Madoka's lips curl upwards into a bright smile when she catches you staring. Perhaps it's just the time of year in which you've known Madoka, or perhaps it's the similarities in their colour, but cherry blossoms have always made you think of her. You squeeze her hand a little tighter, saying "You're looking especially pretty today, Madoka."
Madoka blushes, awkwardly glancing away from you. "I'm glad. Mama gave me a few makeup tips, and I wanted to try them out to see if you'd notice."
Your heart skips a beat, and you stop walking.
Madoka... Is wearing makeup... For me? Madoka stops as well, staring at you with concern. "Homura-chan, is everything alright?"
" I was just gunna say that ya might wanna get on that soon before someone else steals her away from ya"
"Thousand Yen says Homura's finally going to make it official."
Madoka's face has become the red cabbage, and she's fidgeting expectantly.
Madoka is staring at you with a mixture of nervousness and expectation.
For your own sake, it's best to just keep your relationship confined to the borderline of your emotions.
Madoka
Madoka
Madoka
"Kaname-san!"
"
Madoka... I was thinking; would it... Would it be alright if we..." You force yourself to swallow the lump forming in your throat. "If we made things official between us?" Madoka blinks away her surprise, staring at you with those gorgeous pink eyes of hers. "I... I know things didn't work out between us the first time... I was too wrapped up in keeping my secrets from you, that I neglected to consider that a relationship can't be formed from such a rocky foundation. And... I realize that you've been waiting for me for some time now, but... To be honest, I...
[ ] I was afraid that, if you got to know me more intimately, you wouldn't like who I was underneath."
[ ] I was afraid that I'd ruin our friendship if I tried to push the matter before you were ready."
[ ] I was afraid that I'd let you down again, that I'd betray the trust you placed in me."
[ ] I really don't have a good excuse as to why I've hesitated for so long."
"I know it isn't much, but I can promise you that I won't keep any more secrets from you. Whatever you want to know, anything at all... Just ask me, and I promise that I'll tell you."
Madoka stands on the verge of tears. "Homura-chan..." she says, forcefully wrapping her arms around your waist. "Mama says it's not polite to keep a lady waiting." You lean your head against hers, letting your tears fall silently into Madoka's pink locks.
It's taken you so long to make it back to this point... "Homura-chan... Are you crying?"
"Madoka..." Madoka's embrace tightens as you choke on her name. "You really are the best thing that's ever happened to me. But, Madoka... Do you really understand what it means for us to be together?"
Madoka shifts her position slightly, staring up at you once again. "Madoka... I am a lesbian. That means that I only like other girls. If you plan on... Dating me, then you need to be prepared to accept that that's how other people will view you, as well. Are you okay with that, with letting others form their opinions about you based on who you're romantically involved with?"
Madoka nods, offering up one of her brightest smiles as she takes your hands into her own. "Whether Homura-chan was a boy or a girl, I'd still like you just the same. If that makes me a lesbian, then I'm fine with that; and if other people want to think poorly of me for liking Homura-chan, then what those people think doesn't matter to me." You had sold your soul for the strength to protect Madoka, and yet time and again she continues to prove that she's still stronger. "I'll meet lots of people in this world, Homura-chan, but only the people who want to help lift me up will ever matter. And if people want to drag me down because of the person I choose to be my girlfriend, then I don't have any reason to care about what they have to think."
"Mama and Papa really like you a lot, Homura-chan, and Tatsuya too. I know they'll be supportive of us no matter what; so will Sayaka-chan, Hitomi-chan, and Tomoe-san. They're the people that matter the most to me, and all of them are fine with us being together, so it's alright." Madoka's hands leave yours, as she once again takes her place at your side, intertwining her fingers with yours as the two of you take to walking again.
"Yesterday, a woman from... England, I think, came around looking for Tomoe-san and I," you say, as you and Madoka approach the intersection where you usually meet Sayaka and Hitomi. "She was doing some investigating into a number of
puella magi-related things, though I don't believe that she poses a threat at the moment. I was wondering, whether or not you thought I should tell Sayaka and Hitomi when we see them."
A finger goes to Madoka's lip as she contemplates your words. "If she's investigating... Magical things, I think that's something only you and Tomoe-san can decide, Homura-chan. I know that Sayaka-chan, Hitomi-chan, and I, aren't really a part of that world, so I don't know if it's my business telling you to tell them or not. I think they have the right to know if someone's snooping around and checking out their friends, but if you don't want to tell them then that's your business."
"I see. Thank you for the advice, Madoka."
You and Madoka arrive at the intersection, where Sayaka and Hitomi are already waiting. They bid you both good morning, but that's never enough for Sayaka, is it? "Something's different about you two today," she says, adopting an exaggerated pose as she does her best to study you. Slowly, you watch her face change as the realization dawns on her. "No way..."
"Mhm!" Madoka nods enthusiastically, giving your hand an extra squeeze. "Homura-chan and I made it official just this morning!"
"Nice going!" Sayaka shouts, holding out her hand for Madoka to high-five her. "You two make a super-cute couple."
Hitomi appears less enthusiastic about your relationship than Sayaka, but you don't hold it against her. You know that she's trying to improve her outlook on your feelings for Madoka from what her parents taught her. "Madoka-san, Akemi-san, congratulations to the both of you. I hope that much happiness is able to follow you."
For as much happiness as the rest of this month will allow, anyway.
Do you
[ ] Tell Sayaka and Hitomi about McRemitz-san
[ ] Don't tell Sayaka and Hitomi about McRemitz-san
Regardless of your decision, do you
[ ] Talk
-[ ] to Madoka
-[ ] to Sayaka
-[ ] to Hitomi
--[ ] About what? (write-in)
[ ] Don't talk
-[ ] unless someone else talks to you
[ ] Other (write-in)