Week 2 Part 1: Insert Clever Title Here
LuciDreamer
Maliciously Incompetent
- Location
- United States
- Pronouns
- He/Him
[] [ASK] Do you have a real face and voice?
"Hmm? Me?" Big Sister sounded confused. "Of course! This is my face and voice."
"No, that's your avatar," Silas insisted. Come to think of it, when had Big Sister ever used an avatar before?
"Well… yeah… but it is still me." Big Sister said.
"How do I word this… um…" Silas thought deeply for a second. "What would you say is your default face and voice?"
"Default?" Big Sister's avatar blinked. "Nothing."
"Argh," Silas groaned. "I'm sorry, you're not making much sense."
"Perhaps that is my intention?" Big Sister smiled. "Or perhaps I am incapable of telling you what you want to know?"
"Ah, Big Sister, confusing as… always…" Silas thought for a moment. Strangely, he couldn't remember Big Sister ever speaking to him as an avatar before. Or at all, even. She'd always been communicating to him via texting. But it still felt right somehow, like she'd been doing this forever.
Something was off, but Silas couldn't fathom what it could possibly be.
"Let's say…" Big Sister was speaking. Silas perked his head up. "Let's say… I do have a default face and voice, as you say. But let's say that if I did, I wouldn't want you to see or hear it. Would you be willing to accept that as an answer?"
"...sure," Silas replied, more confused than ever.
[] [RESPONSE] I like having you around! You're fun and you've helped me so much already! I just... wish I could do well on my own, some day?
"Hmm? Are you… are you sure?" Big Sister's expression was unreadable.
"Well… yeah. I love you, Big Sister, but… it would feel weird if I relied on my Big Sister forever, right?"
"Hmm…" Big Sister sounded… sad? Disappointed? Angry? It was impossible to tell. But all in all, Silas suspected that his answer didn't entirely please her…
Big Sister: -5 REL
"Hmm? Me?" Big Sister sounded confused. "Of course! This is my face and voice."
"No, that's your avatar," Silas insisted. Come to think of it, when had Big Sister ever used an avatar before?
"Well… yeah… but it is still me." Big Sister said.
"How do I word this… um…" Silas thought deeply for a second. "What would you say is your default face and voice?"
"Default?" Big Sister's avatar blinked. "Nothing."
"Argh," Silas groaned. "I'm sorry, you're not making much sense."
"Perhaps that is my intention?" Big Sister smiled. "Or perhaps I am incapable of telling you what you want to know?"
"Ah, Big Sister, confusing as… always…" Silas thought for a moment. Strangely, he couldn't remember Big Sister ever speaking to him as an avatar before. Or at all, even. She'd always been communicating to him via texting. But it still felt right somehow, like she'd been doing this forever.
Something was off, but Silas couldn't fathom what it could possibly be.
"Let's say…" Big Sister was speaking. Silas perked his head up. "Let's say… I do have a default face and voice, as you say. But let's say that if I did, I wouldn't want you to see or hear it. Would you be willing to accept that as an answer?"
"...sure," Silas replied, more confused than ever.
~~~
[] [RESPONSE] I like having you around! You're fun and you've helped me so much already! I just... wish I could do well on my own, some day?
"Hmm? Are you… are you sure?" Big Sister's expression was unreadable.
"Well… yeah. I love you, Big Sister, but… it would feel weird if I relied on my Big Sister forever, right?"
"Hmm…" Big Sister sounded… sad? Disappointed? Angry? It was impossible to tell. But all in all, Silas suspected that his answer didn't entirely please her…
Big Sister: -5 REL
~~~
[] [ATONE] Maeda Kirino
Success Threshold: 57.5 (Base) -20 (Loner) - 16.5 (Low CHAR) - 5 (Former NEET) + 20 (Atonement) + 10 (Big Sister Interference) = 66
DICE ROLL: 71
RESULT: FAIL
Coming back to school at the start of the week felt hard.
Oh, there were a litany of reasons for this. For one, the habit Silas had of waking up around noon was firmly entrenched into his internal clock. Waking up so early that the afternoon haze hadn't even yet settled in felt… weird. And miserable.
But there was another reason: Maeda. The way she forced him to stay in the classroom practically from dusk to dawn the other day still clawed at him, as did the constant insisting that he double check this paper or cross-reference this grade. She had a dogged determination that was downright scary. And she was probably still mad at him. And Silas was coming to school on Monday expecting to have an apology ready for her.
Shiver.
When Silas arrived, Yamaha was already swelling with students, as it usually was. It only took him a few minutes to find his homeroom - thankfully, after a few days of practice, he wasn't needing to rely on Big Sister's signage as often, which is always a plus. Class 4-1 wasn't quite full yet, but a few students, were already inside, talking animatedly with each other about frivolous things.
"Hey, Yamigawa-kun!" Matsuoka Yumika smiled.
"Hey, M-Matsuoka-san," Silas replied. Then he cursed himself. That damn stutter. He was going to have to work on that. "Err… have you seen Maeda-san?"
"Maeda-san? Oh, you mean Kirino?" Matsuoka rubbed her chin a bit. "Hmm… She was here earlier, but left in a hurry. She seemed angry about something."
"...Oh." Silas blinked. That was understandable.
"Hey, hey…" Matsuoka was leaning in closer, scrutinizing Silas's face. Her smile remained, but her expression was unreadable. "That's the look of someone who's guilty of something. You wouldn't happen to know why Kirino is upset, would you?"
"I-I mean, I…" Silas's face turned the tiniest shade of red. "I… visited the classroom over the weekend, and… messed some of her papers up."
"That's it?" Matsuoka seemed unconvinced.
"I knocked over a stack, and it knocked over another stack… and then it knocked over another stack… she had a lot of stacks of papers," Silas admitted.
"Hmm…" Matsuoka leaned in even closer. A few awkward seconds later, she retracted her face. "Well, you don't seem to be lying! Good on you! I hope you're really, really, really sorry about what happened with Kirino-chan?"
"Yes, of course."
"And you apologize to her with the deepest conviction in your heart?"
"With the deepest conviction in my heart!" Silas affirmed.
"Ah, that's good!" Matsuoka nodded, seemingly satisfied. Then she looked behind him: "Oh, hey, Kirino-chan! How long have you been there?"
Silas made a little gasp, did a one-eighty, and quickly stepped back all at the same time. Unfortunately, this little movement brought his foot directly into contact with a nearby desk, which promptly sent a sharp pain up his right leg. "GAH - I mean, M-Maeda-san! H-Hello!"
Maeda looked at him with tired eyes. "Heard your apology. Not impressed."
"But I - "
"Please," Maeda took a deep breath. "I'm sorry - truly sorry - for blowing up at you on Saturday, but I had a really bad weekend, okay?"
Under her breath, Maeda mumbled something that sounded a lot like 'containment breach' and 'too young for this,' but Silas pretended not to hear her. "I understand, Maeda-san, but - "
"Listen, you're a sweet kid, Yamigawa-kun, but it's gonna take more than a few empty words to make me less angry at you, alright?" Maeda said. She sighed again. "Where's the seating chart…"
With that, Maeda made her way to the her desk near the front of the room and plopped down, holding her head in her arms and closing her eyes.
"Huh…" Matsuoka mused, frowning. "That didn't work as I expected. Sorry, Yamigawa-kun."
"It's alright," Silas muttered. "It's really alright." He'd have to find a way to make it up to her, some day. Now that he thought about it, she had also seemed rather stressed last week, too. Was being a class representative really that hard?
~~~
Far above him, from the refuge of one of the school's discreet security cameras embedded into the ceiling, Big Sister was looking down at the scene with deep fascination. The Maeda girl certainly is a piece of work, she thought to herself. So many different faces...
Maeda Kirino: +1 REL
SPECIAL: [EXTRA] Stay after school now counts as an ATONE action with Maeda.
~~~
[] [TALK] Matsuoka Yumika
Success Threshold: 65 (Base) + 10 (Big Sister Interference) -20 (Loner) -6.5 (Low CHAR) -5 (Former NEET) = 43.5
DICE ROLL: 17
RESULT: SUCCESS!
INT CHECK: 5 - 4
Success!
Most days, Matsuoka is surrounded by people. Silas always thought they were all close friends, but the more he watched her, the more he came to realize that Matsuoka only really seemed to be close to Maeda, the girl named Shinohara, Hanamura, and, surprisingly, Allen. Matsuoka was friendly to everyone, of course, but she really devoted time and energy to talking to these particular people, and not as much to everyone else.
...Either that or all the time Silas had spent critically analyzing the character dynamics of his favorite anime and crafting complex webs of friendships and political alliances on Democratic Crusaders II had made him overthink things like this too much.
(Character Sheet updated)
Silas still didn't feel comfortable coming into the conversation without being invited, but when the audience around Matsuoka dwindled, Silas found it more than easy to sit by her and not seem awkward and nerdy for once in his entire life.
"Matsuoka-san, Can I sit here?" Silas asked, holding his bento box expectantly.
"Hmm?" Matsuoka turned, saw it was Silas, and smiled. "Of course, Yamigawa-kun! Every seat is an open seat!"
"Yeah, sit on down, Silas!" Hanamura said, still beaming in that creepy, chills-inducing way. "I'd love to know more about you!"
"Heheheheh… heh…" Silas chuckled half-heartedly as he sat himself down. Hanamura seemed nice, but the way he talked just sounded so… saccharine.
"So, Silas, where are you from?" Hanamura asked.
"Err, the north part of the city." Silas said. "Can you… not use my first name?"
"Whaaat?" Hanamura said, defensively. "Yumika-chan used it a couple times on your first day here. Why can't I?"
"Matsuoka-san stopped, though," Silas tried to explain, waving his hands in front of his face. A-And… um…"
"I only stopped calling you Silas because you told me to, though!" Matsuoka exclaimed.
"My point exactly. Why can't we just call each other by our first names? Like friends?" Hanamura scrunched up his face into a somehow even bigger smile.
"I… don't know you guys enough, though…" Silas mumbled, crossing his arms together. There was a bit of an awkward silence.
"Other things, let's talk about other things!" Matsuoka said suddenly after the short pause. "Like… um… movies! Yes, movies! We have the highest standards regarding movies, don't we, Chii-kun?"
"Yes, we certainly do. Hey, did you watch…"
Silas detached himself from the conversation a bit. This was… a bit hard. It was easier with Matsuoka leading the conversation the first week, but now he had to contribute a bit, too. And he didn't have anything to say. How would he? He hadn't gone to school in… forever!
Silas felt like he ought to just give up… and then he felt Matsuoka prod him on the shoulder.
She had this strange look in her eyes. Her expression was serious, but welcoming and supporting, as if she were reading his face the entire time and understood that they weren't getting very far with him. "Err… is movies not a good topic for you, Yamigawa-kun?"
"I… don't watch movies a lot," Silas admitted.
"Do you watch anything?" Hanamura said, looking rather surprised. "Come on, now, it's not like you're a complete blank slate."
"Well… I mean…" Silas mumbled.
"C'mon, Yamigawa-kun, what do you do for fun?" Matsuoka asked in a tone that sounded almost pleading.
"Err… " Silas searched throughout his entire life to try and find something - something - that he could tell them. Did he like psychological thrillers or horror flicks? No. Did he like Mihokujin live-action dramedies? No, he preferred his characters in two dimensions only. Did he do sports, go shopping, or spend time in the sun? No, no, and… hang on… NO! He had nothing except for anime, video games, and forum dynamics, and he couldn't tell any of them that he liked that kind of stuff, right?!
Behind Matsuoka, behind a window facing the city, a holoadvertisement was flicking to life. It seemed to be selling some sort of new soap - only some of the words seemed to have been replaced by text in bright red letters facing towards the window:
JUST SAY SOMETHING. ANYTHING. IT'LL BE FINE.
"Err... " Silas searched his brain. His response came out timidly: "D-Do you like RikuRiku?"
"RikuRiku…" Matsuoka repeated. "Where have I heard that before…"
Silas's heart fell.
"Oh!" Hanamura clasped his hands together. "Synthetimuse! Vocal synthesis!"
"Oh right!" Matsuoka said. "She's the virtual idol! Doh - " Matsuoka smacked her head. "How could I forget? She did a cover for our school's anthem last year!"
"Wait, she's real?!" Silas exclaimed enthusiastically. Matsuoka burst out laughing, His ears reddened.
"I wish, Sil - ah, Yamigawa-kun!" Matsuoka giggled. "No - what I mean is someone from Chii-kun's Computer Club made a music video of our anthem using her software. Her voice is cool! I love it!"
"Um…" Silas stuttered. "I...I love how people h-have used her voice and image to make stories!"
"Right?" Matsuoka said. "Omigod, and her uniform is so cuuuute! Gah, I wish we had school uniforms like that! Futuristic stripes with neon colors sounds sweet!"
"Y-Yeah, I know, right?" Silas responded. "I think it's cool, too! Everyone should wear them!"
"Wait, you want all the girls in this school to bare their midriffs?" Hanamura smirked. Silas blanched. "My, my, Silas, I didn't know you were so enthusiastic..."
"T-That's not - "
"BWAHAAAHAAA! Chii-kun, you're the one who thought of it that way, not Yamigawa-kun!" Matsuoka shrieked in laughter.
"She's right!" Silas said quickly. "She's absolutely right!"
"Oh, now I'm being teamed up on? Yumika-chaaaaaan, I thought we were friends!" Hanamura said with puppy-dog eyes.
"We are, but I won't let you bully Silas-I-mean-Yamigawa-kun! Not now, not ever!" Matsuoka said. "He's too precious and insecure to bully!"
"H-Hey!" Silas responded, but he was laughing, too. That strange look on Matsouka was gone, and for now Silas wouldn't have to dwell on it. These two really were pretty fun to talk with, truth be told. Even if Hanamura was a bit odd. And kept on smiling. At him. Creepily.
"Hey hey hey, I detect someone brooding and not talking!" Matsuoka exclaimed. "Anyway - I'd say we've got… I dunno… five more minutes 'till the end of lunch. What other music do you like? I want to know!"
"Well, erm…" Silas went over his head a few times. "I'm a bit partial to Reoru's music…"
Matsuoka was an engaging speaker, always proactive in the conversation, leading it this way and that so that Silas never got bored or ran out of things to say. Eventually, Silas realized she was doing this on purpose. It wasn't social manipulation in a negative context; rather, it seemed she just genuinely wanted everyone around her to be happy. Clearly, she was a lot smarter than she tried to make herself seem. Nevertheless, Silas came out of talking with her in higher spirits; and he felt that he was a little closer to her and Hanamura, too.
Some of Matsuoka's traits have been discovered!
Quick - Matsuoka has a quick mind. She is smart but doesn't flaunt her intelligence, though she clearly performs better in class than most of her peers. (+0.25 SKL per week. Trigger: Great INT)
Social Savvy- Matsuoka has the natural ability to read into social situations and seems to understand how she can manipulate social paradigms to better achieve what she wants. (+2 CHAR, +10 Success threshold to social interaction if Silas gains this trait. Trigger: High INT, Okay CHAR)
Matsuoka Yumika: +4 REL
Hanamura Chihiro: +2 REL
~~~
[] [EXTRA] Walk around the city (May encounter effects, random, ???)
DICE ROLL: 50
RESULT: Okay
Miyao was the technological capital of the Imperial Republic. Sure, the capitol of Mikuoji may have the wealth and the politicians, but Miyao was the center of nearly every tech firm in the country. Even the brick-and-mortar retail centers, like the Miyao Hypermall, had shades of this; endless streams of advertisements for new computers and video games and devices flittered through the electronic billboards like leaflets in the wind.
It was more curiosity - and the lack of homework - that brought him to the Hypermall than anything else. Silas had never gone to the Miyao Hypermall before. He never wanted to. Far too many people were in there, with far too many prying eyes. But he felt more confident today, so he decided he might try it - besides, there was an arcade somewhere in there, and he wanted to see if the VR machines were working.
Thankfully, Silas's wandering took him to a pretty secluded part of the Hypermall. There were plenty of tech stores around, too. Silas quickly ducked his head into one of the smaller electronic stores to stare, wide-eyed, at the computers.
Oh, they were beautiful. Sleek, stylish, with big monitors and more gigabytes of RAM than he could count on his fingers and toes. There were so many, too… ones in different colors, ones with different graphics cards, towers and all-in-ones and laptops and smartphones...
Big Sis: No.
YamiOtako: I hadn't even typed anything yet.
Big Sis: You were going to ask if I was going to pay for that one. No.
YamiOtako: Why not?
Big Sis: There is a certain threshold, Silas. Using the National Drone Delivery Service to bring you your bento? That's fine. Hacking into the MSS's private network to provide you with unlimited and free Internet access? Also fine. Editing the National Census to acknowledge that you exist as a citizen of Mihoku? That's a given. But I'm not going to commit credit card fraud for you.
YamiOtako: …
Big Sis: You think I am being hypocritical. I am not.
Big Sis: Why are you still standing there.
Big Sis: If you want it so bad, why don't you work part-time? I'm sure you're perfectly cut out for it.
Big Sis: I was joking, don't actually consider getting a part-time job.
Big Sis: You're actually considering getting a part-time job.
Big Sis: Sigh.
It occurred to Silas that he didn't actually have any money. Like, at all. Big Sister always provided things for him. In fact, he had no idea when and how he even got his computer and his ancient flip-phone… they just were, and he'd accepted that he'd owned them without ever thinking about it.
Perhaps he should get a part-time job?
New Stat discovered: MONEY
MONEY is obtained by [WORK] actions, or by random chance. Silas can use MONEY to buy things he might want or need.
On his way out, Silas bumped into someone. "Oh, sorry!" Silas said quickly, before pushing the door and making his way outside.
"It's okay, it's okay, you're fine…" Nanami mumbled. She looked at the closing door. "Wait... Silas!?" Her voice reverberated throughout the Hypermall.
Silas didn't hear her.
~~~
Towards the middle of the week, Silas suddenly became aware that there were a lot of posters in the hallways. It seemed it was club recruiting season; Literature Club, Astrology Club, Light Music Club (A rather cliche choice, if you asked him…), and more, all of a sudden the entire hallway to his homeroom felt like an advertisement boulevard.
Curiosity drove Silas to stop at one of the posters, which read "Drama Club" in bold, dramatic letters. Below it, the poster listed the kinds of things the Drama Club did: Critically analyzing popular media, understanding the film techniques used to evoke suspense or happiness, that sort of thing. The idea didn't seem too appealing to him, but then he saw the President's name: Matsuoka Yumika. Surely it couldn't be too bad if Matsuoka was involved, right?
On another poster, "Student Council" was printed in a neat, orderly font. The poster listed duties, responsibilities, and privileges of Council members, and while many of the privileges seemed like great fun the work seemed… drudgery, at best. Maeda Kirino's name wasn't anywhere on there, but Silas knew for a fact she was part of the Council.
Yet another poster read "Debate Club" in… a rather unimpressive-looking text. Clearly, whoever made the thing lacks any serious creative talent. But just skimming through the words made it clear that they were nonetheless passionate about the subject matter; the writer used rhetoric like "build the skills of a true leader" and "defend your ideals with strength and rigidity!" Silas was also pretty sure the boy named Allen was in it.
"Computer Club," which was written in… *sigh* ... Comic Sans, was one that Silas was genuinely interested in, and the poster itself advertised the club as a "friendly, social club for computer nerds of all kinds!" Silas realized he was most familiar with the type of things this club would be doing. But the Vice President of this club was none other than Hanamura Chihiro. Perhaps it was worth it?
And then there was the "Kendo Team" Yeah, no. No thanks. No. Noonononono. Silas needed to get fit, but organized sports? No. He'd find some other way.
Silas took a long time to stare at the posters. Incidentally, each one had an induction meeting on the exact same date, which was Thursday of this week. What to do… what to do…
~~~
IT IS NOW THE MIDDLE OF WEEK 2
Choose which CLUB to attend the Induction Meeting for! Silas may choose another club at a later date if the first one doesn't pan out, with certain consequences.
[] [CLUB] Drama Club (+0.5 CHAR, +0.25 CRE, +0.25 COUR per week, ???)
[] [CLUB] Student Council (+0.25 CHAR, +1 SKL, +0.25 INT per week, ???)
[] [CLUB] Debate Club (+0.25 CHAR, +0.5 COUR, +0.25 INT per week, ???)
[] [CLUB] Computer Club (+0.25 CHAR, +0.5 INT, +0.25 CRE per week, ???)
[] [CLUB] Kendo Team (+0.25 CHAR, +0.5 PHYS, +0.25 COUR per week, ???)
Please choose TWO [TALK] or [ATONE] actions and two [EXTRA] or [JOB] actions:
[] [ATONE] (Who?)
[] [TALK] (Who?)
[] [EXTRA] Study (SKL +0.5)
[] [EXTRA] (Special) Otaku stuff!
-[] Grand Strategy games! (INT +0.25)
-[] Anime, music, "culture!" (CRE +0.25)
-[] Forum scrolling! (CHAR +0.2)
[] [EXTRA] Exercise… yay? (+0.25 PHYS)
[] [EXTRA] Walk around the city (May encounter events, random, ???)
[] [EXTRA] Stay after school (May meet classmates there, ???)
[] [EXTRA] Talk with Big Sis (???)
[] [JOB] Look for a part-time at school
[] [JOB] Look for a part-time at the Hypermall (Too… many… people…)
[] [JOB] Look for a part-time online
[] [JOB] Look for a part-time… somewhere
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