Life Ore Death
* November 8
Diana, the crown princess of Themyscira and Wonder Woman of her people, sagged gratefully into her office chair. She had been incredibly busy the past few days, trying to save as many people as possible, and then calm as many fears as she could. The people were right and wise to be afraid, of course, but the way too many people tended to act upon their fears was counter-productive.
She had not slept since the Friday when everything had gone insane; she no longer needed as much sleep as she had in her youth, true, but it was still helpful and enjoyable to do so while recovering; more than three days of constant activity was
exhausting even for her.
Things had mostly settled down by now… well, comparatively speaking, at least. This was going to have aftershocks for months or years into the future, no doubt, but the immediate chaos was less than what it was immediately after, and the total casualty count was incredibly low to what it could have been, largely due to the quick thinking of Ferris and Dr. Fate .
That thought made her wince guiltily again at the memory of the strong young woman lying half-dead in a medical bed. Diana had several reasons to be personally interested in building relationships with female heroes in general, and Ferris in particular.
She couldn't help but feel like she had failed in more ways than one.
'
Coins of Hadros,' she reminisced, now that she was not too busy to put troublesome things out of her mind,
'I do believe she and Bruce have spent more time together than her and I; and by all accounts those two seem very nearly to hate each other!' Then, of course, a different form of guilt surged up.
'I have no right to be feeling this way; she's Clark's partner, and he has to be taking it worse than I am.'
She stood, resolved to go check on how he was doing in this situation.
An unexpected voice interrupted.
"Your highness?"
"Great Hera! My apologies, sister, you gave me quite a start," Diana told her, stepping out of her combat stance as she recognized the woman who stood in the corner of the room. "And, I must further apologize; I know I have seen you at home, in Mother's court, but I cannot recall your name, sister. I do hope you will forgive me this failure of etiquette."
"Forgiven and forgotten, Princess Diana; it is quite possible that you would never have heard my name, as I am only rarely at court, although I would wonder how you could still remember my face."
"It is a gift," Diana demurred, speaking literally. Her divine powers focused foremost on Truth, but also on aspects of Beauty; a side perk was a near perfect visual memory for people's appearances, and the ability to ignore most disguises. "How may I be of service?"
"I pardon the interruption, given the intrusion in such a time of havoc," she said delicately, "but your mother wishes to speak with you rather urgently." Diana raised her eyebrows,
knowing that the woman spoke honestly but confused about the implications.
"Urgently enough to send a sister out into Man's World and fetch me? You must have- well, yes, the catastrophe did occur a few days ago, so that gives you travel time. Still, it seems…."
"Actually, your highness, I was only asked to fetch you this afternoon. As a sufficiently capable magic user, I can travel here and back easily enough if I have reason to. If we leave now, I expect you will return before midnight," she invited. Diana paused appreciatively.
"That would be most convenient, thank you. Now I am surprised to not know the name of a sister some knowledgeable and skilled." Magic was more common among the citizens of Themyscira than the rest of the world, and those practioners were generally more skilled after a few thousand years of practice… but at the same time, few people possessed powerful magical abilities.
"Ah, yes… I am Eudespa, a priestess of Gaia. I can bring us from this tree to home, and back again," she explained.
The potted tree in question was a gift from her mother, one of several things small items given to her by Queen and Court to take when she set up a more permanent residence in DC. The tree was of a type not found naturally outside of Themyscira, not due to extinction events, but because the species had been cultivated and bred by a handful of florists on the island over the course of their lifetimes.
Such longevity as the island allowed them required some rather unusual projects with which to occupy their time, after all.
"Perhaps I should bring a few more saplings with me when I leave again, and expand your range," Diana offered.
Eudespa smiled demurely, and parted the fir-like curtain of branches. The air wavered, and Diana saw an opening through which shown rays of evening sunlight, rather than the slender tree trunk and the corner where two walls met.
She stepped through, letting the shift washed across her skin like a silken curtain as memories flooded through her.
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Growing up, Diana was not exactly the only child on Themyscira, though it was close; she was the only child her own age, at least.
The Amazons on Themyscira still consider themselves protectors of their fellow women, even if they have retreated from the majority of the rest of the world. They made oaths, to themselves, to their fallen sisters, and to their gods.
The Amazon Nation will unquestioningly take in any woman brought to their shores requesting refuge, and her children.
Male children are included, albeit more temporarily than daughters. Men were included when the Amazon survivors first fled to the island by the grace of the gods – albeit as something of a minority, but they were included. They weren't endowed with blessings, however, and while they lived longer and aged slower than a man off the island, every man on the island died well before their second century.
Male children brought as refugees with mothers or sisters were allowed to remain on the island as adults, provided they behaved themselves. If a man committed crimes, he would be punished in accordance with the law and with his trespasses.
More than one married and had children, but their wives didn't age, and every child conceived on the island was born a daughter.
Most often, a young boy grown into a man would request permission to emigrate, and receive it. He would say his farewells, and he would be granted a boat and basic necessities, as well as more elaborate gifts of tools and treasure by those who knew and would miss him. After a celebration of his life to date, he would get into the boat, with its sails drawn, and sea nymphs would obligingly tow him to a foreign shore far from Themyscira, never to return now that he had begun his own life of independence.
The lone man on the island upon her birth had left in such a way when Diana was four years old, and too young to remember. Two more males arrived during the first decade-and-a-half of her lifetime, but they were 10 & 12 years younger than her, so they didn't count.
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"Home..." Diana could feel the change immediately, parts of her seeming almost to sing, as though filling her lungs after an ocean dive.
"This way please, your highness," Eudespa corrected as Diana turned away.
"The palace is this way."
"I was asked to bring you to a certain clearing; if your mother is not already waiting there for you, she should arrive soon."
"…Well, it is no more unusual than any other part of this," Diana allowed, following Eudespa through Gaia's sacred woods.
Soon enough, they came to a clearing where-
"Princess Diana!" Were it not for her super-strength, Diana might have been knocked over by the enthusiastic tackle-hug.
Making the mental switch to return to her native tongue, she said, "It's good to see you again, Tithorea."
While the Amazon were permanent inhabitants of the island, many other creatures also dwelled there, be it for always or only on occasion.
More than a few nymphs populated the woods and waters of Themyscira, though they primarily kept apart, coming or going by whatever means they had at whatever times they wished. Individual Amazons might strike up friendships or relationships with individual nymphs, and an Amazon could find a nymph to interact with if they went out looking to meet one, but generally they kept a bit of distance.
Diana was the main exception. From her early girlhood, she'd encountered nymphs of all kinds whenever she went out into the wild, or even in the Royal Gardens (and on more than one occasion the baths). She knew a number of them by sight, as her girlhood friends.
Diana had grown up as one of the only children on the island, and while she could meet her elder sisters on more even terms now, as a warrior and an adult, she had been perceptive enough to pick out that they often humored her desire for games, rather than enjoying the antics and imaginary adventure. The nymphs were different, still childish and innocent despite their age, and often enjoyed her games.
The nymphs were also far more willing to answer her curious questions about Man's world and men, which by their various methods they had been to far more often and more recently than any woman on the island. She had made many dear friends from their number.
Friends such as Tithorea, and a few others who were gathered around the clearing. Finishing her hug with the enthusiastic
Epimeliad, Diana scanned around the clearing. Fallen logs and clean boulders were arranged as tables & benches on which nymphs reclined.
Counting the faces, familiar and otherwise, around the clearing, Diana noted about eight nymphs from a variety of orders, three of whom she knew. It was uncommon to see so many kinds gathered here; then again this was a sacred grove, intended for the orders to meet.
"Monide, Trildana, it is good to see you both," she greeted. "Monide, I confess, I almost didn't recognize you." She embraced each in turn as the other nymphs stayed seated, opting to wave or smile at the princess unless they were otherwise occupied.
"I was still of ivy when last we met," Monide agreed, stepping back with a spin to show off, "but I wanted to try something new!"
"So I see," Diana appraised. "You've one of the
limnades now? It looks good on you." Despite the way Man's World over-sexualized their idea of nubile young mystic women, there was nothing lewd intended in Monide's display of her body, raiment, and lack thereof.
Which wasn't to say that there weren't truths to the stereotypes as well, but as with anything, the true nature of nymphs was too complicated to be easily summarized. Usually, it was safest to not assume anything that was not specifically said.
"Uh-huh," she chirped cheerfully. "There's a flock of geese on the banks, but they all left for the winter, and I'm lonely."
"They will be back again come spring, little sister," a voice interrupted. "Lady Diana, may I offer you refreshment?"
Seeing whom it was that spoke, hand extended with a cup to offer her, Diana inclined her head politely.
"I am grateful for your generosity, honored sister," she acceded, drinking a mouthful of the watered wine.
"Please, there is no reason to bow your head," the nymph demurred, but Diana had to politely disagree.
"Natural born or not, numerous as your order may be, any Oceanid would be worthy of respect beyond what I owe to a sister, and a senior one as yourself even more so," she insisted, inclining her head again slightly to the ocean nymph who wore several marks of high station, and had two other nymphs positioned nearby, potentially as her own maids. "You as well, elder sister," she added with another bow.
"You flatter me, Lady Diana," the senior member of the Asteriae complained, and Diana wondered if she detected a hint of nervousness in the star nymph's voice; certainly, one of her attendants looked uncertain at the situation. "Daeira and I may swell our heads, should you bow yours to us again. Come, won't you join us and talk? We are guests in your rightful home, even if we are invited, and you need defer to neither she nor I in this place, no matter our strength or seniority. I am Sterope, and I greet you gladly, Wonder Woman."
"If you do not mind the intrusion, I will be happy to join you while I wait. What news have I to hear, or is it my turn first to share?"
Diana surveyed the clearing again, cataloguing who was present and how they were occupied:
Dodone and Sterope, as senior ocean nymphs and star nymphs, were each supposed to be attended by two lesser members of their order. There was something off in the arrangement, however; perhaps it was simply the informality of their meeting, Diana considered.
One of the Oreads, a senior mountain nymph, seemed unattended as she played a board game against another nymph with berries strung through her hair, (probably a Napaeae of the dells, Diana guessed) the latter frowning in thought at how to achieve a win.
A wide patch of grass had been cleared away nearby, and a dryad with a snake wound around her left bicep labored on her knees in the rich brown dirt, using her magic to speedily grow an herb of some kind, pluck the leaves, plant the seeds, and grow it anew.
Another dryad, associated with a date tree and possessing an Arabic tinge to her features (in so far as such phenotypes could apply to any nymph,) fussed over a sulking water nymph of an indeterminate rank and order. At some whispered words, the bare-chested water nymph lifted her head from where it was pillowed on her arms and grudgingly sucked down a cup of chilled water, blinking bleary eyes.
A cloud nymph who was wearing a colorful scarf with an Indonesian flag over her tunic nudged a neighbor, pointed, and laughed at the grumpy water nymph while snacking on nuts and slices of raw fish with a bald river nymph and a snub-nosed cavern nymph.
On the far side of the clearing, a vibrantly redheaded nymph of an indeterminate order appeared to be spread out, sunbathing on the smooth, sloped surface of a rock, save that she was twitching in odd ways. Diana peered and shifted her position, the better to see.
The slant was angled away from her, and she could mostly only see the nymph's cascade of coppery hair – Diana wondered if she was a lesser member of the Lampades, given its metallic color – spread out from her head over the edge of the boulder.
Curious, she lifted slightly into the air and to one side. Unexpectedly, Diana suffered a rare flash of her inherent insight, and she abruptly
Saw The Truth Of The Matter despite lacking the evidence required to draw conclusions.
She blushed, turned her head away sharply to not invade the pair's privacy, and abruptly dropped back down to her seat. She grabbed an unusual fruit for the sake of a distraction, took a large bite, and silently scolded herself as she chewed and bit again.
'Here I thought I'd got all my embarrassment at such types of behavior out of my system; I'm hardly a hormonal teenager anymore. By Aphrodite's dawn-lit eyes, it's been two decades since I've blushed like this. I've run into far more embarrassing situations in the past-,' She bit down once more with a vicious crunch of vindictiveness.
'-and not too long ago at that. Why is it this that bothers me, when they are over there instead of right in front of me? …And I've completely ignored the two who offered me hospitality. I should be ashamed of behaving like a child.'
"You still
are a child, dear, and you're doing very well in controlling your impulses," commented the dryad in the dirt idly. At some point she had crawled closer on her knees, and begun pushing white berries into the dirt with a finger, intently watching each one disappear underground.
Diana murmured something in thanks, confused at how-
"This is something new from one of the younger Meliae," Dodone explained generously, holding up another example of the purple fruit. "It not only has a bit of natural alcohol content, but it tends to inspire… talkativeness, especially if one brews an extract from the pit. You started muttering aloud after you finished yours off." Diana was startled to realize that her hand was empty – she had eaten it, pit and all.
"You are far from the first person Alcyone has gotten that response from, even unintentionally," Sterope reassured her. "They can be very… distracting," she decided to say, speaking through grit teeth, "to say the least. At least Stilbo is quiet right now; she tends to be rather loud whilst their arrangement is the other way around." The senior star nymph looked slowly between Diana, still silent in mild humiliation at the occurrence, and the couple. "Unless someone objects," she said carefully, "I don't think anyone here would mind if you went over for a few minutes to… get it out of your system." Diana cringed like she was eleven again, and caught reading certain old stories.
"I feel it is not the time, nor should I do that in this place," she declined when her voice was coherent enough. "Also, I prefer such arrangements to be more… permanent than that kind of quick liaison." Both her seniors nodded in acceptance.
"I could have Plataia go throw water on them, and have the two move it elsewhere, if you are uncomfortable," Dodone offered.
"I would… rather not intrude on their activities in any way," Diana finally decided, mustering the discipline to behave as the warrior and woman she was, rather than a blushing child. "I apologize for my rudeness in ignoring you."
"I take no offense at it, Lady Diana. But I would love to hear what you know of recent activities across the world; we know generally what occurred, but the magic involved is proving potent enough to cloud ordinary investigations," Sterope stated.
Diana relaxed – reports and debriefings she could do. "A group of four powerful sorcerers, led by a fifth member, Klarion the-,"
"A Lord of Chaos cast a spell dividing the world by age, until the Lord of Order Nabu led a force against them. I know they were involved, but the identity of Nabu's allies are… unclear," the dryad in the dirt interrupted, frowning at a three-tongued leaf as it sprouted up.
"That… members of the Justice League have a number of junior partners… apprentices learning the trade," Diana phrased carefully, unnerved by the interruption. Dodone and Sterope seemed undisturbed, ("they stayed turbed," Robin's voice insisted in her head,) so it clearly wasn't a beach of etiquette, but it was a bit unusual for any nymph to be so interested in such events, or so well-informed.
"The Dark Knight has his squire, Rao's Last Son was cloned, the children who speak back the words of the book, that lovely little boy who reached the Speed force despite his age… I'm aware of them in general, yes, but who was wearing the Helmet? Not the current host, who wore it at the beginning? Everything is so distorted in that area, I haven't had time to untangle all the information, much less ask him."
"It was Renka. Ferris, Superman's recent… associate," Diana admitted after a pause. The snake that was wrapped around the tree-nymph's arm looked at her with dark, and it flicked out its tongue with a little hiss. The dryad tapped its head like a little slap.
"Behave, Yor, and help me out with this. I've got the roots, but the veins and xylem keep messing up my chemical mix, and I need it to progress through the right stages if I want this to work on its own," she chided absently. The snake flicked its tongue again, and turned its head, stretching farther than it should have been able to nearly touch the ground. "Excellent," she hissed, digging her scarlet fingernails into the dirt. There was another obscure shifting of power, but Diana only stared at the synthetic colored painted on the dryad's hands.
She had seen oddities of clothing and – especially on nymphs of the Asteriae and Lampades – jewelry before, not to mention diverse and unnatural shades of color in hair, skin, and eyes, but this was the first time she'd encountered
that particular fashion choice on a nymph.
Looking closer, Diana suddenly became more certain that this was not a dryad, nor any nymph at all.
"I don't believe we've been introduced," she said carefully. "I am Diana, crown princess of Themyscira, and Wonder Woman of the Amazons. Who are you, and from where have you arrived?" She gripped her Lasso and focused, attempting to peer into and see her target's true nature through the past. She had only succeeded a few times in the past, but here on her home ground she was at her strongest.
In her mind's eye, an expanse of red soil spread out, dead, before her. People spoke in an ethereal space at once above, beyond, beneath, and behind it, examining caverns of worms and glowing moss. The other was disgruntled, while she offered patient approval…
"Mars? I was unaware they had dryads on Mars; I'll have to ask J'onn more about his myths… though, if he brought a Martian ship, he may have brought Martian plants, and you arrived with them," Diana realized, and bowed. "I apologize for the intrusion, honored guest."
"If I'd not wanted you to try, I would have stopped you, dear, so don't worry. It is," she murmured a little, with a pause of effort as leaves sprouted, "quite amusing to see you trying so hard and reaching beyond your limits. I wonder if you haven't tried too hard, of late."
The snake around her arm hissed, flicking out its tongue to faintly lick the leaves as they grew, and that seemed to perk them up.
"I've never seen that plant before, is it one from Mars?" Diana asked politely, letting the otherworldly guest work.
The Martian nymph tittered drily. "Call it Ma'al, won't you? That's a more proper name, and as much as Ares tries, he hasn't much of a hold there at all. I suppose letting them have those naming conventions when they discovered the other planets was a bit much… big heads and all are all around." She spoke absently, seemingly on automatic, as she grew and regrew the unknown herb. "No, this is a gift for
Pyroeis.
"You're right, I have just come from Ma'al; I went to see him and confirm that he's moving his interests out of the system. He's welcome to take it with him, though I made clear that it's not to
touch that red soil, on pain on sufferance, but I need to alter it so that it will
work unaided…."
"A plant to be grown outside the Solar System?" Diana wondered. "You've been to see someone on Mars? On Ma'al," she corrected.
"Still," the dryad murmured, leaning back on her heels and surveying her work with some pride, "I've got time enough before he's ready to go, he was just confirming and clearing his intentions with me. I didn't really need to work on it immediately, but what I have found out suggested it would prove immediately important. But look at the time!" She gave a little, affected laugh.
"The time?" Diana murmured, confused, though the strange-yet-familiar female continued on.
"It's not usually like me to blather on like this, especially after you've come all this way. Talking to myself, or anyone else with ears, it's an old nervous habit, dear, and there's so much going on I need to keep track of in the more recent years. I'm keeping watch in more directions than Argus had eyes, and I've not enough hands to take notes."
"It's quite alright," Diana forgave easily, "I've nothing to do but wait until my mother arrives to talk." She turned her head, lips pursed idly. "Though I am wondering if I should have flown to the palace; were events on Themyscira much upset by the event?"
"Oh,
dear." Diana turned back to the Martian nymph, just in time for the 'alien' to look back down at the herb. "Now I really am sorry to have kept you here; you're a wreck, little one, and you haven't even noticed. Pleased as I am to see you growing so quickly," she said, stroking the strange leaves, "you might have exceeded your limits a little too far.
"It's primarily my fault, I suppose; I meant to see you taught a bit more long before, but the turn of the century was
such a chaotic time, with the expiration of the old guard, and the arrival of all the new, and then everyone who started moving did so all at once… I haven't been handling the new stress as best I'm able, it seems. I'm frightfully out of practice for some of this," she admitted.
"I… am not sure I understand what you mean," Diana said slowly, suddenly feeling very worried as she tried and failed to put all the pieces together. The woman was from Mars – or at least she had returned to Earth from there recently, Diana recalled – but the woman's unexpected judgment of her activities, positive though it may have been, made little sense to her. "I've exceeded my limits?" she asked first.
"Usually you've relied on the inherent attributes of your mantle, nothing complex, and made the most use of your physical abilities to fight." She carefully plucked some leaves from the growing bush. "You were more than ready to do more the last time we spoke, but you were otherwise occupied and didn't seem interested, so I decided either life would push the matter on, or you would achieve what you needed to as you were.
"Then I got preoccupied with it all, everyone started moving… your Justice League is convenient in some ways, but so odd to keep track of. It's rather embarrassing to ask this of you, Diana, but whatever occurred was important, and I'd rather not inquire with Nabu yet."
"I… think we are suffering an error in communication," Diana said slowly. "I don't recall us meeting, yet you say we've spoken before, and you had some plan-? 'Exceeding my limits,' are you referring to the practices I've had with Wes- with Sandman?"
"Is that who-?" Diana was stunned when the other woman pulled out, of all things, what appeared to be a cellphone and tapped the screen. "Ah yes, Wesley Dodds, I was rather excited that one of mine was so in tune with an Endless, even if the circumstances were… well…."
"You know-? I'm sorry, who are you? I came here because my mother asked to speak with me. Or was Eudespa wrong? Lying?"
The woman rubbed the bridge of her nose in annoyance. "Nnnoo… not lying, just annoyingly vague I suppose. How awkward."
"Then-?"
Before Diana could finish asking a question, the woman with the snake about her arm stood and turned for the first time to look in her eyes.
"No dear,
I wanted to speak with you."
The weight of GAEA's gaze drove Diana to the ground.
Gasping for breath as her head swam after that one moment of infinite, green eye contact, she clutched helplessly at the grass on her hands and knees, feeling her face break out in a cold sweat. The world wobbled and spun. A finger touched the underside of her chin.
{Be improved upon again}
And suddenly, everything was all right again, or almost. The world was stationary, her limbs were strong, her mind was sharp-
"Oh," she said, looking up at the goddess who had given her life; who would technically qualify as her birth mother. "There were a lot of clues and cues that I missed, weren't there?" She felt much like a little girl brought in front of Hippolyta again: embarrassed, but entirely safe.
"I've at least a little bit of fault on my own," Gaia disagreed. "I'm not usually one to patch people up like this – you'll need to learn to do it on your own, it'll make you stronger – but I have been
ever so neglectful. It's been such a busy time, and now that I look at you, you've exceeded my expectations, bearing up under all the stressors as you have. The Amazons have an
excellent champion in you, Diana."
"Thank you, mother." It wasn't the first time they had spoken, or the first time Diana had referred to the primordial goddess as her mother, but the application of the title still struck her as appropriately special. Gaia smiled faintly, but didn't let Diana pull away yet.
"Stay a moment longer; I've let you get somewhat battered, and I want it fixed properly before you go. In the meanwhile, tell me about what has occurred in the past year." Obligingly, as Gaia did something she could not quite comprehend, Diana began to absently speak.
Exactly what she had, after the conversation ended, she couldn't quite recall. She remembered the slices of various fruits Gaia had slipped between her teeth in between each question, and the cool taste of clear water, but what remained of the
words were only snippets:
"…Really human, I mean, genetically, not just in appearance? The model is certainly popular enough, but she passes a blood test?"
"…mixing the chemicals in with those plants was such an interesting idea of theirs. Not a stable one, no, but animating the trees…"
"…her language? And also emotional bonds, she…"
"…traveling down to the Underworld. There is a gate there to the realm of dreams I suppose…"
"…speaking isn't always terribly useful. Simple, but it is limited by the language and the…"
"Little Donna had a breakthrough too? It's good to know she's coming along…"
"…troubles with the heir in Atlantis? Well, he'll have to handle it or else someone else…"
"…here, take this and stick it under the girl's tongue. It should have the desired effect and bring her…"
"…they want to settle where? Well enough in theory, but the robots' nerve! Just thinking about… oh, the bitch is lucky I can't do some…"
"If you need me, I'll get to you in a day or two, dear, so don't be shy. Keep watch over what happens so I can hear the
True Story when…"
By the time Diana finally woke up in her bed in DC, she was no longer certain the entire series of events had even happened. She felt far better than when she had went to sleep, though, and on the bedside dresser were the leaves of the odd herb she had seen grown, so she knew.