Chapter 2-12: Anger and Fear
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[X] "Fight me. Unlike a conversation, I know you won't run away from a fight. Then we'll talk."
Oh no you don't.
You have no intention of simply letting her walking away after that little display. And you know exactly how to make sure she stays. After all, if there's one thing Kjelle cannot resist, it's a challenge.
"Very well. If you don't have time for a talk, maybe you'll have some for a fight instead? I know you don't usually run from that."
That stops her, you notice with grim satisfaction. She turns back, her scowl meeting your own glare.
"Watch it, Lucina."
Oh, now she's offended? After what she just said to you and Severa, you don't feel very sorry. Instead, you distractedly notice that even when going on a run, she apparently brings her armor and spear with her. How typical. At least there won't be any time wasted.
"We'll talk about... this... after that."
"Assuming you'll be able to talk."
You ignore the taunt, instead looking at Severa, who still looks pretty furious, but is holding herself back in a rare display of control, though you can guess she'd like nothing more than to take on Kjelle herself here and now. You're pretty sure she'd lose right now... but you also know that wouldn't stop her in the least.
"Sorry Severa. You don't mind?"
"Tss. Just give her one good wack for me, will you?"
"Letting others fight your own battles, Severa? Perhaps you should spend more time with Cynthia. You play the distressed damsel so well."
That does it. You offer Severa a grim nod, the two of you wearing almost similar expressions.
"I believe I will."
You then turn your full attention to Kjelle, eyes cold.
"I don't care what you say about me all that much. But my sister jumped on an assassin to save my life, risking her own in the process. Doubt her courage again, and I really won't be able to forgive you."
To your satisfaction, Kjelle flinches at that, as if realizing she might have gone too far. Still, it isn't long before her looks of defiance come back.
"What, not going to say anything about Severa?"
"I know she can take care of herself, and I have no doubt she'll find a way to get you back for your words. But that's quite enough. Are you ready? Or would you like a moment to catch your breath?"
You get your answer as Kjelle charges you - what you have been expecting, really. As your weapon clashes, it is pretty apparent that this fight is quite different than the one you had a few years ago. That one had been intense, but a spar nonetheless. This time, it is clear that she wants to hurt you - and you're only too happy to return the favour. The calm part of your mind tells you your form is sloppy, a poor approximation of the almost flawless stances you almost mastered, but most of you don't care. Beside, Kjelle isn't exactly doing much better either. Each of you barely pay attention to defense - in fact, your opponent barely uses her shield, and only to bash you with it - instead raining blows upon each other, with as much strength as you can muster. You grunt as the knight's daughter catch your side with the shaft of her weapon, before retaliating by crashing into her, forcing her back despite her armoured weight.
"Gh. I see all that fancy magic training or time playing the lady didn't soften you up too much."
"You don't need to worry about that. Or are you vexed because I didn't make time for you?"
"As if!"
With an angry growl, she charges at you once more. Were you in a more calm state, you'd have simply side-stepped the obvious attack and stroke before she could recover. Instead, you stand your ground, swinging your weapon in a literal attempt at knocking some sense into her head. The blunt edge of her spear catch you in the stomach, knocking the wind out of you, while your wooden blade hit the side of her head, a blow that staggers her, but do not bring her down. Hmph. You should have known this would be the hardest part of her anatomy, you probably wouldn't be in this situation if it wasn't. Once again, you're back at trading hits, letting in far ore than you ever should. Had Father been here, you'd know he'd been appalled by your technique right now. Well, there'll be time to be angry at yourself later, right now you're angry at someone else. With a shout, you manage to rip the spear out of her grasp. Before you can capitalize on that though, Kjelle punches you in the face, hard. Judging by the blood coming from your nose, you're pretty sure she broke something, but you can't worry about it right now. Instead you sweep her legs from under, causing her to crash on the ground, with your sword pointed at her face.
"Now are you willing-"
You cannot finish your sentence when Kjelle's foot hit your knee, making you fall away from her. As you both pick yourselves up, Severa steps in between you two, a disturbed expression on her face.
"Okay, I think this might be enough."
Kjelle looks at her with a confused expression, as if trying to make sense of her words. Maybe you hit her head harder than you thought, she seems a bit out of it. She blinks, before the fight seems to literally leave her, as she sits back on the ground, head lowered.
"Shit."
You're not long before joining her in a sitting position either. Now that your anger is fading, and with it the adrenaline from the fight, pain and exhaustion are catching up to you fast. You're pretty sure you're going to sport bruises for the next few days, not to mention the fact that you'll need to have someone to look at your nose. It wasn't like you to be so sloppy. Still, you think you've made your point.
"So, what was that all about?"
Kjelle briefly looks a you, before looking away, a vaguely ashamed expression on her face.
"It's stupid."
"I'm sure. I would like to know nonetheless."
She sighs, but there's n longer any sign of anger on her face. In fact, now that her severe expression has melted down, you realize she looks... tired. And not from the rather brutal fight you just had - though there's that too.
"I'm sorry, okay? I mean... well, it's true that I was a bit disappointed that you did not come back to train together after last time. I mean, you're pretty much the only one of our age who's a challenge. Owain comes close, but he's infuriating."
You never thought so, but you can see how his more... exuberant traits would grate Kjelle's seriousness.
"And then someone tries to kill you, and we're at war and our parents are gone, and I don't know what will happen anymore."
That, at least, is something you can sympathize with, and from the look on Severa's face, you can guess she does to. In fact, you'd be surprised if any of your friends didn't struggle with the same demons - though you suppose it's just your luck that Kjelle's preferred method to deal with her problems is violence.
"And then I'm all alone, and I hear from Cynthia you're spending time in that stupid... er, I mean, that thing Owain created. Told myself I didn't care. Going on a run helps me clear my head, you know? And then you're here, acting as if everything's fine, and I just acted like..."
"A jerk?" Severa helpfully supplied. You shot her a glare, but Kjelle only smiles at that.
"Ah yes, I suppose I deserved that. For what its worth, I'm sorry. I... I didn't really mean it, you know?"
Well. You're pretty sure you've never seen Kjelle that open. And you think you can see where she's coming from, though you still think most of it was uncalled for.
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Also, this vote is rather optional, if you want to add something in particular. If nothing comes to mind, Lucina will simply let bygones be bygones and renew her offer of training together, this time with more chances of success, one might think.
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Also, this vote is rather optional, if you want to add something in particular. If nothing comes to mind, Lucina will simply let bygones be bygones and renew her offer of training together, this time with more chances of success, one might think.
However, the real vote... will be here in a few minutes!