Hullevow (part 23)
- Location
- Hampden Park
4th March
20:06 GMT
"You could be happier."
"Yes, probably." Five hundred orange strands fill the air, a tiny distortion revealing Kaldur's location. It's a bit like Heroes of Might and Magic V. You spend all that time levelling up Godric and Isabel and then you have to fight against them. With Wood Elves, ugh. Kaldur knows full well that he can't block my better attacks with any magic he can perform, so he… What was it he called it? Blessing of Squid Ink? Not quite invisible and not quite intangible but enough of both to be a pain in the arse. I can't tell what else he's doing, he's still fortified.
"But Fate's here. I mean, we were only supposed to be getting information for him anyway. And shouldn't we have briefed him?"
I have sort of been wondering how much he pulls his punches during training. "Nabu knows more about magic than either of us. I'm sure he'll be fine."
Alert! Spell Eater temperature increasing.
Because just because you've found one invisible assailant… Empathic vision's blocked, so I can't tell if they're being directly controlled or just motivated by inserted fear. "Kaldur, Garth, Tula! It's me!"
Kaldur's illusory spell fades away, revealing his location. It's a little like D&D invisibility; vigorous activity tends to make it fall apart. He's got his Water Bearers out and active but doesn't make any immediate move. Okay, positive move. "Kaldur, I think you're being influenced by Terror Thing again. Nabu's got the villagers contained-."
He brings his Water Bearers up into guard position, water ends outwards. "Webster. Not this time."
Ah fu-.
I barely see it as a circle of frost forms around us. I'm too aaagh! I don't, agh, know who Webster is, but Kaldur's brain is firing on all cylinders. I never ran into a fear projector myself, but I remember the sensation all too well. The sudden increase in alertness as the adrenaline kicks in, the mild nausea…
Alert! Spell Eater temperature increasing.
I'm not… There aren't a lot of things I'm afraid of. Not irrationally so, at any rate. Heights used to scare me, but… I've been flying everywhere. Even diving down from high up in the sky is fun when I'm in control.
Alert! Spell Eater temperature increasing.
Death scares me. The concept that my consciousness could simply cease. Oh yes, that's where I remember this feeling from. I haven't had any religious faith since I was old enough to realise that adults could be wrong about things. Even here, where I know from direct experience that souls are real and there is life after death, I've… Really been focused on extending my life, rather than…
Alert! Spell Eater temperature critical.
They're overwhelming it! Putting so much force into it… I dread to think the amount of raw power that takes. Okay, construct armour's gone. At my default resilience, any of the Atlanteans can beat me down. Why aren't they? Breathing hard, I raise my head to meet Kaldur's eyes. His tattoos are glowing just about as hard as they can, his stance... This is as much as he can do.
I hope?
"You fear."
I.. sort of.. flop around. "Beryl?"
"I couldn't feel you. I couldn't touch you. But now I can. They feared me and now I understand what I am. They understood how to connect me to you, and now I touch your soul as I do everyone else's."
Ordered yellow lights.
"Fate fears as well. He fears obsolescence. He fears failing in his duty. You can't fight what is already inside you."
I should… Say something clever. Ask it w-. What it fears. If there's anything of Siskin in there that hasn't been consumed. Instead I curl up on myself, clutching at my own face in a frantic attempt to deny the external stimuli. How can I-?
Inside.
I twist, grabbing at the box containing my personal lantern. Openopenopen!
Agent? Your mind is strange.
Join with me.
Gladly.
Ah! She's trying, I can feel a little of what we are when she and I are together, but the fear inducement effect is so intense that the snake part of us cannot comprehend it. I just about manage to stagger to our feet and face the thing possessing Beryl. Yellow, yellow and more yellow. It doesn't really want, but simply reacts to its environment. What we're talking to must just be the Siskin part. Okay, fine, but was he totally subsumed or is he still in there as a separate being? Is he just a mouthpiece, transcribing inhuman thoughts in a Human fashion, or does his mind still function?
I can see the yellow lights all around me as the assault continues. As the Ophidian, we don't precisely have fears and that's keeping it out. Perhaps I can disrupt it in the same way we reinforced Siskin? We exhale orange light into Beryl and the ordered yellow light shudders. For the briefest moment I feel normal. Kaldur glows a little less as the Terror Thing momentarily loses its connection to the Atlanteans as well. Is that it? No, they're still full of yellow. I have no idea who 'Webster' is, but… Webster. That was the name of Geotroniks' Head of Security. Would the people Geotroniks used to make it have been afraid of him? No, their notes made it clear that their paranoia had a single focus. Siskin's fear, then?
"Siskin!" We breathe out again, our exhalation passing through Beryl along her connection to the Terror Thing. There's a great deal of loss along the way; the connection is one of fear and not avarice. But we dimly perceive something at the far end, something that can still want in its own right. "I know what it's like to be consumed by an emotion! To feel at an intensity that the Human psyche wasn't designed to process! You can't win by force of will!" This would be much easier if we just had a white ring. "The only way out is to accept the sensation, no matter how-!"
"Easier said than done." Kaldur's mouth, but not his voice. "I've been trapped in this nightmare for twelve years. I've felt every fear exactly as it was felt by people paralysed by the intensity of their fears and I've felt it all the time. And the thing that I fear most has been eating my soul."
"What? Do you expect it to get better? Do you think you'll get any respite once it's finished?"
"I only hope-" I turn as Siskin switches to using Tula. "-that when it's finally finished I might finally experience oblivion. My every thought, my every feeling is one of absolute terror. Can you even begin to understand what that's like?"
"Yes. We can. The Ophidian and the Orange Lantern came to terms. I know it can be done because I did it."
"I don't believe you."
Ophidian, back in the lantern please.
Agent?
I know what I'm doing.
I reach into my armour and pull off the hot-to-the-touch Spell Eater.
Probably.
20:06 GMT
"You could be happier."
"Yes, probably." Five hundred orange strands fill the air, a tiny distortion revealing Kaldur's location. It's a bit like Heroes of Might and Magic V. You spend all that time levelling up Godric and Isabel and then you have to fight against them. With Wood Elves, ugh. Kaldur knows full well that he can't block my better attacks with any magic he can perform, so he… What was it he called it? Blessing of Squid Ink? Not quite invisible and not quite intangible but enough of both to be a pain in the arse. I can't tell what else he's doing, he's still fortified.
"But Fate's here. I mean, we were only supposed to be getting information for him anyway. And shouldn't we have briefed him?"
I have sort of been wondering how much he pulls his punches during training. "Nabu knows more about magic than either of us. I'm sure he'll be fine."
Alert! Spell Eater temperature increasing.
Because just because you've found one invisible assailant… Empathic vision's blocked, so I can't tell if they're being directly controlled or just motivated by inserted fear. "Kaldur, Garth, Tula! It's me!"
Kaldur's illusory spell fades away, revealing his location. It's a little like D&D invisibility; vigorous activity tends to make it fall apart. He's got his Water Bearers out and active but doesn't make any immediate move. Okay, positive move. "Kaldur, I think you're being influenced by Terror Thing again. Nabu's got the villagers contained-."
He brings his Water Bearers up into guard position, water ends outwards. "Webster. Not this time."
Ah fu-.
I barely see it as a circle of frost forms around us. I'm too aaagh! I don't, agh, know who Webster is, but Kaldur's brain is firing on all cylinders. I never ran into a fear projector myself, but I remember the sensation all too well. The sudden increase in alertness as the adrenaline kicks in, the mild nausea…
Alert! Spell Eater temperature increasing.
I'm not… There aren't a lot of things I'm afraid of. Not irrationally so, at any rate. Heights used to scare me, but… I've been flying everywhere. Even diving down from high up in the sky is fun when I'm in control.
Alert! Spell Eater temperature increasing.
Death scares me. The concept that my consciousness could simply cease. Oh yes, that's where I remember this feeling from. I haven't had any religious faith since I was old enough to realise that adults could be wrong about things. Even here, where I know from direct experience that souls are real and there is life after death, I've… Really been focused on extending my life, rather than…
Alert! Spell Eater temperature critical.
They're overwhelming it! Putting so much force into it… I dread to think the amount of raw power that takes. Okay, construct armour's gone. At my default resilience, any of the Atlanteans can beat me down. Why aren't they? Breathing hard, I raise my head to meet Kaldur's eyes. His tattoos are glowing just about as hard as they can, his stance... This is as much as he can do.
I hope?
"You fear."
I.. sort of.. flop around. "Beryl?"
"I couldn't feel you. I couldn't touch you. But now I can. They feared me and now I understand what I am. They understood how to connect me to you, and now I touch your soul as I do everyone else's."
Ordered yellow lights.
"Fate fears as well. He fears obsolescence. He fears failing in his duty. You can't fight what is already inside you."
I should… Say something clever. Ask it w-. What it fears. If there's anything of Siskin in there that hasn't been consumed. Instead I curl up on myself, clutching at my own face in a frantic attempt to deny the external stimuli. How can I-?
Inside.
I twist, grabbing at the box containing my personal lantern. Openopenopen!
Agent? Your mind is strange.
Join with me.
Gladly.
Ah! She's trying, I can feel a little of what we are when she and I are together, but the fear inducement effect is so intense that the snake part of us cannot comprehend it. I just about manage to stagger to our feet and face the thing possessing Beryl. Yellow, yellow and more yellow. It doesn't really want, but simply reacts to its environment. What we're talking to must just be the Siskin part. Okay, fine, but was he totally subsumed or is he still in there as a separate being? Is he just a mouthpiece, transcribing inhuman thoughts in a Human fashion, or does his mind still function?
I can see the yellow lights all around me as the assault continues. As the Ophidian, we don't precisely have fears and that's keeping it out. Perhaps I can disrupt it in the same way we reinforced Siskin? We exhale orange light into Beryl and the ordered yellow light shudders. For the briefest moment I feel normal. Kaldur glows a little less as the Terror Thing momentarily loses its connection to the Atlanteans as well. Is that it? No, they're still full of yellow. I have no idea who 'Webster' is, but… Webster. That was the name of Geotroniks' Head of Security. Would the people Geotroniks used to make it have been afraid of him? No, their notes made it clear that their paranoia had a single focus. Siskin's fear, then?
"Siskin!" We breathe out again, our exhalation passing through Beryl along her connection to the Terror Thing. There's a great deal of loss along the way; the connection is one of fear and not avarice. But we dimly perceive something at the far end, something that can still want in its own right. "I know what it's like to be consumed by an emotion! To feel at an intensity that the Human psyche wasn't designed to process! You can't win by force of will!" This would be much easier if we just had a white ring. "The only way out is to accept the sensation, no matter how-!"
"Easier said than done." Kaldur's mouth, but not his voice. "I've been trapped in this nightmare for twelve years. I've felt every fear exactly as it was felt by people paralysed by the intensity of their fears and I've felt it all the time. And the thing that I fear most has been eating my soul."
"What? Do you expect it to get better? Do you think you'll get any respite once it's finished?"
"I only hope-" I turn as Siskin switches to using Tula. "-that when it's finally finished I might finally experience oblivion. My every thought, my every feeling is one of absolute terror. Can you even begin to understand what that's like?"
"Yes. We can. The Ophidian and the Orange Lantern came to terms. I know it can be done because I did it."
"I don't believe you."
Ophidian, back in the lantern please.
Agent?
I know what I'm doing.
I reach into my armour and pull off the hot-to-the-touch Spell Eater.
Probably.
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