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Gestalt
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[X] You really wish you hadn't.
You very nearly vomit your dinner. Your weapon clatters to the ground as you bring your gloved hand to your fave, covering your mouth and pinching your nose to block out the smell, but even the mere
memory of it is enough to send your stomach twisting, to say nothing of the sight. The locker is full of used pads and tampons and other things you don't recognize and don't
want to.
<<
WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH!!>>
While it's not terribly good manners to shout over telepathy, especially at these hours, at this moment you couldn't give less of a damn. What the
fuck. What in the name of all that is good and holy is
this. This is horrible. This is
disgusting. This is, utterly,
utterly awful and you hunt
nightmare monsters for a living!
Who does this? Who the
fuck does this?! How sick in the head do you have to be to do this? What malfunction do you need in the brain to stomach through the
effort it would take to pull it off?
You stagger away from
The Locker and retch. The fight to keep your dinner inside you is successful only because you remember you can turn off your sense of smell.
<<ARGH!>>
<<Rachel? Rachel?>>
<<What did I
say about screaming in other people's heads!?>>
<<Earth to Rachel? Hello?>>
<<Fuck off!>>
<<No,
you fuck off!>>
<<...>>
<<I wasn't talking to
you, you Seed-pinching bi->>
<<
QUIET!!>> It shouldn't be possible, but you swear you can feel Sarah's voice bouce around your skull. She has the decency to sould a
little sheepish over the link. <<Anyways, Rachel? You there?>>
Deep brea-
Shallow breaths! Very tiny shallow breaths!
<<I'm here,>> you answer, <<I found what they were doing, it's...>> Your eyes are drawn to
The Locker again and you shudder, <<It's awful. It's
disgusting.>>
<<What is?>> Sarah asks.
You tell them. Anna and Andrea's skepticism is neatly shut down by Kyuubey, who "helpfully" confirms what you're looking at --you still snap a picture of
The Locker with your phone before shutting the door and locking it. You can
feel the revulsion through the telepathic link from the two girls. The incredulousness. Even with the Faustian Fluffball backing you up, they still have a hard time believing it.
The only thing you get from Sarah is one question.
<<What locker is it?>> After you rattle off the number, there's a small pause, and then:
<<Oh...>>
<<What do you mean, 'Oh'?>>
Silence.
<<... Sarah? Sarah? You there?>>
You try a few more times, and never get another peep from her. Eventually, you stop trying.
And now, there's the question of... well, what do you
do? You'd --repeatedly-- said that you wouldn't get involved in shenanigans at a school you don't even go to. This has nothing to do with you.
You stare at
The Locker. The slurs and abuse scawled and scratched all over the metal surface.
Ugly.
Bitch.
The ugliest girl in school.
Why are you still here?
Die!
Freak
Why don't you just die?
You make a decision.
The lockers are small, and attatched to some sort of rack by a few bolts, and the rack itself is anchored to the wall. You force your fingers between
The Locker and its neighbors, the thin sheet metal bending easily at your efforts. The smart thing would be to get some supplies from the janitor's closet and clean out the locker that way, but that requires some subtlety your're not in the mood for.
No, what you're in the mood for is brute force, collateral damage, and putting the fear of God into those
animals. You want them to
know. Know that
someone saw what they did. And that that someone is
really, really pissed off.
Your hands make handholds in the metal, and the cheap, tiny bolts holding it in the rack snap when you tear the entire, offending thing from its place. The lockers to either side are far from unscathed, but it would take some rather drastic revelations for you to care less about them.
Growling, you make another handhold in the top front edge of
The Locker and drag it behind you. You know
exactly where to get rid of this...
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Your first Witch of the night gets an unwelcome surprise by having a school locker thrown into its two-dimensional, sketch-drawing, ink-spewing excuse for a face. With that out of the way, the hunt begins in earnest.
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The morning seems a little brighter. The more cynical part of you suspects that it's all in your head, but you choose to believe that, today, the sun decided to shine a little more on Brockton Bay.
You don't quite float down the stairs to the kitchen on a cloud, but between successfuly getting rid of
The Locker, a clean, shining Soul Gem and three new Grief Seeds, there's no hiding your good mood. You don't even give your brother the usual stink-eye when his back is turned, making breakfast for the two of you and mom. He's already dressed for work; crisp white shirt and kahki pants and semi-formal shoes. He works at an accounting firm somewhere downtown; a junior position, but he's said that his bosses think he shows promise.
You
almost forget that he's a Nazi. And that some of that 'promise' has as much to do with him sharing your blonde, light-skinned, blue-eyed look as it does hard work. But you can pretend to forget for a little while, and the beam you give him when he ruffles your hair is genuine. Breakfast is pancakes with whipped cream and, in your case, an
excessive amount of maple syrup. The two of you eat in silence.
For five minutes.
"... Rachel?"
"Mmhmm?" you mumble around a mouthful. You glance up at him and then do a double-take. Your brother doesn't often look worried about things, at least, not where he thinks you can see him, so seeing that expression on him --lips pursed, eyes not quite meeting yours-- immediately sends your mood down a few notches.
You swallow, and then ask the obvious. "What's wrong?"
It takes a moment for him to answer. He sighs, runs both hands back through his hair, and you can see the moment he decides to be direct.
"I got an e-mail from Clarendon last week; they're not letting you come back after winter break."
Your fork clatters to the table. "
WHAT?!" you screech, and then wince when your brother shushes you, a meaningful look towards the stairs. "What?!" you repeat, voice a little lower now, "That's...!"
Deep breaths, Rachel. Big, deep breaths!
"They can't do that!" you hiss, "That's bullshit! My grades are... they're not the
best, but they're good!"
"I know," your brother reassures you, "And it's not that, it's..." He sighs, again. "Rachel, what did I tell you about getting into fights?"
And then everything clicks into place. "Oh."
"Yes, 'Oh'," your brother says, voice neutral. He takes out a folded sheet of paper from his shirt pocket, unfolds it, and lays it flat on the table, facing you. You don't need to read it.
Received several complaints from parents involving altercations between their children and Rachel...
...extremely agressive...
... we try to encourage more peaceful ways of resolving conflict...
...has been warned several times...
"Oh," you say, again, sinking into your seat. Everything seems to be still for you, even though a tiny part of your crystaline soul rages at the unfairness of it all.
You never started fights. You
ended them.
"... I'm sorry," you say. It doesn't feel nearly enough to even begin to cover how badly you fucked up.
Your brother looks at you with sympathy, and you think you can detect a trace amount of
guilt. "I know you mean well," he says, "But... well, not everyone will see it that way, sadly."
The comparison is obvious, and it takes all your willpower not to give your brother the nastiest glare a younger sister has ever given.
Again, he runs his hands through his hair. "Good news is that I was able to find you someplace where you could transfer to on short notice," he continues, "Bad news is that... Well, to be frank, the place is
terrible, but I didn't have a lot of options on such short notice." A small smile. "Hopefully, it'll be temporary, but in the meantime just... bear with it, okay?"
It's moment's like this where you don't even know what to feel like. Happy that your brother isn't piling blaming your for your incredible fuck up and sympathizes with you? Angry that he's comparing your bully-hunting with what his skinhead buddies do? Happy that he so obviously cares about and loves you? Despair at the fact that his love for you will make him work harder for a bunch of Literal Nazis?
You shut your eyes tight and nod, and try to feel nothing at all. "Okay."
You stay silent for a few minutes, and then a nagging question comes to the fore.
"... What's this new place called?" You ask.
Happy that you seem to be accepting this, your brother then answers.
"Winslow High."
...
MOTHERFU-
[-] You hate everything and everyone (Timeskip).
[-] The universe hates you (Timeskip).
[-] You should've known that a day that starts so well would end like this (Timeskip).
[-] ... Well, at least you'll get to watch Those Two when they see what you did to their "prank" (Timeskip).