Heptifili Pyresmelt - Interlude: Nascent Nightmares
- Pronouns
- He/Him
Nascent Nightmares
Error! Error! Possible Non-Canonical Contaminate Approaching!
Trigger Warning: Forced against will (non-sexual) and Gore. I wasn't intending to get as graphic, but thought it helped the dreadful situation.
Ai was immobilized with fear; sitting there in her great grandfather's glorious throne room. She didn't worry that the throne room looked like a dining hall, she loathed it all the same. He said that only family was important enough to attend him here and so she, her sisters, her brother, her cousins, aunts, uncles, and distant family relations all sat in immobilizing fear at the enormous dining table in Kinslayer's throne room.
Said demon sat at the head of the table "leading the family discussion" she thought bitterly as he casually savored one of her mother's toes, languorously licking his granddaughter's blood off his finger; he always started with the feet. She wished she could at least reach over and hug her younger, and last remaining, brother to her chest and try to calm him and dry his tears since her Reviled Elder thought weakness of spirit ruined the flavor of his progeny's flesh.
She'd learned first hand that he could cause mind breaking pain without injuring the body. Unlike her oldest brother and sister who tried to take the blame for younger siblings, she never stood up or the younger ones because her fear out weighed her love for them; seeing her braver older siblings being broken and eaten before in a riot of carnage when Reviled Elder lost his temper over their "righteousness". It was little consolation that he hadn't ravaged a family member in more than 50 years.
So, as much as Ai's heart broke when little Hua'er couldn't fight the tears of grief at seeing their mother laid out on Kinslayer's feasting table, her fear and self loathing at the fear held her back. She did her best to disassociate herself from the here and now by staring straight ahead over the shoulder of her granduncle (half brother of her grandparents), who was younger than her.
Adrenaline spiked as she noticed the conversation had come to a frightening silence. Everyone was staring at her! Then her mother turned her head, agony written on her features as she spoke in most controlled tone she used when things were dire but she didn't want Ai to fear, "Ai'er dear, your Honored Elder … asked you … a question. Apologize … to him for being … for being … absent minded dear one."
Shit! Don't cry! Don't lose it! Don't end up on the table … next to … STOP! Do your manners and don't throw up! Ai thought wildly. She stumbled her way through her abject apologies, which she truthfully meant. The embarrassment over fumbling the forms didn't even register over the fear.
"You're forgiven young Ai'er," the Reviled Elder magnanimously intoned. "I simply asked if you if you would care for some refreshment?" he asked, holding up a goblet. Her thoughts spun wildly to figure out what he was talking about. He never offers anyone anything. We sit here for hours while he eats and there's no food … !!! In the goblet … that's …
Barely preventing herself from vomiting, Ai apologized again, "Mighty Elder, I couldn't possibly … interrupt yourself during your most valued time."
"And I realize the great honor I'm doing you little Ai'er, so please drink up," he offered, the cup directly in front of her now, his unnatural speed unnerving her now that it was directed at her for the first time ever. As she started to make poor excuses, her head was thrown back and hot thick liquid poured into her mouth and throat. Her coughs and struggling gagging splashed some of the blood on her face and her nostrils burned with the scent of it as most of it forced it's way slimyly down her ineffectively resisting throat.
The Reviled Elder started to say something and was interrupted by Ai's stomach revolting at the leaden lump inside of her. When she'd finished vomiting on the table, he made an annoyed sound and then forced her to eat her own vomit! If she'd thought the blood was awful, this was magnitudes worse! As her stomach started to rebel again, he laughed at her and forced her to hold it in.
With a chuckle, he offered her one of his fingers. "And now an appetizer, young Ai'er?"
In confusion and ingrained terror, she jerked back from him. He calmly offered her his pinkie finger. When she continued to be stricken with indecision and fear, he sighed and placed it in her trembling hand. He then casually placed a hand on Huaban's, her younger brother, throat. "Eat it." he said calmly, with a blatant threat behind it.
It wasn't sausage like she was expecting; it had the more solid texture of shrimp. She was And as much as she wanted to gag on it, she was surprised she could even chew a cultivator's finger. When she got to the bone, she thought her teeth might break, but it actress more like a hard candy. It took long enough that the disgust and fear turned to embarrassment to be making sucking noises in front of her whole family. It sounded so lewd and her mother was right there!
"Very good," he smiled at her, offering her another digit. She took this with a very wary hand and slowly placed it in her mouth, watching and waiting for the backhand blow she knew she had no chance of avoiding. Instead he watched with a weird patronizing smile on his face the entire time she fearfully ate his own finger.
"And the next," he said to her. "And this time savor it. Feel the juices in your mouth, the texture of the flesh, and feel for the Qi. By now you'll be able to sense it. Feel for its taste and texture just like normal food. When you can sense that, you'll start to see that it's better than sweets or wine or any other of your favorite dishes. Even when you taste someone, this will still be the best of Qi you'll ever have."
Ai was only half listening to him talk about the importance of Qi in the body and she knew he was giving her the secrets of cultivation, but she'd found the secret of the Qi and it just tasted so good! It was sugar, sweets, her favorite fish, grandfather's hand made buns, and all of her other foods all rolled into one, yet even more scrumptious. She happily ate and made the disgusting sucking noises to get the bones down as fast as possible.
She was halted as she'd bitten into his thumb of her own accord! A fearful spike of adrenaline shot through her, but he continued smiling. This smile was less patronizing to a child and now more condescending to someone he was debating with. "While you enjoy my thumb, listen well to my words on Blood. Alter Lord is an ass and doesn't understand the true nature of what we do."
She didn't know anyone named Alter Lord. But she did? But if he let her keep nibbling on his thumb if she listened, she would pay more attention for the chance at the delicious taste of him! "It is labeled Bloodpath by heaven itself. He is a fool to ignore the implications! It is why I'm the strongest of his disciples, as much as he ignores my genius, but I cultivate and consume in iterations of my own Blood!" He announces with a sweeping gesture at her many relatives; not that she cares what they think as she latches onto his wrist with both hands so that she can finish eating the last part of his thumb!
Having finished all of his fingers on that hand, she looked hungrily up at him, daring to think that she'd keep going even if he told her to stop. Instead he gave a simple nod of consent for her to continue. She tore at him, relishing and consuming. It took her hours but each deliciously savored moment was gone faster than the next and soon she just gulped him down, crunching bone and tearing flesh as fast as possible to fuel more of the rush of power and pleasure.
When only his head remained, he smiled cruelly at her. Any fear she had of him was gone as she was drunk with the power he'd given her. "You cursed me once, but now that you can feel my teaching to your core, you know I'm right! You can feel the power of my Righteous Truth! You can …" And he finally shut up when she swallowed his entire head into her gullet.
"Now look at the feast before you on the table," he mockingly teased her from inside her belly. She looked and he'd been stupid enough to leave an even better feast lying on the table for her! The gluttonous assholes had taken some of it, but it was hers now and it was all hers!
"Ai'er, You've become Honored Hu Ai now …" her mother trailed off seeing the look in her daughter's eyes and opened her mouth to scream!
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Hu Ai woke up out of her meditation trance screaming and covered in debris and stone dust. The cave she'd been cultivating in, annihilated by her nascent strength. Flailing into the air, she got hold of herself while a cold rain blew down around her. She was numb, not from the cold rain or mountain height which didn't bother her anymore but from the desire she'd felt in the … dream. The hunger, the desire, it was always there whispering, prodding, demanding. Demanding, often in Kinslayer's voice, that she become a monster just like him. And she was slowly losing the fight. She kept it to direct fights and the worst people in the Sect, but it grew louder as she grew stronger. Don't dwell on it. Take it one day at a time.
She didn't sleep anymore, but when she meditated her mind would occasionally wander into dreams. Something ((Old Cannibal. What does she call him? Teacher?)) punished her for, though lightly for him since he admitted she needed a lot of training being the youngest Nascent Soul ever. Poison woman had offered her something for that. Even though Old Cannibal had confirmed that it wasn't poison, she couldn't trust anyone here and she lived with the nightmares rather than take something from someone when there were an infinite number of ways, all of them she knew nothing about, to hurt by someone with a gift.
Curse Heaven she hated her life! She still lived in fear, she was so inept compared to her "peers", and even ((Old Cannibal. What does she call him? Teacher?)) saying she was by far the best student, she always had to be looking two and three layers deep with what he did and said with her because being the best student meant that he wanted to impart over a thousand years of malicious cunning into every lesson! The pain and especially the fear would never end!
No. No. This was infinitely better. She was still scared, living with horrible monsters, and there wasn't even the small solace of family, but she had power now. Even if it was a small fraction, she'd learn and grow strong enough to smite anyone that threatened her family, including and especially Heaven.
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Already found some mistakes! I beg your forgiveness!
I made this because Hu Ai seems to be the least invested in Bloodpath, for Bloodbath sake. She's been in awful condition her whole life and if living meant becoming an "evil" cultivator without any true understanding of what it does, doesn't make her as bad as the rest of them. Especially since we have the excerpt about her doing her best to avoid the desire the Bloodpath pushes on her.
She hits me as a possible vampire protagonist.
And this omake doesn't make her my Good Seed in any sense, but I felt inspired to write it and felt that if nothing else could show a possible person behind the horror like Occipitallobe has down so well with so many other characters.