Oh boy, lots of stuff to unpack here. Great chapter, Yrs!
I think LQ made subtle, but
significant progress facing the brothel, and the moon aunties were in fact as helpful as I hoped they'd be.
"Breath, think, and analyze," the Hidden Moon said somberly, resting a hand on her shoulder. "I will not tell you to let go of your emotions. Instead understand them and place them in context."
This is the first, important step for Ling Qi's process, in my book. Realizing that she has incredibly strong emotional reactions to certain things due to her past, and understanding them. It is the first step of recovery, I believe.
I'd also like to say that I found LQ's detached perspective on the brothel perfectly plausible, unlike some other readers, it seems. One can experience this in real life too, when revisiting a place that was important during childhood and has a lot of emotion attached to it, that one hasn't seen since then. It is the strange realization that a shift of perspective has occurred, and shows that LQ at this point is an adult.
Now, on the actual vote, first off, I don't want to dogpile you or anything, others have picked up the argument, but I am curious:
I really dislike how a lot of the votes of ended up in LQ making choices that were very out of character for her. The Grinning Moon option remains her most in-character option, it fits with her background and personality. All the choices she's made that are less "Grinning"-like for lack of a better word, are noticeably our choice, including her choice to side with Cai. She would have had more freedom and been happier if she chose the Sect option. There's never any real explanation as to why she made a choice that would tie her down more with obligations. Its very easy to see what choices we made for her through her uneven character progression. It lacks the smoothness of most character progressions in traditional fiction. I'm still enjoying the quest of course, regardless of these issues.
While I agree that due to the format, character
growth is not as smooth as it might be in a novel, I would be curious to hear what choices in particular felt like they were out of character, to you? Besides the Cai one, I mean, which I feel safe to assume from your post. Because for me, there haven't really been any choices that felt genuinely jarring or character-breaking at all? I feel like Yrs has been doing a phenomenal job of providing subtle groundwork for any given option, and the voting mechanics are at worst the reason for Lin Qi's occasionally air-headed squirrelling, but in a way that feels kind of true to her character? Take the Cai choice, for example, I wasn't around back then but reading it, it wasn't the choice I would have voted for, but it made perfect sense for LQ to choose so? Not only was CRX poaching her pretty hard, with all the extra attention and big bags of money being dangled about, but LQ was on the fence for a long time and ultimately got convinced by all her friends agreeing that it is an excellent offer, and Meizhen herself telling her to take it? It felt like a difficult
in-character choice, to me. The argument "but it was just because of a vote" applies to pretty much anything, is my point (including all the grinning moon stuff btw, one could just as well argue "but that was just people wanting loot"), so in my book, the question usually is "is this choice plausible for Ling Qi as a character?" and I can't think of any where I'd answer
no. If you have moments where you felt that way, I'd be interested in hearing more, it seems like an interesting perspective
Moving on, I like all choices and want to take all of them, at once. Ling Qi is greedy!
Since I have to pick one, I am very curious about suppressed art forms, and I think the dreaming moon choice is the one that incorporates something of all three aspects the best (suppression of knowledge is a form of secrecy, and not getting caught spreading forbidden art is stealth, too), so my vote is
[x] Take the Dreaming Moon's suggestion
but as I said, I am interested in any of the choices available.