"That's a nice necklace," Donald says admiringly.
Rose nods. "I made it myself," she says, hand touching the silvery cross which hangs on its chain, plunging towards her cleavage.
He raises his eyebrow at it. Firstly, he wasn't actually aware that Rose knew anything about jewelry production. Second and more relevantly, it doesn't seem exactly in-character for her. It isn't exactly the standard crucifix - the limbs of the cross are the same length - but it's a little... austere for her. Rose usually has (in the best possible sense of the words) all the taste of a magpie in jewelry. The small silver cross is very plain - even if it goes nicely with her little black dress. "What drew you to it?" he asks idly.
***
Rising from her kneeling position, Rose dusts off her knees and rubs her temples. She doesn't understand it. It doesn't work. She's been seeing the sights in Los Angeles, and after some suggestions - and yes, quite a bit of nagging - from Reina's voice, she went to a church. Reina wanted to see the state of such things in the modern world. But it was Rose who decided to try praying. Maybe it might bring her closer to Reina, to understanding how she managed to do what she did.
But there's no divine voice. No presence. She's just kneeling in a building, saying things to something which isn't real.
And yet. She knows people worldwide take solace in religion. She knows Reina did through most of her life. And Reina was so much stronger than her. She knows from memory-flashes that Reina's belief had carried her through struggles that she shouldn't have been able to otherwise bear. It seems... unfair that something which isn't real can bring some people so much certainty and surety and... and... and other things Rose wants!
It doesn't make sense. She believes in the Union, with all her hearts, but... she doesn't feel sure like Reina did. The Union will triumph and everything will be better. She knows this as a fact. But she's not strong like Reina. She wants to be strong like her.
It's just a hobby, she tells herself as she reads whatever she can find in the public archives for anything on Reina Lior - and tolerates her own reflection sniffly pointing out errors. It must be something defective in her, that she doesn't feel strong despite all her belief. It's easy enough to coax Donald into finding some things which aren't in the level of clearance she has access too, but there's still not enough to know. It's the paintings she comes back to, time and time again. They're from several periods in her life. Rose likes the ones where she's young-looking and confident the most. She gets... colder and more distant once she gets the HITMark-like eye and the scars down that side of her face.
Rose isn't sure why she makes the necklace from bullet-grade scrap primium. It's not like Reina told her to. In fact, she refused to comment, merely providing technical advice on the jeweler's craft. She says that she did such things as a hobby herself, and she approves of Rose picking up some minor talent at it. Rose does know why she makes the design hollow, though. It's so she can take a sample of her own blood, and reverse-engineer out her own modifications. By the time she's finished processing it and has stripped out the extensive changes and augmentations, she has something that's basically the blood of Reina Lior. It just... it just feels right. To have a bit of her close to Rose, unaffected by the haemophage genetics and the Progenitor tweaks. Something which in the necklace sits roughly over her primary heart. Having some of Reina's blood doesn't mean anything, but Reina put a lot of value in things which didn't mean anything and Rose might not believe in God, but she certainly believes in Reina and how she's someone to look up to.
Maybe she'd have actually been properly Reina if they hadn't changed her quite so much. The thought is uncomfortable for her as a Progenitor. Maybe they'd been a little too ambitious with the upgrade programmes. Of course then she'd have died like the other EXEMPLAR IIIs so it's probably for the best!
***
"I saw the design and thought it looked pretty," Rose says brightly, resting her hand on the cross unconsciously. It makes her feel stronger.
Templar Cross
Comprising of a cross-shaped necklace, the Templar Cross was manufactured by construct Rose Ashford apparently in an attempt to emphasise with and understand her genestock. This has been logged in her psychological records and is currently viewed as acceptable - and indeed admirable - behaviour. It is based on a necklace seen in a painting dating from 1631, painted by the Dutch artist (and member of the Cabal of Pure Thought) Johannes van der Braxton.
The Templar Cross is a surprisingly subtle Device - as befits something its creator was not actively intending to make as one. It only provides its benefits for users whose paradigm includes reverence, idolisation or considerable respect for Reina Lior. Firstly, as an icon made in the shape of a possession of Reina Lior, it serves to provide a Mind mental shield against mental influence - whether overtly RD or merely conventional hyperpsych - which would have the wearer act against the principles of the Order of Reason. These principles, while similar in some ways to those of the Technocratic Union, differ in several aspects. A Primal Utility countermagic effect attempts to unravel any magical mental effect which afflicts the wearer which would have them act against those principles, rolling once per order which goes against them. Those who respect this champion of the Order also benefit from a Mind and Primal Utility effect which strengthens the wearer's surety when they slay monsters such as spirits, vampires, werewolves, blasphemous horrors from beyond the stars, Infernalists, faeries, demons, the risen dead, demonologists, ghouls, ghosts, spectres, wraiths, haunts, witches, changelings, and other obvious enemies of mankind - as well as the fools who would welcome those things into the world from beyond the Gauntlet - restoring Primal Energy and placating doubts they might have about their course of action.
If worn by someone who doesn't idolise Reina Lior, the wearer will have strange dreams where they fantasise about the Order of Reason and experience things which show remarkable coherence with events in her life - though without enough detail to discern much. Strangely enough, such experiences will lead them prone to looking into the Order of Reason and curious about the knights of the Order and the respected figures among them.
Any allegations that this is mechanically more akin to a Talisman rather than a Device are, of course, lies, calumny and slander.