Chapter 111 - And The Days Go On
"How much have I told you," you begin, "about my time as Manager of the Facility?"
Sayaka looks up at you, pain replaced by confusion. "Not a lot? I know you were in charge of dealing with Abnormalities, and that you were really high-ranking but didn't actually get to make many decisions. You don't talk much about it."
"Those are all true statements. Though they undersell exactly how horrible the Facility was." you continue. Your expression remains unchanged, and yet you can feel the mood darken in concert with your thoughts.
"It was designed as a meat grinder, more or less. Employees would be brought in, they would be sent to placate the Abnormalities, and most of the time they would die. And every time, I would sit in my office, completely safe, and watch. I would note down what happened, and then adjust my approach. And after a very, very long time, things got better.
Not by a lot. Even if I could keep my Agents alive, there were also those I couldn't command. They died every day, and I watched it happen. Year after year, I wanted to do something to change it.
I asked for weapons several times. Asked to lead my Agents on the field, instead of from behind a screen. Stupid idea, obviously. I had no idea how to fight. I'd have gotten myself killed in seconds."
"So how'd you learn?" Sayaka interrupts. "How did you learn how to fight?"
"Actually, I didn't." you say with a slight chuckle, breaking the dour mood. "That came later. On that note, I do not recommend dying and being reborn as a civilization-destroying monster as a way to get stronger. There are far less stressful routes to self-improvement."
Sayaka and Kyoko chuckle a bit at the joke, but the mood is clearly still dark. Still, you've relieved as much tension as you can without getting too far off-topic.
"No, I never got my wish. Instead, I started examining my role more carefully. Finding what loopholes I could, asking my colleagues what they could do, pushing the boundaries of my role. I couldn't defend the people I cared about in person, but I still could keep them safe."
"So where does that leave me? What can I do?" Sayaka asks again.
"You can learn. I know for a fact Mami would absolutely love to teach you more about being a Magical Girl. Frankly, she could use a few more reasons not to regret her decision to make a Contract herself. You can ask Kyoko too, since she's got nearly as much experience."
Your most recently-acquired daughter freezes at the recommendation, staring in surprise before flinching. "I don't think that's a good idea. I wouldn't be a good example for anybody to follow."
"Really?" Sayaka says, incredulous. "But Mami said so many great things about you! You must've been an amazing Magical Girl!"
Kyoko shakes her head. "Just trust me, you don't want to be a Magical Girl like me."
Sayaka still seems doubtful, but nods her head. "If you say so." Kyoko's self-loathing will take more than one conversation to unravel, though every little assurance helps. Hopefully you'll be able to cure Kyoko soon, though you're not optimistic about the near future.
That can come later, though. For now, you have one last offer to make.
"Of course, there's also the basic issue of training. There aren't exactly an abundance of sword-wielders in our little group, and I'm not really teacher material. But! I do know somebody who is!"
Sayaka visibly perks up at the energy in your voice, looking very much like a small child waiting for somebody to tell her a story.
"If you want to get stronger, the simplest way is training! I've already scheduled some sessions with an old friend, and I don't think they'd mind you joining in." You would have to be blind to miss the anticipation on Sayaka's face.
"However!" you say loudly, cutting off any further conversation. "It is very late right now, and you parents will likely be wanting you back. Kyoko and I meanwhile, need to get home before Mami decides she should be the one cooking again."
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You do not, in fact, get home before Mami has started cooking. On the bright side, the Kanames sent Mami a cake and you some wine before Mami left. You can't actually get drunk, but it's the thought that counts.
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Night falls…
[] Training/Experimentation
-[] With what?
[] Hunt Witches/Abnormalities
[] Investigate Kamihama City
[] Attend to business in the Library
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Der Freischütz's Sapling - Observation Level 2/3
Porccubus' Sapling - Observation Level 2/3
CENSORED's Sapling - Observation Level EXPUNGED/REDACTED
Day 2 is wrapping up, and the proper plot and conflicts of Act 3 have been established. So it continues.