So I would take a wild guess that choosing a form is bring out the worst side of said form.
Which means if we choose to be binah, X will be a sadistic bastard that cannot keep her tendency in check.
 
Isn't Binah's problem the inability to look at the Past?

No?

Binah is the eye, facing the fear, breaking the cycle, her problem was her actually making the cycle worse, which for X (Binah) would probably ends up with proposing ideas to Kyubey, or something.

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As in, she was perfectly able to look at the past, she just was more interested in shadenfreude than in helping, now she watch how you grow through suffering, instead of how you suffer, there are some differences.

The Binah of LoR is way more of a good person than Garion was, she can even be outright supportive, in a passive aggressive way, but still supportive.
 
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Ah, my mistake.

In that case. Gebura really is the "easiest" body, isn't she?

Like looking at the bodies we could choose. Gebura's problem is probably one of the "easier" ones to deal with.

With only maybe, Binah being the easiest.
 
...yeah.
She will actively help qb to maintain the wish system, and she will keep telling herself it's all for the greater good or something like that to keep herself blind and maintain the cycle.
She'll be afraid of the breaking of the status quo. Because everything might go downhill.
She will become an agent for those fucker...fuck.
 
In that case. Gebura really is the "easiest" body, isn't she?

Like looking at the bodies we could choose. Gebura's problem is probably one of the "easier" ones to deal with.

With only maybe, Binah being the easiest.


We could have gone for Tiphereth, or maybe Tiphereth, actually, do you think we could have made a case for having both bodies?

Anyway, Tiphereth probably would have had problems with appearing as an authority figure (especially since we would've gotten the young version and not the teenage LoR one) and Tiphereth probably would have made our suicidal thoughts worse.

Tiphereth would have thus been easier than Gebura, though Tiphereth probably wouldn't have been.

God, I love how having two characters with the same name allows me to make sentences like this.
 
Now that I've given it some thought, the reason why X would choose Binah as their inspiration is her "I do whatever I fucking want lmao" attitude.

Finally free of the Corporation, sent careening towards a wholly new world unsullied by the City - why not taste everything it has to offer?
 
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