Well that's incredibly gory, but hopefully also kinda cathartic.*SHCK-!*
Kyubey is abruptly replaced by a shower of blood as a sharp length of metal passes through his head at roughly Mach 2. Tira is unable to withhold a shriek as little chunks of flesh spray across the otherwise pristine Canvas, tainting the floor with spatters of red.
Wow, he grossed out the witch. Even the witchtinces didn't seem interested anymore after that display.Your shock abruptly flips over to disgust as Kyubey runs up to his barely half-intact former body and promptly begins eating it. Oh, what the fu-
I feel ya Sayaka. There's no satisfaction in reducing something into red paste if they just get back up without even commenting on the pain.
Have I recently mentioned how much I like your Sayaka? She's got a way with words."And I'd prefer that you shove yourself down the nearest working garbage disposal, but we can't always get what we want, can we?" Sayaka snaps, evidently too angry to be similarly grossed out.
Yeah that's a shame, but you knew it was a long shot anyway.You take a moment to process that, then slump.
...so then. You really are a lone island of sanity, drifting in an endless sea of madness. For a moment, you thought that maybe since Kyubey has an actual word for "abnormal" witches like you, he might have meant... but no. It's exactly as you'd already figured.
Of course she's interested, she's still being eaten up by guilt."Could you perhaps provide more detail on some of these 'facsimiles'?"
You glance over at Tira, not having expected her to interrupt. If Kyubey is surprised by her reentering the conversation however, he doesn't show it.
Yeah, hearing she's even less of a person then she thought she was, and as a reminder she thinks she's a zombie, was not something she was going to respond well too. Nor should she."SHUT UP!!!" Sayaka screams from the bottom of her throat, her sword now hanging loose in her hand, the weapon's edge scraping against the floor of the Canvas. "I don't want to HEAR IT! I don't want to hear about timelines, or replicas, or any more of your horrid, life-destroying LIES!"
Poor girl's emotions really are just chew toy."If I feel I've been tricked?!" Sayaka shouts over him, somehow still escalating in volume. "Ever since I agreed to your screwed-up contract, things have just kept going from bad to worse, and worse, and WORSE! And every time I think I'm starting to get a handle on the latest bit of misery I've got no choice in, and that maybe things can finally start getting at least a little better, something else happens to show me EXACTLY how wrong I was!"
Interesting.You twist and spasm as the grief continues to swell, trying over and over to shove it away, but it's as though something is holding it, forcibly keeping it in place, something that you don't think is actually you, or if it is then it's a part that's currently rebelling-
Okay."It's All."
Something surges.
"Your."
Something cracks.
<SaYaKA-!>
"FAAAUUULLLT!!!!!!"
So this has lots of implications. Um. I don't know if I know the words for this.The remaining ribbon tied around bothheryour collar and neck like a noose, along with the tasseled, bookmark-like cords restrainingheryour arms, are ignored as the erratically-shifting background stabilizes into a replica ofheryour concert hall, the haunting sound of the violin you so treasured beginning to echo from both within and without.
From beneath the empty hollow of your three-eyed helmet, you glare out at the target of your weaker self's wrath.
𝄡 Go to Hell with your squires
<...what-?>
Wow, okay, Okky is just bein all sorts of down on Sayaka, which is herself, according to her. I guess having an external version of yourself you can safely pin all your issues on makes it easier to not be self-loathing?You turn. Far below, your weaker self gapes up at you like the fool she is, suddenly bereft of the grief and rage that brought you to the surface in the first place. To her side, the artist cowers, while the doll she holds stares up at you without even a spark of recognition.
Memories like cracked glass surge to the forefront at the sight of the latter, sharp enough to cut steel; bearing down on you with the weight of the world.
You look away.
I can't tell if this is just suicide or an attempt at defiance that will end in a murder-suicide. It's like she wants to exist in a state of constant despair, but only on her terms.Though your fate is tragedy, it shall not be this one.
You raise your sword over your helm. You cannot simply sever the connection she has forced upon you, cannot simply leave now that she has bound you so. You are as much a part of her as she is of you now; a reality as inescapable as any other.
But you would rather die in chains, than be forced to eternally move forward with her story.
Just said this, but I must say again, I really like this Sayaka. She just such a good kid at heart, even with all the shit that's happened to her.A sword nigh-identical to yours in all but size and decoration strikes the flat of yours and bursts, knocking your attack off course. You slowly turn on your weaker self, who meets your gaze with sureness that you know she does not feel.
"L- Leave her alone!"
Again, really can not emotionally face what happened. So weird.Summoning more of your tainted wheels, as empty of color as your own former destiny, you send them whirling forth to crush both her and the artist alike — but the latter has conjured her own blade by now, which rends them to pieces with neither struggle nor effort, while the limbs ofMamiCandelorothe witch she carries magnify and smash the rest to splinters.
Hmm, so the list is like:"She may only be second to Kyubey for why everything has gone wrong for me lately-!"
Good kid. Strong kid. If this situation can get unfucked, she's got one hell of a future in store for her. Hell, even if she's stucks with Ashtaroth forever the future has many possibilities."I know that she's at least trying-!"
Your weaker self leaps off your arm with her blades still entangling your own, yanking it away with force garnered from the leverage of another platform-assisted leap. As your weapon tumbles from your grip, she rotates in the air-
"-so there's no way I'm gonna just let you KILL her!"
Now this is interesting. As I above, I suspected Sayaka's Soul Gem had cracked. That didn't kill Sayaka, in fact it doesn't seem to have really done anything to her on its own, but her and Oktavia are still linked, and Oktavia very much thinks they're the same person, in a way that, despite having been subsumed, Oktavia and Ashtaroth are not. Maybe it's a difference without a distinction, but I feel there's more to it.Smoke leaking from your gaze, you glare down at your weaker self as she falls back to the floor. As she lands and begins to rise once more, your rage crescendos — and so, you reach for the inherent connection you share, and force a portion of your anguish through it.
And man oh man, but Oktavia does not like Sayaka.She trembles on her feet for a scant second longer, swaying unsteadily, before suddenly screaming just as you did, a perfect C sharp note-
And then collapsing, unable to bear the weight of her own pain.
How very fragile you are...
Hmm, maybe it's simple. Despite everything that's happened, Sayaka hasn't really given up on herself or her situation. She's pretty fucking miserable, but she's willing to keep trying to improve what she has left. As a witch however, Oktavia is defined by having given up. And that's what she hates about Sayaka, that she's not wallowing in that same despair.As your mind and vision fade once more, you give your weaker self a final, lingering glance.
One day, you will make her see...
Wow, I've never seen Tira this agitated. This is almost Sayaka like behavior.When you awaken from the trance(?) you'd fallen into, the first thing that you see is Tira, standing atop Novella with her arms crossed, anxiously tapping her foot against the book's open pages. Candeloro has left her neck in favor of hovering over her shoulder, and has her ribbons wrapped loosely around Tira's waist in a strangely comforting manner.
I didn't know she could even say that word!"In that case, perhaps you could enlighten me as to what the hell just happened, Ashtaroth-san."
Oh right, yeah. She was really focused on the whole witch thing and not having that happen to her. Yeah, that tracks."...true." she admits. "I suppose that despite how truly catastrophic this was, the only known alternative would hardly have been preferable."
Wacky.(She was you, you were her, yet you hated yourself; were fully ready to commit suicide/murder for the simple sake of release-)
Hmm, my guess would be the accompanying anger, and possibly having a direct target. Sayaka really fucking wanted Kyubey dead.This didn't happen the first time Sayaka had a major freak out after you subsumed her, or even just a bit ago when Tira had her own personal breakdown of the day, so why now? What changed...?
Hmm. Maybe. They're still a lot better off then before, and the three of you are only learning more and more about how how your underlying systems work, and how they're connected to each other.Have to admit that you might be no safer from yourself than Sayaka and Tira are from you...
Wouldn't that be throwing Kyubey, due to her lack of legs? How would Ashy punt anything without feet? Maybe if she controls Sayaka or Tira?Though your first instinct is to grab the eavesdropping little bunny rat and punt him across your barrier like an oddly-shaped soccer ball, you force yourself to quash it, too many questions arising from what he just said — along with the fact that he even could say it to you, for that matter — to let yourself act on it in this moment.
Yeah, Sayaka isn't screwing around. Just flat-out murder as her first reaction. Any interaction with Mami in this timeline will be interesting.You're too taken aback to even say anything as you stare down at Sayaka, the hilt of the figuratively-smoking cutlass still held tightly in her grip.
Did... did she actually just kill Kyubey? Holy- like, you were obviously mad at him too, but not to the point of doing-!
Maybe not kill but Jubey is proof that it can be changed. Also, another in-character reminder that Kyubey only cares about resource management.<You cannot permanently kill me, and attempting to do so will only waste resources,> Kyubey states whilst rapidly devouring his previous self, causing Tira to nearly heave, <so I would prefer that you not try that again.>
Kyubey is aware of Homura's time travel. On the bright side, it probably found out relatively quickly during Homura's early loops so there shouldn't be much it can do about it.<On the contrary,> Kyubey says calmly, <I have already learned quite a lot from you simply by being present for the past several minutes. The insight you've provided into the nature of one of the other Irregulars presently residing in this city has been particularly valuable. I now understand why I possess no memory of Homura Akemi's contract, as well as the most likely mechanisms of her magic. You've been most helpful.>
Strange, he should be able to work out Ashy's magical girl identity. He knows how fast she can move, that she hasn't been a Witch for long(due to the low number of "unique" Familiars), and that she had regular interactions with Kyubey.It's a simple request, yet you don't immediately follow through, abruptly realizing that you may have a bit of an issue here. If Kyubey isn't already sure of what your name is, and he's not using your forgotten human name either, then he presumably hasn't worked out your former identity yet... and while that's one of the biggest subjects you'd like to inquire about, you're honestly not sure that you should help him piece it together. You were assuming he already knew who you are, or at least were — but if not, is he going to go back to giving you the cold shoulder if he finds out?
Considering you don't even know why he was doing that in the first place...
... I would like to note that this doesn't say, at any point, that Kyubey doesn't know Ashy's magical girl identity. Only that there wasn't a magical girl named Ashtaroth.<I have no records of a magical girl bearing that name within the past millennium, and you match no descriptions of the few witches known to have persisted for longer than a century. If you truly originate from a parallel timeline however, that is by no means unexpected.>
Based on Witches that already were insane from the transformation. There are several magical girls that were somewhat sane even afterward due to preparations made before becoming a Witch. Isabeau(somewhat) due to being part Incubator before becoming a Witch and Lapin due to her magical girl power, which she had before becoming a Witch.<However, all known historical attempts to do so have resulted in failure, typically producing flawed facsimiles of the original self at best. This suggests that a true reversion of the nature you propose is indeed "impossible".>
Yeah, Isabeau. Whos fault was that again?<You are asking for specific precedent?> he questions, apparently rhetorically. <One particularly noteworthy instance of a wish made to regress a witch beyond its own birth resulted in it being forced back into the husk of its former body. From this, she regained her abilities from her time as a magical girl, but remained a witch in both mind and soul, desiring naught but destruction.>
Kazumi gets around that issue at the end with a Wish that keeps her from destabilizing. Being subsumed by Novella might get a similar result. And that Ashy's mind is different from other Witches' minds is another point in favor of the "Ashy is the magical girl that created the Witch and then got subsumed by her instead of the Witch of Subsumption itself" theory.<-but has also already destabilized a dozen times prior, and is thus likely doomed as a matter of course.> Kyubey concludes. <By contrast, your mind appears strangely stable, despite your otherwise typical nature as an entity of pure negative emotion. I fully expected this experiment to fail.>
Technically, Isabeau and Kazumi were both Witches.<This is the first time I have succeeded in forging a telepathic connection with a witch that did not instantly result in either the corruption or destruction of my current terminal.> he eventually replies. <Your familiar's actions aside.>
Ah, Ashy has a reason to visit the Tira of the next timeline as early as possible. Probably after subsuming the Witch version of her, just in case Mami finds her.<Indeed.> Kyubey confirms, finally turning his attention to the girls. <You are quite unusual yourselves, perhaps even more so than your parent witch. Not only do you appear to share her human-like mentality, but whereas most familiars that arise from the concept of magical girls appear as indistinct shades, you two were obviously born of the memories of specific ones. In this world, Sayaka Miki has yet to form a contract, while Tira Narumi became a witch approximately twenty two minutes ago->
Falling back on what you did before, you shove a sizable clump of the surplus grief away, the sensation of it tearing away granting you a measure of relief.
𝄡 ...no...
-and then the clump inexplicably returns, and plunges right back into you, nearly doubling you over as it slams back into your grief stores like some sort of ethereal cannonball. Huh-?!
You twist and spasm as the grief continues to swell, trying over and over to shove it away, but it's as though something is holding it, forcibly keeping it in place, something that you don't think is actually you, or if it is then it's a part that's currently rebelling-
Wait, why are we-
"Sayaka-" Tira tries, wide eyes rapidly flickering between her fellow magical girl and your escalating contortions.
"What's next, we get teleported straight into HELL?!" Sayaka almost cackles, ignoring the other girl, and seemingly everything else around her as well. "Oh wait, no need, we're ALREADY THERE!!!"
𝄡 ...won't... be... this...
In growing desperation, you start throwing out illusions as fast as you can think of them, fantastical landscapes shifting into existence in one moment only to vanish in the next, music shields erratically forming all around you while penswords repeatedly fall from your grip, but it's not enough, it barely feels like it's making a dent, you can't-!
But we already are...
-outside! Yes, you just need to tear open a portal to your barrier's central area; make some illusions where they'll cost enough to quickly use up all this grief, stop you from overflowing, stop you from exploding-!!!
𝄡 ...no longer.
So the extra Grief was enough for Oktavia to become more than just a vague dream and become self-aware enough to differentiate herself from the Witch of Subsumption.From beneath the empty hollow of your three-eyed helmet, you glare out at the target of your weaker self's wrath.
𝄡 Go to Hell with your squires
<...what-?>
Haven't looked in the mirror yet, huh Sayaka?"She may only be second to Kyubey for why everything has gone wrong for me lately-!"
And the Witch of Subsumption overpowers her again.In returning to your counterpart what was hers to begin with, you sacrificed too much of what little you had left.
RETURN
Her dominion is already reasserting itself.
...That's a horrible pun based on how Oktavia got defeated this time.
No outlet for the Grief(Shemesh), already full Grief tanks for Ashy, and being inside the Canvas?Possibly even more so, arguably. This didn't happen the first time Sayaka had a major freak out after you subsumed her, or even just a bit ago when Tira had her own personal breakdown of the day, so why now? What changed...?
Oktavia pretty explicitly refers to Sayaka as herself or her counterpart. She also flat-out states that the Grief that makes her up is Sayaka's and that "giving it back" forced her to de-manifest. She even assumes destroying Ashy would kill her instead of releasing her Grief Seed, implying that she and Sayaka still share a soul. Or whatever the Witch of Subsumption defines as her own sub-souls.Or maybe I've missed something important and everything I just wrote is completely and utterly wrong. I'm sure there will be much suffering either way.
Well, yeah. There is a reason why I always assumed the Witch of Subsumption was its own being, while Ashy is what was left of the magical girl that formed the Witch but got subsumed before she died.This would mean that Ashtaroth isn't the witch, she's what's controlling the witch. The witch herself just provides information and the occasional strong urge to do something.
Well that's incredibly gory, but hopefully also kinda cathartic.
Wow, he grossed out the witch. Even the witchtinces didn't seem interested anymore after that display.
I feel ya Sayaka. There's no satisfaction in reducing something into red paste if they just get back up without even commenting on the pain.
Have I recently mentioned how much I like your Sayaka? She's got a way with words.
Yeah that's a shame, but you knew it was a long shot anyway.
Of course she's interested, she's still being eaten up by guilt.
Yeah, hearing she's even less of a person then she thought she was, and as a reminder she thinks she's a zombie, was not something she was going to respond well too. Nor should she.
Though I'm gonna point out that Kyubey is spouting guesswork and ideas, not facts. He thinks Sayaka and Tira are familiars, but how the novela categorizes them suggests otherwise. Likewise, he doesn't know why there's an extra Sayaka and Tira, just that their witch came from an alt timeline.
Honestly I wouldn't be surprised if was just saying things that would piss her off in hopes that she'd let some information slip.
Poor girl's emotions really are just chew toy.
Interesting.
Okay.
'Something cracks', at least, implies that her Soul Gem just broke. I was pretty skeptical that her Soul Gem was around, but that much was confirmed at least.
So this has lots of implications. Um. I don't know if I know the words for this.
Trying this out. Ashtaroth's mind can and is dominated by whatever has the most power inside her. This is why our, the readers, perspective doesn't change, but Oktavia gets to be in charge. This would mean that Ashtaroth isn't the witch, she's what's controlling the witch. The witch herself just provides information and the occasional strong urge to do something.
On Oktavia, she was definitely carrying out Sayaka's will, that is turning Kyubey into hamburger. She herself was also mega pissed at Kyubey, and she could use the telepathy network, and could speak. Which I'm sure is only possible because of Ashtaroth, Oktavia is very run of the mill far as Witches are concerned.
And Kyubey was just confused plain old confused, which is nice.
Wow, okay, Okky is just bein all sorts of down on Sayaka, which is herself, according to her. I guess having an external version of yourself you can safely pin all your issues on makes it easier to not be self-loathing?
She doesn't seem to have a problem with Tira, but what happened to Mami is just not something she can handle, weirdly enough.
I can't tell if this is just suicide or an attempt at defiance that will end in a murder-suicide. It's like she wants to exist in a state of constant despair, but only on her terms.
Just said this, but I must say again, I really like this Sayaka. She just such a good kid at heart, even with all the shit that's happened to her.
Again, really can not emotionally face what happened. So weird.
Hmm, so the list is like:
1. Kyubey (Source of damn near all this misery)
2. Ashtaroth (Source of this specific subset of misery)
3. Sayaka herself (The one that ultimately signed herself up for this hell, ignorant of the details and didn't look into them)
4. Homura (Made everything just that little bit worse with the time travel shenanigans)
Good kid. Strong kid. If this situation can get unfucked, she's got one hell of a future in store for her. Hell, even if she's stucks with Ashtaroth forever the future has many possibilities.
I also think she might be getting just a bit of feedback from Oktavia. Sure, it doesn't take a genius to figure out she was trying to kill Ashtaroth, but I got this notion in my head that Sayaka knew why Oktavia was trying to kill her. Something about the reactions, I dunno.
Now this is interesting. As I above, I suspected Sayaka's Soul Gem had cracked. That didn't kill Sayaka, in fact it doesn't seem to have really done anything to her on its own, but her and Oktavia are still linked, and Oktavia very much thinks they're the same person, in a way that, despite having been subsumed, Oktavia and Ashtaroth are not. Maybe it's a difference without a distinction, but I feel there's more to it.
Also I can now see why Ashtaroth could send her Grief back at Tira a while back. If they can handle their own pain, they could inflict it on someone else as a Doppel attack, or it would stun them into unconsciousness.
And man oh man, but Oktavia does not like Sayaka.
Hmm, maybe it's simple. Despite everything that's happened, Sayaka hasn't really given up on herself or her situation. She's pretty fucking miserable, but she's willing to keep trying to improve what she has left. As a witch however, Oktavia is defined by having given up. And that's what she hates about Sayaka, that she's not wallowing in that same despair.
Wow, I've never seen Tira this agitated. This is almost Sayaka like behavior.
I didn't know she could even say that word!
Oh right, yeah. She was really focused on the whole witch thing and not having that happen to her. Yeah, that tracks.
Wacky.
Hmm, my guess would be the accompanying anger, and possibly having a direct target. Sayaka really fucking wanted Kyubey dead.
Hmm. Maybe. They're still a lot better off then before, and the three of you are only learning more and more about how how your underlying systems work, and how they're connected to each other.
But the main thing I'd say, is that worrying never added a day to anyone's life. Problems come up and you solve them. If they can't be solved, mitigate and avoid. Do what you can with what you have. And you do have a few paths forward now. So wake up Sayaka, let her call her parents, then get to work.
Yes!!! The Best PMMM fic is finally back!!!
...Hopefully we won't have to wait as long for the next chapter.
Lots of trauma to go around this chapter, as befits literally anything Kyubey is involved in.
More mass traumatization of MG, as is PMMM tradition! And Kybuey ruining everything is what he must do by the nature of his existence, as always.... yup, pretty much as expected.
Seems their souls can still witch despite the fact they're inside Ash. Verrry interesting.
Hello Octavia!
How nice to see that the witches of the magical girls Ashtaroth subsumes still exist, hopefully the team figures out that the MGs experiencing overwhelming negative emotions can summon them if Ash can't spend all that grief quickly enough, it may be useful if they are being outmatched by more magical girls or hostile witches in the future, as a last resort sort of option.
Honestly, the explanation here seems pretty simple to me; Sayaka got super upset, upset = grief, fucktons of grief equals ash being forced to fart out a new witch
That may explain why she remembers being a magical girl but not anything before that as the witch is 'conceived' at the time of the contract
(Or I could be remembering the old version of this and be mixing up my fanon, so correct me if I'm wrong)
I say we subsume Tira's Witch so we can see if anything fancy happens. It's the perfect opportunity to find out.
Here comes Izabel. I wonder if they'll go pick her up. If not this time round, maybe a future loop.
It only means that all previous attempts have ended in failure due to a lack of knowledge. The makeup of a witch and how to manipulate that structure is a mostly unexplored area of science.
If Ashtaroth were to consume one of those priests who incarnate that one witch as a magical girl she would gain the access to the knowledge on how to do that herself as well as providing her new familiar a unique testbed to further refine that process so that future attempts don't fail. She might also be able to trade Kyubey for that information.
The end result of the series itself was basically "keep trying and failing until you don't".
However, it seems it would be possible to create a human shell for a Witch to inhabit, which, hey at least it let's Ashy get some sun.
I owe someone on this thread an apology; they were technically correct about something akin to a doppel being possible.
Even when it doesn't try to, Kyubey can't help but spread misery, huh.
It would be interesting to see a Kyubey detached from the asshole network. Maybe it'd learn empathy or something.
Hmmm. Interesting. Shame that Sayaka flew into a rage, that conversation was promising, but I suppose that was inevitable. Kyubey is the source of pretty much everything bad in her life.
One of my favorite stories on the site back from the dead! I was worried you'd abandoned it in favor of Most Omnipotent Goddess, which while decent, feels like it requires you to have more knowledge of the setting beforehand to make sense of it.
A wild Octavia von Seckendorf appears!
Quick, someone give her a harmonica!
Eh, if Flair counts The Different Story as canon, it's certainly possible. Near the climax of that side-manga, Madoka wished to turn Oktavia von Seckendorff back into Sayaka. And it worked. True, the need for Madoka levels of potential is a bit of sticking point, but it's possible. And it's also possible to artificially inflate someone's potential to the Madoka-tier levels needed; it's how Madoka has Madoka-tier levels of potential. Not likely to ever be explored within this story, but it's at least theoretically possible for a Witch to be turned back into a Meguca.
Hmmm, that's false, Lapin in Tart magica was perfectly able to reverse from witch to magical girl with no problems and she would be included in that statement, Kyubey cannot say that because he has proof it isn't the case.
...wait a fucking second, Ashtaroth asked if they could be turned Human and Kazumi magica shows that he doesn't consider magical girls humans, he points that out when he tells Kazumi that wishing to be human is *stupid* because she'll instantly become a magical girl and won't be human anymore.
Well, if that was voluntary, I applaud you for, that little misdirection is a very good one. Beaten by a case of taxonomy, one wrong word dashing their hope despite the truth.
Given that, according to Kyuddles, Ashtaroth is the most coherent witch ever seen, it does lend a lot to the theory that there is more knowledge on witch psychology, and opportunity for witch participation in testing, than has ever been available before...
So what happens if Ashtaroth attempts to use the weapon of a Puella Magi with an incomplete entry?
I would assume that she only gets the bits she got. So in Homura's case? No time-travel, no storage, no time-stoppage, no, uhh, actually using a shield to block stuff(?)... but I expect that she can pull off amazing hair-swishes! *insert image of sad Homura finally having a bad-hair day*
On the other hand, because homura's magic is activated with her shield, Ashtaroth should be able to use most of her abilities if she fully subsumes her and decides she cares enough to take control.
Why in the world would that be the case? The only ability Ashtaroth got from Sayaka was her magic platforms, and all she got from Tira was her pen brush. And we know if she takes full control of either of them she can't use their magic. The same should be true of Homura if she's fully subsumed.
Homura's shield is both her weapon and the source of most of her magic. She uses her magic by physically turning the shield. Homura stops time by turning her shield 90 degrees so that the hourglass inside of it stops. Turning it 180 degrees will flip the hourglass over, resetting it and causing her to go back in time. Because it works using physical movement, Ashtaroth should be able to use homura's shield the same way she can use Sayaka's sword.
Can Ashtaroth use Sayaka's sword? We've never seen her do that. Besides, it's very much a leap of logic to assume the blatantly magic shield works simply because of a 180 twist.
There's no mention of a twist here, just that she grabbed for her shield. In this story at least, we have no idea how her 'time travel' works.
Ashtaroth can move Sayaka's arm around while she has her shield out, so yes she can use it. And yes, that is how Homura's shield works, according to no less than Gen Urobuchi.
That would be better than my assumption, where in also forgetting the timeline I assumed it was after they went back in time, and... Well. I just checked, and past Sayaka isn't a Puella Magi yet, since she's still carrying around the baseball bat Mami enchanted for her. And past Tira has now witched out where she didn't in the previous timeline. I think Tira's Grief burst did make a witch, just not here.Would the difference in situation be that Tira's breakdown was -before- they went back in time, and so there wasn't another Tira soul around to turn into a witch...? Honestly forgetting the timeline of events here, I need to do a reread.
Do note the wording of Kyubey's rebuttal to Ash's question of "all known historical attempts to do so". Lapin's wish was aimed at Isabeau, for whom the attempted reversion didn't work. That Lapin happened to end up with magic that let her do that for herself, personally, was completely incidental - and thus, not a working attempt.
(Writing Kyubey is extremely difficult. But if you're looking closely, you'll find he uses exactly this kind of "technically correct, from my perspective/with this wording" speech in essentially every appearance he's had in this fic thus far.)
I would assume their contribution was their memories of Michiru(and with that a "flavor" of their magic)? Something to jog any memories left in the Witch they used as the source for their work.*blinks* Priests...? Wha- oh, you mean the Saints. As an aside, for those interested, the MG primarily responsible for that would be Niko Kanna (though there's an implication that the other Saints somehow contributed to this as well, as Kazumi has access to all of their personal magic).
They didn't fail as such. They just couldn't keep their earlier attempts stable. Kind of like how the modern world has fusion technology, but that only works in experiments for a few seconds.Time to go ask the Pleiades Saints to succeed at something they've demonstrably failed at 12 separate times now! Better hurry, they're not scheduled to last too long past that.
Symbolic for Sayaka deciding things with her heart and ignoring her head?In fact, while it's not the route I chose to go here, the implication is that she actually sees through that grill, rather than out of her helmet, at least going by her various doppel forms. But, there's no actual proof of that, so I wrote it this way instead.
Would the difference in situation be that Tira's breakdown was -before- they went back in time, and so there wasn't another Tira soul around to turn into a witch...?
Wasn't Tira's Grief explosion before Shemesh got revived? Potentially even being what revived Shemesh?
I'd argue that Ashtaroth is the witch, but the personality we've been following is not Ashtaroth. She doesn't remember her name, and just *knew* that Ashtaroth is what she's called now, much in the same way she's found out about all the other functions of her witch-self.So this has lots of implications. Um. I don't know if I know the words for this.
Trying this out. Ashtaroth's mind can and is dominated by whatever has the most power inside her. This is why our, the readers, perspective doesn't change, but Oktavia gets to be in charge. This would mean that Ashtaroth isn't the witch, she's what's controlling the witch. The witch herself just provides information and the occasional strong urge to do something.
Oh no, Ashtaroth gathered it was a grief overload — but as you may recall, Tira quite recently had a similar breakdown with Candeloro that also overflowed Ashtaroth's capacity to hold said grief, and this did not happen. So the question is, what changed?
Would the difference in situation be that Tira's breakdown was -before- they went back in time, and so there wasn't another Tira soul around to turn into a witch...? Honestly forgetting the timeline of events here, I need to do a reread.
I'm gonna point out that the first grief overload was, indeed, after they went back in time. It could have even been only twenty-odd minutes ago to boot. It may not seem like it, but the only things that have happened since then are a fair amount of conversation, Sayaka and Tira going for a walk, the phone call to Madoka, and then the convo with Kyubey. Personally, I'd attribute that to a bit more than 20 min, but then again I lose track of time a lot.That would be better than my assumption, where in also forgetting the timeline I assumed it was after they went back in time, and... Well. I just checked, and past Sayaka isn't a Puella Magi yet, since she's still carrying around the baseball bat Mami enchanted for her. And past Tira has now witched out where she didn't in the previous timeline. I think Tira's Grief burst did make a witch, just not here.
...huh. Both on topic in advance, and a good reason for me to actually post this image:
Welcome home! Won't you stay for some tea...? <3
(Art once again commissioned by @Pheonix14, and drawn by Kerubii on Deviantart. As for whether or not this will be relevant to the story later... think I'll leave that up to you all to guess. )
Well, Ashtaroth, er... that is... Tome, is rather... well-built... so if Ashtaroth can fly Tome up at an angle, and her stalk down, and then hold a fulcrum of her stalk in place, then gravity should be able to provide a solid blow to anything in Tome's path.
Extensions can be changed, but Kyubey is still around and very much not Jubeyed, at least as far as I can tell from all the way over here having no knowledge of Jubey aside from a dash of wiki reviewing...
Ashtaroth restrained herself but Sayaka couldn't. Makes sense for someone who acts on her feelings so much, especially after all that Kyubey has done.Though your first instinct is to grab the eavesdropping little bunny rat and punt him across your barrier like an oddly-shaped soccer ball, you force yourself to quash it, too many questions arising from what he just said — along with the fact that he even could say it to you, for that matter — to let yourself act on it in this moment. As satisfying as it would undoubtedly be, you'd like to at least know how much he heard of your conversation just now before acting, so you suppose you'll simply have to restrain yourself, at least until-
*SHCK-!*
Kyubey is abruptly replaced by a shower of blood as a sharp length of metal passes through his head at roughly Mach 2. Tira is unable to withhold a shriek as little chunks of flesh spray across the otherwise pristine Canvas, tainting the floor with spatters of red.
You're too taken aback to even say anything as you stare down at Sayaka, the hilt of the figuratively-smoking cutlass still held tightly in her grip.
Did... did she actually just kill Kyubey? Holy- like, you were obviously mad at him too, but not to the point of doing-!
Well, its not quite self resurrection, but close enough.Tira bites her lip and silently forms a penbrush behind her back, while you struggle to throw off your surprise. For all the things you know about Kyubey that others evidently don't, you hadn't the slightest idea that he could just... revive himself at will, or whatever just happened. You kind of figured that a being who goes around granting reality-warping wishes on a daily basis might have a trick or two in reserve, but self-resurrection wasn't really one that you-
What? Can't a guy eat himself without be judged for it? I figured Ashtaroth of all people would be okay with that.Your shock abruptly flips over to disgust as Kyubey runs up to his barely half-intact former body and promptly begins eating it. Oh, what the fu-
Well that isn't good.A familiar feeling suddenly washes over you, excess despair welling up inside your body like water being poured into an already full cup. Oh- damn it, you may have wanted to experiment with this earlier, but this doesn't exactly seem like the best time to start doing familiar creation tests... not that you seem to have any real choice in the matter, because you have to expend this somehow, so, uh-!
Falling back on what you did before, you shove a sizable clump of the surplus grief away, the sensation of it tearing away granting you a measure of relief.
𝄡 ...no...
-and then the clump inexplicably returns, and plunges right back into you, nearly doubling you over as it slams back into your grief stores like some sort of ethereal cannonball. Huh-?!
"If I feel I've been tricked?!" Sayaka shouts over him, somehow still escalating in volume. "Ever since I agreed to your screwed-up contract, things have just kept going from bad to worse, and worse, and WORSE! And every time I think I'm starting to get a handle on the latest bit of misery I've got no choice in, and that maybe things can finally start getting at least a little better, something else happens to show me EXACTLY how wrong I was!"
You twist and spasm as the grief continues to swell, trying over and over to shove it away, but it's as though something is holding it, forcibly keeping it in place, something that you don't think is actually you, or if it is then it's a part that's currently rebelling-
Wait, why are we-
"Sayaka-" Tira tries, wide eyes rapidly flickering between her fellow magical girl and your escalating contortions.
"What's next, we get teleported straight into HELL?!" Sayaka almost cackles, ignoring the other girl, and seemingly everything else around her as well. "Oh wait, no need, we're ALREADY THERE!!!"
𝄡 ...won't... be... this...
In growing desperation, you start throwing out illusions as fast as you can think of them, fantastical landscapes shifting into existence in one moment only to vanish in the next, music shields erratically forming all around you while penswords repeatedly fall from your grip, but it's not enough, it barely feels like it's making a dent, you can't-!
But we already are...
-outside! Yes, you just need to tear open a portal to your barrier's central area; make some illusions where they'll cost enough to quickly use up all this grief, stop you from overflowing, stop you from exploding-!!!
𝄡 ...no longer.
"It's All."
Something surges.
"Your."
Something cracks.
<SaYaKA-!>
"FAAAUUULLLT!!!!!!"
The crack bursts, and you can do nothing but silently wail as the enormous mass of grief now outright forces its way up and out of you. Novella bucks as though kicked by a giant, pages flipping wildly as a massive, tar-black cloud pours out of them, hanging in the air like an ocean of acrid smog. It hurts-!
Ah, this is like those doppels from magia record. Except Ashtaroth is the doppel. Also interesting to that Oktavia view Sayaka as her weaker self. And is the last line in reference to Kyubey or Ashtaroth. She's glaring at Kyubey but the sentence seems much more relevant to Ashtaroth. If it is meant for Ash, it would make Kyubeys confusion more reasonable, since that doesn't make much sense directed at him.The cloud begins to rapidly condense, solidifying into a massive suit of armor grasping an equally massive sword. A ragged blue cape enshroudsherupper back, and the spined, flowing tail of a betta fish extends from beneathherwaist, cutting through the air as easily as water. A quintet of swords placed atop a curved musical staff crowns the top ofherheart-shaped collar, while numerous frayed, reddish-pink ribbons splay outwards from its seams, their other ends still tethered to the volume they emerged from, where they fade to translucent white. The remaining ribbon tied around bothheryour collar and neck like a noose, along with the tasseled, bookmark-like cords restrainingheryour arms, are ignored as the erratically-shifting background stabilizes into a replica ofheryour concert hall, the haunting sound of the violin you so treasured beginning to echo from both within and without.
From beneath the empty hollow of your three-eyed helmet, you glare out at the target of your weaker self's wrath.
𝄡 Go to Hell with your squires
Sayaka is shocked, Tira is afraid, Oktavia is still sad about Mami, and she wants to be free from Ashtaroth, even if it means death.You turn. Far below, your weaker self gapes up at you like the fool she is, suddenly bereft of the grief and rage that brought you to the surface in the first place. To her side, the artist cowers, while the doll she holds stares up at you without even a spark of recognition.
Memories like cracked glass surge to the forefront at the sight of the latter, sharp enough to cut steel; bearing down on you with the weight of the world.
You look away.
Completing your revolution, you finally gaze upon the still form of the one who now chains you. Lays claim to you. Prevents even the concert of your memories from ever truly beginning, allowing only this barren facade of it to even briefly exist. Drowns you in the present, even as you wish for nothing but the past.
Though your fate is tragedy, it shall not be this one.
You raise your sword over your helm. You cannot simply sever the connection she has forced upon you, cannot simply leave now that she has bound you so. You are as much a part of her as she is of you now; a reality as inescapable as any other.
But you would rather die in chains, than be forced to eternally move forward with her story.
Attacking your other self with the stuff that lets you exist wasn't the best idea now was it?The artist bounds to her in worry, carefully laying your weaker self's unmoving shell flat on its back, while the doll erupts from her collar, glaring up at you with a fury to rival your own — but it doesn't matter. In returning to your counterpart what was hers to begin with, you sacrificed too much of what little you had left.
RETURN
Her dominion is already reasserting itself.
Your strength falters as what wisps of grief you still retain rapidly stream away, flowing out of you and sinking back into the surrounding demesne. Your formerly loose bindings abruptly turn taut — perhaps strengthened further by the will of the doll — and begin to pull at you in earnest, inexorably dragging you back into the world below.
Back into her world...
Aww, Candy is giving Tira a hug.When you awaken from the trance(?) you'd fallen into, the first thing that you see is Tira, standing atop Novella with her arms crossed, anxiously tapping her foot against the book's open pages. Candeloro has left her neck in favor of hovering over her shoulder, and has her ribbons wrapped loosely around Tira's waist in a strangely comforting manner.
Oh wow, even after all that Ash still feels sore and groggy.<I wish.> you groan, too exhausted to even be surprised by Tira's uncharacteristic language. <Ugggh, what even was that...?>
Whatever it was, it sucked, in every sense of the word. Your grief stores seem to have stabilized, no longer feeling like they're on the verge of rupturing, but they ache like nothing you've ever felt.
Smashing someone's remote controlled meat drone is indeed rather rude, if not unjustified under the circumstances.
Attempting to kill him could also make his attempted murderers feel better, though as an emotionless being he honestly wouldn't take that into account.Your shock abruptly flips over to disgust as Kyubey runs up to his barely half-intact former body and promptly begins eating it. Oh, what the fu-
<You cannot permanently kill me, and attempting to do so will only waste resources,> Kyubey states whilst rapidly devouring his previous self, causing Tira to nearly heave, <so I would prefer that you not try that again.>
Unsurprising, but Kyubey did hear that phone call. He probably cut it off the first time too. The call went like this:<My initial intent was simply to investigate the origin of the peculiar phone call that Madoka Kaname recently received. The discovery of a magical anomaly such as yourselves, however, has changed this.>
The initial "Um... hello?" line flows differently from the rest of the message. It seems unsure, like the sort of thing you'd actually say if you picked up an unknown number. Usually if you started a voicemail greeting like that you'd just delete it and try again until you got a more put together sounding message. Which is exactly how the second part of the message sounds.You're unsure at first whether or not the phone will even work in your barrier, but after a moment the call connects. The other end rings… and rings… and rings…
"Um… hello?"
"Madoka! It's-"
"You've reached the phone number of Madoka Kaname. I'm sorry I can't talk to you right now, but if you leave a quick message, I promise I'll call you back as soon as I can!"
"Oh come on, pick up Madoka!"
Not much of note here.Anomaly...?
Wait a moment.
<Is... that what an Irregular is?> you slowly, tentatively ask, trying to ignore the auto-cannibalistic act still going on below. <A witch that breaks the common conventions of magic?>
<Correct,> Kyubey casually replies, confirming both your statement and that he can indeed hear your silent "voice" as the last of his prior body vanishes down his throat, and he turns back around to face you, <though the term also encompasses aberrant present and prospective magical girls. Irregular witches are even rarer than these exceptions however, and often wholly unique, warranting further observation whenever possible.>
That's actually pretty bad. If Kyubey knows Homura's a time traveler, he can pull his "you're actually just making things worse" card on Homura, which will make her give up on time travelling and probably witch out.<On the contrary,> Kyubey says calmly, <I have already learned quite a lot from you simply by being present for the past several minutes. The insight you've provided into the nature of one of the other Irregulars presently residing in this city has been particularly valuable. I now understand why I possess no memory of Homura Akemi's contract, as well as the most likely mechanisms of her magic. You've been most helpful.>
Actually, this doesn't necessarily mean Kyubey doesn't know Astaroth's human name. He could just be referring to her witch name and bringing up the lack of magical girls with that name to mislead Ash.<Your name was "Ash", correct?>
You pause.
He... doesn't already know?
<If my inference is incorrect, do tell me.>
It's a simple request, yet you don't immediately follow through, abruptly realizing that you may have a bit of an issue here. If Kyubey isn't already sure of what your name is, and he's not using your forgotten human name either, then he presumably hasn't worked out your former identity yet... and while that's one of the biggest subjects you'd like to inquire about, you're honestly not sure that you should help him piece it together. You were assuming he already knew who you are, or at least were — but if not, is he going to go back to giving you the cold shoulder if he finds out?
Considering you don't even know why he was doing that in the first place...
<Technically,> you finally reply, for once actually glad that your telepathy doesn't naturally include a voice to identify you by, <it's Ashtaroth.>
Kyubey cocks his head to one side in a way that you still can't help but find cute.
<I have no records of a magical girl bearing that name within the past millennium, and you match no descriptions of the few witches known to have persisted for longer than a century. If you truly originate from a parallel timeline however, that is by no means unexpected.>
...interesting that's how he interpreted your half-truthful response. Does Kyubey even know that witches have their own names...?
Highly variable, but not entirely. And Ash is the first Kyubey has known to be so sane. Not the first he has known of. He could have heard of others based on encounters others of his kind have had.<The specific abnormalities of Irregular witches are highly variable.> Kyubey replies whilst preening like a cat, as though that will fool any of you at this point. <You specifically qualify as one due to being the first I've known to retain such an impressive clarity of thought.>
Note that depending on how strict you are in defining the original self, Ashtaroth herself could be a flawed facsimile. After all, she's missing many of her memories, and even her personality may have changed. This does not necessarily imply that a witch cannot become a normal sane person. Or in other words, 'flawed' might be good enough for Ashtaroth.<My second question then.> you say, your trepidation growing with every word. <Is it... possible for a witch to ever become human again? Say, by way of a wish, or other magical means?>
Kyubey seems to muse on the matter for a moment before responding.
<Perhaps.>
Your nonexistent heart metaphorically stutters — but then Kyubey continues.
<However, all known historical attempts to do so have resulted in failure, typically producing flawed facsimiles of the original self at best. This suggests that a true reversion of the nature you propose is indeed "impossible".>
I'll be honest, I don't actually know that much about side stories, so I'll just let other people examine this.<You are asking for specific precedent?> he questions, apparently rhetorically. <One particularly noteworthy instance of a wish made to regress a witch beyond its own birth resulted in it being forced back into the husk of its former body. From this, she regained her abilities from her time as a magical girl, but remained a witch in both mind and soul, desiring naught but destruction.>
You perk back up a bit. That... sounds bad, but could maybe still work in your case, assuming you can find your body...
<If you would prefer a more proximate example, the Pleiades Saints of Asunaro have access to a unique form of reconstruction magic, which they have used to revive a certain witch as a sort of magical homunculus. The resulting entity is still alive today, and exhibits a surprisingly human sense of self, not entirely dissimilar to you->
Your attention shoots through the roof.
<-but has also already destabilized a dozen times prior, and is thus likely doomed as a matter of course.>
<By contrast, your mind appears strangely stable, despite your otherwise typical nature as an entity of pure negative emotion. I fully expected this experiment to fail.>
<This is the first time I have succeeded in forging a telepathic connection with a witch that did not instantly result in either the corruption or destruction of my current terminal.> he eventually replies. <Your familiar's actions aside.>
Note that Kyubey might genuinely be mistaken here. Remember, He hasn't seen Ashtaroth subsume anyone, and we haven't even mentioned that power. By all appearances, he doesn't know its something we can do, he just sees that we have copies of Tira and Sayaka with us. He might have assumed that Tira and Sayaka were just that, rather actually having Tira and Sayaka's souls through us."Familiars?!" Sayaka snarls, her fury flaring back up so fast you'd swear it was visible.
<Indeed.> Kyubey confirms, finally turning his attention to the girls. <You are quite unusual yourselves, perhaps even more so than your parent witch. Not only do you appear to share her human-like mentality, but whereas most familiars that arise from the concept of magical girls appear as indistinct shades, you two were obviously born of the memories of specific ones. In this world, Sayaka Miki has yet to form a contract, while Tira Narumi became a witch approximately twenty two minutes ago->
Tira reels back as though slapped.
<-but from what I have observed thus far, I am inclined to believe you to be near-perfect recreations of them, perhaps even more precise replicas than those manufactured by the Mirror Witch of Kami->
<I reiterate, you are incapable of inflicting me with any form of enduring harm->
<I neither lie to, nor deliberately deceive those with whom I speak. If you feel that you have somehow been tricked->
More generic Kyubeyisms. Probably reads them off a script or something.<That you find yourself dissatisfied with your present existence is no fault of mine.>
And Kyubey genuinely wondering what's happening
Oh no, Ashtaroth gathered it was a grief overload — but as you may recall, Tira quite recently had a similar breakdown with Candeloro that also overflowed Ashtaroth's capacity to hold said grief, and this did not happen. So the question is, what changed?
I think this chapter confirms for us that Witches cannot become Magical Girls again. Admittedly a lot happened and the Oktavia situation is new, but just from what I've gathered I do not believe it will be possible.
Oktavia is able to form even with Sayaka still separate and alive (well, as alive as she can be). The description of Oktavia's formation tells us that Grief isn't uniform; it's specific to the Magical Girls who produce it. Sayaka produced enough Grief to form Oktavia, and so Oktavia appeared.
Under normal circumstances, a Magical Girl's Soul Gem is transformed into a Grief Seed. However, we actually get a very good look at Sayaka's transformation into Oktavia in the original show. There, we see her Soul Gem fill with Grief and then shatter to reveal a Grief Seed inside it.
This leads into my present theory: Witches are in fact separate entities from Magical Girls. They might absorb certain traits and feelings from the Magical Girl who they are born from, and Ashtaroth has enough of these to have a human-like consciousness, but they aren't the same people. A Magical Girl is normally killed by the Witch erupting from their Soul Gem, but right now Sayaka and Tira's Soul Gems don't exist physically outside of Ashtaroth and so remained untouched. Thus, a Witch is born while allowing the Magical Girl to remain alive.
Of course, this is a very bad revelation for Ashtaroth. She still believes she's the same person as the Magical Girl who birthed her, despite only retaining some of her memories. I can't see her taking this revelation well.
Or maybe I've missed something important and everything I just wrote is completely and utterly wrong. I'm sure there will be much suffering either way.
So I'm guessing a trip to Asunaro is in order for the future<If you would prefer a more proximate example, the Pleiades Saints of Asunaro have access to a unique form of reconstruction magic, which they have used to revive a certain witch as a sort of magical homunculus. The resulting entity is still alive today, and exhibits a surprisingly human sense of self, not entirely dissimilar to you->
<Indeed.> Kyubey confirms, finally turning his attention to the girls. <You are quite unusual yourselves, perhaps even more so than your parent witch. Not only do you appear to share her human-like mentality, but whereas most familiars that arise from the concept of magical girls appear as indistinct shades, you two were obviously born of the memories of specific ones. In this world, Sayaka Miki has yet to form a contract, while Tira Narumi became a witch approximately twenty two minutes ago->
<-but from what I have observed thus far, I am inclined to believe you to be near-perfect recreations of them, perhaps even more precise replicas than those manufactured by the Mirror Witch of Kami->
TBF, the viewers and Homura have the benefit of a third party perspective and ~100 time loops to know that Kyubey doesnt lie or at least give out false statements while as far as Sayaka is concerned Kyubey may just be spouting more untruths
Homura is pretty wise to the cabbit's ways, and is quite adept at shooting it before it can say much. I wouldn't say she is safe by any means, but I suspect that she is better than most. If she's lucky, it might just about be enough to give up on witching her, and instead make a new time-travelling witch, with multiple Madokas for maximum unlimited grief escalation. I mean, Madoka is the real prize of Homura's activities, so more of that would be desireable.That's actually pretty bad. If Kyubey knows Homura's a time traveler, he can pull his "you're actually just making things worse" card on Homura, which will make her give up on time travelling and probably witch out.
Hm. This seems like a setup offering a non-zero chance for Homura to get weirded out by the fluffy bunny-cat of doom suddenly trying to be helpful to a degree. If the thing got it in its head that there could be some possibility of exploiting alternate realities to the benefit of the timeline that it cares about, then though Madoka could still be firmly in the crosshairs as a contract to be realised, Homura might end up with some utterly bizarre circumstances to her with random other magical girls coming out of the woodwork to protect her under the impression that Homura is on a super-important mission or something. The situation might not last past a single loop, maybe, but it could definitely stand to be one of the stranger loops.Homura is pretty wise to the cabbit's ways, and is quite adept at shooting it before it can say much. I wouldn't say she is safe by any means, but I suspect that she is better than most. If she's lucky, it might just about be enough to give up on witching her, and instead make a new time-travelling witch, with multiple Madokas for maximum unlimited grief escalation. I mean, Madoka is the real prize of Homura's activities, so more of that would be desireable.
Homura uses gratuitous explosions; Tome is the thing to put in the way of explosions... and is what Ashy uses for hover movement. Pulse detonation explosion surfing! Nyoooom!Shower thought after discussion of Ashy's leglessness. Since her move speed is limited by Tome's hover speed, could she speed up by grabbing swords and trying to ski-push off the ground? Or maybe using Sarr's fan as a boost. Blow into a compression chamber, dump fuel, afterburner time.
The first thing that you see is Tira, standing atop Novella with her arms crossed, anxiously tapping her foot against the book's open pages. Candeloro has left her neck in favor of hovering over her shoulder, and has her ribbons wrapped loosely around Tira's waist in a strangely comforting manner.
Probably still a net negative. If there aren't any other targets when the witch spawns then it will attack them, and even if there are the sort of breakdown that creates a witch might be difficult to trigger on demand. Plus the whole drowning in despair thing.Hello Octavia!
How nice to see that the witches of the magical girls Ashtaroth subsumes still exist, hopefully the team figures out that the MGs experiencing overwhelming negative emotions can summon them if Ash can't spend all that grief quickly enough, it may be useful if they are being outmatched by more magical girls or hostile witches in the future, as a last resort sort of option.
Hey now, I can think of two methods by which Ash could get a madoka tier potential, though admittedly, those methods might not agree with Ash using them.Eh, if Flair counts The Different Story as canon, it's certainly possible. Near the climax of that side-manga, Madoka wished to turn Oktavia von Seckendorff back into Sayaka. And it worked. True, the need for Madoka levels of potential is a bit of sticking point, but it's possible. And it's also possible to artificially inflate someone's potential to the Madoka-tier levels needed; it's how Madoka has Madoka-tier levels of potential. Not likely to ever be explored within this story, but it's at least theoretically possible for a Witch to be turned back into a Meguca.
Octavia used grief attack on Sayaka! It was Super Effective!A wild Octavia von Seckendorf appears!
Quick, someone give her a harmonica!
Actually, I don't think Oktavia could speak, I think that was just her internal narration, which Sayaka possibly understood anyway due to their connection.On Oktavia, she was definitely carrying out Sayaka's will, that is turning Kyubey into hamburger. She herself was also mega pissed at Kyubey, and she could use the telepathy network, and could speak. Which I'm sure is only possible because of Ashtaroth, Oktavia is very run of the mill far as Witches are concerned.
And Kyubey was just confused plain old confused, which is nice.
So essentially, Oktavia wants Sayaka to be more of an emo edgelord like she is.Hmm, maybe it's simple. Despite everything that's happened, Sayaka hasn't really given up on herself or her situation. She's pretty fucking miserable, but she's willing to keep trying to improve what she has left. As a witch however, Oktavia is defined by having given up. And that's what she hates about Sayaka, that she's not wallowing in that same despair.
Shocking, I know. Next you'll tell me that Madoka knows how to say damn.
A pretty simple explanation for Ash would be that when Shemesh is already intact there's nowhere else to send the grief. I'm more confused about why Ash didn't even have a grief overload when she first subsumed Sayaka. That had to have produced more despair than this incident.Oh no, Ashtaroth gathered it was a grief overload — but as you may recall, Tira quite recently had a similar breakdown with Candeloro that also overflowed Ashtaroth's capacity to hold said grief, and this did not happen. So the question is, what changed?
Actually, I was thinking of Ashtaroth using Homura's version of Homura's shield through Homura's own arm, rather than using any penbrush style copy of the shield that she would get personally.Romka is correct; Homura's shield has an hourglass in it, within which the "sands of time" can be reversed by twisting the shield to turn the hourglass. However, it's a bit of a stretch to say that just having the shield would give Ashtaroth the ability to use all its functions — note that her version of Tira's penbrush automatically becomes a sword as soon as she produces it, preventing her from using it in any other way.
Would the difference in situation be that Tira's breakdown was -before- they went back in time, and so there wasn't another Tira soul around to turn into a witch...? Honestly forgetting the timeline of events here, I need to do a reread.
That would be better than my assumption, where in also forgetting the timeline I assumed it was after they went back in time, and... Well. I just checked, and past Sayaka isn't a Puella Magi yet, since she's still carrying around the baseball bat Mami enchanted for her. And past Tira has now witched out where she didn't in the previous timeline. I think Tira's Grief burst did make a witch, just not here.
So to summarize, the grief Ashtaroth sent away during Tira's breakdown either went to Shemesh or Tira's current timeline self who subsequently witched.I'm gonna point out that the first grief overload was, indeed, after they went back in time. It could have even been only twenty-odd minutes ago to boot. It may not seem like it, but the only things that have happened since then are a fair amount of conversation, Sayaka and Tira going for a walk, the phone call to Madoka, and then the convo with Kyubey. Personally, I'd attribute that to a bit more than 20 min, but then again I lose track of time a lot.
Still, I think Beowolf has it here- Ashtaroth didn't revive Shamesh with the overload (I kinda think he came back with the time jump. Ashtaroth can't keep tabs on him, and didn't even know he exsisted in the first place until she was book-to-orb), she sent it to the only other place Tira-aligned grief could go- Tira's soul gem. It just so happens that this soul gem wasn't contained within Novella, 'cause timy-wimy things interact weirdly with souls and whatnot. And when Ashtaroth tried to do the same thing with Sayaka-aligned grief, there was no quantum-linked soul gem to send it to, as Sayaka has yet to make a contract.
The problem is this exact scenario happened in canon. When Kyubey found out Homura was a time traveler he told her that she was responsible for Madoka's increasing potential. When she failed to defeat Walpurgisnacht she decided that it was pointless to go back again and would have witched if Madoka hadn't preempted her by erasing the concept of witches.Homura is pretty wise to the cabbit's ways, and is quite adept at shooting it before it can say much. I wouldn't say she is safe by any means, but I suspect that she is better than most. If she's lucky, it might just about be enough to give up on witching her, and instead make a new time-travelling witch, with multiple Madokas for maximum unlimited grief escalation. I mean, Madoka is the real prize of Homura's activities, so more of that would be desireable.
To be fair, is more possible to me that Tira wasted all of her energy fighting Saar. That is the event that happened around those times I believe.Timelines do differ from each other, so its possible that Tira witched naturally in this timeline, but I'm still inclined to say it happened as a result of Ashtaroth shoving the grief away. For one thing the timing is just too good. Tira witched approximately 22 minutes ago, which is suspiciously close to when our Tira's breakdown happened.