For Circe, this is a huge risk - but it also carries a potentially great reward.
She became too paranoid to interact with others for fear that her youth - or rather, not even her youth but her protection from senility and constant pain - could be taken from her at any moment.
She has certainly become much different over time if she is openly considering giving it up now... But then, this is in many ways her greatest wish - a method to transfer to a non-tortuous life which will not rely upon an external actor's prophesied-temporary aid.
She became too paranoid to interact with others for fear that her youth - or rather, not even her youth but her protection from senility and constant pain - could be taken from her at any moment.
She has certainly become much different over time if she is openly considering giving it up now... But then, this is in many ways her greatest wish - a method to transfer to a non-tortuous life which will not rely upon an external actor's prophesied-temporary aid.