Life Ore Death
* November 7
There were a few too many possible approaches, as well as too great a risk of being seen, so Jade stayed put in one concealed area and kept her eyes on the window. It was a pain to watch the window from below, but (probably by Sportsmaster's design) there were no good perches on the nearby building that would let her look into the apartment without being seen. She denied any emotional discomfort.
The light behind the window finally flicked on; Jade let out a soft sigh of relief that she would have insisted was annoyance that it had taken so long, were anyone foolish enough to ask. Disguised by little more than a hoodie and ball cap, she walked over to the pay phone.
The Shadows assassin dropped in her payment, dialed the number, and waited.
It rang.
It rang.
Someone picked up.
"Hey, I don't recognize the number, who's calling?" Very few people would know Jade well enough to catch any of her emotional tells, but the teen assassin felt hours of pent-up tension in her shoulders unwind with the sound of Artemis's voice.
She opened her mouth to speak, but choked slightly: there were a few different ways to approach this subject, she'd agonized over it all evening into the night, it was the moment of truth, and she
still hadn't decided what exactly she wanted to say.
"He
llo?" Artemis tried again uncertainly.
"Don't hang up," Jade said quickly. Then, because that sounded too desperate and needy, she tossed out, "You wouldn't like the consequences, Artemis," in a mocking tone. Poking at Artemis was more familiar territory, and much more comfortable for her. She waited.
"Jade?"
"Who else?" Jade answered. "So it seems like you-,"
"Jade." Artemis cut her off flatly. "I don't want to hear this right now."
"I said don't hang up," Jade snapped off quickly. Then, "I'm afraid this is a
business call, sister dearest, and loose lips may sink a few ships if you don't co-operate with my questions. Hate to do it, but I have my orders," she lied, as though she wasn't
disobeying orders by calling at all.
"…The people you work for just caused
a worldwide catastrophe," Artemis snarled, low and slow. "What do you want now?"
"Hey, we didn't have anything to do with that," she defended. Artemis humphed at her. "Knowledge is power. What happened?"
"The Justice League interrogated Wotan – technically illegal, but after putting out the sun and his part in the Injustice League I think they just lost patience with it all – and they got confirmation that the bastard who set it up received help from the Demon's Head. Not sure if they'll release that information to the public, but if they do, you can expect every government on Earth to start hunting the Shadows."
Jade snorted. "Good luck with that; the Shadows are tied into every government on Earth. Fingers in every pie, agents in… you know the deal," Jade tried to lazily dismiss, heart hammering as she briefly considered whether it could be true. "Besides, there'd be no profit in this."
Artemis laughed bitterly. "No profit, Jade?
Really? I mean, ignoring Ra's al Ghul being recorded by the Batman while ranting about his desires to wipe out huge chunks of our population for the sake of 'letting clean nature take over again,' can you
imagine what the Shadows got done in the chaos no one else expected? All the break-ins while the world was panicking, stealing documents and leaving behind bugs? All the assassinations that'll be blamed on crazy riots and the destruction caused when the worlds reunited? No profit? Yeah, right."
The line was silent for a few seconds too long, until Jade got her feet back under her to keep talking.
"Well, no one told
me this was coming and I didn't have any orders until after, so I think you're talking out your ass," she mocked faux-lightly.
"What
ever," was Artemis's tired reply. "You've made it pretty clear in the past five minutes alone that our relationship means exactly as much to you as you can get out of it. Think you can imagine the
size of the
fuck that I
do not give about your opinion?"
They had been sisters, and close, once upon a time. Jade had formerly known how to tell when Artemis was lying. Now, she wasn't sure. She could only hope that the signs she was hearing – Artemis oscillating a bit too far between emphasis and flat apathy, her word choice, and the fact she was still on the line – meant that she still mattered to the sister that she'd abandoned. Repeatedly.
She grimaced at that niggling, guilty thought. '
Shit,' she thought. Jade was not fond of uncertainty, so she got angry and defensive instead.
"Okay, look, nothing in
real life is all sweetness and roses, Artemis, us included. But we are sisters, and I don't actually want you dead, or miserable, or anything. I'm trying to protect you; abusive
ass though he is, Sportsmaster was powerful enough to protect us from a lot of the bad things out there while we were living with him. When I left, I find out really quickly what exactly was out there in the dark, and I did what I had to just to survive. I'm
glad I never dragged you out into that mess, even if it means you're too sheltered to know the score.
"You
will end up on my side eventually, Artemis – it's just the way the world works. The Justice League never solves anything, they just make people fat, happy, and stupid enough to ignore the problems they aren't solving until things start to stink. I get things done; I may not enjoy or understand everything I do, but the Shadows have wrangled in, incapacitated, or up and removed a lot of problems that were doing some disgusting things. There's work in the Shadows you'd be proud to do, if you knew we were doing it. You'll find that out in time.
"But for all that we get done, we're only a little better than the Justice League when it comes to judging people for their pasts. Blood from Sportsmaster isn't going to make anyone forget all the idiotic stuff you're getting up to on the squeaky-clean side. Information I pass along – ostensibly from you – will go far for making the people in power forget what else you're doing while you're getting that information. I stuck my neck out a lot to get placed as your handler, Artemis, and you'll be glad I did when the Justice League throws your used ass away."
"Yeah, the publicly scrutinized paragons of selflessness and virtue are totally going to tell me I've outlived my usefulness," the younger mocked.
"Selflessness?" Jade laughed back. "They're all on
ego trips, Artemis, and they never bother doing
anything if they can't be seen
doing the right thing by the whole
damn world. I was serving in Lady Talia's personal guard and staff while she was courting the Batman, you know? I saw how messed up and wrung out he left her every time they met. I heard her say that she loved him, and he strung her along.
"The Demon's Head was willing to try meeting Batman halfway, yet he got it thrown back in his face every time, and the Bat did nothing but incite Lady Talia to turn against the man who raised her.
Don't make the Sportsmaster argument, because the al Ghuls are a much better family."
"…Can't say I really believe it, but whatever," Artemis decided, sounding bored. "But do you know what some of the Demon's Head's so-called 'halfway offers' were, that Batman turned them down? I hear stories from Robin, so I know: most recently, he decided to 'bend' on his policy of wiping out humanity by just targeting large population centers with his giant laser. It'd turn just the city into a smoking crater."
"I'm
astounded you would buy such an obvious story," Jade replied, rolling her eyes. "Really? They couldn't come up with any better propaganda to spoon-feed you? I don't even need to rely on secondhand stories like the time Batman smiled after daring Lady Talia to shoot him, knowing she couldn't bring herself to, and then threw the Master off the tower, to 'coincidentally' land right at her feet as he watched.
"You know why I don't need that story as evidence? Because you just
lived through a better example, Artemis! Get your head out of your ass and think! The Justice League spent that entire catastrophe being in the middle of the cameras, while you were in the middle of the fight!"
"Jade!" Artemis's shout cut through before Jade could go on her rant about exactly how expendable the Justice League believed her.
For a moment, the two sisters could only breathe, and listen to the other breathe over the phone, saying nothing.
"...Alright, let's say I'm listening to what you're saying," Artemis said finally. "It sounds like you know a lot about what happened."
"You'd be surprised at our sources; you're not the only one on the Team with some divided loyalties," Jade replied. She knew that Red Arrow was under Shadow control, but she also had been briefed that the position was to keep the Team in suspense like multiple members were turning against it from within. She didn't really know which if any were, but she didn't need to for this. She would follow those orders, at least.
"Ah," was all Artemis said. Then, "Tell you what, I'm going to hang up and go change my bandages before bed. Mom's asleep, but I had the kettle on for some cocoa. Think you can get up here fast enough to share a cup with me, like old times?"
"I'm not even in Gotham, silly Arty," Jade replied drily, rolling her eyes to complete the lie even though no one was present to see.
"You're calling from a Gotham area code payphone according to caller ID, and I looked up the number online while we were talking. I'm guessing you were waiting around, watching my window to see when I got back? …I could come down to meet you at a diner, instead?"
"...Well, you
have gotten smarter about this stuff," Jade complimented, feeling surprised and impressed enough to be honest. "Tell you what: promise me that we'll have a two-hour truce, no calling any of your so-called friends, and-," Artemis cut her off disgustedly.
"Call and tell them what? My sister the professional assassin dropped by and is complaining about my hair care routine?"
"At least one of your little friends has been
very interested in getting her hands on me, according to my source. You know her pretty well – given what she does when Superman's not in sight, do you really think she'd hesitate to
wring my whereabouts out of you?"
There was a moment of silence. Jade heard Artemis swallow hard.
"Don't talk about Ferris like that," she rasped finally. Another pause, then, "I'm going to go change my bandages. See you in a few."
"Your word, goody-two-shoes?" Jade pressed. She had a sense of honor in her service, and Artemis's had always been stronger.
"My word, Jade: I promise I won't call anyone to report anything about you. Look, I'll leave my phone and the League's com-link on my bed; just promise not to touch them, because I don't want you downloading any data or whatever."
"Yeah, sure, I promise," Jade agreed, satisfied by how rattled and desperate to see her again this call had revealed Artemis to be.
It was a few easy minutes' worth of prowling and climbing up the fire escape to reach Artemis's window, which was open. Jade entered, and was a little surprised at how much of it was the same. Artemis appeared to have left her side mostly as is, not moved into it.
"Feels like I never left," she muttered, before scowling at the thought.
She spent a few minutes sitting on her old bed, drumming her fingers nervously – it was a tic she could suppress on the job, but didn't feel the need to then – eyeing but not touching the communication devices laid out, and just thinking on life until Artemis returned.
"Still take yours with cinnamon?"
"It's a guilty pleasure," Jade agreed nonchalantly. She gave her baby sister the once over, eyes resting briefly on each patch of gauze wrapping. "Has anyone ever told you you're too nostalgic, Artemis. I can't much tell from looking that I ever left." Artemis looked away.
"So, what does the League of Shadows want to hear from me?" she asked instead, trying to sound gruff. Jade wanted to laugh.
"So quick to business, sister dearest?" she teased, stalling to think of a good answer. "Who was responsible for… what happened?" Artemis kept a flat poker face; it was an obvious deception, Jade or any idiot could tell it was a poker face, but it served to keep her thoughts hidden.
"Klarion the Witch Boy, leading a… whatever the word for a group of magic casters is, a coven, one made up of Wotan, Felix Faust, Blackbriar Thorn, and Wizard." It was Jade's turn to assume a poker face, as her own encounter with the Witch Boy and Sportsmaster's threat to her in China raced around her head in a rush; Artemis's accusation suddenly had much more credence than Jade had expected of it.
"Any idea why, or just because he's crazy?" Jade asked distantly, turning it all over in her head.
"I told you about all the stuff I bet the Shadows got done, didn't I? Other than that, yeah, he's a psycho," Artemis dismissed.
"Huh…" Jade found that her mind wasn't quite working right, and took a sip of hot chocolate sprinkled with cinnamon. Her tongue automatically categorized the tastes, assessing for drugs and poisons on automatic even as she enjoyed it. "You fought them?"
"Me and 'my little friends,' yeah. I didn't get these injuries from babies throwing their bottles at me," Artemis deadpanned.
Jade snickered. "That would be something to see," the older girl admitted. Artemis chuckled back at her.
"It's like that joke: 'Why would anyone ever take candy from a baby? First, they've probably already slobbered on it with their baby germs, then you've got to pry that sticky, slimy mess out of their pudgy fingers and
man they can grip, all the while they're screaming at the top of their lungs like a nail on glass, they might get upset enough to vomit on you, and then? Even if you succeed, all you've got is a piece of disgusting chemical sugar, and everyone around wants to
beat the snot out of you, because
hey you just took candy from a baby!' Am I right?" Artemis asked.
"I never h-heard that one," Jade choked out, shaking with quiet laughter. "Al-alright," she finally managed. "I'm… I'm glad you're okay, Artemis."
Artemis rolled her eyes. "See? Now was that really so hard to say? We'll make a do-gooder of you yet, Jade."
"Pfff. As if," Jade dismissed. She took another drink. "How did the fight go?" She glanced over Artemis's injuries again.
Artemis shrugged again. "I was mostly on distract-and-delay duty," she fibbed. Jade knew she was fibbing because… well, Jade had to reluctantly admit that injuries those extensive could have come from ranged sniping, etc., in a fight with a monster like the Witch Boy.
"And?" Jade pressed.
"And nothing. We worked as a Team and we got the job done. You want more details, get them from your other source."
Jade almost pressed with further threats, but on reflection, she remembered that she wasn't actually visiting on Shadow's business.
She let it slide. "Well, good for you and your sidekick friends, I guess. Bring along one or two when you come over, why don't you?"
"Only to out-number whoever's meeting me." Artemis paused. "Jade? Stupid question… have you ever known anyone who died?"
Jade bit back her automatic reply about being a part of the League of Shadows for several reasons, ranging from not wanting to drop evidence to anything after her retrieval by the Shadows had also covered up her original arrest documents, through not wanting to rub it in Artemis's face when the kid still had her silly ideals, all the way up to the bleakness in her voice when she asked the question.
"…Yes," she said. "I've lost a few mission partners, including the guy teaching me the ropes when we were in… it doesn't matter."
"Quick or slow? Were you there, could you have done anything, or was it only…?"
"A guy had been skimming off the top in drug trade, turned out he took his own makeshift super-soldier serum," she summarized.
"Feh. What
is it with whack-job scientists taking their own stuff?" Artemis wondered.
"Sane people aren't crazy enough to try making anything new," Jade replied. "Who on your team died?"
Artemis flinched. "Wh-what? No one died," she denied.
"You didn't ask me that question on a whim, Artemis," Jade observed. "I would've thought I'd have heard if one of the sidekicks-,"
"It's not important. Look, Jade, I really don't want to talk about it," she deflected. Jade frowned thoughtfully & offered some advice.
"You should. Not just therapy stuff, but my debriefing when it happened helped a lot. That, and getting my own back for him."
"I'm not debriefing with you. You're not getting anything more out of me, Jade. Finish your drink and go," Artemis ordered.
"Pff. Fine, I'll hear who from the news, then." Jade finished her drink, resisted (
chickened out on) an impulse to reach out to touch Artemis before they parted, and clambered out the window to disappear. She made her way down to the street again, and started walking.
Artemis's accusation about Klarion and the Shadows turned over in her head, churning out a mess of emotions she knew better than to express. She was all about control, of her life and her fate, and that's what the Shadows were supposed to be about, to her.
There had been no control in that event. No purpose that she knew of. Or maybe there had been, she didn't know.
The idea of it left a bad taste in her mouth. She didn't know enough about sorcery to guess what was supposed to happen, but she knew enough about psychosis to assume the freak with the cat had probably double-crossed whatever deal he'd made.
Beyond that…
'Were there ever any indications that anyone was planning this?' She ran over her past encounters in her head.
After about a dozen blocks of walking, something started preying on her awareness. Edgy at the unidentified threat, Jade kept scanning the area, but found nothing.
From above, a humming, swishing buzz cut through the air. Jade twitched, but it wasn't particularly aimed at her, hitting the brick wall.
Jade had just enough time to realize that a Batarang was buried two inched deep in the brick before she spun.
High above, a dark, formless shadow loomed over the building's edge. Reflective, blank white eyes narrowed at her in threat.
Heart thundering, Jade turned tail and ran.