Tales of Home and Faeries
Sapphire Squire can't help, but feel nervous as she approaches Tamara at the Wallis Mansion. She been here a few times before, each time it feels weird and like she is out of place. Her being here feels as weird as it would be for Tamara to show up at her school.
"Hey Tamara," says Sapphire Squire as she finds Tamara cleaning one of the toilets, "Could I have a healing spell?"
"Of course," replies her mentor as she looks both surprised and curious to see her squire here, "Where you hurt?"
"My hand," answers Sapphire Squire as she holds her left hand, where she burnt herself cooking not long ago.
"Did you caned again?" demands Tamara as she heals the injury with a touch and anger in her voice.
"No!" exclaims Sapphire Squire as she rushes to explain the truth, "I was cooking and got careless. I burnt myself by accidentally touching something hot because I wasn't paying attention."
"Hmm," replies Tamara, clearly not happy, "Do you require extra cooking lessons? I have become quite proficient at it and would be happy to teach you."
"And I would be happy to learn from you," answers Sapphire Squire, "But since we are on the subject, why do you have to make such a big deal out of me getting punished?"
"Inflicting harm is not a proper punishment," answers Tamara, "At least not one that you would deserve. You cannot think that you being punished by physical harm is a good thing."
"I don't like getting hurt, but criminals don't like being caught and brought to justice," counters Sapphire Squire, "That doesn't mean that it is wrong or undeserved."
"But unlike with bringing criminals to justice, harming you is pointless," says Tamara, "Hurting someone as a punishment is a deterrent built upon fear. By using physical harm to punish, you are terrorising them into doing what you are want. When we got out and fight criminals with force, we do so not to teach that what they did is wrong, but to stop ongoing misdeeds and to discourage others from committing crimes. You being injured by your teacher was pointless harm being done to you as I can't think of any reason why you couldn't have had things explained to you so you wouldn't do them again or a non-harmful punishment could have been given to you."
Sapphire Squire has to admit that the reasoning does make sense. She still can't quite see it as being wrong or as bad as Tamara does, but she understands where Tamara's reasoning is coming from.
"That's fair," says Sapphire Squire, "As we are on the topic of punishments, would you mind telling more about how they work in the Kingdom of the Faeries?"
"I have the time and do not mind telling you more about my home and childhood," answers Tamara, "But let's relocate to somewhere more comfortable than a bathroom."
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"Thank you for the juice and biscuits Tamara," Sapphire Squire tells her mentor as she accepts the glass of apple juice and plate of biscuits.
"I am happy to serve you," replies Tamara with a curtsy, "Gareth won't be home until dinner at the earliest so we have time to talk."
"That's good to know," says Sapphire Squire as she decides how to best approach this subject, "So your childhood punishments?"
"I believe I should start with what my people are like or perhaps just are," replies Tamara, "You have to understand that Faeries are not like humans and Kingdom of Faeries doesn't work the same way as this world does. My people are quite literally inhuman and the laws of physics work differently back home."
"How different?" asks Sapphire Squire, deeply curious at the idea of physics being difference.
"Time and perception is relative there," answers Tamara, "Here, it always goes in a single direction and everyone experiences at the same rate. Back home, what could be an hour for one person could be a year for another and five minutes for a third. And while this is much rarer, it doesn't always flow the same way either as what could be someone's past could be another's future and sometimes a person would age backwards, growing younger rather than older."
Sapphire Squire decides that would be interesting to deal with. She and everyone else take it for granted that time works consistently and the same for everyone. To have that not be the case is something that she struggles to imagine dealing with.
"Faeries also aren't as emphatic as humans," continues Tamara, frowning at something, "That isn't to say that they can't or even don't care for others, but the fey look out for themselves first and foremost. Back home, you worry about yourself before considering anyone else. Everything is viewed though the lenses of self-interest so you have to bare that in mind when judging how kind or cruel my people are in their actions. Though I have to admit that the difference is often one of passive harm versus active harm.
Jokes and tricks are a part of everyday life back home. From tricking someone into wasting their time to baiting them into a trap to transforming their body or mind, pranks made up most of life back home. You could generally tell how benevolent someone was or how much they liked another individual by what pranks they played on them. Prank was also the primarily form of retribution for wrongdoing."
"So being pranked was a punishment?" says Sapphire Squire, sceptical about how that would work.
"Less that and more that the difference between a prank and a punishment was the intentions behind it," clarifies Tamara, "A prank is done in jest and amusement while a punishment is done to right a wrong."
"So how did you get punished?" inquires Sapphire Squire, remember how her mentor mentioned that having her mind changed was a punishment in her childhood.
"Mother loved it when someone got turned into someone else," answers Tamara and Sapphire Squire sees where she is going with this conversation, "I think that my father's ability to turn into other things is what endeared him to my mother and my inheritance of it is what left her so fond of me. Regardless of why she cared for me or my father, Mother almost exclusively used transformations with tricks and traps having at least one transformation involved somewhere. Every time she punished someone, it involved changing their mind or body.
For me, that meant changing my mind. My shapeshifting meant that she couldn't turn me into an animal or person as I could just change away from that and Mother cared for me enough to respect my dislike of being turned into some non-living. So I got mental changes whenever I was punished or got in the way."
"Got in her way?" repeats Sapphire Squire before she latches onto another part of Tamara's words, "Wait, non-living transformations?"
"I loved my mother, but I cannot deny that she was a monster," explains Tamara, stunning her squire with that statement regarding the woman who gave birth to her, "Especially since my exile. Mother would transform people whenever she felt like. She would alter my mind whenever she found me too annoying or wanted to be rid of me. Sometimes I was blissfully stupid, other times I would submissively obey anything I was told to do and occasionally she made me mono-focused on a single thing."
"That sounds utterly horrifying," declares Sapphire Squire, shocked that anyone would treat someone else that way, let alone their own daughter.
"It was a part of life back home," replies Tamara with a shrug, "You got pranked and tricked and for me, that meant being transformed by my mother whenever she felt like it. It happened sometimes and when it did occur, I just dealt with it. Like how you have to deal with unexpected weather sometimes. I would even deliberately annoy Mother at times if I had time to kill just to see what she would do to me."
"Why would do that?" exclaims Sapphire Squire, "That's crazy!"
"Curiosity and boredom," answers Tamara, "It is weird for you, but a lot of fey are more malleable. Just take me for example. I can shapeshift into any animal or human woman and lack an inherent form. Whilst you only have a single body, changing it is a big deal, but for the likes of me? Like changing your hair by cutting or dying it and sometimes it happens at your choice whilst other times it is forced upon you."
That is something that Sapphire Squire can't quite grasp. To just alter your body and mind casually...she guesses that cutting your hair does technically count as changing your body, but transforming it wholesale is just on a different level. Comparing it to cutting your hair feels like comparing cutting your nails to chopping off your arm. One is just so much more extreme.
And then there is the other thing that Tamara stand which stands out in her mind.
"And the other bit?" says Sapphire Squire, "About non-living transformation? How can you turn into something that isn't alive? Would that just be killing someone?"
"Animals, plants and people are alive and transformations into them are generally divided into those three categories," Tamara launches into an explanation, "Things like dresses, chairs and curtains are not alive and transforming into is a non-living transformation as a result. As for staying alive when your body isn't capable of surviving on its own, the magic sustains you and keeps you alive. It is the same principles behind the magic that lets you survive without needing to eat, drink or sleep. The magic takes the place of those biological needs and keeps you alive. With a non-living transformation, there isn't any biological needs to replace, but otherwise, it works the same way."
"That makes sense," mutters Sapphire Squire, mapping out the magical theory in the her head and winces as she begins to think up spells that would let her do it, "I do hate the idea of it being done to me though."
"My feelings are similar," says Tamara, "I hate not being able to move or do anything so anything that leaves me inanimate is something that I can't stand. However, if I am able to move such as a doll or statue that retains mobility, I do not mind. How does that sound to you?"
"I'll pass," replies Sapphire Squire drily before something occurs to you, "I don't think I could just give up my humanity like that. Wait, have you ever...?"
"Three times it has happened to me," answers Tamara, giving her squire a wry smile, "First was when Mother turned me into her throne for a bit so I could see first hand what ruling was like without interrupting the court. Mother does that to all of her children as part of our education. Second was when Mother transformed someone into a dress and Moira commented she would like one of her own. As the next person that Mother saw, she transformed me into an identical dress for Moira and so I spent some time as part of my sister's wardrobe. The last time was back when I got knighted. Mother gave me Talatine as a reward for my success and swearing service to her, but in exchange for Torlyn, she wore me for the next year."
"Was Torlyn worth agreeing to that?" asks Sapphire Squire quietly.
"Definitely," answers Tamara without hesitation then actually hesitating before she continues, "Though saying that I agreed to it isn't accurate. Another aspect of my home that you should understand is that proper payment is more important that consent. So long as you pay your debts and don't overstep your position, you can do what you want to others. This basically means that if you don't go after a superior and give equivalent exchange for what you did, you don't need consent."
"That is utterly horrifying," whispers Sapphire Squire as she stares in shock at her mentor.
"I love my mother, but I cannot deny that she was a monster," says Tamara, "A monster who genuinely cared for me, but a monster nonetheless."
Now that is something that Sapphire Squire isn't able to relate to. Her parents have always been good people who loved her and James. The idea of having a monster in the family is alien to her and not something she has any experience with.
"I'm sorry," says Sapphire Squire, unsure of what else to say.
"It is not your fault," replies Tamara, "We would had this discussion sooner or later if only so that you know how to deal with any fae that you encounter. I hope I haven't scared you too much."
"I don't scare the easily," replies Sapphire Squire, "I'll be fine through I am glad that I don't need to sleep anymore. And as you say, I should learn this stuff as part of my magical education."
"I am glad to hear that," says Tamara, giving her squire a warm smile, "Since this hasn't unsettled you too much, would you mind I told you about my sister Moira some time? Of the people I left behind, she is the one I got on with the best and the one I miss the most."
"Is she the one that...that turned you into a dress?" asks Sapphire Squire with a cringe towards the end, "Oh that feels so weird to say."
"Technically it was my mother who did the deed and it was many centuries ago," says Tamara, "Even if she was responsible, much has happened since then to endear me to her and vice versa. Of all my family, Moira was the one that I cared for and loved the most."
"Tamara, if you want to talk to me about your sister at some point, I would be happy to listen to you," Sapphire Squire tells her mentor, "Do you want to do it now?"
"As much as I would like to, no," replies Tamara, "I should be getting back to work and you need time to digest what I just told you about my home and people. It is a pleasure to have you visit and I enjoyed your company. Feel free to finish the biscuits and juice before leaving."
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So this interlude is to try and give some perspective on fey society and how they differ to human society. I drew upon the stories of giving equal payments or paying appropriate respect combined with them being playful and not so playful tricksters.
I also used more horror-like stories of transformations, lack of consent, and inhumane payment to show that the fey are not only inhuman, but also not at all nice. Only the first two got included in the side story as I don't see Tamara bringing up stories of gouging out eyes and literally taking one's heart to her squire until Sapphire Squire is more used to what the fey are like or it become relevant.
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